Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Technically, I still have one and a half weeks here in Blogger.

Yesterday, our course cards got released. I wasn't really expecting much. I mean, I was more of a bum than a student the past term. I cut a lot and when I'm in class, my mind is elsewhere. My grades suprised me.

PETEAMS - 4.0 (Forte ko ata PE e)
KASPIL1 - 3.5 (Ito ang subject na lagi akong wala)
LBYCH05 - 3.5 (Weird. Hindi ako nakapasa ng Finals pero 3.5 parin)
ARTSCHE - 3.0 (Weirdest of all. Wala akong ginawa sa class na 'to)
INTPHIL - 3.0 (Natulog lang ako sa class niya buong term, tres parin)
INSTUDI - 3.0 (Ito ang career subject ko the whole term. Sayang)
NSTP-C1 - 3.0 (Uhhh...)
ENGLTWO - 2.5 (Okay, majority of the class got this kind of grade)
ALGE101 - 1.0 (I HATE MATH.)

Nakita niyo naman, if it weren't for Math, I'd be a Dean's Lister. Punyeta. Pero my grades this term are so much better than my grades last term. I'm actually thankful. I don't know kung Pasko lang ba at pinagbigyan ako ng lahat ng prof ko or I really deserve the numbers. Well, either way, I'm happy.

Stayed 'till around 7 in school. Natulog lang sa Amphi. Jino, sorry na, lagi na kitang tinutulugan. E panu naman, ang sayang matulog sa Amphi, sa ilalim ng mga bituin. Hahaha. Kagulo.

Nico was supposed to give me something yesterday. Actually, he did give it to me. Pero pumayag akong ibigay niya yun sa prof niya. Wahoop. Wala lang. Nag-request ako na i-record niya yung version niya ng Kahit Kailan. Puchek. I wanna hear it, Kuya.

Bumped into April yesterday before going to J214 to get my course card in ALGE101. She told me EVERYTHING I needed to know. After talking to her, na-realize ko na sobrang tagal ko nang nagpapakatanga. Everything that the people around him are telling are the truth. Na ang tanga ko kasi I din't take his brother's word for it. Hai. After that talk with April, I totally lost it. I cried in J214 kasi ang tanga-tanga ko at feeling ko talaga babagsak ako sa ALGE101 (good thing, naka-1 ako).

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(Sa susunod na paragraph, magdo-drop ako ng names.)

IKAW. Ang tagal niyo na pala. Did you think hindi ko malalaman? Mali lang yang kaibigan mo dahil sa dinami-dami ng mga babae sa mundo, yung may pinsan pang Paulinian ang napili niya. At hindi lang basta-basta Paulinian, ka-close ko pa. Tsktsk. Ewan ko lang ha. Pero when Manats happened, galit na galit ka sakin. Hindi mo ako kinakausap na parang niloko na talaga kita. FYI, hindi naging kami unlike you and your crapload of a blockmate na punyeta, ang tagal niyo na pala. Pucha. Alam mo, hindi ako naniniwala sa mga sinabi sakin ni Jesse before. Sana pala naniwala na lang ako. Pucha. You should've told me. Punyeta talaga. Hinayaan mo akong magmukhang tanga for 3 years? Alam mo, I should've gotten a clue na you were with someone. Sino ba namang makakatiis na hindi makita yung mahal niya? Well, I guess you don't kasi lagi mo siyang kasama. Putangina. If you're going to give me your mom as an excuse, well, pakasalan mo yang nanay mo. Konting oras lang hiningi ko sa'yo, hindi mo mabigay. I have nothing against your mom. She's a great person. Alam kong gusto niya ako for you but what the hell, ikaw pa ata ang may ayaw sakin para sa sarili mo. Diyan ka na lang kaya sa Ana mo? That phone call when I was in Thrid Year. Putangina. Siya na yun e. Wag mong ipagkaila sakin. Ana Eusuya. Feeling ko, hindi yan si Angel e. Yung nakausap kong putangina nung nandun ako kila Tanya, I think it's her. Pucha. Kung sa tingin mo hindi ko malalaman ang lahat ng yan, putangina, nagkakamali ka. Another thing. Hindi nagsasamantala si Jino sa mga nangyayari. He was there nung wala ka. Lahat ng hinahanap ko sa'yo, siya nakapagbigay. Kung nanjan ka lagi, do you think aabot dun sa point na siya na yung hinahanap ko? Sakto dating niya, sobra. Nung hindi ko na kaya yung hindi tayo nagkikita. Nung nasasakal na ako sayo. Lahat. Hai ewan. Don't make it look like I'm two-timing you kasi I'm not. You are. Putangina, dalawang taon yun. And I'm so damn stupid not to see it.

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I guess that's everything.

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