Monday, May 31, 2004

Tejada Family.. The Reunion..

Okay.. I'm now in the mood.. Haha.. But I'm still sad.. Lonely pala.. Gah.. Oh well.. I always can't be sad.. Not now..

Oh well, yesterday, when we arrived at Ate Sue's place, Tito Jonas and little Isabel was there.. Catched up with Kuya Ian's life.. He told me something that caught me by surprise..

Kuya Ian: Ale, gusto mong magpa-VTR? Sa Globe commercials, nakikita kita sa post-paid na commercial..
Ale: *smile*
Tatay: Sige na, Anak.. May libreng cellphone dun..
Kuya Ian: Oo.. May libre pang sim card.. Ilang taon ka na ba?
Ale: 15..
Kuya Ian: O, may libre na yun! 15 years old and above, meron..
Ale: *smile*


My dad got the telephone number and address of the advertising agent.. Hah.. Kuya Ian kasi is an art director for Globe.. He drew the Globe XTM commercial.. The "Chakamawatan" concept was his.. Watch out for the Spider Man commercial of Globe.. It's his too.. Hehe..

Anyhoo, we got a tour of their house and it's simply WOW! I really like the house.. It's so clean.. So white.. It felt like we were not in Manila sa sobrang ganda.. Looks like a rest house na malapit sa beach.. Hihi.. And the things that struck me most were the aquariums.. Ang dami! I particularly like the one separating the kitchen from the living room.. Ang cool e..

I also like Ate Anik's room.. It's PINK! So perky pero it's super simple.. Her bedsheet's Barbie! Yey.. Haha..

Uhhhh.. Basta maganda!

Rarr.. Stayed there and listened to their conversation.. Ate Ces arrived.. She's Geo's mom.. Wah! Geo was another close cousin.. Rarr.. Pero he's not there.. One reason why I found the reunion boring.. Ate Lizza came with her family then Kuya.. Ate Ces told Kuya

"Lem, ang tangkad mo! Pero Tumaba ka.."


Huwaaaatt? Sa lagay na yun, tumaba na siya? Gah! Ganun ba siya kapayat dati? Wow! Hehe.. Himala yun! Ate Rhea then came.. She's one of the soccer coaches of La Salle Zobel and Southville.. She, Kuya Ian and Ate Anik told us..

Ate Rhea: Bakit ang tatangkad niyo?
Ate Anik: Oo nga.. Tumigil yata satin yung ganitong height!
Kuya Ian: Nung grade 6, ako na pinakamatangkad sa batch namin e..
Tatay: Ngayon?
Kuya Ian: Ngayon, ganun parin yung height ko.. Nung grade 6, center pa ako *raises hand to a blocking position*.. Ngayon guard na lang..
Everyone: *laughs*


Baby, basahin mo ito.. Haha.. You'll see how the Tejadas are bonded..

Kuya Ian: Sinong nanalo sa Timberwolves vs. Lakers?
Tito Jonas: Timberwolves..
Kuya Ian: Yes!
Tito Jonas: Timberwolves ka ba?
Kuya Ian: Any team as long as hindi Lakers..
Tatay: Si Ale din..
Kuya Ian: Lakers ka?
Ale: Hindi.. *with matching iling ng ulo*
Carlo: Ako din, ayaw ko ng Lakers..
Kuya Ian: Puro pala tayo anti-Lakers e..
Ale: Pati si Kuya, anti-Lakers..
Tito Jonas: Actually, any team ng L.A. ayoko talaga.. *mentions other teams*
Kuya Ian: Oo nga..


Hahaha.. Laln.. Tapos nung kami pa ni Kuya.. Hahah.. Tejadas, we are.. Rarr..

The kids went swimming-swimming-swimming and kaming lahat, kwentuhan.. The Press Drive "Chapter" came in last.. Tapos wala pa si Kuya Jem.. Ai! Si Kuya Dan pala, yung husband ni Ate Ces..

Oh well.. The food was bitchin' great to! Especially the pink salmon.. Uhm-hmmmm..

After dinner, we watched Harry Potter 2.. Again.. Gah.. But we didn't finish it kasi we had to go home na.. Oh well..

Uhhhh.. Can I just share? Draco Malfoy and Oliver Wood are sooo HOT! Okay.. So maybe not hot.. Good-looking na lang.. Haha.. Opinions..

Okay.. I had my room..Uhhh..Make-over kanina.. I've got my special place na! Yeah.. Haha.. Laln.. Well, was supposed to go to G4 kanina with Sam, Crespo and Lots pero I had to be home kasi my room's being make-overed.. Haha.. Laln.. Grrrr.. Bagong tambayan ang kwarto ko! I'll have it painted by.. I dunno.. I want it to be pink and blue.. Laln..

*Nique and Omar, I think you guys owe me something.. A story, maybe? Gah.. Kelan pa ba kasi? Naman.. Bitinin ba ako? Kwento na!

*Sam! Si Sarah? Di ko alam dun kay Dean.. Baka si Sarah Geronimo.. Hahaha.. Joke.. Luvyah! Sorry hindi ako nakasama kanina..

*Baby, I'm soooo sorry.. I know you think na I'm sooo closed-minded and na I think na you don't love me na.. I'm really sorry I ever doubted you.. Ayaw ko pa naman nasasaktan ka tapos ako pa yung reason ngayon kung bakit ka nasasaktan ngayon.. I'm really sorry.. I love you.. I hope you understand me.. And I do understand you.. I always do.. Please.. Sorry..

Sunday, May 30, 2004

1 smile = 1000 tears.. Panu kung yung "smile" hindi lang iisa? =c

I'M SO SAD


Grrrr.. I'm in no mood to make kwento about what happened in our small reunion..

I'm sooooo sad.. And mixed-up, maybe.. But do you know what totally sucks? Nahihirapan akong i-express lahat ng nafi-feel ko kasi I'd look like a pathetic, immature kiddo.. And right now, I'm keeping everything to myself.. Magkasakit na ako't lahat.. Okay lang..

Wish ko lang.. Wish ko lang talaga..

Saturday, May 29, 2004

A Freakin', F*ckin' day..

Grrrr.. I'm freakin' home by freakin' 11pm and Jopet's freakin' watching the freakin' BEP Concert.. Gah.. I guess you really can't have everything.. Oh well..

Woke up at 9am this morning which, by the way, is an accomplishment for me.. Haha.. Oh well.. Started reading the Needful Things by Stephen King.. Freaked out in the first chapter.. Haha.. Pathetic..

Rarr.. As usual, we were late dun sa party ni Alfonso [my cuz].. At least we thought we were.. When we arrived sa venue [Pizza Hut, The Fort], no one's there pa kundi yung family namin.. Turned out, his cousins sa kabilang side, mas late.. Oh well.. The party was supposed to start at 1:30pm but started at 'round 3.. No offense, pero it was kinda boring.. Oh well.. No sense in boring this blog too..

Okay.. Kuya was there.. MAYROONG HIMALA! Well, he was not happy about the idea of him, not going to the parish outing.. Pero okay lang naman siya.. Hindi naman siya nag-wala..

Anyway, Tito Jonas was there too.. With his 3-year old daughter, Isabel.. Isabel was very biba! Solid.. A party girl when she grows up.. One thing about her too.. ANG SLANG MAG-ENGLISH! Gah.. States-side kasi e.. Hahaha.. Oh well.. They're going back sa States on Monday na.. Rarr..

Oh well.. The reason why I'm facing this damned computer at this early hour is that, when I texted Jopet, he told me na they're probably not going.. So I told my folks na hindi na ako tutuloy kasi hindi na.. Yun.. When I texted him ulit, he said na he's in Pier One.. They'll watch BEP daw, after all.. Gah.. Oh well.. Can't blame him! Oh well.. I love you, Bie..

Rarr.. After the party, went to Shoppesville, Greenhills.. Bought some stuff and then ate at Shang.. Ate dinner and listened to that oldies group that were playing in Streetskate.. Went home and I'm here, in front of this box they call a computer and types away.. Grrrr.. Totally a freakin', f*ckin' day!

Tomorrow, we're going swimming/reunion at Ate Sue's place in Sinagtala.. Just hope something interesting happens tomorrow..

Baby, we'll probably pick you up in Mcdo at 'round lunchtime.. Oh well.. Basta I'll call you na lang.. And no, you're not going to be out of place dun.. Almost everyone knows you na.. And swimming chuva yun ha.. If you want, bring your swimming gears.. Swimming kami nila Kuya e.. See you tomorrow! I love you..

Signing off! I soooo want to read that book na e.. Ta-ta!

Friday, May 28, 2004

Wow! Na-send na ng Sis ko yung pix!


My Sis [Nikki], Yours Truly and My Tweenie [Nique]


Sistahs!


Okay.. I really don't know who the last peroson in the picture is.. Nique, please identify her para naman may name siya.. Hehe.. Thanks..

Updating..

Okay.. So I went back to my Sweet Valley High Reading Expedition.. Oh well.. Iba na talaga nagagawa ng bored.. My mum kasi brought home some books na Sweet Valley na super luma na and I started reading everything.. I've got some things that totally struck me when I was reading..

"'Why don't people ever think about how their actions might hurt someone before they actually do things?' Maria cut him off, her voice now a full octave higher and several decibels louder. 'All anybody cares about is getting what they want, no matter who they might step on along the way. It's disgusting!'"

"Father O'Brien remarked that it must get sort of lonely sometimes. He said for me to remember that I'm never totally alone, that God is always with me. All I needed to do, he said, was have faith. Then he gave a little pep talk about how belief in God is the greatest of comforts and can give us strength through the bad times." -Melissa Fox

There are a lot more things that struck me but I figured na it's best to keep the others to myself.. Hehe.. Okay.. Maybe not to myself LANG pero wag ko na lang i-publish online..

Oh well.. Uhhhmmmm.. Hindi pa pala ako nakakapag-lunch! Lecheng bahay! Walang pagkain! Well, it's partly my fault.. Kakagising ko lang e and it's 1pm na.. Wish ko lang mas maaga kasi akong nagigising.. Pero wala namang magagawa dito e.. Oh well..

"Welcome to the family..".. Haha.. Laln.. Naalala ko lang.. Yung entry kasi ni Nique e.. Hehe.. Argh!! Archie used to sing that song for Jopet!! Wah!! I miss you, guys! I love you, Bie!

Watched Maalaala Mo Kaya last night.. Allan Pineda-Lindo's story.. The Pinoy person in Black Eyed Peas.. Grrrr.. Laln.. It was kinda bitin for me.. Oh well.. Sa akin lang.. Hehe..

Speaking of Black Eyed Peas, Pet! Magkano ba talaga tickets? Wait, pupunta ba talaga kayo? Kasi napayagan na ako and they're asking kung may kasama ba ako.. I told them I''l be with you guys.. Complete cast pa yung sinabi ko.. Hehe.. With Ate Tin and yung Kuya mo.. Ano? Laln.. Hihi.. I love you..

Hai.. This house totally bites.. I'm getting really bored I might hit my head with the monitor of this friggin' computer.. Rarrr..

Siyempre hindi pa ako makakapunta today dun sa showcase ekek ni Crespo kasi hindi ako papayagan bukas.. Rarr. Iba na talaga pag pinapahirapan..

Oh well.. Kakain na muna ako.. Grrrr..

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Hey! I'm the Blog-Update Queen!! Yeah! Bow before me! Hehe..

Okay.. I found this one cool layout.. Sobrang simple 'coz it's white and light everything [i.e. pink, blue, green, etc.].. But I still have to find out how to make it more..Uh..Presentable.. Kasi yung table nag-overlap nung pinublish ko.. Oh well..

According to Sparknotes.com ulit,

Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on: Sunday, January 21st 2052, At the tender age of 63 years old..

On that date, you will most likely die from:
Suicide (11%)
Alcoholism (10%)
"Cleaning your Rifle" (7%)
Confusion (6%)


Huwaddapak? Exactly 8 days after our anniv on the year 2052, Bie! Haha.. As if naman January 12 yung wedding day.. Haha.. I love you..

It all adds up... we feel 16% certain that you are... A Woman!


Okay.. Bakit 16% lang kayong certain? Hehehe.. Laln..

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Update.. NANAMAN! Ampoots! [Edited]



Grabe.. This movie, kahit ilang ulit ko panoorin, naiiyak parin ako.. Pathetic but true.. There's this one part na super nakakakilig for me.. Haha.. Pathetic ko! Oh well.. There's nothing you can do about it.. This is my blog, baby.. Haha..

Landon [Shane West]: Are you scared?
Jamie [Mandy Moore]: Of death? *shakes head*
~Lapit si Jamie kay Landon and rests her forehead on his, Landon kisses Jamie's forehead~
Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you..
Landon: Oh baby.. That would never happen..


*sigh* Laln.. Sorry ha.. Hehe.. Laln..

Oh well.. I can't breathe kanina.. Hai.. Maybe it's from the yosi my dad was smoking kanina.. Hehe.. Or maybe it's because of the heat.. Ang labo e.. Parang hinihingal na ewan.. Hahaha.. Basta yung feeling ko parang hinabol ako ng aso.. Hehe..

*Pet, BEP concert, pinayagan na ako!! Go! Let's watch! Hihi.. Laln.. Galak.. Uhmm.. Di ka ba pwede talaga sa Friday? Kasi naman e.. Pa-absent absent ka pa dun sa John Robert Powers mo, na-risk pa tuloy yung Friday.. Oh well.. Ganun talaga ang buhay.. Hehe.. Hai.. Pero sobrang kakamiss yung mga usap natin tulad nung kanina ha.. Laln.. Oh well.. I love you, baby..

*Trisix!! Tuloy natin yung get-together bago mag-pasukan!! Mamimiss ko yung wildness ng class natin e.. Hehe.. Sige na! Yehey.. Hehe.. Malamang-lamang, kila Jec nanaman yan.. Pero gusto ko kila Lydia! Di pa ako nakakapunta dun e.. No offense, Jec! Hehe.. Pero convenient kasi yung place nila Jec e, don't you think? Oh well.. Kayo na bahala.. Basta dapat matuloy.. Love you, Trisix! Miss ko na kayo lahat!

*Nique, Tweenie ko!! Pa-email naman nung pix.. Laln.. Hehe.. Please..

Hai.. We're going to my tita's place in Sinagtala in BF this coming Sunday.. Some of you probably knows her.. Tita Sue Sta. Maria? Mom of Ian and Anika [Pet, you know this.. Crush mo si Ate Anika.. Hehe.. I love you..].. Ayun.. Family get-together thing a-ma-jig.. Good! Aba!! Miss ko na yung family namin.. My dad's side, anyway.. Super bonding ever! Haha.. Laln.. Wala na kasi yung mga family outings e.. Simula nung lumipat kami dito sa Pasig.. *sob* Kami ang nakasira ng tradisyon ng mga Tejada! Ampoots!

*PURPLE MAY PASCUAL REVINA! Yung pix natin! Pa-email naman, parang awa mo na.. Kinukulit na ako ng tropa, i-email ko rin daw sa kanila.. Go na!! Miss you na..

Rarr.. What else? Ay! Yung performance ni Crespo on Friday! Let's all watch.. The venue's very convenient for Paulinians-Pasig.. It's in Victory Center, Galle [4th floor].. Laln.. Let's watch! Yey!

*Samantha Jessica Esmeralda Villarin Ferrer, totoo ba itich? Friend mo Kuya Chi ko sa Friendster? OMG.. Let me guess.. In-add ka niya? Hahaha.. Laln.. Miss you! Luvyah, girl!

*Liz Charmaine Lorenzo, ikaw din? Friend ni Kuya Chi? Hehe.. I-close niyo yun.. Hehe.. Laln.. Hindi parin ako nakakaget-over sa kagandahan mo, sistah! Pwede kang mag-artista! O diba? Rhyming? Miss you na, Blogmate! Luvyah!

Gah.. I'm sleepy na.. Signing off..

Kevin Alexander Clark on drums..



Okay.. He's not cute but I find him so cool in the movie, The School of Rock.. I dunno.. I just have this thing for drummers.. Oh well..

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Poor bloggie.. Napag-initan nanaman ng may-ari..

According to the personality test in sparknotes.com,

You are a Healer!
(Submissive Extroverted Concrete Feeler)

You are a HEALER (SECF)— caring, good with people, and patient. You are completely selfless and full of love. As a concrete feeler, you do well with your emotions, which are very strong. You understand and appreciate *why* you feel the way you do, and for the most part you're at peace with yourself.

Suffering in the world really pisses you off.

In relationships, it's easy for you to get hurt. Avoid all kinds of dominant (D***) people, *especially* in dating or marriage. You are a motherly figure, even if you're a guy. If you're a girl, make sure you're a mom some day. The world's children need people like you.

On the rare occasions when you try to assert yourself, you're cute and awkward, but highly effective.


Now, the "Dateable Test"..

67% Dateable!
That's higher than the Worldwide Dateability Average of 63%!
Attractive and confident, witty and charming, a healthy ambrosia-based diet... you're wanted in the 48 contiguous states, you slayer. Call me. Seduce me. Not only do you know how to turn the engines on, but you also know how to oil, lube and rotate them. You put the "elation" back into "relationship," and the "night" back into "one-night stand."

Monday, May 24, 2004

Hrmmmm..

Okay.. I'm hella bored at napagdiskitahan ko nanaman yung blog ko.. Haha.. Hai.. This survey's from Bea's bloggie..

Part 1: Basics
1. NICKNAME - Ale, Aletot, Aleign, Leigh, Lin, Aleigna..
2. SEX - Femme..
3. BIRTHDATE - Ika-15 ng Setyembre..
4. WHERE DO YOU LIVE - Philippines..
5. HEIGHT - Next question, please..
6. SHOE SIZE - 7..
7. WHO WAS YOUR 1ST CRUSH - Julius Oliver Giron *looks at Van*.. Classmat nila Van and ni Kuya..
8. RIGHTY OR LEFTY - Righty..
9. WHATS YOUR SIGN - Virgo..
10. WHATS THE FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU - Mataray..
11. EVER BEEN IN LOVE - Of course!
12. PUPPY LOVE - Yeah..
13. HAVE A TATTOO - Nadda..
14. CRUSH - Yeah..

Part 2: Foods
1. CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE - Basta chocolate..
2. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING - McDo.. Yeah..
3. COKE OR PEPSI - Coke..
4. ROOT BEER OR DR. PEPPER - Nadda..
5. TEA OR COFFEE - Coffee..
6. MILK/DARK/WHITE CHOCOLATE - Basta chocolate..
7. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE - Chocolate..
8. CAKE OR PIE - Chocolate cake..

Part 3: Pick one
1. MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER - Perfect lover AND friend..
2. CATS OR DOGS - Doggies.. Kahit may fear ako sa aso..
3. 1 PILLOW OR 2 - Two..
4. W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES - Alin? Yung pillows? Wala..
5. TOP OR BOTTOM - Uhhh.. Both?
6. WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL - SUMMER!!
7. SKIING OR BOARDING - Boarding..
8. BIKING OR BLADING - Biking though mas cool yung blading..
9. ROCK/RAP/R&B/PUNK/ALT/SKA/TECHNO/SWING- RnB/Alternative/Techno..
10. NIGHT OR DAY - Night..
11. GLOVES OR MITTENS - Gloves..
12. DRESSED OR UNDRESSED - Uhhh.. Depends sa weather..
13. BUNK OR WATER BED - Bunk? I don't know that.. Water bed? Ok lang..
14. MAKE PLANS OR GO ALONG - Depends..
15. TRUTH OR DARE - Truth..
16. MTV OR VH1 - MTV..
17. OCEAN OR POOL - Pool..
18. SHOWERS OR BATHS - Baths..
19. LOVE OR LUST - Love..
20. SILVER OR GOLD - Silver..
21. DIAMONDS OR PEARLS - Diamonds..
22. PENCIL OR PEN - Pen..
23. SUNRISE OR SUNSETS - Sunsets!!
24. BLIND OR DEAF - Blind..

Part 4: Favorites
1. COLOR - Blue, pink..
2. NUMBER - 12!!
3. SUBJECT - Homeroom? Hehe.. Uhmm.. Geom..
4. SHOE BRAND - Nike.. Adidas [Impossible is nothing]..
5. SPORT TO PLAY - Volleyball..
6. DRINK - Orange juice..
7. ANIMAL - Uhhhh..
8. HOLIDAY - "Pasko nanamang muli.."
9. FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE - "No more trying to be something I'm just not.." -Elle Woods, Legally Blonde 1..
10. BAND - Southborder..
11. MOVIE - Along Came A Spider, Bring It On Again..
12. PLACE TO CHILL - OLP [Table Tennis], house, Jopet's place..
13. FLOWER - Red or white roses..
14. PERFUME - Clinique Happy for Woman, Ralph..

Part 5: Future
1. HOW MANY KIDS - Two..
2. COLLEGE - De La Salle University..
3. JOB - Broadcaster, business woman, producer..
4a. WHAT DOES YOUR IDEAL GF/BF LOOK LIKE - *looks at Jopet*
4b. HOW DOES S/HE ACT - *looks at Jopet again*

Part 6: Would you?
1. MOVE ANYWHERE - Nope..
2. DYE YOUR HAIR - Maybe yung shades ng brown..
3. MEET ONE FAMOUS PERSON - Yeah..
4. LIVE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE - Of course!
5. NAME ONE PERSON YOU LOVE - Joseph Anthony Resurreccion y Osuna..
6. NAME ONE THING THAT EMBARRASSES YOU - *looks at Niko and Polgene and guffaws!*
7. DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL - Learned to love it! :)
8. DO YOU LIKE TALKING ON THE PHONE - Hell, yeah..
9. DO YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LINE - Cellphone line.. Pero telephone? Wala..

And another one for the record!

1. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yeah..
2. Crush: Yeah..
3. Do you love anyone right now: Yeah..
4. Have you ever been in love?: Yeah..
5. How many hearts have you broken: None.. Okay, maybe 1..
6. How many people broke your heart: ONE..
7. Do you go more by looks or personality: Pag crush, siyempre looks.. Pag boyfriend, personality.. Better if with looks..
8. Ever kissed a friend: Yeah.. Cheecks lang..
9. Are you still friends: With?
10. Do you smoke: Nope..
11. How about weed: No..
12. Acid: No..
13. Ecstasy: No..
14. Crack, heroin: No..
15. Prefer beer or liquor: Both? [Patay ako kay Jopet!]
16. Last time you got some: I don't remember na..

WOULD YOU EVER
1. bungee jump: Maybe..
2. Skydive: Maybe..
3. Swim with dolphins: Yes!
4. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No.. Pero kung.. Hehe.. Wala..
5. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: NO, I WOULDN'T, kahit super like ko yung guy.. Why would I want to do that?
6. Lie to the police: Depends..
7. Run from the police: No..
8. Speed away from the police: No..
9. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: No..
10. Be an exotic dancer: No..


HAVE YOU EVER
1. Flashed someone: No..
2. Told the person you liked how you felt: Yes..
3. Gotten really REALLY wasted: Wasted? As in lasing? No..
4. Skateboarded: Yeah and it ain't a pretty sight!
5. Skinny dipped: No..
6. Stolen anything from a store: No..
7. Kissed someone of the same sex: No..
8. Been to a concert: Yes..
9. Been to another country: No..
10. Talked back to an adult: Yes.. A lot of times..
11. Given money to some homeless person: No..

THE LAST THING
1. You ate: Dinner..
2. You drank: Orange juice..
3. The last place you went: Uhhh, the dining room?
4. Last thing you bought: Gift for Apple..
5. Last person you saw: My mum..
6. Last person you talked to online: None..
7. Last person you hugged: Apple..
8. Last song you heard: Basta.. A song from Lizzie Mcguire the Movie.. Yung sa Atomic Kitten..

YES OR NO
1. Do you like cows: No..
2. Do the voices talk only to you: Yeah.. Especially when I'm thinking..
3. Are you straight: Yes..
4. Are you short: YEAH!
5. Do you own a hot pink shirt: Yeah..
6. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: Uhhhh.. Yeah, accidentally lang..
7. Do you shop at Hot Topic: What's that?
8. Do you remember your dreams: Yeah.. At times..
9. Do you talk much?!: Ask everyone..

Okay.. Yun lang.. The pix nung birthday ni Apple will soon be posted.. Hehe..

*Baby, ayan ha.. Nag-update na ako.. Para sayo.. Hihi.. Yun.. I love you.. Friday, pwede ka?

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Okay.. Kakagising ko lang..

Kakagising ko lang.. Hinatid namin sila Niko, Dean, Kaycee and Polgene sa Sucat..

Yesterday and Today's Highlights [6pm, May 22-10am, May 23]..

-Met the guys in Galle
-Bought Apple's gift
-Ride to Montgomery Place in QC
-When we have to get off the van
-Met JR and his "seminarista" friends, Renan and JP
-Phone call: Sir Bong
-Dinner time
-A walk in Montgomery Place to remember
-Met Ryocel [Dudes!]
-Truth or Dare
-The poolside moment
-Drying off in the function room
-Apple's mom's announcement
-Ryocel's announcement
-Trip to Apple's place
-Card games, Love Dice, X-box
-Chips and Sprite
-Apple's supply of porno materials that, according to her, "wala akong alam na may ganyan dito!"
-Church talks
-Hatiran moments
-Playing X-box with Apple sleeping in the comfort of her pillows
-Sleeping for one hour
-Waking Apple up and she doesn't remember what the hell we're doing in her room
-Trip to Sucat
-THE BONDS WE'VE MADE, BABY!

Haha.. OMG.. I just have to tell this story.. It's hella hilarious.. On our way to the venue, Kaycee complimented my mum..

Kaycee: Ale, kamukha ng mom mo si Sam..
Dean: Sino? Si Sarah?
Kaycee: Tungeng, si Sam [emphasis on "Sam"]..
Ale: Ma, kamukha mo daw si Sam..
Mama: Sino nagsabi? Si Dean?
Everyone: Uuuuuyyy.. *laughs*
Dean: *blushes*
Ale: Hindi, si Kaycee.. *looks at Kaycee and guffaws*


Sam, totoo yan! Naku.. Ask my mom pa.. Yikee.. Sarah.. Haha.. Miss you, dude!

Another hilarious story.. Nung pababa na kami ng van and we saw Apple wearing a cocktail dress,

Kaycee: Akala ko ba casual?
Ale: Yun nga e.. Yun din sabi sakin.. Smart casual daw..
Kaycee: Smart casual? Smart naman tayo e..
Everyone: *laughs*
Niko: Buti na lang naka-polo ako..
Polgene: Buti ka nga e.. Ako, mukhang goth!


Isa na lang.. This is a Truth or Dare question for me by Ryocel..

"Ask ko lang, Ilang beses ka na nagpapagupit?"


Okay.. I know you guys aren't aware kung sino itong mga demonyong ito.. Hehe.. Here goes..

Tropang May 22-23
-Kaycee: The smart one.. Malakas tumawa and benta lahat ng jokes
-Dean: The varsity player.. Tahimik lang pero malakas humirit.. Niko's younger bro..
-Niko: Dean's older bro.. The perfect GENTLEman.. My co-coffee lover..
-Polgene: a.k.a. "Kuya P.".. Epitome of Goth and Rocker, combined
-JR: Apple's hunny.. The sakristan.. Dapat nasa seminaryo kaso..
-Bro. Renan and Bro. JP: The rejected seminarians.. Super laughtrip..
-Ryocel: Dudes! The Bosconian.. O.P. nung una, one of us nung huli..
-Apple: The birthday celebrant.. The O.C.. The pamangkin of Piolo.. Wuhoo!!

A very fun experience!! I miss those guys na.. Oh well.. I'll see them when I see them..

Gah.. Kaso I really don't feel well.. Hai..

Friday, May 21, 2004

The intensity's off the Richter.. [Edited]

Well, Jopet was here kani-kanina lang.. And I miss him na.. Sorry, pero kami yung couple na hindi madalas magkita e.. Siguro, mga twice a month.. Oh well.. Ika nga ng mom ko, yun yung pinakamahirap na test saming dalawa.. Kasi daw when you two are apart, sobrang dami ng temptations.. And I say "Aye" to that.. Oh well.. Ika naman ni Ms. Calayo, "Love cannot live without trust"..

He arrived at 'round 9am.. O diba? Ang aga.. Rarr.. Tulog pa nga ako e.. My sis was shouting "Ate, andito si Joseph!".. Tapos pagbaba ko, solid! Bangag look with matching hindi-pa-ako-nagtutoothbrush-ang-aga-mo-naman voice.. Rarr!! Nakakahiya! Oh well..

Hung-out and watched TV most of the time.. After lunch, siesta.. Haha.. Bahay na bahay e no.. Haha..

Kuya called.. Nagkukwentuhan kami when Jopet spoke up.. Sabi ni Kuya kay Jopet "Bumabagyo na't lahat, nanliligaw ka pa!".. Haha.. Oh well..

He needed to go home at 'round 3 pero he went home at 5.. Sabi ba naman "O yan ha.. Baka topakin ka pa".. [Tinotopak kasi ako pag maaga siya umuuwi e..]

Grrrr.. Oh well..

Tuloy pala kami tomorrow sa party ni Purple.. Batchmates namin sa LH!! Yung mga gusto pang humabol, text Kaycee or me para malaman kung sino pa dadagdag.. Hahaha.. I'll pick those guys up in Galle tomorrow.. Baka sa Auntie Anne's.. Sinu-sino ba pupunta? Kaycee, Dean *looks at Sam and laughs out loud*, Niko, JR, sino pa? Apat lang yan e.. I think Jerome's going too.. Laln.. Yey!! Parang reunion ng tropa!! Miss ko na kayong lahat though I doubt it kung mababasa niyo ito.. Oh well.. Basta.. Miss ko na kayo!!

Commercial: I'm eating Tortillos and I'm happy!

Tomorrow pala wedding ni Ate Ogie.. Nakana.. Naki "Ate" na ang gaga.. Haha.. Oh well.. Abay yung baby ko.. "Chord" daw siya *looks at Jesse and Kiko and sings "Because of you, my life has changed.." [Kyla version]*.. Hehe..

Gah.. I'm all alone in this friggin' house.. Yung mga kapatid ko nag-over night dun sa mga kalaro nila.. Rarr.. Oh well.. Ako naman ang wala bukas..

My tito from the States arrived kaninang morning.. Wah! Nakalimutan kong mag-bilin.. Hehe.. We're going at their place ata on Sunday.. Hehe..

*Bie, thanks po sa.. Uhhh.. What's the word I'm looking for? Sa pag tahak ng kabundukan ng Pasig/Cainta! Hahaha.. I love you.. I miss you na..

Thursday, May 20, 2004

"I honestly think it's the end of the road for you, Jasmine" [Edited]

Jasmine Trias says goodbye to American Idol.. Gah.. Two of the judges said na kaya lang daw siya naka-stay ng ganung ka-tagal sa American Idol kasi maraming nagvo-vote sa kanya dun.. E kasi naman magaling siya.. Oh well.. And sabi pa nung isang judge na she had "talent", with the quotation marks and all.. Gah.. DISCRIMINATION!! MODERN DAY IMPERIALISM! Oh well.. Ganun talaga.. Pero sheeeeeeeeeeettt talaga.. But she's still MY Filipino Idol.. Hahaha.. POWER TO THE FLOWER!

The story's on abs-cbnnews.com

Okay.. Obvious bang super bored ako? Gah.. I've been updating my blog since forever.. Haha.. Ako lang kasi ata yung hindi nagre-review e.. Haha.. Kapal ng mukha no? Oh well.. My cuz and Abi told me naman na it's not worth it.. Sabi nga ni Abi aksaya lang ng pera kasi hindi naman daw lumabas lahat ng inaral niya sa Experts sa mga entrance exams e.. So why bother? And basics lang DAW yung sa exams.. Oh well.. E kung pinangkakain ko na lang yung pera na ibabayad dun, diba? Laln..

Baby ko, I deleted your account na.. Laln.. I don't see anything wrong with it naman.. Oh well.. Pero it'd take 48 hours/2 days daw bago totally ma-cancel yung account mo.. Laln.. I love you.. And don't worry, dama ko na mahal mo ko.. Matagal na..

Sabi ko na hindi tatagal yung isang layout e.. [Edited]

Quizzes.. Got the link form Nique's blog..


Which Buff Girl Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty


Reaction: Huwaaaaaaaat? Leader? No way.. I'm more of a FOLLOWER.. *smirks* "You're the one guys never get over".. Weh? Hahahaha..


What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty


Reaction: Okay.. Akala ko kung anong quiz yun.. Puro pala make-up chuva.. Rarr.. Oh well.. I'm a natural beauty.. Yeah! Haha.. Nique! Pareho tayo! Laln..


What's Your Problem? Find out @ She's Crafty


Reaction: WISH.KO.LANG.

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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Reaction: "Always want to try something new".. You bet I would..


Who's Your Inner Music Industry Diva? Find out @ She's Crafty


Reaction: Whadda? J.Lo? Wish ko lang I have her butt.. Oh well..


Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty


Reaction: Lahat ng sinabi sa description, totoo..

I am 37% evil.




I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com


Reaction: On the borderline? OMG! Hindi ako matatanggap kahit saan.. Hihi.. Hanggang purgatory lang ako..

Last na.. I know you're getting bored..

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Reaction: Hell yeah, I am.. Pero I don't cheat, mind you.. Haha.. I can totally hang-out with HIS friends.. After all, we have the same circle of friends.. Pero yung tropa niya sa St. Martin? Oh well, I hang around in their place.. Okay lang.. I really don't care about presents, diba, Bie? AND I'M SO DAMN HAPPY WHEN I'M WITH MY GUY! I love you, Baby..

Camile Velasco and Jasmine Trias, Side by side.. [Edited]


Camile Velasco


Jasmine Trias


Pinoy's pride.. Heheheh.. Watched a documentary about them kanina.. Jessica Soho Reports.. Hai.. Grabe.. Laln.. Idol talaga sila.. Hihihi.. Oh well.. Sana manalo si Jasmine Trias..

GEORGETTE B. UY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIN KAY ANGELA CHRISTIE GARCIA!


Hehe.. Wait.. May lakad ba? Laln.. Sama ako!! San ba? Hehehehe.. Yun.. Laln.. Miss you na, Trisix!! Solid.. Iba na itech.. Hihi..

New layout pala.. Though I don't think tatagal ito.. Yun lang..

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

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FEEL NA FEEL KOOOOOOOO..


Trisix, rememeber this? Laln.. Naalala ko lang..

Batugan talaga si Ale kahit kailan..

Would you believe? I woke up at 3pm!! Kung hindi pa tumawag si Jopet, hindi pa ako nagising.. Hahaha.. And to think na natulog ako ng 1.. Maaga na nga yun for me e.. Anu ba yan? Usually, nagigising ako ng 10.. Pero ngayon, 3pm? Hahahaha.. Yun ang batugan..

Oh well.. Since boredom's eating me alive..AGAIN.. Nag-update nanaman ako.. Wawa naman yung blog ko.. Hahaha.. Pero I don't think I'd update this often when classes start.. Hindi na lang kung super enjoy yung class ko.. Na sa tingin ko naman ay magiging masaya nga.. Laln.. Hai! Can't wait na magpasukan na!! But I barely can't wait na mag-Friday na.. *winks at Jopet* I love you, Baby..

Nakuha ko ito sa blog ni Kimmy..
My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla



Hihi.. 10 years old pala ha.. Hihi.. Pero totoo yung description jan.. Well, not only my parents pero yung ibang tao rin, kahit ka-age ko, hindi naiintindihan ang mga "wonders" ko sa buhay.. Oh well.. That's life..

Speaking of child, naalala niyo ba yung larong Patintero? Laln.. Diba kailangan ng kakampi dun? Laln.. Miss ko na kasi yung game na yun e.. Last kong time na nalaro yun nung birthday ng Baby Ko last year.. Kakampi ko pa nga sila Kiko and si Kuya e.. Hihi.. Well, si Kuya, kakampi ko talaga sa lahat ng bagay yan.. Pati si Jopet kakampi ko sa lahat ng bagay.. Pero nung sa patintero last year, hindi ko siya kakampi.. Hihi.. Oh well.. Sana lang maulit yung ganun.. Laln..


Oh man.. I really want to watch Black Eyed Peas in Manila.. Nge.. feeling commercial.. Hahaha.. Pero talaga.. I want to watch them.. At the CCP Open Grounds on the 29th.. Hai..

I WANT M.Y.M.P.!! Grabe.. Dapat bibili na ako nung album nila.. Kaso 11 songs lang.. Sayang naman yung mon-ey ko.. Laln.. Gah.. Hanggang MYX at MTV na lang ako.. Oh well..

Grrrr.. I still don't know kung pupunta ako sa swimming party ni Purple.. May family outing kasi ata kami ng 22nd e.. Oh well.. Laln.. It still depends if the barkada's going.. Oh well.. Hindi ko rin alam up to know kung pupunta sila..

Nga pala, ROCKERS! Kung ayaw niyo yung pic niyo na naka-post sa Friendster account natin, just say so.. And mail me [babyandmuffin@yahoo.com] yung gusto niyong pic na ipalagay.. Pati pala yung gusto niyong description niyo sa profile natin sabihin niyo rin.. Kahit i-message niyo na lang dun, ok? Miss you guys!!

Ai! Read Omar's blog entry pala.. Yung May 18.. Title: Twisted Wisdom.. Sobrang ganda.. Hihi.. Laln.. Tapos bilangin niyo yung asterisks.. Tapos pag-isipan niyo.. Basta ako, alam ko na yung sagotdun.. Haha..

Rarr.. I'm BORED!

Got this from Kam's blog..

Quiz Me
jopet is my
hot jewel

Get your sweetheart's pet name @ Quiz Me



Kam, soulmates talaga tayo!! Pareho tayo ng layout! Hehe.. Laln.. Babaw.. Miss you na, classmate/bondmate/foodmate/soulmate ko!! Laln.. Hihi.. Luvyah, girl!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Asar!!

Okay.. Nanalo nanaman yun Lakers and they're going sa finals!! Damn.. Hindi pa tapos yan, Bie.. May Sacramento pa! Hah.. Kainis!

Well, may mas marami pang dapat kainisan sa buhay rather than NBA.. Oh well.. Like hindi naman lahat ng gusto mo mapupunta sayo.. Ganun talaga ang buhay e.. Minsan, yung mga talagang hinahangad mo pa, yun yung hindi mo maabot.. Like that friggin' 7650 I've been dying to have since God-knows-when.. E ganun talaga e.. Kung hindi sayo, hindi sayo.. Kaya goodbye, 7650.. *sob*

Rarr.. It's my grandpappy's birthday today.. Laln.. Pati si Purple and si Che-Che and si Cheffrey.. Tama ba ako? Oh well..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA INYONG LAHAT!


Ang daming May celebrants! Well, na kilala ko, anyway..

Magpapagupit na ako!! Oh well.. Wala lang..

Pucha! *stops*

Oh well..

Monday, May 17, 2004

It's my Mum's day!!

Okay.. I know I can update TOMORROW MORNING pero may kailangan akong sabihin na baka makalimutan ko tomorrow.. Oh well..

"'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight, Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight, And there's no where in the world I'd rather be.. Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.."


Sheesh.. Nangiti lang ako when I heard the song.. *winks at Kuya* Ask him na lang kung anong significance niyang song na yun.. Well, not to him, pero he knows.. Hihi.. Okay, Ale, stop.. *zips mouth*

The most important part of this entry..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA DEAR!


Oh well.. She's the best! Siyempre you guys won't agree coz you'll tell me na your mom's the best.. Well, I guess lahat naman ng anak think na their mom's the greatest.. Hihi.. Oh well..

My mom taught me lots of things.. Pero there's one thing she taught me I surely won't forget..

"Learn to live and let go, anak.. Alam kong mahirap sa una.. Pero lahat tayo kailangang mag-move on sa mga bagay na nangyayari.. Walang magagawa yung pagpabalik-balik mo sa isang bagay.. Ikaw rin ang mahihirapan, sige ka.."


Hai.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE! Well, another person taught me that too.. Pero I think it'd, somehow, feel ironic if I take it from him.. Oh well.. I took my mom's word for it, anyway..

Okay.. Smart Gold's very weird.. Texted Jopet one message ONCE but he received it FOUR TIMES! And I can't receive incoming messages.. Oh well.. Nobody's perfect! Hihi.. But it sort of annoyed me.. Anyone would be, for that matter..

Sunday, May 16, 2004

rarrr..


Diana DeGarmo


Jasmine Trias


Fantasia Barrino


Who will America choose to become the next American Idol?

For me, the ULTIMATE American Idol would be...



share ko lang..


MY smiley family.. gah..


Me and my Mocha..


Me and my Baby..


Hai.. I sooooooooo miss these people..

Tweenie!! May utang ka pa palang pix sakin!! Laln.. Pasend naman.. And san ko kamukha si Niki?

Speaking of Niki, Sis!! Balik ka na dito!! Bonding pa tayo e.. Haha.. I miss you, girl!! Luvyah!

Gah.. Some things still never fail to amaze me.. Haha.. Laln.. Kasi akala ko yun pero yun pala.. Haha.. Labo.. Sakin na lang yun..

Rarr.. Kiars!! Haha.. Na-meet ko na parents ni Mike! Laln.. Siyempre, nauna ko pa silang nakakwentuhan kesa kay Mike.. Oh well.. My mom asked me kung nililigawan ka daw nun.. I was, like, "Uhmmmmm.. Gutom na ko!".. Haha.. Hindi ko kasi alam e.. Hindi ko lang sure, rather..

Saturday, May 15, 2004

okay..

"You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm 'coz you're strong" -Rainbow, Southborder


Gah.. Sana nga I'm "strong" enough to "make it through the storm"..

Oh well.. Ika nga, "We can really never have it all".. Oh my! This song is soooooooooo..I dunno..PERFECT.. Haha.. Laln.. Opinions..

I'm soooooooooooo bored.. Duh.. Obvious naman e.. Hai.. Pero in fairness, nakakatouch yung mga tao ngayon.. Like Jopet [siyempre!Ü], Brent, Jerome, Archie, Jesse, lahat na!! Haha.. Gusto nila ako bumalik dun sa Sucat.. Hai.. Basta, I'll really try na bumalik dun.. Due to insistent demands of the public.. Haha.. JOKE! Ang kapal ng mukha, e no? Oh well..

Gaaaaahh.. Yung mga batchmates pala namin sa LH, invited kayong lahat sa party ni Purple on the 22nd.. Montgomery Heights in E. Rodriguez.. Yung pool area nila dun.. It's a swimming party pero smart casual yung attire bago mag-swimming.. Around 7pm daw.. Pero mas maganda kung medyo mas maaga.. Bonding muna tayo!! Laln.. Hindi lang pala yung batchmates namin.. A basta!! Kung kilala niyo si Purple, punta kayo.. I-text niyo muna siya or ako.. Ayun.. Hihi..

OMG! According to NBA.com, Lakers 3, Spurs 2.. Hai.. Sorry, Bie, pero hindi tayo magkasundo dito.. Kailangan malaglag ang Lakers!! Rarr.. Hahaha.. I love you..

Oh well.. Pasahan na pala ng forms sa UP!! Haha.. Sa Monday ako magpapass para ok na.. Ayoko nang Tuesday pa, baka tamarin ako.. Hihi..

Ok.. Hindi na lang ako magrereact.. Hihi.. Uuuuuyyy.. Curious sila!! Sorry.. Sakin na lang yun.. Hahaha.. Pero kung close tayo, I might tell you.. Hahaha..

Oh well..

*Tweenie, ok na tayo, ha.. Wag mo nang isipin yun..
*Angge, don't forget sa Monday!
*Brent, kakaiba ka talaga.. Na-touch ako sa sinabi mo, dude!!
*ROCKERS!! Miss ko na kayong lahat!!
*Baby KO, hindi ko alam na GANUN ka pala ha.. Hmmmmm... Pero ok lang.. Hope I'd see you soon! I love you..

Friday, May 14, 2004

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PIGILAN MO, ALE.. WALANG MAGAGAWANG MATINO YUNG GAGAWIN MO..

okay.. ang daming may birthday..

CHARMAINE MATIVO, happy birthday!! laln.. miss you na, girl!

okay.. ito, hindi ako sure kung ginagago ako.. pero birthday ba talaga ni CHINO ROMEO MIRANDA ngayon? kasi alam ko 15th ang bday niya.. not sure kung what month.. yun lang.. hahaha..

rarr.. ngayon ko lang na-download yung ym beta and it's uber cool! laln.. haha.. innosente si ale.. rarr.. labo.. hihihi..

i'm bored.. gah.. obvious ba?

Thursday, May 13, 2004

hai nako.. oo na nga lang e..

MARCO JOSYR SANCHEZ BORJA, MATANDA KA NA!!! hahaha.. happy birthday, dude!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

okay.. kanina pa ako update ng update..

You can't please everybody. Even if you give it your all... someone's gonna bring you down. Someone's ought to criticize you to bits and say things about you as if they are sooo damn perfect... even if (as we all know it)... they're not. Ha! NOT AT ALL.. -Liz

So true, Liz.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO true.. [Funny how it seems? Ngak.. Kumanta ba?]

alam ko na room number ko!

finally had the time to call st. paul..

4th yr. Room 7 AKOOOO!!


sinong kilala niyo na tiga dun? tag niyo naman.. thanks a bunch..

anyway, here are some quizzes i took..

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

HASH(0x8859744)
Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy.. i'm too death-ish..

it's 12 today!! "hapeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. can't you see i'm happy now?" *sings*




SIXTEEN MONTHS OF LAUGHTER AND TEARS.. THANKS FOR HOLDING ON, BABY.. I LOVE YOU..


Twenty-five months ago, a certain Joseph Resurreccion entered my life.. I never thought that this guy right here would finally mend my broken heart.. My heart that was once broken.. My heart that WAS given to a person that I thought would take care of it..

January 12, 2003 at around 11pm, after 9 courting months, I finally answered "YES" and I finally told the tale that haunted me for years.. My past LOVE.. A night of tears, I dare say.. Both of joy and sorrow..

The sixteen months weren't smooth at all.. Trials were always there, threatening our relationship.. But as he would always say, "Don't worry, mas magiging matatag tayo because of that.. Wag ka lang bibitaw..".. I did let go, one time, and I thought that it was the stupidest thing I've done in my life.. September 18, 2003 was the day.. He wanted me back [kapal!] as I wanted him back so we gave it another shot.. From then on, we were inseperable.. We faced the same trials after that reconciliation.. I don't think that silly rumors and half-truths would break the bond we now have..

My family, during our 4th month, began to accept him.. I used to fear that my dad won't accept him but it turned out that he's entrusted me, her little girl, to Joseph..

Joseph Anthony Osuna Resurreccion definitely completed my life.. Filled the emptiness.. Satisfied the longing..

Thank you for loving me..
Thank you for letting me love you..
Thank you for completing my life..
Thank you for not letting go..
Thank you for accepting me..
Thank you, Bie, thank you..

Most importantly, I thank God 'coz He gave me to him..

I would also like to thank [w0w! parang awards' night] the person who's responsible for my used-to-be broken heart.. YOU, yourself, helped me move on.. You know who you are..

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okay.. tama na ang drama!!

*eka and lawrence, happy din!! haha.. mas matagal kayo ng di hamak samin.. hihi..

hahaha.. ang drama ng entry ko!! barok naman.. hihihi.. oh well.. ganun talaga pag hindi gifted e..

happy ulit, bie! iloveyou..

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED OFF..

FOR EVERYONE'S SAKE, I'M KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT.. HINDI NA AKO MAGRE-REACT SA MGA BAGAY-BAGAY.. HINDI NA AKO MAG-TATANONG.. MAG-AAWAY LANG KASI LAHAT E..

I KNOW I SHOULD NOT PERMIT ANYONE TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE PERO THAT'S THE WAY IT IS.. HINDI NA ITO MATATAPOS KUNG MAGRE-REACT LANG AKO NG MAGRE-REACT SO I'M STOPPING..

KUYA, I'M SORRY KUNG NADADAMAY KA DITO.. HINDI DAPAT PERO NASAMA KA NA E.. DON'T WORRY.. PARA SAYO HINDI NA TALAGA AKO MAGSASALITA.. LAST NA ITO..

FOR THE LAST TIME, I WON'T ASK ANY QUESTIONS ANYMORE.. I WON'T REACT.. KAHIT SABIHIN NIYO PANG ANG BATO KO OR WALA AKONG KWENTANG KAUSAP.. MABUTI NA YUN.. KAYO RIN NAMAN MAY GUSTO NUN E..

huwaaaaaaaaaatttt?! UP?!

came home from school.. and no, wala akong pasok.. doi.. i enrolled lang.. well, my folks wanted me to get that admission paper for UP.. okay.. as if.. oh well.. there's no harm in trying.. so, i filled the paper out and realized na almost all of the courses offered there were quota courses.. gah.. ang hirap naman.. and the general information thing-a-ma-jig stated that my grades the past 3 years were needed.. lalo dun sa UP Diliman and Manila.. E SABLAY YUNG GRADES KO DUN E!! and yun yung top 2 choices kong UP school, if ever.. rarr.. oh well.. i don't intend to study naman sa UP e.. masabi lang.. "just to say" ika nga ni nique..

okay.. enough with the college crap.. you'll be reading more of that crap in my future entries, anyway.. o diba? parang "you're not my real girlfriend, anyway.".. haha.. ang impluwensiya ni william hung sa isang batang nagngangalang ale.. hihi..

hai.. yung blogger, in fairness, mas.. i dunno.. organized? may profile page pa, san ka pa? haha.. pero nalito pa ako nung una..

omg.. ang tanga ko kahit kelan.. i still don't know kung ano room ko.. nakapag-enroll na, hindi naman alam yung room number.. ishtufeed.. oh well.. ganun talaga pag kulang sa tulog at nag-enroll the nest morning.. wah!! pero i have the receipts here with me and ang nakasulat lang "HS-4/" tsaka "4th-".. okayyyy.. parang inasar lang ako ha.. ang unfair!! yung preschool sa 14 pa start ng classes.. kami 7 ata.. asarrrrr..

*liz, leading si GMA? talaga? yehey!! haha.. laln.. supportado ko si GMA e.. haha.. "the president is still our last, best hope.." or something like that..

*maric, diba andun ka sa PPCRV thing? laln.. anong time natapos? kasi 2:00am na, hindi pa daw nakakauwi sila janette e.. exaj naman.. laln.. haha..

okay.. i'm signing off.. laln..

Monday, May 10, 2004

pasig=boredom=surveys=the ninakaw-ko-sa-blog-ni-his/hernamehere line

got this idea from ingga's journal..

blue chucks


what color chucks are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


and this from sam's blog..
@ spell your name backwards: adajet onarres nil angiela..

@ have you ever had a song written about you: i don't write songs..

@ what song makes you cry: none.. pero yung rainbow, pag nasa sana-mamatay-na-ako mode ako..

@ what song makes you happy: techno music.. rainbow.. haha.. and a little bit.. and dancable music.. yung mga pang-party ha,, "happeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... can't you see i'm happy now?" *sings*

@ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: the dogs of my neighbors barking.. and sometimes, paolo santos songs..

@ height: uhhh.. next question..

@ hair color: dark brown.. i theenk..

@ piercings: 2 on each ear..

@ tattoos: nadda..

Have You Ever . . .

@ broken the law: yeah.. pero yung hindi punishable by death or life imprisonment..

@ ran away from home: muntik na at malapit na..

@ snuck out of the house: okay.. hope my folks are not reading this..

@ ever gone skinny dipping: nope..

@ made a prank phone call: years ago, yes..

@ tipped over a portapotty: nope..

@ use your parents credit card: well, they pay for everything.. i don't have to sneak the card out..

@ skipped school before: nope..

@ fell asleep in the shower/bath: omg.. embarrassing but true..

@ been in a school play: yerp..

@ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: boyfriend, yeah.. girlfriend as in intimate-relationship-girlfriend? no..

@ had children: i'm too young to have babies..

@ been in love: of course..

@ have a hard time getting over someone: uhhhhh.. NEXT QUESTION!

@ been hurt?: lots of times..

@ gone out with someone you only knew for 3
days: no..

Random . . .

@ have a job: unfortunately, wala..

@ your cd player has what in it right now: cobwebs..

@ if you were a crayon, what color would you
be?: blue or pink..

@ what makes you happy?: ang tropa ko!!

@ the next CD you're going to buy: i don't buy cd's.. i think it's a total waste of money.. kung meron ka namang kaibigan na gumagawa ng cd for free, bakit ka pa bibili, diba?

When/What Was the Last . . .

@ you got a real letter: let's see.. i think it's the letter sam and crespo gave me before classes ended last school year..

@ got an email: today..

@ thing you purchased: uhm.. i think it was a movie ticket.. ai.. hindi pala.. yung coffee pala na dinala ko sa movie house.. hala.. explain na explain..

@ Tv program you watched: ASAP? i really don't watch much television..

@ movie you saw in the theaters: Hellboy.. tagal na no?

@ kissed & when: my cousin, anton.. a while back..

@ hugged: the blue teddy bear na wala pang pangalan hanggang ngaon [bie, ano name nun?]

@ song heard: caroline, outkast.. LSS ko nga siya ngayon e..

@ place you were [ besides home ]: my cousin's crib in paranaque..

@ phonecall: jopet, 'round 1am..

@ you were depressed: ok.. i forgot the date.. never mind..

@ you were in the hospital: uhm.. last march, i think.. went to visit my mom..

no more? awwwwwwwwww... darn it.. laln.. i'm bored.. buhay na buhay pa ang dugo ko!! wanna dance!! kaso mukha naman akong tanga kung sasayaw ako dito sa bahay.. rarr..

ai guys!! purple's inviting you to go to her party on the 22nd in a certain place na nakalimutan ko.. basta it's a swimming party.. smart casual ang suot papunta dun.. just text me if you're coming.. she wants everyone who knows her to be there.. laln.. go!!

okay.. i'm signing off.. natatamad na akong mag-type..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

the summer's intensity..

okay.. i am now back in pasig.. wish i weren't.. though there's NOTHING i can do about it.. rarr..

anyway, i know that everyone will agree with me that this summer's the hottest summer.. sobra.. kahit saan talaga magpunta, mainit.. lecheng buhay.. can't life get anymore.. i dunno.. COLDER? though i really don't mind the heat.. hala na.. kung hindi ka rin naman malabo, diba? hahaha... everyone's intense too, diba? grabe..

jopet and i shared the same intensity, baby.. sobra.. kakaiba ito, man! mga kainitan ng ulo, lahat na! naiirita sa mga pareh0ng kadahilanan.. rarr.. tapos lahat na lang talaga!! ewan ko lang.. pero it's not all that, you know.. haha.. natatawa sa mga parehong reasons.. alam niyo yun? same wavelength in the same intensity level.. minsan, mas mataas yung kanya, minsan akin.. either way, i love him.. o diba? ang labo nung conclusion.. pero totoo.. hai ale.. bangag..

commercial: HAPPY MUM'S DAY!

anyhoo, i was planning to use my livejournal account but for some unknown reason, [jocel, i miss you!] gumawa na lang ako ng bagong bloggie.. laln.. i find this layout cute e.. har.. laln.. shinare ko lang.. pero i found this bubbles layout which totally rocks kaso walang tables fer the links e.. puro entries lang ang pwede.. which is NOT fine with me.. hahaha.. pero bubbles is really cute.. hoy!! hindi barok yan ha!! si bubbles ng powerpuff girls ang sinabi ko.. hahaha..

okay.. wala lang..

sam!! naku!! tuloy tayo next week ha.. laln.. omg.. musta na kayo ng "pinsan" ko? hahaha..

hai.. you know what totally bites? I CAN'T SERVE IN PPCRV TOMORROW!! pollwatching na nga lang hindi pa pwede.. rarr.. but i'm cool with that.. i need some sleep, anyway.. pero the experience, baby.. sayang.. and.. you know.. hai.. naman.. nga pala, sinu-sino kasama?

a lot of things happened this summer.. misunderstandings, mostly.. pero we had that small "tropa" talk and everything's back to normal.. i guess.. though some still can't get over some issues.. like me.. i still have lots of questions up in my head that i can't post here for confidentiality's sake.. pero i let things be.. para tapos na.. hah.. chino feels the same way..

kuya chi, don't worry.. jopet and i've been there and done that.. some people's just like that.. we have to let them be so they'd grow up finally get a life of their own.. hala.. barok pa ata yun.. oh well..

omg.. ngayon ko lang na-realize.. okay.. bibitinin ko kayo.. 'coz i won't post it..

jopet na mahal ko, partner, brent, bry, carlo, chino, janette, jelay, jerome, kuya and nique my tweenie, thanks for one bitchin' and helluva vacation.. sobrang enjoy..

*There's a reason for everything*