It's a wrap!

Major changes in life. For me, that's what 2005 was all about. It wasn't easy coping with these changes. Most of these made me an entirely different person from what the others have perceived of me. Many people came in, some left and a very few stayed. As I've said before, it's not easy but we have to move on. We have to leave the things that we have to leave and think about what lies ahead.

Some of you know how hard 2005 was for me. From the start (Dean, Kam, yung puyentang babaeng yun. Hahaha.) till the end (BonoSoc + Jino + Fuckers, alam niyo na yun.), I've been struggling. They were too much for me but these hardships made me so much stronger. They made me look at life in a different perspective.

As 2005 comes to a close, I want you to know that I was grateful that all these things happened but I most certainly have to move on. There's so much waiting for me, it would be such a waste if I drown myself with the past.

I would want to thank the people who have always been there for me, making all these burdens lighter.

To my Family, I know I'm such a brat at home. Thank you for staying with me and for guiding me. I'm really thankful I have you. I love you all.

To the BonoSoc, I don't know what I'd be in La Salle without you guys. I don't know how the group came to being but I don't care about that now. What's important is I have you guys and I'm certain that I won't forget you. It was really quite a journey for all of us, those two terms. 2005 would not be as much fulfilling for me if it weren't for you guys. I love you all and I'll see you in school.

To the Fuckers, I know that 2005 wasn't our year. We fought a lot and we've kept so much from each other. But I want you to know that whatever happens, I got your back. I love you guys. I hope you forgive me.

To Jopet, I know that everything between us is so fucked up right now. But I just want you to know that I'm thankful I had you. You opened my eyes to a lot of things and you made me stronger, really. The journey was hard for the both of us and in the end, we had to part ways. I din't regret anything. If you need anything, you still have a friend in me. Thank you for everything.

To Cuyegs, 2005 was the start of our bestfriendship but it seems to me it was also the end. I don't want to think the thought but it keeps on coming back. It's really hard for me. I miss you so much. But still, whatever happens, you have me. I'm willing to listen if you have problems and to kick you in the butt when you do something wrong. It's my job, I'm your bestfriend.

And lastly, to Jino, thank you for everything. I know that I can be such a brattinella and a drama queen but you're still there, willing to listen to everything I'll say. Thanks for listening to my nonsense blabs till the wee hours in the morning. Thanks for staying with me till 7pm in school. Thanks for not waking me up when I'm asleep. Thanks for staying, for waiting. Thanks for everything, Jino. You don't know how grateful I am to have you. "Meron lang".

As part of my moving on, I'm going to move to another blog.

http://www.xanga.com/noregretsss

**Henrik, don't worry, Imma put up a tagboard there.

CHEERS TO 2K6, KIDS!

Tagal mag-January 1...

Hahaha. I'm excited to move to Xanga. Hahaha. Wala lang. Can somebody put a tagboard in my account there? ...or turuan niyo na lang ako kung san ilalagay dun. Hehehe. Di ko alam kung panu dun e.

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Kariz Mae's dad passed away this morning. 3:33am, to be exact. Her dad's body is in Arlington Araneta near SM Center Point, if I'm not mistaken. To those who knows her, she needs us now, more than ever. Prayers are greatly needed.

**Ka, I know na you don't read my blog pero I just want you to know na I'm always here for you. Everything I told you pag nakakatext kita, totoo yun. Be strong, Kariz. You'll make it through this, I know it. Be strong, Ka. He's in good hands now. Condolence.

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Yesterday, the Tropa was in Galle. Si JR kasi nakalabas na sa mga pader ng seminaryo at nagyayang manood ng sine. Since minsan lang humiling si JR, I went there. Met up with them sa Skybowl. It's been a while since I hungout there. The last time I was there was second year high and I don't even want to remember what my last memories of Skybowl were. So, anyway, we played pool. NATALO NAMIN NI ALFREANNE SILA JELO AT JR! Wahoop! Partida, dun lang kami natuto maglaro ng billiards. Hindi nila kami pinagbigyan, patalo lang talaga si JR. Hahaha. We waited for Purple for 'round 1 hour and for Dean for 3 hours. Hehehe.

Met up with Dean and Sam in Mcdo. The last time I've seen Sam was in Kiara's debut, I think. And that was when? September? So I really got psyched when I saw her. Kwentuhan.

Purple treated Polgene coffee. My mouth watered when I saw them walk out of Starbucks. Pag tinamaan ka nga naman ng lintik, makakabola ka ng babae. Hahaha.

While walking near Popeye's, my eyes popped (woeh?). I can't believe it. After what seemed like eternity (which is good), ayun. Nakita ko nanaman siya. I can't believe na girly-girl na siya at may boyfriend na siya. Hmmm...What has Dean have to say about this? Abangan ang susunod na kabanata. Ayy...Sinusubukan lang, baka pumatok. *wink*

So anyway, hindi makapaniwala yung mga gunggong na yun na hindi pa ako ulit lumalabas since course card distribution dahil CLA daw ako, dapat marami daw parties na inaatendan. E so what kung CLA ako? Hahaha. Best college in La Salle! CLA! Wahoop! O, walang kokontra.

Dean tapped my shoulder and asked me to come with him when the boys were playing billiards the second time around. We walked a bit and talked a lot. There's so much that me and Dean have in common. Well, for starters, we came from the same gradeschool and are part of the same barkada...Pero seryoso, that guy and I have sooooo much in common. Hah, kahit sa ugali. Kaya nagkasundo kami. And that's the same reason he probably has kaya sakin siya lagi lumalapit when he has problems. Obviously, I can't post his problem here 'cause that will give away something about me too since we went through the same thing. (That gave you some clues, eh?)

At the end of the day, we met up with Sammy's barkada. I hungout with them for a while since yung tropa e uuwi na sa Paranaque (yeah, they agreed to meet in Galle). Bonding with Crespo 'cause Sam, Hazel and Nezie had to go.

Damn. Those people, kahit sobrang bored na kaming lahat, okay lang. Masaya parin kahit nagtititigan lang kami. Ewan ko ba.

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Did you ever get that feeling na you can't breathe and your chest just wants to explode? Yun bang parang sa dami ng mga bagay na tinatago mo, they are now looking for a way out? I felt that way last night. I just had to let it all out. Everything that has been bothering me for the past years. The secrets I've kept from EVERYONE. My thoughts that even my bestfriends don't know...EVERYTHING! It was just too much for me to handle. Especially when you told me "May mga bagay na masakit pag binalikan". Actually, that started everything.

It was good to let everything out, to tell you everything. To let you know who I really am and what I'm really all about. After everything I've been through, you still accepted me. That means a lot to me. I can't thank you enough.

I can't think of anything to blog about but I'm here, updating...

Since I can't think of anything to blog, I'm going to start with my usual shout outs.

..My #10...uh, Kabit? Hahaha. Teka, asan ka ba? Miss call ka lang ng miss call sakin, di mo pa nirereplyan mga email ko. Di naman ako maka-reply sa text mo nung Pasko kasi feeling ko long distance mangyayari e 4 pesos na lang load ko nung mga panahong yun. Hahaha. Anyway, I miss you. Asan ka ba kasi talaga? Hrmph. Ingat ka jan. Di nga pala ako nakapagpaalam ng maayos. Wala lang. Love you, DUDE. Hahahaha. Kidding.

..Kuya Nico, hindi pa ulit kita naaabutang online since nung 24 ng umaga dito. Hahaha. Musta Canada? Malamig ba jan? Hahaha. Joke. Anyway, umuwi ka na dito. Natutulala na lang si Cor dito sa sobrang pagka-miss sa'yo. Pasalubong namin ha, wag kalimutan. Kidding, Kuya. May kwento pala ako sa'yo pagbalik mo dito or pag naabutan kitang online. Hehehe.

..Cuyegs, sabi ko na wala nanaman akong maririnig galing sa'yo e. Hmph. I knew it. Pero okay lang. Alam mo naman ako, okay lang sakin lahat. Mag-JOY ka na lang, Christmas season naman e.

..Kamille Loren and Dean, thanks for everything. I know na anjan kayo lagi, ready to back me up, if ever. Hehehe. Kaso lang, wag kayo masyadong warfreak. Hahaha. Love you guys.

..[lost], uh, mukha ngang lost ka. Hahaha. Joke. Uh, kung sino ka man, mukhang matagal na kitang friend. Or, if not, naging masyadong close tayo. Whatever happened to our friendship, I just want to tell you na I do everything for my friends. Kung hindi na sila masaya sa company ko, I let them be. Kung ang nangyari satin e nag-fall apart yung friendship, siguro naman I did everything I could do to save the friendship. I think I know who you are and if I'm right, I know that you know na hindi ako yung tipo na ako yung lalapit. Yung sa bitaw part, I think you've let me go and I've let go. Gets? I think I just lost hope na mababalik pa yung dating treatment natin sa isa't isa. Yeah, we are magulo and all when we're together pero ewan. Parang iba na. May gap na. Ewan ko. We're both at fault here. I really want things between us to be back to where they used to be pero kung mas masaya ka sa ibang bagay o tao, then go there. Madali naman akong kausap e. Masaya ako pag nakikita kitang masaya. Kahit di ko na malaman ang rason ng kasiyahan mo, okay lang. Basta masaya ka, masaya na ko.

..YOU, I miss you. Thank you for always being there.

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I'm soooooooo freakin' bored.

Sana magpasukan na... :D

Technically, I still have one and a half weeks here in Blogger.

Yesterday, our course cards got released. I wasn't really expecting much. I mean, I was more of a bum than a student the past term. I cut a lot and when I'm in class, my mind is elsewhere. My grades suprised me.

PETEAMS - 4.0 (Forte ko ata PE e)
KASPIL1 - 3.5 (Ito ang subject na lagi akong wala)
LBYCH05 - 3.5 (Weird. Hindi ako nakapasa ng Finals pero 3.5 parin)
ARTSCHE - 3.0 (Weirdest of all. Wala akong ginawa sa class na 'to)
INTPHIL - 3.0 (Natulog lang ako sa class niya buong term, tres parin)
INSTUDI - 3.0 (Ito ang career subject ko the whole term. Sayang)
NSTP-C1 - 3.0 (Uhhh...)
ENGLTWO - 2.5 (Okay, majority of the class got this kind of grade)
ALGE101 - 1.0 (I HATE MATH.)

Nakita niyo naman, if it weren't for Math, I'd be a Dean's Lister. Punyeta. Pero my grades this term are so much better than my grades last term. I'm actually thankful. I don't know kung Pasko lang ba at pinagbigyan ako ng lahat ng prof ko or I really deserve the numbers. Well, either way, I'm happy.

Stayed 'till around 7 in school. Natulog lang sa Amphi. Jino, sorry na, lagi na kitang tinutulugan. E panu naman, ang sayang matulog sa Amphi, sa ilalim ng mga bituin. Hahaha. Kagulo.

Nico was supposed to give me something yesterday. Actually, he did give it to me. Pero pumayag akong ibigay niya yun sa prof niya. Wahoop. Wala lang. Nag-request ako na i-record niya yung version niya ng Kahit Kailan. Puchek. I wanna hear it, Kuya.

Bumped into April yesterday before going to J214 to get my course card in ALGE101. She told me EVERYTHING I needed to know. After talking to her, na-realize ko na sobrang tagal ko nang nagpapakatanga. Everything that the people around him are telling are the truth. Na ang tanga ko kasi I din't take his brother's word for it. Hai. After that talk with April, I totally lost it. I cried in J214 kasi ang tanga-tanga ko at feeling ko talaga babagsak ako sa ALGE101 (good thing, naka-1 ako).

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(Sa susunod na paragraph, magdo-drop ako ng names.)

IKAW. Ang tagal niyo na pala. Did you think hindi ko malalaman? Mali lang yang kaibigan mo dahil sa dinami-dami ng mga babae sa mundo, yung may pinsan pang Paulinian ang napili niya. At hindi lang basta-basta Paulinian, ka-close ko pa. Tsktsk. Ewan ko lang ha. Pero when Manats happened, galit na galit ka sakin. Hindi mo ako kinakausap na parang niloko na talaga kita. FYI, hindi naging kami unlike you and your crapload of a blockmate na punyeta, ang tagal niyo na pala. Pucha. Alam mo, hindi ako naniniwala sa mga sinabi sakin ni Jesse before. Sana pala naniwala na lang ako. Pucha. You should've told me. Punyeta talaga. Hinayaan mo akong magmukhang tanga for 3 years? Alam mo, I should've gotten a clue na you were with someone. Sino ba namang makakatiis na hindi makita yung mahal niya? Well, I guess you don't kasi lagi mo siyang kasama. Putangina. If you're going to give me your mom as an excuse, well, pakasalan mo yang nanay mo. Konting oras lang hiningi ko sa'yo, hindi mo mabigay. I have nothing against your mom. She's a great person. Alam kong gusto niya ako for you but what the hell, ikaw pa ata ang may ayaw sakin para sa sarili mo. Diyan ka na lang kaya sa Ana mo? That phone call when I was in Thrid Year. Putangina. Siya na yun e. Wag mong ipagkaila sakin. Ana Eusuya. Feeling ko, hindi yan si Angel e. Yung nakausap kong putangina nung nandun ako kila Tanya, I think it's her. Pucha. Kung sa tingin mo hindi ko malalaman ang lahat ng yan, putangina, nagkakamali ka. Another thing. Hindi nagsasamantala si Jino sa mga nangyayari. He was there nung wala ka. Lahat ng hinahanap ko sa'yo, siya nakapagbigay. Kung nanjan ka lagi, do you think aabot dun sa point na siya na yung hinahanap ko? Sakto dating niya, sobra. Nung hindi ko na kaya yung hindi tayo nagkikita. Nung nasasakal na ako sayo. Lahat. Hai ewan. Don't make it look like I'm two-timing you kasi I'm not. You are. Putangina, dalawang taon yun. And I'm so damn stupid not to see it.

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I guess that's everything.

New life, new blog.

I'm moving to
http://www.xanga.com/noregretsss
by January 1, 2006.

You should've told me.

Ain't nothing you can say to me
That can change my mind
I gotta let you go now
And nothing will ever be the same
So just be on your way
Go 'head and do your thing now
And there's no more to explain to me, you know
I know your game, I'm not feeling what you do
So I'm bouncin'
And I'm out son
I gotta leave you alone


Things have been said and done.
It's not easy but we have to move on.

='c

"I believe we have reasons but I don't know what they are..."

Thank you for this moment...

(Sorry sa hindi ko mase-special mention...)

Batallones, Henrik - Niko, alam kong medyo hindi tayo nagkakasundo sa mga bagay. You really annoy me at times. Pero bilib din naman ako sa'yo, super responsible mo. Uh, you should know kung kelan mo ititigil yung pagka-hyper mo. Yun lang siguro. And don't think na wala kang karamay sa buhay mo. You have 39 friends na siguradong tutulungan ka. That's us. Kaya cheer up, okay?

Beredo, Kizia - Kizia, alam ko na we din't really have the time to actually talk pero that one time you helped me with my problem, the time I opened up to you? Thanks for listening. Ang ganda pa ng advice mo sakin nun. Thanks talaga.

Chew, Leslie - Baby Boo, thanks sa mga mp3 ng flashdisk mo at sa camera mong nanjan lagi pag may events. Hahaha. Joke. Wag ka masyadong nagdo-droga, anak. Iba ka pag ma-hyper e. Hahaha. Anyway, thanks for everything, Les. Ewan ko kung nag-thank you ako sa'yo sa dami ng ginawa mo for me.

Cruz, Ru Angeli - Jillie! Mahal ko talaga pink hair mo! Wahoop! Pero mas mahal kita. Hehehe. Ang saya nung gig mo. Sana pag sikat ka na, invite mo kami sa ga gig mo. Libre dapat yung entrance. Hahaha. Anyways, thanks for making me laugh with that dance of yours. Hehehe. You don't know kung ganu kalaking tulong sakin nun.

Cuyegkeng, Jonathan - CUYEGS! Hai nako. Hinihintay ko na lang yung panahon na sasapakin mo ako and tell me "I told you". At pag sinapak mo ako, wala akong gagawin kasi tama ka naman. Hai. Do you know na I hate it when you're correct? I mean, sa mga pinagsasasabi mo sakin. Mga words of wisdom mo and all. Wala lang. Hahaha. So anyway, alam kong medyo okay na buhay mo ngayon kasi medyo matagal na hindi ka emodes. Pero seryoso sinabi ko sa'yo before about jan sa pagiging emodes mo. Isang ulit pa, tablahan na ito! Thanks sa mga advice mo, KUYA. Hehehe.

del Mundo, Romeo - Jino, thanks for everything. It was such a short time pero naging comfortable ako sa'yo ng sobra. Dati nakakausap lang kita kasi magka-partner tayo nung Culminating Activity sa PE. Basta, thanks for ALWAYS being there. I don't know how you do it. Wala na akong angal dun, basta thanks.

Emata, Ian Cezar - Ian, I know na medyo nagkalayo tayo this second term. Pero I want to thank you for listening to me. And thanks for sharing me your thoughts sa mga bagay-bagay.

Gumapas, Patricia - Trace, you've affected way too much people. I want to help you. We want to help you. Pero walang mangyayari if you yourself don't want to help yourself.

Malicsi, Regine - Darna, thanks for everything. I know you've trusted me with things na you usually don't share with anyone else. You're strong and I admire you for that. Thanks for everything.

Manga, Miguel - You're the big brother I never had. Thank you for the countless times you've been there for me. I know I'm such a brat when it comes to some things pero ayan, nagtitiyaga ka parin. I guess I really am your little sister. Hehehe. Thanks so much, Nico.

Montino, Lauren - Babes, you're my hero. Minsan, naiisip ko, kambal ata kita. You're ALWAYS there for me. Alam ko nagsasawa ka nang makinig sa mga hinaing ko but you're still there. I can't thank you enough, sobra. You make me laugh even when I'm really down. I don't know how you do it pero ayun, napapatawa mo parin ako. Thank you so much, Babes.

Prado, Diana - Alam ko wala talaga tayong matinong usapan, Dhi. Pero your hugs are enough. Thanks, Tomato.

Ramos, Sara - Thank you for everything. Kantahan mo lang ako nagiging okay na ako. Love your voice, sobra. Thanks sa laughtrips. I know you're always willing to help. Thanks talaga, Sara.

Reyes, Corina - Cor, magka-batch tayo sa St. Paul for 4 years and dahil high profile (hehe) ka dun, hindi ko na-imagine na magiging close tayo. Thanks for listening to me. And thanks for trusting me with your thoughts.

Samaniego, Jermaine - Ja, sorry pero napapatawa mo ako sa mga ibang moments mo sa kabarukan lalo na pag ginatungan ni Cuyegs. Hehehe. Grabe, hardcore Bamboo fanatic ka talaga. Natuwa ako nung sinamahan mo ako sa mga LSS days ko sa Hallelujah. Hehehe. Thanks for the soundtrips. Thanks for everything.

Uy, Jacqueline - Jack, you made that escape of mine possible. Remember? Hehehe. Thanks for that. Uh, hindi na kita masyadong nakikita ngayon. Namimiss na kita, what more pag hindi na tayo blockmates? Jack, thanks for everything talaga.

Viardo, Malia - Super Pepe! There are times na pag binabasa ko blog mo, feeling ko naiintindihan mo ako. Kaya I read your blog a lot. And thanks for the joketimes. Sobrang hindi ko makakalimutan yun. Thanks.

BONOSOC! Thank you for everything. Sobrang saya niyong kasama. I know that you'll be there pag kailangan ng karamay. I'm so thankful that I became a part of you guys. I never thought that such great friends exist. Tambay parin tayo sa Yuchengx, Tairs at Amphi, ha? Mahal ko kayong lahat, sobra.



"But if destiny decided I should look the other way, then the world would never know the greatest story every told..."

Magka-kanya-kanya na tayo ng landas. LR19, di ko kayo makakalimutan...

Wey, ikaw may kasalanan nito. *Edited*

LR19 (Plus Nico and Cor), PARA SA INYO 'TO!

Artist: Oliver James Lyrics
Song: Greatest Story Ever Told Lyrics

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you
Tonight

I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
Your kiss your pretty smile
You know I'd die for
Oh baby
You're all I need

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you
Tonight
Tonight

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight

Okay, kaninang umaga ko lang nabasa yung blog ni Wey. Nico told me to read his blog a couple of days ago. OMFG. Naiyak ako, literal, sa harap ng monitor. It never occured to me 'till kanina na magkakawatak-watak na nga pala block namin in a couple of days. Kanya-kanya na kami after ng second term. Shakatak. Nalungkot ako. What's with the song? Well, while I was reading Wey's blog (and crying. Hehehe), yan yung song na nag-play. Sakto talaga. Pasok ang lyrics ng song. OMFG talaga. Hai nako. Nalulungkot nanaman ako. I know na saglit lang kaming nagkasama-sama pero andun na yun e. Gaya nga ng pinost ko sa blog ni Wey, "We're more than just a block. We're family." Shets. Kahit na medyo marami ang hindi nagkakasundo samin ngayon, alam mo yun? Wah! Hindi ko ma-express sarili ko. Shets. Basta alam kong never kong makakalimutan ang LR19. Lahat ng laughtrips, kababawan, foodtrips, kulitan, camwhore-an, kalungkutan, barahan, LAHAT! Shete. I've never been attached to any of my classes like this before. Sa Trisix, oo, na-attach ako pero iba 'to, mehn! Hai nako. Naisip ko na nga lang panu kung hindi ako dito napunta, kung napunta ako dun sa kabilang CommArts block. Ganito rin kaya mafi-feel ko? Oh wells. Basta thankful akong sa LR19 ako napunta. Kahit tahimik kami nung LPEP, okay lang. Hai. Ewan. Nase-senti ako pag naaalala kong iba-ibang landas na ang tatahakin namin next term. Basta, walang kalimutan. Tamabay parin sa Yuchengcs at sa Amphi, okay? Hai. I'll miss you guys, sobra.

HOW TO DEAL... (Emo-ed?)

I've been down the whole week. As in buong week. I've been crying myself to sleep every night. I wake up still with tears in my eyes. I go to school with my mask, hoping nobody would notice what's bothering me. I survived the whole week with only two people asking me if I was okay...and I'm fine with that. Actually, I'm thankful that only two people noticed...uh, they won't even know it if I din't ask for their help.

Me: Sana naging clown na lang ako.
Jino: Para matawanan mo sarili mo? Ahahaha.
Me: Hindi. Gusto ko maging clown para naman may mapasaya ako.

Had that conversation with Jino a few days back. I've thought about it. I realized that that's not the only reason why I wanted to be a clown. I want to be a clown so I can hide my loneliness behind that green hair, red nose and big, red, phony smile drawn to my face. I don't want people to see that I'm breaking. It's hard to put that act up. Especially for me.

Hai.





Excess: I'm planning of moving to Xanga.

Pagbigyan niyo na ako.

FUCKIN' PHILOSOPHY PAPER.

Yesterday.

We had our last CWTS session yestermorning (November 19). We went back to Barangay Tagumpay and presented our project proposal. Since I wasn't there last meeting, I din't know that the proposal's name was The Lasallette...or something like that. Hahahaha.

So anyway, after that, the jeep dropped us at Gateway. We planned to watch Harry Potter 4. But then again, everyone seemed to have the same plans for that Saturday. So we finally decided to go to G4 and try our lucks there. We got to the cinemas in G4. Guess what? MAS MARAMING TAO. Hahaha. We were thinking on going to Greenbelt to catch the flick but we ended up in Timezone (G4). We had so much fun. Lau, Wey, Jason and I played in the 4-player Wartran Troopers game. After a given amount of time, the game would choose a default name for the players. Lau's name was Commander EAGLE! Hahahaha. Siguro nga Lau was meant to be a bird. Hahahaha. Peace out, Babes! Anyway, after all of us realized na wala na kaming pera, we went to Food Choices. Akalain mong nag-foodtrip lahat. Lau dropped me at Rustan's on the way home...As usual.

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I just want to share to everybody my LSS the whole of last week...

"I should've said no
Someone's waiting for me
But I call my girl up and said:
Listen baby I'm sorry
Just want to tell you don't worry
I will be late don't stay up
And wait for me
Lalalala (Forgot the lyrics. Hahaha)
My battery is low
Lalala (Not sure of the lyrics. Hahaha)
We're going to a place nearby
Gotta go"

Thanks to Wey, the Bonobo Society's been singing either Backstreet Boys or Westlife songs last week. Hahaha.

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SHOUT OUTS

..Ninay, ang sungit mo nung tinext kita nung Saturday. Hmf. Miss you much. Love you.

..Nico, ang saya-saya mo! Woohoo! Nung kinukwento mo sakin sa Ampi nung Friday, sobrang...AHHH! Wala lang. I'm so happy for you. Nasabi mo na. May isang bagay ka na lang na kailangang gawin. Alam mo yun, malamang ikaw nagsabi nun sakin e. Hahaha. Kagulooooo. See you tomorrow. Sayang, hindi ka kasama samin kahapon, sana Wartran Trooper ka rin ngayon. Hahaha. See you!

..Commander Rabbit (ikaw ba yun, Wey?), Agent Crab, reporting for duty. Hahaha. Wala lang! v(",)v Hahaha. Kagulo. Sana makita na natin pics natin. Haha.

..Rach, wala pa akong nagiging prof na ganun pangalan. Di ko rin siya kilala. Hehehe. Wala lang. Di pa kita nakikita sa Taft, ha? Si Jollie madalas ko nakikita sa may UM. Hahaha. Wala lang.

I really don't understand...

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan... WEH. Parang tinagalog ko lang yung title. Hahaha.

"The demand for conclusive evidence is too strong.

Even with the assumption that it can be satisfied, it is beyond our reach in nearly all circumstances of our everyday life."

Isa pa.

"In cases that YOU were mistaken, then YOU have to surrender the same claim.

It means that you do not have the rightful claim to knowledge!"

Those two are most probably from our book in Philosohpy that Jason copied to post in our Yahoo! Groups for the whole block's sake. It's confusing the first time you read it but go through it again and you'll get the essence of it all.

I really don't understand what the problem is. If it is with me (which I know it is), you most definitely have to tell me. After all, involved din naman ako jan. Baka nga ako pa yung pinakamalaking factor kung bakit may problema e. If that confrontation would cause the break-up of our friendship, I think that all of us are the most immature people walking on earth. I mean, we've been friends, what? 2-3 years? Nagtagal tayo ng ganun. If there's something that would break us up, it most definitely won't be this. Masyadong mababaw. And if we're gonna fix this, we don't have to dig up skeletons from the closet because those skeletons would only anger us. Wala nang magagawa pa yung mga yun kundi sirain pa lalo yung friendship natin. Now, if you're closing the door to that possibility of reconciliation and won't accept the apologies, there's nothing we can do. I respect that, kung yun man decision mo but I definitely won't understand any of it. I wouldn't understand why you had to dig up things from the past, why you had to pretend you've accepted the apologies, why you din't want me to know any of these. I'm willing to patch things up, you know. All you have to do is tell me what the hell's wrong and we'll see what we can do. Mahirap mangapa.

Haiii. Bahala na si Batman.

I've been alone all along...NOT!

Did you ever feel that feeling of abandonment? Yun bang wala kang makausap just when you needed someone the most? Yun bang kahit napakaraming tao ang nakapaligid sa iyo, feeling mo mag-isa ka pa rin? Yun bang nakikitawa ka sa mga laughtrip nila pero deep inside you're breaking?

After 5 years (don't ask me what happened 5 years ago pero if you know me well, you'd know what I'm talking about), I suddenly felt that way again. Yung parang niloloko mo lang yung mundo as well as yourself. I've been feeling down these past few days pero I think I've kept it well enough. But then, later today, na-realize ko na I can never keep what's hurting me. It will force itself to come out. I knew those MRT-LRT laughtrip moments would cost me tears later.

Pero you know what? There's always someone who would never leave you. It may sound weird coming from me pero God will always be there. He's gon' bring the rainbow in your sky after the storm. I know that I've doubted him a lot. Kanina lang e. Pero na-realize ko na he's still there. He's the only one who's never gonna leave you hanging.

There's another person, for me, who I know (uh, wish?) would never leave me. Jopet. He's been there for me for the longest time. He's the only person who stayed that long. He's the only person who can stand my attitude.

**Babe, I know we're having a hard time right now. I'm really sorry for acting like a self-centered bitch kanina. I'm just really bummed out by what's really happening. As much as the both of us want to demand, hindi pwede. Hai. I'm really sorry. I know that you know where I'm coming from. Parehas tayo e. I love you so much, Babe. Happy anniversary.

Of course, now, there are my blockmates. The whole Bonobo Society + Jino (lately talaga. Thanks, Crushes!) take my mind off of things.

**Guys, thanks for everything. You guys don't know how grateful I am to be a Bonobo. If it weren't for you, I will always be sulking in class everyday. Thanks for everything.

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SHOUT OUTS.

..TRACE! Bakit ngayon ka lang nagta-tag? Hahaha. Demanding. Wala lang. See you in class.

..KAM! I miss you too! Grawr! Love you, Soulmate!

..NICO! Grawr. Wag ka na masyadong mag-iiisip. Mababaliw ka lang. Hahaha. Basta ang payo ko lang sa'yo... Wala. Hahaha. Hindi ako marunong mag-advice. Hahaha. Kagulooooooo! See you in school, Walts! Hahaha. I love calling you Walts. Wala lang. v(",)v

..DEAN! I'm so damned happy for you. Nahanap mo na sagot sa mga problema mo. Pero tandaan mo: LAHAT NG SOLUSYON MAY KASUNOD NA PROBLEMA. Though I know na kayang-kaya mong lampasan yun. Katrina Imperial Dean pa! I wish you're happy with your life right now...Well, alam kong masaya ka na. I'll miss you, man! Alam ko na magiging busy ka na ngayon and mawawalan na tayo ng bonding time. Basta, if you need me, I'm just a text/phone call away. Love you, dude.

..HAN! I'm happy for you, too. Grabe, ganda ng birthday gift sa'yo ni God! Love you so much, Han! Miss na kita!

Kaguloooooo.

Dayamn, two consecutive days of laughtrip sa MRT-LRT. Kahapon, naghabulan sa Taft station. Kanina, kaguluhan nila Lau at Cor sa pila. Hahaha. Basta, napakarami niyan. Hindi ko na lang maalala lahat. Pero ang alam ko, tawanan ng tawanan lang. Hahaha. Kaguloooooo!

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Anyway, I'm proud to say that I got a 3 (midterm grade) in KASPIL considering the fact na hindi ako nagbabasa ng mga articles... Well, I do read them. Di nga lang seryosohan. Thanks, Sir Delupio! Dati, sobrang ayaw ko siya kasi sobrang uptight niya. Ngayon, he loosened up a bit. Kay saya. Hehehe.

Another thing: Sir Marasigan gave us a 100 on the long test we took a couple of weeks back. He said that it was his Christmas gift to everybody. I don't know if it's our midterm grade (the long test's his only basis of our grades...I think) but nevertheless, I'm soooooo happy. I've never imagined na I'll get a perfect score in a test. Well, technically, I din't talaga. Pero he gave each and every one of us a 100. So that means I get my first 100. Grawr. INSTUDI rocks. I honestly love the subject even without my 100.

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Tonight's ENG night and I'm fuckin' home. I should've been there. Wala lang maghahatid/magsusundo sakin pauwi. Sayang.

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Talked to Nico kanina. Di ko masasabi kung ano pinagusapan namin pero 'twas quite deep.

*Walts, I'm sorry I can't give you any advice. Well, I don't give advice. Di kasi ako marunong. Hahaha. Pero I'll be here if you need someone to talk to. I'll listen, promise.

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U-Break last Wednesday was hella fun. Una sa lahat, Nico went onstage with a his high school polo, a boxer shorts and a pair of leather shoes on. Yep. You've got that right. And you know what's better? He told Joey and Miles (in the morning!!!!) his name. Hahaha. Now everyone in La Salle would remember him. Hahaha. Next, we got pictures with the inseparable radio duo, Joey and Miles. I've uploaded the pics in my Multiply site. Lastly, we (Wey, Ja and I) have pictures with the very pretty Barbie Almalbis. Grabe. Super pretty talaga niya.

We also had our block pic taken last Wednesday. Sayang Jackie was not there. Kulang tuloy Bonobo Society. It was fun. We dressed up like "kids". Yung iba, hindi nagdala. PASAWAY. Hahaha. Kidding. After the pictorial, the Party Animals, Kaymee, Caresse and Jill din't change what they're wearing and went to KASPIL with their pj's. Hahaha. Sir Delupio said that he feels like he's in another dimension. Hahaha.

I saw Anton again, after 2-3 months, on that U-Break. Hahaha. Turned out walang magkaparehas sa sched namin kaya kahit sa loob ng campus hindi ko siya nakikita. Hahaha. Wala lang. Kwentuhan ever. Well, di naman. Mejo lang. Hahaha.

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Damn. Parang wala kaming ginagawa this week. Not that I'm complaining pero feeling ko maraming kailangan gawin for next week. Binigyan lang siguro kami ng buwelo.

Fuckerty.

Grawr. I don't know why but I was really feeling fucked up this morning. I was so harassed, thinking of all those Kyoto Protocol stuff. Annoying. Well, I know that that's not the only thing that's been bothering me. I just don't know what it really is. Grawr. *gigil* I hate thtat feeling. You know, yung super annoyed ka pero you don't know why tas lahat ng tao nabo-bother mo dahil dun? Hai. Wala lang.

Jino, I just had to borrow this line:

"Mahirap talaga pag walang magawa... Kung anu-ano ang naiisip mo..."

I, being my annoying self, thinks about a lot of things when I'm not doing anything. The fact na hindi ko na nakakasama si Jopet (It's been a month since I saw him), the fact na I'm so goddamn maluho and my dad's having a hard time paying my bill, the fact that I'm having a hard time saving money and the list goes on. Pucha, mababaliw ako nito e. Thank God Jopet's there to help me through all of these. Well, there's Lau, Cuyeg, Nico, Jino (lately) and a whole bunch of people who are actually helping me. Thanks, guys. Alam ko puro joketime lang tayo pero yung mga laughtrip na yun takes my mind off things. Thanks.

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Anyway, there was a black-out yesterday. We were in the middle of a volleyball match when the lights in the Sports Complex suddenly died. I felt Kizia hug me when the moment the lights were out and heard the Pep Squad guys shouting... err, screaming for "dear life". Hahaha. Yeah, it was pretty fun. Everyone just stood where they were and waited for their eyes to get used to the darkness (ARTSCHE! Woohoo! Haha.). Lau, Cuyeg and I started to play Tag in the darkness and Lau almost hit the net...Joke! Hahaha. Peace out, Babes. =D After fixing up in the darkest shower room I've been to, we took the stairs to get to the first floor since the elevator was not working and the guys were starting to freak us out. Li'l old me was sooooo scared of everything they'd say. Hahaha.

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Tomorrow, we'll be having our block picture taken. Grawr. Theme's kiddy kiddos in jammy's. Good thing I found something to wear. Wala akong maisip kanina e. Hahaha.

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Lau, Cuyeg, Cor, Jason and I took the bus on the way home kanina. Nakakahilo mag-drive yung driver. Shets.

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I should turn in.

I don't have a title for this entry, really.

Grawr. 7 hours till Han's debut! Can barely wait. Hrmmmm.

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Yesterday, we had this recollection for our confirmation on November 16. Yeah, I know. I'm too old to receive the sacrament. But hell, okay lang yun. Meron nga mga 20 years old na e. Hahaha. So anyway, the recollection was fugly boring it almost bored me to sleep. Inay John (Ms. Sarenas) is my sponsor! Woohoo! Annoying thing was, I din't see her kasi medyo na-late siya. So anyway, went to confession after what seemed like a long time. Well actually, it really was a long time since I had my last confession. The last one was February this year. I was still in St. Paul and that was our last meeting in Ethics... I think. I din't go to confession last Saliksik 'cause I din't think I was ready. But this time around, kinaya ko na. Everytime I go to confession, I cry. I don't know why. Maybe it's the guilt. It probably is. After confession, there was a mass. Weird enough, when the priest started singing at the almost-end part of the mass (May the good Lord bless and blah blah), it started raining. I couldn't laugh, dagflammit. So there. I got annoyed after the mass. Ask Jackie why.

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"The path we have chosen is not an easy one but it is the right one." -DR. CARMELITA I. QUEBENGCO (Executive Vice-President, DLSU-M) on the eligibility issue of two DLSU players.

I think this line goes out to Dean and Ka. Peace out, guys. Love you both.

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Speaking of which, the Green Archers are not playing next season (Hehehe. Patti!) to give way to the investigation. Hrmmm. Sayang. But there's always Season 70. Hahaha. ANIMO LA SALLE!

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SHOUT OUTS

..TRACE! Thanks for dropping by! First time mo ata dito sa blog ko.

..JACKIE! Nakita ko na. About the sibling thing? And tama ka nga. Freaky. Hahaha.

..KAMILLE! Magpunta ka na kasi. Hrmf ka naman e. Hahaha. Love you, Soulmate. Mmiss you much.

..BABY BOY! Sorry kung akala mo sinigawan kita kanina. Di naman kasi talaga e. Haiiii. I love you. Miss na kita.

Ale, remember: Curiosity killed the cat.

I just want to ask...

Bakit ang hamburger, walang ham?

Bakit ang hotdog, walang dog?

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Ang mga "lyricists" ng makabagong panahon...

"It started when we were younger, you were NINE."

"Wake me up when FISHTRENDERLEN."

All Saints'/Souls' Day and the cemetery has huge impacts on people, don't you think? Hahaha. Se sementeryo yang dalawang yan.

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Only in the Philippines...


You would want to go to McDo more often. (McDonald's Tandang Sora)


No Parking. (Manila Memorial Park Paranaque)

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This week's been nothing but a blur...

Greeting Card.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN. =)

*tear*

My dad emailed me this.

"anak, am sure you know that we are having some financial difficulties at present and that you understand the situation. we’re now living on a tight budget and have loans left and right. i can no longer afford additional expenses like your cell phone bills and other miscellaneous expenses. your monthly subscription of php300.00 is fine with me but beyond that it's your responsibility. try to be more prudent in your expenses anak. this is only temporary and we still have to adjust to the situation. it is not as bad as it seems. i know you take these things deep in you but please anak, DON'T. as i mentioned earlier, this is only temporary. please understand. i love you. tatay

btw, i have requested equitable credit card to defer all transactions with sun cellular. this means we have to pay your cell phone bill over the counter."

God, ang luho ko talaga, ever.

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I was at St. Paul kanina. Intrams nila e. Met up with Kam, Dean and Kariz. I finally met the ever-famous Kariz Lanting. She's Dean's friend. Hehehe. So anyway, we watched a couple of games and talked. Hehehe. I think Kariz and I clicked. I can just feel it. Hahaha. Guess who's birthday it is today. Dagflammit, I had the guts to actually approach her and greet her a happy birthday despite all the things she said before (Note: It was HER who said "Hindi naman ganyan itsura niyan sa personal e". Read my previous entries to find out). While watching the pep squad practice, Kam and I pulled a very dangerous prank on a couple of friends. Hahaha. Alam mo yun? Yung tipong baka magsaksakan sila dahil sa ginawa namin. But it was fun, though, we gotta admit. Even Kariz enjoyed our little prank. Hahaha. Sadista. Rode Mang Solito's bus on the way home. Shux. I missed riding our schoolbus. I miss bullying the kids. Hahaha.

Shets. I wish I could be there on Friday. Dun magpe-perform yung SPCP hardcourt. Hrmmm.

I was on an emotional roller coaster the whole month.

October 11

LEAP was hella fun. Well, I din't know anybody in my class (STREET4) but I definitely enjoyed it. One, well, because I can watch the Pep Squad from the SPS Rehearsal Hall. Hahaha. Sayang I din't enroll there. Two, because the routine taught to the class was really fun to dance. The song we danced to was More To Life by Stacie Orrico. Twas fun but really tiring.

October 12

Jopet and I entered our 2nd year and 9th month. Grawr. I love you so much, Baby. I miss you hella lot, too. Hindi pa ulit tayo nagkikita, I need to see you, Baby. I love you.

Went to Manila to get shots for our scrapbook in Kaspil. It was really tiring but we got 3/4 of the job done. And we had fun, too. Kilig si Malia and si Cuyeg. To those who know them, alam kong nawe-weirdan kayo pero it's all for the project. Pero mukhang nagkakadevelopan na ata sila. Hahaha. Peace out, guys!

**Pics are posted at http://aleigna12.multiply.com.

October 13

SALIKSIK.

I think that I really got something from that recollection. I went to other recollections/retreats before this and got something from them. Pero parang ang laki ng impact sakin nitong recollection na 'to. Para bang dito ko lang nakita yung totoong nararamdaman ng mga tao.

There's this game that Sir Ric actually wanted us to play. We had to "cross" a "bridge" to get to the "safe place". The people who stepped out of the "bridge" or the line "dies". The "dead" will not be able to do anything. Sir Ric holds all the elements of the game. Time, space, everything. Objective was to get EVERYONE to the safe place. Basta. The mechanics were quite hard. It was to test our unity as a block. At first, we "crossed" the "bridge". Some of us "died" but some were safe. But then, we realized that we cannot save the dead so we decided to go back and "die" with everyone else. We obviously lost but we rather be "dead" with everyone than be in the safe place tas merong namatay. Everyone started crying not because we are really going to die but rather, the realization struck: we love our block. There is no denying that.

Plastic. That was what I think one of the things that really affected me. Everyone got affected. I see that spitting it out to everybody is not an easy task but it should've been said in a nicer way. Everyone got shocked. Everyone has something to say. Ewan.

**The pics will be posted at http://aleigna12.multiply.com. I just don't know when I'll have the time to post them.

October 14

Nothing much happened in school. Well, except for Sir Delupio planning to fail everyone in the graded recitation

Met up with Dean and Kam at Starbucks sa Mega. And si Dean, may ginawang alam niyang ikakagalit ko pag nakita ko. So anyway, lakad, bonding and kwentuhan about anything under the sun. The old times. Grawr. So anyway, Kam had to go home early so Dean and I went looking for a place to eat in. Since there was a sale in Mega that time, we ended up looking for a place to eat in Shang. Ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Dean had to go home after so we went back to Mega and I accompanied her to the FX station. Kwentuhan muna while waiting for the FX. "A walk down memory lane" Hahaha. I waited for my mom for three hours after that. Hahaha.

October 15

We planned a surprise for Jaja. It was held at Lelie's flat near Robinson's Manila. It was hella fun. Jaja was speechless when we gave her the surprise. There was even a video presentation for her that Les cam up with a couple of hours before the surprise itself. The cake was hella good and we gave her a new wallet 'cause she lost hers. So anyway, everyone of us, except Lau, started panicking on how we'll get her gift. She was with us all along. But then, we came up with something and eventually, we got her her gift.

**Pics at http://aleigna12.multiply.com

After all that, we went back to school to attend the PNPRS lectures for our Philosophy class. The talk was bitchin' boring. But , in the end, when one of the people in the audience (a professor from the University of Illinois) was talking, we started to - honestly - enjoy the talk. He kept on explaining how the professors tend to be boring when giving lectures that's why students don't cooperate in class discussions. He said that the lectures should be as interactive as possible. Di lang dapat puro recitations and stuff. There should be jokes or funny stories injected in the discussions to keep everyone's attention. He also gave some pointers on how students should take down notes. We students, he said, should not be limited to taking down the important things that the professors say. We can put some nonsense doodles in our notes. He also said that the informality of the notes will make the students remember the lecture more. I don't remember what his proof was, though.

So anyway, after the talk, Les, Sara, Jaja, Jack and I went back to Leslie's condo to fix ourselves for Lau's debut. It took us quite some time to fix ourselves and the video presentation we made for Lau. I can't remember what time we left for Lau's debut but we did make it, with so much time to spare.

In the cab, Les became emotional. She was saying how her mom can't understand her and all. The rest of us, including the taxi driver, explained her mom's side. What she'd probably say when she hears Les saying all those things.

When we reached Valle Verde 4, Lau still wasn't there but a handful of familiar faces were there. The block started to take loads of pictures and I just know it that the other people were beginning to sense what camwhores Lau's blockmates can be. Lau arrived later. I was part of the 18 roses. The 18 roses were supposed to say a little something for Lau. That we did. Nico (My Sherie Amore... or whatever the title is) and Ariane (Just a smile) played/sang songs for Lau. After that, we watched the presentations made for her. One was from us and the other was made by her brother. We were asking her to cry but she can't cry. Why? Because, she said, "Mukha akong tanga sa mga pictures!". After the program, everyone danced. Well, at least, me and my blockmates danced. We were asking for Techno songs but Kuya Gerry don't seem to have them. After the whole thing, the block (those who were left) sat in a circle and started singing, chatting and everything. We went home at round midnight.

**Pics at http://aleigna12.multiply.com

October 17 - 21

KASPIL Scrapbook-making.
Mga panahong nasimot ang laman ng wallet ko.

October 21 (pm)

Went to my dad's office to fix up for Kam's debut. He brought me to Savannah Moon in Libis. When I got there, I saw Mars and a couple of Kam's blockmates. Looked for Tanya and Ingga since Kam said they were there na. Sat with them and waited for Krista, Pinky and Lydia. Apparently, we were supposed to wear something that would show who our favorite Hollywood artists are. Dagflammit, only Lydia came in looking like a "star" (Gwen Stefani). I was part of the Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. It's like 18 candles without the candles. Hahaha. So anyway, after all the messages, 18 roses came. Shets, ang sweet ng dance nila Kam at Marc. Grawr. So after that, Tanya and her partner (I forgot his name) danced to open the dancefloor. Of course, Trisix nanaman ang nauna sa dancefloor. We pushed (or pulled, rather) some of Kam's blockmates to the dancefloor. They danced too but not as much as we did. Went home after that. Was tempted to join Pinky, Lydia and Krista in Eastwood but I have classes the next day.

**Pics posted at http://aleigna12.multiply.com

Imma be needing the first part for our scrapbook in KASPIL.

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October 8

We (Lau, Kim, Cuyeg, Malia, Jill and very yours truly) met up at the South Gate at 'round 1 in the afternoon. The others couldn't come kaya yun.

*Insert: I just realized, the date was October 8. ?!@#$%^&*.

So anyway, we ate at Pizza Hut when the rain poured. It wasn't that hard, though. We waited for it to stop and went to the shuttles in Moldex (MONDEX, as Cuyeg would call it) to get to Roxas Blvd. The shuttle's driver was fugly annoying. Pwede naman niyang sabihin sa mahinahong paraan. But nooooo. Annoying driver. So anyway, we got off at the CCP complex and we all wanted to go to Star City. Hahaha. Babaw. But then, we realized na next week na pala due yung scrapbook so we crunched ourselves up in one taxi and rode to Manila Cathedral.

I don't really remember now what happened when we reached there. Oh, no, but I do. Hahaha. The annoying "bodygurads" wouldn't let us take pictures of the EXTERIOR of the church. Apparently, the President was there, attending a wedding. We saw the car and saw it's plate: 1. We were all, like, "Andito si GMA?". We walked to Bahay Tsinoy next. Annoying place had entrance fees. So anyway, we rushed to somewhere (I don't know any place in Manila... Taft lang and Binondo...Jackie!) to get a film for Kim's cam (Ooh! Anu daw?). We pedicab-raced our way back to Bahay Tsinoy. Only Jill and Lau went inside (Fee's P60 per head). We then moved to San Agustin Church. Another wedding. Bummer. We took pictures of THE FUDOGS (hehe.) and the exterior of the church. Spent the rest of our energy looking for Casa Real which, by the way, is closed down by its owner. Went back to Manila Cathedral hoping to get pictures of the interior. But nooo. May kasalan nanamang nagaganap! So we had no choice but to take pictures outside. Fun experience, though.

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...Well, went home teary-eyed. Don't ask.

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October 10

We got the results of our first ALGE101 quiz. I got a low score but fuck it, I din't study for it. I was lucky. Hahaha. So anyway, the highlight of my day was PETEAMS. Gadammeeet, I have loved PE since forever. I loved every part of it. We are having Volleyball in PETEAMS this term. So you can guess how much I enjoy every Monday of my 2nd term. So anyway, I really don't know how to spike. Sir Olarte taught me how...though I still don't get it. Hahaha. Idol ko nga si Kizia and si Martin e. Woohoo! Galing! We had a mock match. Kalaban namin sila Cuyeg. The guy's a spiker, man, I tell you. I always happen to catch all his spikes and that made my hand fuckin' numb after the game. We won, though. Hahaha.

Kim had a tummyache in the middle of the "spiking exercise". She called me her "asawa" because I was there with her when her tummy was aching. Hahaha. Wala lang. It was nothing, Kim! Anything for Darna! Wahoop! Anu daw? Hahaha. Love you mats, Kim!

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Santugon Week is here!

Wear Yellow-Blue-Yellow-White-Yellow this week, from Monday to Friday.

List of Activities:

Monday
1210 Mass at PGP Chapel Sponsored by Santugon

Tuesday
LEAP, 6 Classes sponsored by Santugon

Wednesday
Ubreak Concert featuring Firelane, Fahrenheit, and Fire Place Letters and the Santugon Star Search Candidates
6pm Family Day at Sports Plaza!

Friday
1-3pm Forum on the GMA Crisis with National Union of Students of the Philippines, Y408-409
6-10pm Comedy Night..Rated XX (The Santugon Comedy Show)

Saturday
7pm Party at MDC at the Fort! P150 Including drink!

**From the Santugon Yahoo! Groups.

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I'm excited to go to my LEAP class. I enrolled in STREET4 (Street Dancing). Woohoo! I don't know anybody there but what the heck? I know that I'll enjoy the class and meet loads and tons of new friends. Ooh. Parang Candy mag ang dating. Hahaha. So anyway, I need to go. I'll meet up with my groupmates in KASPIL pa e. LEAP in 6 hours! Hahaha.

Nahatulan na ang Green Archers.

IT'S YEO TIME!

Yes, it was definitely Paffy Yeo's time. Hehe. Angas niya, ever!

Even though we lost a very tight game (73-71), I saw that the team did their best. It was a slow start but they picked up when second half approached. We lost by 2 points which was kindov disappointing considering na La Salle took a 9-point lead in the 3rd quarter. But oh well. Like they say, all's fair in love and war. And basketball is definitely a war.

Would you believe na I actually lost my apetite after the game? Wala lang. Hahaha. And nawalan na rin ako ng gana mag-aral for ALGE101 tomorrow that's why I'm updating. Shet.

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I was with Jopet while watching Game 2. Heh. Wala lang. He kept on teasing me na FEU will win. Turns out he's right. Hehehe.

I was telling him how my cousin Lem (yes, a guy) loves Joseph Yeo and how he asked me to tell Yeo if ever I see him in school how much he loves him. And ang gwapo daw niya. Hahaha.

He was here around lunchtime and he went home in the middle of the 4th quarter. I asked him to stay until he finishes the game but he had to go. So yun.

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A lot has been happening in school now and I can't seem to think of anything to blog about. One thing's for sure, though. Some friendships are going to waste. Depressing? Hah. Wait till you hear the details.

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Sir Marasigan (INSTUDI) said somthing a couple of meetings ago that made me look at a friend of mine and go into my Black Darna mode.

Kung gagawa ka rin lang ng kalokohan, siguraduhin mo nang hindi ka mahuhuli.

DLSU-FEU Finals: Game 2... Judgement Day.

Picture courtesy of http://www.greenarcher.net


Picture courtesy of BNE.

D-L-S-U, ANIMO LA SALLE!
D-L-S-U ARCHERS!
L-A-S-A-L-L-E, LA SALLE, RAH!
REKTIKANO RAH!
BOO-MA-KAYA! DI-MA-KAGIWA!
GO LA SALLE!

PUMP UP THE ANIMO! Let's support the players! There's a live broadcast of the game in the Central Plaza at 4pm.

Too bad, I can't be there in Araneta. ='c

A September to Remember...

This September is probably one of the best months of this year. Not only was this a start of a new and better (I think) term, it also is the September that cradles the best birthday "party" I ever had.

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Yeah, I know, I didn't get to post what happened that day. My September 15 started out pretty normal. Well, there were the greetings and all. I came in late for our ARTSCHE class and everyone was greeting me and Caresse gave me her gift. It was really weird and fun at the same time. Hahaha. So, anyway, after ARTSCHE, a bunch of my friends (Lau, Cuyeg, Kim, Tracy) went to "photocopy" things. We (the bunch that were left) went to the Yuchengco lobby but due to my hungry-ness, we ended up in SPS. Then, suddenly, someone called Sara. She said it was for me.

Ale: Hello?
Person on the other line: Uh, hello? Is this Ale?
Ale: Uh, yeah. Sino 'to?
Person on the other line: This is Usher Raymonds (Hahaha. Comedy, Raymonds! Ang dami pala! Nakaintindi pa ng tagalog, akalain mo yun). A friend of yours called me and told me it was your birthday so I decided to call you myself. Justin Timberlake's here and wanted to greet you as well.
Ale to Toni: Si Nico 'to.

*That's when they played JT and Snoop Dogg's song. Hahaha.

While it was playing, they entered the place and started singing "Happy Birthday". It was really sweet. They gave me the cake (chocolate mousse!) and a huge card that says "Happy birthday to a true ANGEL (thanks, Lau! Hahaha.) from above..." They also handed their gift to me and told me that the guards in both the MRT and LRT had opened it thinking it was a bomb. Cute pa naman nung wrapper. Disney princesses. So anyway, their gift was a bright red pair of Chuck Taylor that Cuyeg and I were joking about the start of the first term. Everyone chipped in daw para mabili nila. Low budget. Hehehe. Pero okay lang. It was more than ok. A basta, I can't explain how I felt that time. Super saya. We ended up eating the cake after ENGLTWO. Hehehe.

After classes, I went to meet up with Jopet. He was wearing that black polo that I love. Hehe. So, anyway, we talked a while. Landian ng konti. Hahaha. Then he said he needed to go to the men's room so I waited for him. When he came back, he sat right next to me, held out my hand, kissed it and placed a ring on it and said "Happy birthday, baby". I got really kilig when he did that. I hugged him tight. Wala lang. Kilig e. Hehehe.

So, that was my September 15. Hehehe. Shinare ko lang.

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Went to Kiara's debut last Saturday. My hair was curled and I was wearing a semi-formal tube top and slacks (which I begged Kiara na isuot ko kasi I don't have any cocktail dress. I'm more of the rugged type so...) and a very big pair of earrings. Apparently, she made me one of her 18 candles/treasures and I din't know anything about it so I ended up having a spontaneous "speech" which I'm not really good at. Bonding with Sam and Yano and nakipagkulitan ng konti kay Martin (Kiars' guy bestfriend).

After the debut, we went to Starbucks to grab some coffee. Well, they grabbed some coffee. Coffee is not for me ANYMORE. Fuckin' vertigo attacks.

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Yesterday, we organized a surprise party for Jackie. It ALMOST didn't push through because she had somewhere to go to. Good thing Kaymee got a hold of Jackie's cousin's number. Lau and Jaja asked a small favor from the cousin na wag muna siya paalisin. We bought her a picture frame that had our pictures (na muntik pa kaming mapaaway ni Kim) on it, a Hello Kitty "Happy Birthday" banner and a chocolate cake. We took the LRT and a pedicab ride to get to Jackie's place in Tondo. When we went up the apartment, the guy in charge of the security of the place was supposed to call their place to let them know we were coming uo but we begged him not to. We surprised Jackie by singing Happy Birthday in Chinese and looking like Pucca when she opened the door. I swear I saw tears in her eyes. So anyway, we ended up eating up the cake but not finishing it and going home early kasi nga may lakad sila.

The ride back home was kinda uncomfortable. Not only were there a lot of people in the train but a lot of issues as well. Let's just leave it at that.

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I have an exposure trip tomorrow for NSTP, I should turn in now.

Final Four: DLSU vs. ATENEO

http://www.greenarcher.net

**Again, this is a MUST WIN game we can’t afford to lose any game going in the Final Four and hopefully up to the finals series. Please show your support by coming out in full ANIMO force! Let’s show the Ateneo Sixth Man that nothing beats our ANIMO and let’s be there to (still) remind the board that the more they try to pull us down the harder we fight! Wear your DLSU/Archer stuff and remember, cheer like there’s no tomorrow!

PUMP UP THE ANIMO.
KEEP THE FAITH.

**College of Business and Economics
BNE 2006
Batch Assemble 2005-2006

Jill's Gig @ Eastwood (My Post-Birthday Party).

Pix posted at http://aleigna12.multiply.com/photos/album/15.

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NSTP was a total bore. The orientation, I think, was a total waste of precious time. I mean, duh? Saturday's the only day I get to really sleep. But now, I won't have that time anymore, would I? Bummer.

So, anyway, after the NSTP "orientation", camwhore! Thanks to Caresse who brought along with her a cam. Hehehehe. Commarts students are such camwhores. Well, at least LR-19 students are.

So there. After taking loads of pictures, we (me, Lau, Jaja, Sara and Caresse) went to my house to eat and fix up. Oh good God, we gave Lau a make-over. Pucha, Babes, dapat ganun ka lang lagi. Hehehe. I'm not going to post her pic here na lang. Well, not now because I don't know if Caresse uploaded her pics already. Hehehe. So there. Waited for Jopet, Gino and Eloi for a couple of minutes. When they arrived, we ate dinner.

Off to Eastwood after dinner. We (me, Jopet, Gino, Eloi, Lau, Jaja, Sara and Caresse) met up with Cuyeg, Sudoy and Jason near the fountain. Camwhore, as usual. Gino and Eloi went somewhere else. The rest of us watched Jill.

Isa lang masasabi ko...

JILL ROCKED!

Wahoop!

After Jill's set, Jopet and I wandered around a bit. Went back to Seattle's Best at 12-something to meet up with the rest of them. We had to bring Lau home at 12am. But we din't. I just don't know if t'was okay with her parents that we went home late.

Jaja and Sara slept here. Yeah, I know. Usually, in sleepovers, nobody sleeps. In our case, the moment we lied down, ayun, tulog. Hahaha. They went home this morning and now, I'm home alone. Hehehe.

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Something came up last night. I just hope they're okay. But then, as I've heard, they're okay. Na-shock lang. Haiii. Felt guilty 'cause I wasn't there. Hrmmm.

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SHOUT OUTS

..Lau Babes, ang ganda mo kagabi, super. Bagay sa'yo mga ganun, swear. Hehehe. It all started with the hoop earrings... Hahaha.

..Kam, thanks. :D You don't need to make an entry for me. Hehehehe. Love you, man! Miss you much.

..Ganda, pa-upload nung pics, ok? Hehehe. And yung earrings ko nga pala.

..Guys, I really hope your okay. =c

..Baby Boy, I love you so much. Thanks for everything. Oh, you know everything I'll say here. Basta, I love you. Miss na agad kita. Sana makasama na kita ulit. *mwahugtyt*

Some people never fail to amaze me...

What's with the title? Don't ask.

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Yesterday, Jopet, Gino and Eloi picked me up at 2-ish. We were supposed to go to Araneta to watch the cheerdancing chenes of NCAA but we had to go to GMA at 3pm for Gino's report. We went there and waited for a while in the Jamboree entrance, as Gino's cousin would say. Went to this place called New Media Inc. The girl they interviewed kept on saying that they're "GMA7's subsidiary". Anyway, I din't really hear anything the girl would say except that they're "GMA7's subsidiary" so I couldn't care less. Plus, I don't really like GMA7. I think that's the main reason why I din't listen to her in the first place.

After the interview, we went to Shang, since the NCAA was probably through when we got to EDSA. Twas traffic e. Ate at KFC. Bonding. Kwentuhan. Twas fun. :D I mean, even if I only got to know those two for a while, I really got along with them right away. Especially Gino. I mean, I'm still warming up to Eloi. But we'll get there. I just know it. If the two of us have a thing in common, it'll probably be the fact that we both love the camera...and the camera loves us. Hahahaha. Kaya I think that we'll get along well. Hehehe.

Anyway, after eating, we went to Mega. Eloi needed her hair cut. While waiting for her, the three of us sat and took some pics before the cam ran out of batteries. But then, there was my phone. Camwhores! Hahaha. Went home after that.

God, I love those three.

Updating... Caution: PICTURE OVERLOAD.

Okay... If anything, this term break turned out to be more boring than summer. I have no one to talk to because everyone has classes. Well, except for La Salle. But then again... wala lang. And nobody's texting me. Okay, there were the forwarded messages and I'm thankful for that. At least my phone beeps once in a while. Good thing I only have to wait for less than a week.

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Another batchmate (from St. Paul and La Salle) of mine died last August 27 of heartattack. Charmie Garcia (+),may you rest in peace.

Two deaths in 7 months? That's a lot to take for my batch, I think.

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God, all these e-mails and Friendster messages won't stop, will it? Hai nako. Stop it already 'cause it won't happen, ya hear?

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Last September 3, I went to one of the most annoying family days in St. Paul. It was my sister's family day. I met up with Patti (Love you lots, honey!) and started the whole bonding thing again. (FYI: Patti is one of my closest friends) God, I missed her. Anyway, after talking for what seemed like 2 minutes (Time flies when you're having fun. ;p), we went back to our own families. Hahaha. Weird thing about their family day is that their batch is not together while celebrating it. I mean, your batch is somewhat your family, right? So anyway, there was this girl in Patrizia's class who's a part of a TV show in RPN 9. I think it's called Tara Lets or something like that. They decided to shoot this week's segment in (drumroll, please?) St. Paul College, Pasig. What are they, nuts? A news team last 2001 can't even get a pass to go up there and cover a weird epidemic. Yeah, the one that they had to close school for a week. LSGH allowed media people to go in. Hrmmmm. Let's just say that St. Paul Sisters are not used to expose their facilities and students through media. So, anyhow, they had this McDonald's theme. Which I totally DIDN'T enjoy, which is kindov weird because I love McDo. So there. My bro and I took the camera out and started taking random shots. Hah. Bonding time with Bro, I know.

Here are some shots we took out of sheer boredom:


That is my brother texting. That's when the madness started. Hahaha.


My sister, my dad and my mom. They were watching the parlor games.


That's my bro and me. It's blurry. Adds up to the drama. Hehehe.


My bro took that. Were at the Rock Garden in the gradeschool building.


I took that one.


This is the corridor of the first floor of gradeschool building.


And this. That guy we don't know. Hahaha.

Oh, by the way, Anne Curtis was there and I swear she looks prettier in person and without the make-up. Hehehe.

After the Family Day, we went home to change and went to Pier 1 in The Fort to meet up with my titos and titas. It was my cousin Lem's birthday. Cuyeg said that Joy saw me there but I never saw her. Grawr. Anyway, we ate and we talked about loads of stuff. It's weird kasi we always talk about the same thing everytime we get together but we don't get tired of it. Kuya said that Aimei was supposed to be there. Sayang, she wasn't I wanted to meet her pa naman. After eating, we decided to go to Strumms in Makati. When we arrived there, Nyoy was playing. I asked him to greet my cousin. Hehe. Anyway, my titas were sort of shocked when they heard Nyoy tell me something. Hehehe. That was very nice of him daw.

Anyway, here are some pics that night:


L-R: Kuya Greg, my mom, my Cuz, me, my Bro, my dad, Ate Ly and Ate Lizza.


My dad, Ate Ly and Ate Lizza.


I love this pic. Hahaha.


That's my mom, Kuya, me, Nyoy, Ate Ly and Ate Lizza.

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Yesterday, Jopet and Gino were here. Wala lang. Hehehehe. I missed the two of them. Hehe. Gino had to go home right away. Jopet stayed for a while. Hungout a bit and then he went home at 'round 6 because he had a migraine. Grawr.

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Shout out to all mah people. (Anu daw?)

..Lau Babes, di na natuloy yung ating EK. Pero pwede pa. Go na, please? Batong-bato na ako dito. Hehehe. Miss you, Babes!

..Baby Boy, nagsasawa na ako sa mga nanggugulo sa'tin. Grawr. Pero alam mo namang hindi ako ulit bibitaw, diba? Hindi nila tayo masisira. Grawr. I miss you, Honey. I love you so much.

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Edit:
Before I forget, Y2 made me Comm. Rep. of the Batch Assembly. Wala lang.

Start of my Term Break.

Okay. I missed blogging. I didn't update for what seemed like a year. Demmet. It's kinda weird, considering I update all the time before. Hahahaha.

A lot has happened for the passed days, weeks, months even. A lot has happened to me, to me and Jopet, to my blockmates. Some good, some bad.

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All August 20.

For one, I was chosen by Sir Ronda to dance in the culminating activity for PEDANCE last August 20. It was a really fun experience. I mean, I never get to do that in St. Paul. Okay, Ale, move on. Anyway, Jino is the best dancer, ever! Nice dancing with you, partner! Uh, for the pics, go to http://aleigna12.multiply.com/photos/album/10. Some video clips are also uploaded, so if you want, you can watch them.

Another thing that came up was I got to hangout with Jopet's Mapua friends, Gino and Eloi. They are great people, I tell you. Hahaha. Anyway, Gino is Jopet's bestfriend. They go way back in fourth grade. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang naman, ano naman sa'yo? Hahaha. Eloi, on the other hand, was Jopet's blockmate nung first year. And now, Jopet's bestfriend and blockmate are going out. Hehehe. Naging sila lang nung August 20 din. Hehehe. The four of us went out last August 20, too, after my presentation for PEDANCE. Wala lang, bonding. Then went out again yesterday (August 23, 2005).

Another thing that happened that same August 20 was the rushed Anthropology final exam. Jaja and I had, like, 2 hours to finish that test before we had to run back to the Sports Com. So along with Lau, Cuyeg, Tracy, Sara and Nico (who wasn't really our blockmate so he din't have to take it), we went to Goks and answered it. Annoying test, it was composed of 17 essay questions. Good thing test was to be e-mailed to our prof, kundi, mamamatay ako dun no.

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Something came up yesterday when I was with Jopet, Gino and Eloi. I was crying so hard, it was soooo embarrassing to them. Worst part is, they can't make me stop crying. But I stopped, eventually. I talked to them and they knocked some sense into me. Seemed to loose it when I was crying.

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Some of you witnessed the bumps that Jopet and I had to go through. The girls, the boys, the parents, the grandparents, everything. Some were even there the day after we broke up, September 18, 2003. You've seen how inseparable we are ever since. Now, there are new people who are trying to come between us. People who are taking the challenge of breaking the two of us apart. All I can say is, we've been there. The "long-lost girlfriend" (Yea, kinda dumb. She called herself that.), the assumptions, the ex-girlfriend, the person who forced me to actually break up with him, the weird phonecalls, the annoying text messages, lahat. Walang nagawa yung mga yun, diba? Ngayon, "History's repeating itself". I'll tell you time and again. No one will ever come between the two of us. You're just wasting your time, trying to break us up. I love him and I'm absolutely sure he loves me. There's nothing you can do about it, ya hear?

The Mt. Banahaw Trek pt. 2 (For me...)

First of all, KUNG DI KA MANINIWALA SA MGA SASABIHIN KO DITO (OR GUSTO MO LANG AKO BWISITIN), DON'T VISIT AT ALL, OKAY? THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

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Well, the trip now to Banahaw was far too much better than that of last year. I'm sorry I have to say that. The trek up to Kalbaryo was not all that tiring compared to last year...and not too annoying, too. I got to sing inside the Husgado - which was NOT the place to sing, considering all the stories I've heard about it. Oh well, I got out without any wounds, so I think that's fine. The tambay in Presentasyon was better, too. The bus ride was ayt, I think. More jokes (c/o Lau and Kuya William) and ghost stories.

The ghost story that I got freaked out the most (I freaked out in each and every single sotry - except the one that dind't seem to make any sense) was the story of the UPCAT. Kuya William wasn't sure of the year.

Test Seat Number 39

There was this certain year wherein the person who was answering in seat number 39 died while taking the UPCAT. He finished numbers 1-100. The following year, the one who should take that seat didn't arrive and so did the one the year after. The admin took notice and they decided to take seat 39 off. The next year, the person who should take seats number 29, 37, 38 and 40 didn't arrive. The admin decided to put seat number 39 back, so as not to loose 4 possible enrollees. The year that they put it back, the person who was to take it arrived but answered ONLY numbers 101-200.

That story plus the darkness inside and outside the bus = Ale, freaking out.

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I can't believe it! Kahit mababa magbigay ng grade yung prof na yun, excempted ako sa finals niya! Wahoop! Buti na lang. Pwede ko nang HINDI makita mukha niya this week. THANK GOD!

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*Ganda! Yung faci namin kahapon kamukha ni ******* mo! Hehehe. With the cap and all. Sayang, di ka sumama, ang saya.

*Wey, ganda ng blog mo! Wala lang. Hehehe. Naaaliw ako.

*Baby Boy, I hope you're doing much better now... and you WON'T get braces. Wala lang. I'm sorry I'm not there to actually take care of you. I miss you so much. I love you.

Maybe I'm born to dance...

Oo na, makapal na mukha. Pero first, DLSU Streetdance. Now, my prof in PEDANCE wanted me, along with 3 more chosen blockmates, to dance in an invitational assembly on August 20. The special guest? The President of DLSU. Of course, yung sasayawin ko on August 20 is far too different from streetdance. I'mma dance BALLROOM! Hahaha. Thank you, Tanya! Hehehe. We (Jino, Ja, Dhi and very yours truly) will dance Rhumba, Jive and Swing. My partner would be Jino while Ja and Dhi pairs up with the two guys in Bingo's (...) block. Grawr. Nangareer? Hahaha.

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Damn. A lot has happened but I can't seem to think of anything to put here. Wala lang. Hahaha. But one thing I know. I'm enjoying La Salle! =D (Kahit binagsak ng pesteng CRITHIN prof ko yung midterm grade ko.) Thanks to LR19 and Santugon. =D

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Baby, I'm really sorry about last week. Sana wag na maulit, though I doubt it. Grawr. Walang iwanan, ha, Bhe? And wag mo akong sindakin, please? Nakakatakot ka kasi talaga e. Open your mail, I sent you something. Matatawa ka, promise. Hehehe. I love you so much, Bhe. Miss na miss na kita.

Today's the last day of campaign...

Damn. Kahit na hindi ako umaatend ng meetings ng Santugon pag gabi, I'll still miss everything. The RTRs, the PTPCs, mga tambay sa empty classrooms, makita ang mga candidates na maraming kausap, lahat! Yea, mahal ko na ang Santugon. Kahit na maraming bumabatikos (ooh!) sa kakayahan ng mga kandidato, DERECHO PARIN AKO. I know that each candidate in this party CAN and definitely WILL make a change. Yeah, yeah, I know it's too early to tell. But I've been with these people (Medyo lang and hindi kami close. Hehehe) and I know that they're concerned with what's happening...and they're fun to be with. Yun na yun e. They want to be involved and they're fun.

Well, hindi na mawawala yung mga taong naninira. It's part of politics. Pero I really think na hindi nila dapat ginagawa yun. I mean, if you don't want the candidate, don't vote him/her. If you don't believe in their principles, don't vote them. Wala lang. I just find it really annoying. Hehehe.

Well, isa lang naman ang gusto kong sabihin e...

DERECHO SANTUGON!
Sa tawag ng panahon, IISA ANG TUGON!

Sorry na kung masyado ko mahal ang Santugon family ko.

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Holler!

..Les, the pics, ha? *wink*

..Ganda, thanks for you-know-what. :D

..Babes (Lau), miss na kita! Di na tayo nagbobonding! After ng elections, bonding ulit tayo. Sorry na, nangangareer ng Santugon. Di kasi ako sumisipot dati e.

..Baby Jopet, mahal na mahal po kita. Uh, magkikita ba tayo this week? Miss na kita e. Hrmmm. I love you so much, baby.

To all CLA Froshies...

Good morning, batchmates! I'm Aleigna Tejada from Partido Santugon sa Tawag ng Panahon and I'm here to present to you OUR best bets and YOUR best bets for the upcoming Student Council freshmen elections, FAST 2005.


Bingo, Y2k, Niko and Ian.

BINGO MANAHAN and Y2K VILLANUEVA, your BATCH REPRESENTATIVES.

NIKO DE CASTRO and IAN MARASIGAN, your LEGISLATIVE ASSEMBLY REPRESENTATIVES.

Kaya't sa darating na July 27, 28 and 29, that's a Wednesday, a Thursday and a Friday, from 9am to 5pm, DERE-DERECHO lang po sa 4th floor, Miguel Lobby, para bumoto.

Don't just exercise your right to vote, MAXIMIZE IT!

Tandaan:

MANAHAN!
VILLANUEVA!
DE CASTRO!
MARASIGAN!

IBOTO! DERECHO SANTUGON!

SA TAWAG NG PANAHON, IISA ANG TUGON.

OMG! Ika nga ni Lau, NEXT LEVEL NA ITO!

NIRE-RECRUIT AKO NG DLSU STREETDANCE! :D

We were practicing kasi yung Finale part ng Dance-A-Parable thing sa Yuchengco lobby yesterday. There were this two guys who were watching us. Turned out, they were Toni's friends from GMG and DLSU Streetdance (if I remember correctly). They were asking why Clarence and I din't try-out for the Streetdance group. Toni gave Clarence and I their numbers and them our numbers. Para if ever...

Right now, I still don't know if Imma audition. Wala lang. Baka mas demanding pa sa Santugon yan, e ayun. Baka mahirapan ako mag-maintain ng studies. But then again, sayang din yun. I get to dance sa mga occassions sa La Salle and all that jazz. I never auditioned for anything na may sayaw-sayaw nung highschool sa St. Paul kasi nahihiya ako ng sobra. I will NOT let this pass. La Salle na ito, mga tsong! Next level na nga!

THANK YOU, DANCE-A-PARABLE AND THANK YOU, SISTER PINKY! :D

You know what the best part is?: MY BABY JOPET'S PROUD OF ME. :D I love you, Baby.

STOP IT ALREADY!

DAMN IT, CAN YOU STOP IT ALREADY? IT ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME. PWEDE BA, PIGILAN MO SARILI MO. AYOKO KASING PINAPARINGGAN AKO! STOP THE "SPECIAL" MENTIONS, WILL YAH?

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Sorry. Naiinis lang kasi talaga ako. Okay na nga e, wag nang umabuso.

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I still have to go to school today. We have this Dance-A-Parable thing that we have to shoot on Monday. I'm part of the finale daw. We're practicing it practically the whole week. Roy (Jopet's cousin) even saw me and was, like, "Ale, galing sumayaw, ha?". Siete, nakakahiya.

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Have to go. Dance-A-Parable awaits!

2 1/2 Years... STILL COUNTING. :D

Yep. My Baby Jopet and me are celebrating our 28th month anniversary today. My blockmates were amazed when they learned that.

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BABY JOPET TABA...

You know how much I love you, right? Well, what you know is still half of everything. Kasi mahal kita more than words could actually say. You complete my everyday. You complete my life. You complete me. I don't know what I did pero God gave you to me and I'm so grateful. You've been the best.

I know that I have been busy these past few months pero you should know that I really find time to text you, even just to say "hi". I know it's hard. Not having enough time for each other, I mean. Wala lang. Pero I really find time. Hah, you should've seen me sa train kanina. I din't know what to do. T'was past 7, andun pa kami. I was scared. Wala lang. Alam mo namang takot ako sa'yo, diba? I mean, nakakatakot ka magalit or magtampo or the like. Hehehe. Basta.

We've been through a lot. From breakups (isa lang naman...) to arguing over remote control (in which case I win...all the time. Hehehe.), we've been through it. Basta. Marami yun, you know well, too. I know. *ehem ehem* Hindi pa lahat but I'm sure na we'll be able to overcome everything. Duh, we stood the test of time... and proximity. There can't be anything worse than that. Death, probably. Oh no! *knocks on wood 3 times*

Having you is having everything I ever wanted. I've never expected to come across a guy who would change the way I'd look at men. You know how I was when you first met me: A MAN-HATER. But then, you came. Nabago ang lahat. I then realized that not all guys are gago. Not all of them break their promises.

Thank you for allowing me to watch my Nickelodeon when we both know for a fact that a game's on sa NCAA/PBA/UAAP (na hindi La Salle games).
Thank you for buying Tostillas and Mr. Chips and Coke and Hello whenever we eat pag summer.
Thank you for giving me your jerseys, kahit na alam kong mahal na mahal mo yung mga yun.
Thank you for giving me flowers and chocolates.
Thank you for waiting for me in the wee hours in the morning...dati. Hindi na natin magawa e.
Thank you for listening to my none sense blabs.
Thank you for waiting for me for 9 months.
Thank you for putting up to my weird behavior.
Thank you for understanding every word I say.
Thank you for making me strong.
Thank you for being my source of strength.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for treating me like a princess.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for being my Baby.
Thank you for everything.

I LOVE YOU, BABY. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. :D

Demmet.

Sometimes, I hate myself for blog-hopping. Demmet, I get totally depressed after going to some blogs. Wala lang. Nadedepress lang ako. So, to save myself from further depression, hindi ko na lang pupuntahan yung mga blogs na nakakadepress sakin...Even if I wanted to know more about their lives now.

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Putek, I din't have to post that. But then again, akin naman 'to, so, walang problema.

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I'm going to tomorrow's game! Yahooray! To my blockmates who are actually going, LR19's going to meet in G4, sa foodcourt. I don't know how the hell we'll fit in Kim's car (kung siya lang magdadala ng car), so goodluck na lang sa ating lahat. Hahaha.

Wey pumped up, even more, the Animo spirit in me when he started chanting the La Salle cheers.

"D-L-S-U, Animo La Salle!"
"D-L-S-U, Archers!"
"L-A-S-A-L-L-E, La Salle, Rah!"



Damn, I'm so excited for tomorrow! MY FIRST UAAP GAME. Hahaha.

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We have a new song for Ja, c/o Nathan. Sorry for posting this, pretty girl. Hahaha.

"PRESIDENT NG Santugon *whispers*"

Hahaha. LSS namin yan kahapon. We were even singing it when we passed by the SJ Tambayan. With dance steps pa yan, ha? Hahaha.

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HOLLER BACK, GIRL! (Or guy, whatever)

..Nique, na sa'yo pa ba yung invitation ni Nikki? Heh. If yes, paki bigay kay Kuya and ask him to give it to Jopet. Please? Thanks, Tweenie.

..Nathan, pics, please? Pati pala CDs ko.

..Lauren Anna, makakasama ka ba bukas? Wala lang. Tanong lang. Hehehe.

..Baby, I love you so much, alam mo ba yun? Wala lang. I just want the whole world to know that you're the best thing that ever happened to me and how much I love you. Thanks for everything. I love you.

Lau, I promised you this post.

I hate those people who don't f*ckin' mind their own business. Godammit, the hell you care if I'm sleepy all the time? The hell you care if I talk about my problems in a bar? The hell you care if I wear my watch in my left wrist? Damn. Go. Fuck. Someone. Else's. Ass.

I also hate people who make parinig. Hello? I'm right here! I can hear every word you say, damn it.

Another thing I hate is the fact that other people pretend to be something they're not just to fit in. Even if in reality, the clique they want to be in doesn't want them. Damn, I laughed so hard when I learned what THEY did to HIM last Saturday. Hah.

Godammit, I'm soooooo pissed off today. The reason? Hindi pa lahat yan and I'm not going to post the whole thing to save some people their humiliation. Pero if they're not going to stop, damn, I'mma spit it to their faces.

Untitled.

Jopet was here kani-kanina lang. Yahooray! In fairness, once a week na kami nagkikita ngayon. Wala lang. Deng. So damned happy. Kahit siguro super saglit ko lang siya makasama, I'm ok na. Hehehe. I love you so much, Baby.

Well, being the bums that we are, we just sat there, talked to each other as if we haven't been talking to each other in years.

He gave me THE BITCH's payment. Binili ng (excuse the word) put*ngina yung 6210 ko.

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And since I was with my Baby kanina, I wasn't able to be in the Pep Rally in UBreak kanina... Which is fine. ALMOST everyone in our block din't go so...

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The tickets for July 10's Ateneo-La Salle game was available this morning sa Yuchengco. Demmet. I heard Nathan and Wey were cut in line when they actually got to the table. Demmet talaga. And when I learned na 1 ID's entitled to only 1 ticket now (Thanks, Lian!), I got pissed off. Wala lang. Sayang kasi yung chance, diba? I mean, if I get to avail of two tickets using my ID, I could bring my Bro along, diba? Gusto pa naman niya manood. Oh wells...

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This is really blog-worthy. I bumped into someone last week. She prolly thought I was gonna greet her or something, she almost gave me that Hey-demmet-Ale-La-Salle-ka-pala smile. But when I saw her face, all the resentment came back and all I did was stare at her with that look of hatred and laughed so hard when she was out of earshot. Demmet. Akala ko naka-graduate na yun?

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I took the online test on Relsone and I can kiss Kwatro goodbye. Demmet. Sana lang diba, wag niya akong ibagsak kasi no one fails Rels. Anuba? Basta ba naniniwala ka kay God e. That's all there is to it.

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I've posted the pics sa Be[WILD]ered in my Multiply account, if you guys want to check it out.

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Lauren Anna, SALAMAT SA IYO! You're my Savior! I'll pay you 50 bucks tomorrow. Thank you talaga. *hugs*

Nathan, ikaw din! Savior din kita! Wahoop! Thanks for waiting in line! Hehehe.

Huey, I don't know if you can read this pero thanks din! Hehehe. Wala lang.

Baby Boy, I love you so much. Thanks po sa kanina. I'm really happy I was with you. Miss na agad kita. I love you.

Ang labo nitong araw na 'to.

I get annoyed by the smallest and the silliest things.

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Basically, we did NOTHING. Went to school running late (with Lau) only to find out we'll only "debate" about Arroyo's confession in Poligov (which I actually found amusing), know more about the almost-complete library of DLSU in Englone and copy notes in Anthrop. Sablay.

I think that the only time I actually enjoyed today was the time when Lau, Sudoy, Tracy, Kim and very yours truly came to an understanding. Hahaha. Learned a lot from those 4 people. I mean, I learned more of what's running in their heads or something. Kalabuan.

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Bonding moment with Lau on the way home. Lau is definitely one of the few (stress on FEW) closest and most beloved friends I have. Lau, no bull yan, ha? Thanks. Yikee, nag-mushy...

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We'll have a pep rally tomorrow at U-Break. MALAPIT NA ANG UAAP SEASON 68! And ang Game 1? LA SALLE vs. ATENEO! Let's watch! It's on July 10 sa Araneta Colliseum... or so I heard. Bastaaaaaa!


PUMP UP THE ANIMO!

I bought that shirt. Damn, I love it. Kaya nga when I read the message in the DLSU-CLA Y! Group na it'll be available in the Central Plaza, I was soooo excited. When Lau and I saw it kasi mga first week pa lang, when a girl was wearing it, I fell in love with it. Pati nga si Lau e. Hehehe.

Wala lang.

Ngayong gabi, ako ang sundalo mo.
Habang ika'y tulog, ako'y gising nakabantay sa'yo.
E kasi mahal kita.
Tignan mo, pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo lamang.

Ahhhhhh! I sooooo love that song.

Sharing.

San Antonio Spurs are the 2005 Finals Champs!

Tony Parker and Bruce Bowen with the Trophy
http://www.nba.com/media/finals2005/ParkBow_360_050623.jpg

Oo na, Detroit na ako last year. E sa ayaw ko sa Lakers e. (Peace out, Babe! I love you!) Hahaha. Pero I'm really for San Antonio.

Good thing walang pasok sa Manila ngayon, kundi I'll have to cut my ArtApre class again (Yeah, we cut ArtApre last Wednesday for Game 6). Hahaha.

Woke up at around 10am kanina, realizing na Game 7 ngayon so naabutan ko lang second half. But it's all good. FREAKIN' good.

SAN ANTONIO SPURS, MEN!

Yeah, I'm rubbing it in.

*Cuz, you can hate me for this. Pero tanggapin mo na lang, Spurs ang nanalo. Walang tsamba dun, napanood mo naman siguro. Hehehe. Peace out, Cuz!

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I WAS WITH JOPET KANINA!

Seems like a big thing? Well, it is! We're a couple who RARELY see each other. To those who are wondering kung panu kami nagtagal ng 2 years, well, we trust each other so much. That's pretty much it. Yeah, we have the usual tampuhans and selosans *ehem*. Every couple does. Pero we don't let that get in the way of our relationship, diba, Bhe? Hehehe.

Anyway, we just sat for a couple of hours and enjoyed the prescence of each other. We do that a lot, pag nagkikita kami. Yung wala lang. Matutulog, kakain, the usual stuff. Hehehe. A, oo nga pala. Pictures. Di na mawawala lalo pag andun ako. Hehehe.

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What happened in school this week?

^ Was supposed to meet up with Ate Keck of Santugon yesterday pero hindi ko siya nakausap.
^ The long exam in Anthrop nearly killed me.
^ We cut ArtApre last Wednesday to watch Spurs-Pistons Game 6 kung saan natalo ang aking Spurs.
^ Jive made me sweat like hell.
^ I forgot to pass my plans for ENGLONE. Damn.

Yun lang naman mga significant. Hahaha.

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..Lian, gusto ko kasi mag-active ngayon e. Never had the chance in highschool so ngayon bumabawi. Hehehe.

..Jackie, I'm all better now. Hehehe. Sorry ang pathetic ko kahapon.

..Lau! Nanalo tayo! GO SPURS! And may 2k tayo kay Nataniel ngayon! Wahoop! Joke!

..Babe, 'twas so good to be with you. Miss na agad kita. Damn. I love you so damn much. *mwah*