A These are MY confessions...* Special.

Extra, extra, read all about it!

I PASSED DLSU! ^v^

Yes, yes, yes! Sobrang hindi ako makapaniwala. Fudge! DLSU, here I come. Hehehe. Nice post-Christmas, pre-New Year gift, no? Hehehe. The best yun! Kahit maraming tao yung ayaw dun. Aba'y, dugong berde (?) 'to! Hehehe. Thanks, Ingga, you're an angel. Nung nitext ako ni Ingga, natulala ako, nagpunta sa room ng parents ko and broke the news. Panicked kasi hindi ko mabukas yung page nila sa net. After what seemed like forever, nabukas ko yung page nila and I saw it.

Case No. : 00352
Examinee Name: Tejada, Aleigna Lin Serrano
School : St Paul College Of Pasig, Pasig
Degree : AB-CAM

My dad told me na baka daw lahat ng nag-test, lalabas yung name dun so we texted DLSU.

CASE NO: 00352
NAME: Aleigna Lin Serrano Tejada
SCHOOL: St Paul College Of Pasig, Pasig
COURSE: AB-CAM; Congratulations! You will receive your Letter of Acceptance in February, 2005. The List of all Qualified Applicants will also be posted at the Admissions Lobby on the first week of January, 2005. * DLSU WISe End of Query *

Pakshet. *breathe in, breathe out* Alam kong ang oti ko pero I really wanted to study there. Grade 6 pa lang ako, jan ko na gustong mag-aral ng College. Ngayon, nakapasok ako! Wuhoo! Wala akong paki sa mga sinasabi ng mga tao no. Basta ako, nakapasa. Hehehe. Tama na. Move on.

Last na. WHATTA GREAT WAY TO START THE YEAR. :)

The other "Archers":
Ingga, Anton, Aggie, Inna, Eka, BVergz, Lydia, Jik, Leynes, Tans, Ate Mads, Pinky Cupcake, Gege, Abi, Bueta... Sila pa lang alam ko. CONGRATS, FRIENDS!

Hai. Tama na. Okay, isasabay ko na rin dito yung

HIGHLIGHTS OF 2004

JANUARY
- nag-one year kami ni Jopet. =)
(Okay, yan lang naaalala ko. Hehe.)

FEBRUARY
- *thinks*

MARCH
- Kailangan nang iwanan ang Trisix, ang mga pinakamamahal ko. ='c
- Jec's place: A 3-6 Bonding moment.
- Kuya, Nique and Nikki's grad.

APRIL
- Get together with the Rockers!
- Bonding, NSHA/St. Martin basketball games and haragan ng "PS2" and dart board nila Brent.
- The "tropa talk".
- Jopet's Birthday Bash.
- 10am masses na kinakabwisit ng mga taong nahihirapan magsalita. (Mean ko.)
- Tennis court.
- Million-dollar ride to NSHA. Hahaha.
- "Intense", "Eazy", the ever-famous Jesse Zapanta/Rockers sign.
- Fixed whatever there is between me and Janine.
- NBA madness.
- Tour of Manila Memorial Park at 7 in the evening.

MAY
- PPCRV na hindi ako nakapag-serve.
- Puro surveys yung blog ko.
- Apple's Birthday Bash.
- Get together with "The Barx" (Apple, Dean, Kaycee, Niko, JR, Polgene, Renan, JP, Ryocel).
- Coed sleepover at Apple's place in Kapitolyo.
- Revelation of Apple and JR's secret.
- Wedding ni Ate Ogie.
- Jasmine Trias says farewell to American Idol. (Nge, affected?)
- Rocker's Friendster account.
- Nalaman kong 4-7 ako.
- Alfonso's birthday.
- Family Reunion in Ate Anik's place in SinagTala.
- VTR for a Globe commercial offer.
- Tejadas bonded by the fact na puro kami anti-Lakers. (Sorry, Bie and Anton.)

JUNE
- Harry Potter 3
- Hero Angeles, The Ultimate Questor; Sandara Park, Texter's Choice.
- LHMI 2000-2001 Reunion Plans.
- Officially a Senior.
- LA LAKERS LOST THE FINAL! WUHOO!
- Ale, the appointed property custodian a.k.a. utusan.
- Trisix Reunion sa gazebo in front of the Guidance Office.

JULY
- Review classes.
- Onil's comeback. Hahaha.
- First Kublai's experience.
- Jesse: The Shock of my Life.
- Sleepover at Dean's place.
- First time I got so pissed off in my class.

AUGUST
- Pinagtanggol ko si Nique from someone. Hehe.
- Songfest.
- Trisix Reunion at Tanya's place.
- Sleepover secrets.
- Muffin got lost. =c

SEPTEMBER
- Laro ng Lahi.
- Baby the Musical.
- Confusion.
- Sore eyes. Putek.
- Dean and Sam *September 10*.
- Retreat ng mga Kilabot.
- Birthday ko. Hahaha. Most important part of the year. Lol. 7650.
- ACET and USTET (Jopet, Kuya and Chino).
- Bonding Moment ng 3-6 in front of 4-3.
- Ipanema/Blue Onion with Jopet, Kiko, Ana, Kuzz, Kam, Chino and Krix.
- Feng Shui.

OCTOBER
- Yellow Stripes. *ehemASSehem*
- Oktoberfest. Aruba. Aprille. MOMs. Jasper.
- "The Notebook"
- Advice.
- Practices for Ballroom. *Show me what you got, take me to the spot...*
- Fair. Dance Episodes. Open Jam. Variety Show. Outrageous. Fashion Show. Sir Bau.
- Crashed LSGH's halloween party. (Chia, Crespo, Jarra, Faye and me)
- Grad pic taking day. Ultimate bonding with Ass and Soci.
- DLSU test.
- Granny's Birthday. KTV.

NOVEMBER
- Sembreak. The best.
- Archie: Biggest news of the year.
- The Incredibles.
- Appreciation of Filipino Class. Ang Daan ng Buhay.
- No internet days.

DECEMBER
- Usher: 11 Billboard Awards. Artist of the Year.
- Family Day: Don Bosco Mandaluyong.
- 6510.
- Sam and Dean. *shock* Basta.
- FFC.
- Physics exam, nakalimutan ko calcu ko.
- An LSGH Simbang Gabi.
- Crespo's birthday party. Ipanema. Seattle's Best. Bonding with Anton.
- FPJ. ARGH!
- Jose de Venecia's youngest daughter.
- Dolphy's son.
- Tsunami.
- Ms. Sarenas' Dad. Maggie's grandfather.
- Trip to UP Chapel.
- So Happy Together. Enteng Kabisote.
- DLSU Results *hoorah!*.


Happy New Year, guys!

Baby Boy Ko...

Ang wala ko talagang kwenta no? Haiii. Sorry, Baby. I love you.

WARNING: DON'T WATCH ENTENG KABISOTE, SAYANG LANG PERA NIYO. Amboring men, sobra. The story, the effects, the jokes, lahat! Walang kwenta. Tapos from Charito Solis to G Toengi? No freakin' way! Sa mga nanonood ng Okay Ka Fairy Ko before, yung mom ni "May" (Kristine Hermosa sa film) dun, yung queen daw, si Charito Solis yun. Sa movie, nagpa-lypo daw siya kaya naging si G Toengi siya. Boreng, grabe. Tapos imagine. Vic Sotto's wife is as young as Oyo Boy and the latter calls her "mom". Yack! Hai. Okay, move on.

Watched So Happy Together the day after Christmas. Wala ring kwenta. Okay. So Eric Quizon's acting is genuine. Ang cute panoorin pero wala lang. And si Jay-R nawala nung huli. Wala lang. Panget pa ng ending. So much for my "tangkilikin ang sariling atin" escapades. Nanonood nga, angal naman ng angal. Hahaha.

Anyhoo, we went to Ms. Sarenas' dad's wake yesterday. Noe, Jik, Gene, Tanya and me. Nakakapagod, yun lang masasabi ko. Na-oti pa kami pag pasok nung jeep sa UP. Hahaha. Nawindang ang mga loka. Pero it's not our fault na hindi namin alam kung saan yung UP Chapel. We saw a church. Dun na kami bumaba. Asked the people around. Finally reached the Chapel. Saw and gave Ms. Sarenas our condolences and paid our respects. Went back to Galle at 'round 7 to catch Enteng Kabisote na hindi na lang dapat yun yung pinanood. Hehehe. Baaaaadd.

Anyway, I went shopping yesterday to buy me parents a gift since we open our gifts in my dad's side during New Year. Okay. So I didn't get them anything. So, what? Kaso nakakahiya. Wala lang. Kahit sa mga kapatid ko la pa akong gifts. Kay Jopet din. This is soooo bad. Wala lang. Hahaha. Shinare ko lang, bakit ba?

Hey, hey, hey! I have a new crush! Hehe. He's the dude on the Nick commercial. Yung may catch phrase na "Get your NICK on". Dalawang guys sila, both in red shirts. Yung isa, "Ateneo" yung nakaprint sa shirt niya. Hindi siya yung crush ko. Yung isa. Chinito yung guy. And yes, bata siya. Hahaha. I'm watching waaaaaaayyy too much Nickelodeon, donchateenk? Hahaha.


Nice bod, eh?

Saddest Christmas EVER.

Yep. The saddest. Laln. Siguro naman napansin niyong DUMAAN lang yung Pasko. Parang wala lang. Hinintay pa naman natin yun, pinaghandaan. Tapos wala. Parang walang nangyari. Oh wells.

'Twas saddest for me, personally, kasi parang nagfo-fall apart lahat. Di ko pwedeng ikwento in full detail dito, may kahihiyan din naman ako. Kahihiyan not only for myself but to others as well. Pero hindi ko talaga gusto yung nangyari. Sana nga madaling kalimutan yung mga narinig ko e. Para wala na lang. But I can't NOT make it a big deal, lahat damay e. Maraming nasisira kaya hindi pwedeng wala na lang akong pakielam. Oh wells.

Hmmm. What else? Oh! Belated happy birthday nga pala kila:

Dec. 23
- Tito Ed
- Omar

Dec. 24
- Crespo
- Mitmat

Dec. 27
- Mamel
- Aisciey
- Regi

Dec. 28
- Anina

And my condolences to the Sarenas family and the Yoingco family. Ms. Sarenas lost her dad the day after Christmas while Maggie lost her grandfather Christmas morning. Both died of heart attack. Let's pray for their souls and for the family they left. They'd really need it.

Let's also pray for the speedy recovery of Nikki Gloria's grandfather. Inatake din sa puso lolo niya. Pero, thank God, he's survived. Basta. Let's pray for him na rin.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Trisix, if you guys want to go to the wake of Ms. John's dad, it's on the UP Chapel. Gene, Noe and I are going tomorrow (Wednesday) afternoon, 'round 3. We'll meet up in Galle. Kung gusto niyo, punta kayo Auntie Anne's before 3 and we'll meet up with you there na lang or text Noe.

*Anina, kahit alam kong hindi mo nababasa 'to, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hehe. Miss you, girl!

*Woi, Gelo! Kagulat ka naman. Bigla ka na lang sumusulpot. Of course, I remember you. Classmate ni Kuya from Manre, right? Shux, long time, dude! Musta na?

*Noe, BONDMATE, na-touch ako dun sa nakalagay sa blog mo. Yung favorite blog mo? Akin? Shux. Na-touch talaga ako. Hahaha. Laln. Guess I'll see you tomorrow? Love u, Noe! Miss you much!

*Kam, yung layout mo, ASAWA KO YUN! Hahaha. Miss you girl! Love u.

*Jopet, o, magre-react ka nanaman? Ikaw lang asawa ko. Teehee. I love you, Hon! Miss you!

Pasko naaaaa!

Magkabati na sana ang magkakaaway.
Magpansinan na ang hindi nagpapansinan.
Give love!
Promote peace!

Wag niyo akong gayahin. ='c

One Magical Night to Remember...

Commercial: Enough with the FPJ tributes already. It has been getting to my nerves the moment it started. Okay, he's from Showbiz and ran for Presidency but so what? Not everyone's fond of him, you know. Sorry, FPJ supporters/fans.

Anyway, Crespo's Fairytale Princess party at McDo started at 6.

Bianca Crespo + Skirt + PINK top = MY SHOCK OF A LIFETIME!

Number 1: Crespo's not used to wearing girly clothes. For the 3 years I've been friends with her, nakikita ko lang siyang naka-skirt pag may classes. Yung uniform lang. But this was different. Short, black skirt men!

Number 2: She doesn't like pink very much. I mean, she hates it. She hates anything that has to do with a pink Hello Kitty (which is part of her giveaways, by the way).

Wala lang. Guess everybody changes.

Anyway, the party was a children's party. Complete with party hats, placemats that has mazes and spot-the-difference activities and parlor games. Anton and I made a bet on whether the food was Burger + Fries + Coke (his bet) or Spaghetti + Chicken + Fries + Coke (my bet) and I won! Yahoowee! Nge. Parang mga bata.

After the party, we (Sam, Dean, Anton, Crespo, Nez, Aprille, Jem, Joy, Hazel and I )went to PowerStation para mag-KTV sana pero there were people na. Played, played and played. When one of the booths were vacant na, we went in and sang our hearts out. Picture, picture, as usual. Paulinians e. Hahaha. After the KTV, we went to Ipanema. Uminom sila, ako hindi. Naaaksss, baet! Pinipilit nga ako ni Anton na uminom e. But nooooo! I resisted my urge to drink! Kahit isa, wala! Yeah! Achievement. Yung mga katabi ko nagmu-mushyhan. PDA. Haha. May nag-away pa sa may Seattle's Best. Nakatingin samin lahat ng tao. Ayaw paawat pareho. Pero nahimasmasan na rin at nag-lakad kaming lahat

Went home 'round midnight. Antok na antok kasi ako e. Hahaha. Oti. Laln. Masasanay na ulit ako sa puyatan, no classes e. Haha.

Ayun.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Crespo and Anton, sabi ko na maaayos niyo yan e. I'm so happy!

*Nique, nung Saturday asa Mega din ako. Putek na panahon yan, ayaw na tayong pagkitain. Sabi sayo tll me kung punta ka dito sa part na 'to ng mundo e. Hahaha. Miss you much, Tweenie! Luvyah!

*Baby, I love you.

PICTURES FROM DECEMBER 21 WILL BE POSTED SOON.
-These are my CONFESSIONS...* Management

*bangag*

Naghanap ako ng layout.

Dito parin ako bumagsak.

Bangag na ako.

Inaantok na ako.

Matutulog na ako.

Birthday party ni Crespo bukas sa McDo Eastwood.

Punta tayong lahat.

Sige.

Warning: Super ang kadramahan nito.

I'm cursed! 18 ngayon and sobrang lungkot ko nanaman. This problem has nothing to do with Jopet, mind you. It's just that... di ko naman kasi sinasadyang maging ganun e. And I really am trying my best to change 'cause I want to change. Pero wala. Para talagang hindi ako naaapreciate e. I'm sooo bummed. I know that KARMA gets its way real fast, lalo sakin. Kaninang umaga lang e. Hai nako. I don't know what to do. Everything I do is not enough to make people happy. Sana hindi ko na lang pinanood yung practice ng Dance Troupe sa Gym the day before fair para hindi na nagkaganito. Siguro kung hindi ko pinanood yun, okay pa ngayon, sobra. But noooo! Ayun na e. Yun na yung nangyari. Wala na akong magagawa. Ako rin naman may kasalanan e. AS USUAL.

"How could you, Ale?" -> Puta! That made me cry, sobra.

I answered a survey in Friendster...

"1. do you miss someone?
.: Yeah. Someone who's there but not there, THERE, if you get what I mean."

"9. what do you hate most?
.: I hate it when I can't please people. Especially when they're the ones who have touched my life in a different way. Wala lang. It gets to me a lot of times. Yung feeling na wala ka nang nagawang tama. Yung feeling na lahat ng gagawin mo para sa mga taong yun hindi enough 'cause that's not what they expect from you."

"11. what makes you happy?
.: Being accepted for who I am."

"14. if you could go back in time, and change whatever you wanted, what would it be?
.: Well, I shouldn't regret anything kasi that's what made me who I am ngayon. Pero honestly? Sana hindi na lang ako naging sarcastic 'cause that cost me everything. OKAY, ALE, MOVE ON!"

CAN I DIE NOW? WALA NAMAN AKONG GINAWANG TAMA E.

A Post "Happy" Update...

MUSHYFRIEND, ASS! HAPPY KAHAPON!

Kakauwi ko lang from Mega. Spent some quality time with my Mushy Friend. Hehe. Anniv namin kahapon, GREET US! Wahaha. Walked, talked and ATE the hours away. Wooh! Kain na kain! Konting lakad, kain. Haha. Talked about lotsa stuff. Well, iisang bagay lang naman pinaguusapan namin pag nagkakasama kami, masyado lang maraming sinasabi about that thing. Ang oti nga namin e. Haha. We bought this square thing. (I think it's called the DUGTONG toy. Haha. Joke!) Yung maraming colors and kailangan mong i-ayos. A basta. It's a smart people thing (Waw! Legally Blonde?). Ayun. Hinanap pa namin yun no! Haha. Laln. She bought a set of that toy and she gave me one! Yahoowee! Yax, laln.

*MushyFriend, next time ulit ha! Love u.

EARLIER THIS DAY...

Finished the final set of our exams. As usual, nangamote nanaman ako sa Physics. And NAKALIMUTAN KO CALCULATOR KO! How fucked up can I get? Angas ko pa, sa Physics pa ako HINDI nagdala ng calcu. Hah. I screwed up in the problem solving part. Na-mental block ako. Pucha. Hindi ko rin nagamit yung sinabi ni Sir Bau na technique. Uuuyy, nu kaya yun? Sinabi niya yun kasi naiwan ko nga calcu ko. Na-mental block naman ako.

Anyway, after the Music exam, we went to the gym to watch the FFC. And can I just say

SIR BAUIE = APPEAL

Yeah, he's not cute or anything. Sobrang ma-appeal lang. Pucha! Di ko kinaya. Hahaha.

SIR RON = BENTA!

Yeeeessss. Gawin bang aso si Sir Ron?

MS. SARENAS = TEDDY BEAR

Ang cute mo, Miss, forever! Haha.


*SHOUT OUTS*

*Hon, thanks for being there for me...and for the letter. "For the first time..." *sings* Uhm, makakatuloy ba tayo tomorrow? *ehem 18 ehem* Wahehe. Peace! I love you, Baby. Miss na agad kita.

*Soulmate, condolences to your grandpappy. I know he's in better hands na. I'm here for you. Don't forget sa Monday ha. Love u.

*MushyFriend, sleepover ka pala dito sa Monday! Wahoowee! Pupunta groupmates ko sa Research dito sa bahay, gagawa DAW kami ng PROJECT. Hahaha. Lolz. See you on Monday too, okay? Love u.

*Research Groupmates! (Dean, Kam, Matet, Joy) Sa Monday dito sa house namin, okay? Dala kayo ng chibog. La kami nun e. Kung gusto niyo, sleepover din kayong lahat dito, para masaya. Yeheeeyy! See you! Mahal ko kayo! *ever famous Sandara wave* (Teka, uso pa ba si Sandara?)

*Dean-Deschy, MAY UTANG KANG KWENTO SAKIN KASI LAGING HINDI NAGTATAGPO ANG ATING ORAS. Ang awkward kasi ng time ng mga tawag mo e. Kung hindi ako tulog, wala pa ako. Nga pala, sabihan mo sila Kaycee, labas naman tayong Barx. Miss ko na hang-out natin e. Go! Hehe. And hindi ko alam kung makakapunta ako ng party ng LH. Ikaw? Punta ka?

*Noe, Ingga and Lydia! Ano? Kelan na yung reunion natin? Ang dami na naming kwento sa inyo! I'm speaking/typing (???) in behalf of Ass and Kam. Go na! Yehey. Konting pilit! Go! Wuhoo! Haha. May pagka-demanding ako, don't you think? Rarr. Miss ko na kayo! Love u guys!

*Sa umaasa ng mga regalo ngayong panahon ng Kapaskuhan... KISS NA LANG! Haha.

23 months... AND COUNTING.

BABY, HAPPY 23RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

Babe, happy anniversary. One more month, we're on our 2nd year na. Hai. Laln. I know I haven't been the best girlfriend you had pero I just want you to know that I love you more than any of your ex-girlfriends ever did. Sorry if I did things in the past that caused you pain. Lam ko marami yun. Pero I really am sorry. I love you so much and I'm so lucky to have you.

* * * * * * * * * * * * (Uuy, 12 yan. Haha. Oti)

Tama na ang kamushy-han.

Anyway, alam ko dapat kasama ko Honey ko ngayon. But noooo! Nagpunta ako sa Family Day ng bro ko sa Don Bosco Manda. Can I just say that it's one helluva experience? Wanna know why?

1. A ROCKIN' Eucharistic celebration. Yung kumanta ng mass songs, isang ROCK band. Wala lang. Ang oti kasi sobrang mapapa-headbang ka na lang sa mga tinutugtog nila e it's supposed to be solemn, diba? Wala lang. Oti. Hahaha.

2. Pero in fairness ang galing nung keyboardist nila.

3. The Homily. Naiyak ako, man! The priest was all cheesy and stuff. He asked the parents to look into each other's eyes and pray the Prayer for the Guardian Angel dahil daw yung mga asawa ng mga tao yung

"guardian angels"

nila. Sobrang natatawa nga ako kasi sobrang cheesy nung pari then all of a sudden, I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Pathetic no? Ni hindi ko man lang alam kung bakit ako umiyak. Blech.

4. THE PLACE WAS FREAKIN' HOT. Di ko na makakalimutan yun.

5. The announcer dun sa Bingo thing, SOBRANG BOREEEEEENNG! Asar talaga. "B, Jaworski, number 7!". Potah. Di ko na talaga ito kinakaya.

6. And ang sort of Dance Troupe nila, mga Juding! Wuhoo! Bad ko. E ganun sila pinakilala e. Wala lang.

Anyway, after the Family Day ng Don Bosco, we went to Greenhills. Take note: wala pa akong journal para sa Ethics. Anyway, yun nga. I bought a 6510. Para lang dun sa Sun ko. Kawawa naman yung Globe ko e.

Ai! Commercial! YUNG MGA TINEXT KO NA HINDI KO NA GINAGAMIT YUNG GLOBE KO, ISANG MALAKING JOKE YUN! Hahaha. Akala ko kasi hindi na ako makakabili ng isa pang phone e. Haha. Laln. Pero yun.

Haaaayyy. Wala lang. I just miss someone ngayon. Yeah, I miss Jopet lagi pero this someone? It's ironic, basta. Miss ko lang siya. Oti ko. Siguro I'm just not used to the fact na hindi...Well, hindi ko nararamdaman yung presence niya. Haiii. Kadramahan.

Anyway, TRISIX! Reunion naman jan o! Ang dami ko nang ikukwento sa inyo! SOBRA! Hai. Nalulungkot ako sa mga naka-post sa Yahoo! Groups natin na hindi makakapunta and stuff. Haha. Laln. Apektado. Oti. Sorry. Mahal ko lang kayo masyado. Nax! Mushy!

Fuckerty. Precious and I were talking about taking workshops on ABS last night. Iniisip namin sa summer. Wahoop! Workshop, workshop, workshop! Yeah, mukhang di ko tipo yung ganun no? Laln.

Gotta blast! I still have to finish my journal for Ethics.

*I LOVE YOU, HON!

DUE TO PUBLIC DEMAND...

At last! I get to update this place again! Wuhoo!

I want a new layout. Wala lang. This "Confession" thing is getting kinda old na. Kaso wala naman akong mahanap na maganda. Well, actually, tinatamad lang talaga ako maghanap. Hahaha.

Speaking of Confessions,

USHER WON 11 BILLBOARD AWARDS LAST NIGHT, INCLUDING ARTIST OF THE YEAR!

Yeah. Hahaha. Texted almost everyone last night to announce this! Wooh! Haha. Laln. Proud e, noh? Feeling close.

Grabe, the past week, sobrang hectic. Pakshet na lang masasabi ko. Papers, quizzes, lahat na! Tapos nasira pa itong pc namin. KAILANGAN LAST WEEK PA! Sobrang hassle. Hahaha. Wala lang. Sobrang hirap lang pag sira 'tong pc.

"The soul would have no rainbows if the eyes would have no tears." -Anonymous

"There are just some things that you can't simply own, you've got to realize that." -Carl Foutley, As Told by Ginger

"Begin with the end in mind." -Ms. Maaba

"It's about time we took some risks." -As Told by Ginger (c/o Kam)

"What is life without taking chances?" -As Told by Ginger (c/o Kam)

"YOU SEE, SOMETIMES, YOU HAVE TO LET GO. YOU HAVE TO LET YOU LOVED ONES MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS." -The Cheetah Girls, Disney Channel (c/o Kam)

*Shivers*

After 3 cans of Coke light and 4 dozens of sent messages, I'm still here in my Dad's almost-freezing office. Sira PC namin sa house and we had to drive all the way from our house to Meralco para lang ma-research ko yung sa Ethics namin. Grrr. My sis is typing her book report. Which reminds me. Wala pa akong book para sa pesteng book report namin sa English. We'll pass the book report on the 3rd na. Grrr. La pa akong book! Friggin' English class.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Tweenie, GET WELL SOON! Okay lang yang sore eyes! Malayo sa bituka! Hahaha. Love u! Miss you much! *hug*

*Minnie, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Di ko lang na-update yung blog ko pero ni-greet naman kita yesterday e, diba? Hahaha. Laln.

*Sis, sorry talaga hindi ako nakapunta sa Family Day ng Manre. Had every intention of going kaso nagkaron ng mga last-minute "meetings" e. Hahaha. Set na lang tayo ng date. Hehe. Miss you much! Luvyah!

*Big Sis, I miss you so much! Promise, maglalaan (maglalaan???) ako ng date to watch Kuya Nyoy's gigs para magkita na tayo once and for all. Hahha. Love u!

*Helena! Di ako maka-post sa tagboard mo! Ewan ko kung bakit. Haha. Laln.

*Mushy Friend, wag ka nang mag-alala feeling ko naman magiging sila na e. I mean, feeling ko malapit na. Pero feeling kasi ako e. Haha. Love u!

*Dude, yung background nung blog natin nag-exceed na yung bandwidth. Peste. Gusto mo ikaw naman mag-hanap ng layout? Sige na. Uuuyyy. Konting pilit.

*Soulmate, okay lang mag-update. Haha. Laln. Love u.

*Hon, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

I WANT PEPPERMINT MOCHA!

Well, may isa pa akong gusto pero I don't think it's not worth posting. Hahaha. *ehem ehem*

Wala lang.

"People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. Their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when their part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God wants me to have, He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat, I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go. If you are holding on to the past hurts and pains, let it go. If someone can't treat you right, love you back and see your worth, let it go. MOVE ON."

I LOVE MY FILIPINO CLASS! I LOVE MRS. ARE!

Yep. I soooooo love it. Uh-huh. Hahaha. Yaaak. Laln. Lahat na yata ng patamang mga lines andun sa class kanina. Wuhoo! Ang Daan ng Buhay's the best! Leanne's the best! Haha. Ganda ng sinabi niya e. May mga tao daw na sa labas, mukhang mabait, lahat ng tao gusto sila. Pero when you get to know them, wala na. Makikita mo na yung totoong sila. Yung mga makakadisappoint sayo kasi they're not the people you think they are. Tsk3.

I'll share some lines that struck me...

"Kapag ihahambing mo ang iyong sarili sa iba
ikaw ay magiging palalo at matitikman mo ang kapaitan,
pagkat may higit na mapalad at kapus-palad kaysa iyong sarili."

"Maging maingat ka sa iyong pakikipagkalakalan,
pagkat ang mundo ay puno ng panlilinlang."

"Maging tapat ka sa sarili at huwag paglaruan ang pagmamahal.
At huwag ka ring magbalatkayo sa pag-ibig;
pagkat sa kabila ng kawalang-sigla at kabiguan
mananatili pa rin ito tulad ng laging kasariwaan ng damo.
At maluwag sa loob na isuko mo ang silakbo ng kabataan."

"Maging matatag ang iyong isip nang maging kalasag sa kabiguan.
Ngunit iwasang mabalisa ang sarili sa iyong mga guniguni."

At marami pang iba. Pero ayoko ng mahaba. Hahaha. Laln.

Anyway, Kam and I are the luckiest people kanina. Hahaha. Kanina lang. Though I'm not telling you why. Hahaha. Basta. We love the HS canteen so much! Hallelujah. But, being the good people that we REALLY are, we shared our blessings to Ass. Hahaha. "That's what friends are for." *sings*

Uhh, nu pa ba? Ay, Jopet's using the same material we read today for his talumpati. Haha. I forced him to use it. Laln. Ganda talaga e. Grrr.

*Shout outs*

*Ass, andito lang ako for you, okay? Wag mong isiping wala kang friend 'cause you still have me. S/He's very stupid for letting your friendship go. I mean, s/he's got the best pero anong ginawa niya? Binitawan lang niya. Hai. Ass, wag mo nang isipin yun though alam kong mahirap. Pero wala lang. Ikaw lang nasasaktan. Haii. Basta, you have me, okay? I love u, MushyFriend.

*Kam, TAYO NA ANG PINAKASWERTENG TAO KANINA! Hahaha. Let's just hope karma won't find it's way to us. Hahaha. Though I doubt it. Hehe. Laln. Luvyah, girl!

*Nique, pwedeng paki sabi kay Nikki na I can't come on the 27th? Family Day din namin yun e. Laln. We're supposed to bond in Manre. Laln. Haha. Luvyah and miss you, girl!

*Baby, I hope okay na yung minail ko sayo. It's kinda long, paikliin mo na lang and please, don't thank me. Haha. Laln. Okay lang yun no. I miss you. I love you. See you soon... HOPEFULLY.

*Hwalaln*

Awww.

Hehe. Laln. Stumbled upon Kimmy's blog and saw this uber cute pumpkin picture. Haha. Laln. Ang cute e.


Anyway, kahapon ko lang napanood yung The Incredibles. 'Twas funny! Laln. Enjoyed the whole movie. The only thing that brought my spirits up yesterday.

Yeah, was sooooo down yesterday. Di ako makausap ng parents ko kahapon ng matino. Tulala pero wala namang tinitignan and when they ask me something, I go "Huh? Ano?" or "Oo" kahit na yung question nila is "Bakit?" Yeah. Sobrang down ako. Wala lang.

Saw Sam in Greenhills kahapon. Magkikita daw sila ni Desch. Hehe.

Hrmph. La akong malagay! Laln. Hahaha.

Ai, meron pala. Was supposed to pick my eyeglasses up sa Galle. Wala lang. My dad said wag na lang kasi gastos nanaman daw yung pag-alis ko e. Okay lang. Wala pa naman din akong homeworks e. Okay lang. Hahaha. Oti ko.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Ass, thanks kahapon! Ikaw lang ang nakausap ko ng matino kahapon. Kahit wala ako sa tamang pag-iisip ko nun, halata naman, diba? Sobrang salamat talaga. You took time to listen sa mga walang kwentang mga bagay na sinabi ko. Sa pagbreakdown ko, thanks for being there. Hai. Salamat talaga, Mushy Friend! You're the real angel. I love u.

*Dude, I'm so happy okay na tayo. Sorry, nagka-amnesia ako. Sana hindi ko na lang nakalimutan no? Pero wala na yun. Tapos na e. What's important now is okay na tayo. Pero in fairness, natakot ako sayo. Totoo. Oh wells. Basta. Wala lang. Hahaha.

*Desch, nakakainis ka! Bwisit! "Derick Anthony" pala ha. Bwisit! Hahahaha.

*Noe, nakita mo ako sa Shang? Bakit hindi moko tinawag? Hahaha. Laln. Si Beia lang nakita ko e and bahay na bahay na siya samantalang ako, hindi pa nakakauwi. Haha. Laln. Miss you, Bondmate! Bonding ulit tayo! Hehe. Laln.

*Kam, hindi ka nagpunta samin nung Saturday! Haha. Laln.

"All you need is love..." *sings*

Current song on mind:

"The way you move your body girl..." Yeah. I always trail off kasi yun lang ang alam kong lyrics nung song na yun. So yung mga nakakaalam, you can "donate" some lyrics here, maawa na kayo sakin. The song makes me wan to dance whenever I hear it. Laln.

Another song on mind:

"OUTRAGEOUS, when I move my body... OUTRAGEOUS, my sex drive, OUTRAGEOUS, my shopping spree..." -> Yep. Hindi rin kumpleto. Someone please help me finish the chorus of this song. And kung may alam kayong wav file nito sa cellphone, please tell me. I f*ckin' want it. I f*ckin' need it. Sige naaaaaaa.

Okay, just went home from Shang. Went out with some friends. Went to the arcades and ate in KFC and just plain walk. Hahaha. Was supposed to watch Southborder in Streetscape but when we looked at the schedule, kahapon pala yung gig nila dun. So yun. SHET! Yun lang masasabi ko.

No classes next Monday. Journalism ekkers. But oh well. More time to hog the TV. Hahaha.

Uhm, I don't know if tuloy parin yung get-together tomorrow kila Jec. I mean, parang walang pupunta. Lahat ng Trisix na nakakasalubong ko, hindi yata pupunta. Lahat sila hindi alam kung tuloy ba talaga. Oh well. I hope may mag-clear nito. Kasi hindi ko alam kung tutuloy pa ba ako.

Anyhoo, I have a new crush. Congie's the man! Wuhoo! Hottest rakista in town, swear. Too bad I wasn't able to watch him sa Open Jam, but what the hell? He's cute. Crush ko siya. Hahaha. (Baby, magre-react ka nanaman, alam ko. Save it, okay? I love you.)

Can I just share na iritang-irita ako sa pagpalit nila ng date ng Family Day? I mean, I've got a committment on the 27th. Tapos dun nila nilagay? Everyone's willing to performon December 4th, kung alam lang nila. Kaso yun na e. Oh wells. Sorry Sis, Tweenie and Kuzz. I'll make it up to you.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kam, SOULMATE! Thanks sa mga DVD. Di ko pa napapanood. Haha. Laln. Uhmmm, kung punta ka dito tomorrow, tell me ha. Hehe. Laln. Luvyah, girl!

*Ass, KAON! Laln. Nakita ko TOXIC MO kanina sa may phone booth, dismissal. Shet, girl, ganda talaga niya. HOT CHICK, MAN! Hahaha. Laln. I love u! Hindi na rin pala natuloy Southborder namin ni Emmy. Turns out nung 18 pala sila magperform dun. Hahaha. Laln.

Guess who's back, back again.

After 20 looooooong friggin' years, I'm back in Cyber space. Okay. Maybe 20 years is an exaggeration, but what the hell. I'm happy to be back. I miss the sound of the keyboards clickin' and seeing everyone's journals and updating my own and opening my mail that has 360 messages. Whew.

Anyway, the past sembreak was the best sembreak I had in my entire life. Swear. Grabe. Iba e. Hahaha. Exaj. No time to make kwento. Kahit umupo ako dito ng isang buong araw, hindi ako matatapos sa kakakwento sa sembreak ko. Hahaha. Pero yung ibang tao updated naman sakin e. Hehehe. Lalo si Ass.

Imma make this one short, I'm editting another layout of another blog so, yun.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Ass, grabe, MUSHY FRIEND! Anniv natin ngayon! Hahaha. Kaka-"tayo" lang kanina e. Hahaha. Laln. Grabe, thanks sa bondings ha. Laln. Grabe, alam ko dire-direcho na 'to. Thanks you talaga. I love u!

*Noe, BONDING MATE! Hahaha. Laln. Bonding tayo ulit. Sorry di na ako nakakatext ulit. Wala nang load yung Globe ko e. Hahaha. Basta sa reunion ha. Inuman plus bonding! Love u, Noe!

*Nikki, SIS! Sa 27-28 ha! Dapat ultimate bonding tayo! Haha. Miss na kita e. Love u, girl!

*Onil, BESTFRIEND! Uy, mail me naman. Laln. La na akong alam sayo e. Hahaha. Laln. Miss you, Dude! And kelan pala operation mo? Laln. Dalaw ka agad dito ha, pag tapos.

*Archie, PARTNER! Grabe, may alam ako sayo. Matagal ko nang alam. Hahaha. Laln. Ipa-pasend ko nga video e. Lolz. Hahaha. Peace out!

*TRES-SAIZ! GET-TOGETHER AT JEC'S PLACE ON THE 20TH. SEE YOU THERE!

Thoughts... Well, not necessarily for me, but oh well..

RANDOMNESS.

Okay. I know that ALMOST everyone's depressed over something. I know I am. Alam mo yun? Akala mo ok na lahat and then, BAM! Isasampal sayo ng mundo na hindi pa pala.

I remember hearing someone tell someone na "wag kang gagawa ng kahit anu man sa likod ko dahil malalaman at malalaman ko rin yun". Yeah. I guess, that's right. I mean, you'll know it. Pero pag tapos na. Pero malalaman mo parin. I had this talk with someone. I didn't know na ganun na pala yun nung una pa lang. Pero you know what's stupid? I fell for every f*cking lie I heard. Na ganito daw pero ganun pala. Get what I mean? I think some people are just very good at manipulating others. Yung tipong, kayang bilugin yung ulo mo to the point na lahat ng sasabihin niya papaniwalaan mo at hindi mo pagdududahan. Pero sa totoo, lahat ng sinasabi niya, kabaligtaran.

I "overheard" something from someone din. "Past is past no". Yeah. I think she's right. Past is past. Let it go. I mean, it's really not worth holding on to. Sasaktan mo lang sarili mo pag hinawakan mo lang yun. Magmumukha ka pang tanga. Kahit na you made that promise to yourself, e kung nasasaktan mo lang sarili mo for holding on to that promise, i-break mo na lang. Wala na e. And besides, promises are made to be broken naman, diba? Hahaha.

Another thing. I just don't get the point of telling someone something and not meaning it. Wala lang. Anu yun, gaguhan? Masabi lang? Really. I don't get the point. Sinungaling ka na, paasa ka pa. Diba? Ang pointless talaga kung bakit pa ginagawa yun ng iba.

Last. Hindi ko rin makuha yung point nung mga taong gumagawa ng mga bagay para may ipamukha sa iba. Labo nun ha. Pero yung masasabi mo na lang sa mga ganun e, "So, anong gusto niyang palabasin?". Wala lang. Parang ang pointless din nung ginagawa nila e. Haha.

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise"--> Yeah. Sobrang totoo. Hahaha. Laln. Singit.

"I believe in karma, what you give is what you get return"--> Hahaha. Oo, sige na lang. Goodluck na lang no.

C: CHEERS FOR A HUNDRED YEARS (SPCPasig Fair).

Day 1

-Presentation for ballroom. Yes. I didn't mess up. Well, except for the fact na nakalimutan ko kung panu i-execute yung Charlie Brown. Hahaha. Laln. We all look like Jasmine from Aladin. Huwalaln.

-Watched Mean Girls with Anton, Crespo and Joy in CineMUST. MUST is a club.

-Closing time nung fair, we (Crespo, Faye, Chia, Jarra and very yours truly) decided to attend the party Crespo was talking about. When we reached the place, mukha kaming mang-ge-gate crash. Well, in a way, we are. Haha. Danced the night away and believe it or not, I did not drink. Okay. I did drink. Pero tubig lang, promise. Saw Maita and she was, like, "Sana nagbihis muna kayo, diba?".

-Went home at midnight. Okay. Maybe not. 1am. Hahaha.

Day 2

-Woke up at 9am. Was late. Haha.

-Watched Dance Episodes. Can I just say na pinakamagaling ang Dance Troupe Modern kahit hindi sila kasali sa competition? Hindi ako bias, people. Marist School won 1st and Miriam won 2nd. Hahaha. You should've seen Marist.

-Went straight to that usherette thing. Saw an owl. Hahahaha. Kam, lam ko gets mo ko.

-Watched the variety show. I super enjoyed the presentation of the Dance Troupe Modern(*cheers for Precious*), the Fashion Show (Ang pretty nila Ms. Calayo and Ms. Calingo nung fashion show. With the shades and everything. OMG lang talaga. Sir Bau looked, uh, good/great/hot nung fashion show din. Shux. You should've seen him. Gwapo! Hahaha. Sir Velarde, the best! Pinahanga niya ako! Hahaha.), the Aka Fellas, "The Duets" (Sir Ron and Ms. Pedrajas, ang sweet! Haha. Sir Don, may hidden talent pala no, biruin mo yun.), everything! Hahaha.

-Dance Troupe Modern: I soooooo idolize that Precious. Sobrang galing sumayaw! Justin Timberlake na ginawang babae, no bull. Sobra! "Outrageous!"

SHOUT OUTS

*Kam and Krix, thanks sa bonding! Mahal ko kayong dalawa!

*Kuzz, thanks for coming. Sorry kung hindi kita naasikaso. Andami kong ginawa e. Laln. Haha. Tell your friend I said thanks din sa kanya.

*Ass, goodluck sa test! And bayaan mo na yung mga tao sa paligid. Kung gusto nilang manakit, let them be. Karma's on its way. Haha. Goodluck, Ass! Luvyah!

C: Cheers for a Hundred Years (SPCPasig Fair)

Yeah. Fair na namin and I'm here, hanging out in the Chill Out Chenes, booth ng Computer Club. Hahaha. Laln. Lamig dito e and libre music care of MAC. Hahaha. Laln.

Punta kayong lahat! Go!

*Tweenie, so I guess I'll see you tomorrow! Laln. Hahaha. Miss you so much! Luvyah!

*Kuzz, ikaw din, hindi pwedeng mawala. Laln. Hahaha. Miss yah!

*Baby, malamang, ikaw din. Kayo, sa 4 years ko sa St. Paul, di kayo nagpunta sa fair namin. Laln. Hahaha. I love you, Baby. Miss you.

Updates on the presentation later.

Photoshoot Turned Bonding Moment.

Yesterday was our grad picture taking day. Well, our class was supposed to have it weeks ago kaso I had to take the ACET that time kaya ayun. Kahapon lang ako nakapagpa-pic. Rarr.

Anyway, arrived at 'round lunchtime and mejo marami na ngang tao. Oh wells. Ass, Soci and I decided to eat. With my family. Hahaha. Went to Bacolod Chicken House and saw Eka there. Anyway, Ass, Soci and I bonded over lunch and...well...let's just say that we've unravelled one of the earth-shattering mysteries. Hahaha. Well, it's not really a mystery, but oh well. We figured something out and, somehow, fixed the "puzzle".

After lunch, at 'round 2:00, we went back to school to get our pictures taken. Soci, Beatot and I had our so-called "make-over" and went to the Painting Room for the shoot itself. Ass and I got together again and bonded, once again. (Shet, I sooooo miss bonding with you, Ass!)

After the photoshoot (Nax! Feeling artista!), went straight to my granny's place in QC. 'Twas her birthday last Friday (Oops! Have to update my calendar!). When we arrived at their place (with my make-up still on), my lolo was like "Ale! Kamukha mo yung anak ni Kris sa Hiram!". And guess who the "anak ni Kris" is. LOVE MARIE ONGPAUCO a.k.a. HEART EVANGELISTA. Fudge. Oo na nga lang e.

Commercial: Look at my pic nga dun sa profile thingy ko sa left side ng blog ko sa taas. Oti ko. Anyway, do I look like Heart there? Shet.

Anyway, my titas went on ranting about how I look like Heart while my cousin, Thel, and I obsessed over ourselves. Yung phone niya punung-puno ng pix namin. Hahaha. Talk about vain-ness.

Went home at 'round midnight.

*Ass, shet, bonding tayo! And wag na tayong mag-isip at mag-aral! Nakakatunaw lang ng utak yun! Hahaha. B.I. ko ba? A basta, karamay mo ako sa lahat ng bagay, ok? Ako, kahit anong mangyari, hinding hindi kita bibitawan. That's my promise, Ass. Hahaha. Mushy!

*Jopet, o, magva-violent reaction yan. Hahahaha. Lolz. See you sa fair? I love you so much, Baby.

21 months and still counting.

HAPPY 21ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY, HON. I LOVE YOU. =)

Yey! 21 months! Baby, I love you so much. I hope we'd get to see each other soon. Laln. Miss na miss na kita e. Hahaha. Laln. I love you.

Anyway, I didn't go to school today kasi may rehearsals kami for Dramatics. Super hassle, men! Ang daming isu-submit. On Friday, we'll pass this English paper about Roland na hindi ko talaga alam kung pano gagawin dahil ngayon diniscuss at absent ako. The other one's a proposal for Research and hindi pa namin nasa-start. Gah. On Monday, that project proposal for the investigatory project on Physics. Pucha! Hindi na natapos!

Yung pang fair pa. We have these practices after class till 6pm for ballroom. Ipe-present na sa 22 pero hindi pa kami nakakapag-practice ng complete. Lagi kulang. Hai. And they say 4th year's lighter than 3rd year.

"C: Cheers for A Hundred Years"
SPC Centennial Anniversary Fair

When: October 22, 23, 24, 2004
Where: St. Paul College, Pasig
Entrance Fee: Php 20

*SPCPasig Fair OPEN JAM*
To those who are interested to join,
Submit a demo cd/tape.
Minimum of 1 song. But more songs, better.
No growling, no screaming, no vulgar language, not too loud.
Date due: OCT 15. this FRIDAY.
The open jam will be on SUNDAY OCT 24,2004. 2-4pm.
Email Kat at qmk_kat@yahoo.com for more information.
-Kat Alcantara

*Wanted: Male Cutie for Dating Game*
Dating game on October 23, evening.
If you're interested to join or you know a certified cutie, email Maita.
-Maita Gaerlan

*Dance Troupe Modern Presents: "Dance Episodes"*
Date: October 23, 2004
Time: 1:00 - 4:00 p.m.
Venue: SPCP grounds
If your school is interested to join and for inquiries, email Mon at monix12_hotchic@yahoo.com.
-Monica Arteche

-->Yes, I'm helping my batchmates. Hahahaha. Uh, as far as I know, MYMP and Spongecola's singing sa fair. And so is Aka Fellas. Yung iba, sabi, Southborder din daw though I'm not yet sure. Kitchie Nadal of Mojofly, Nina and Rivermaya were invited pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung kakanta nga sila. So there. If you guys are interested, punta kayo. Hehehe. May booths, variety shows and rides. Hehehe.

*Chamae, I really appreciated our bonding kahapon. Hindi ko lubos maisip na i-e-entrust mo sakin yung mga sinabi mo sakin. Pero really, girl. Your secret's safe with me. As long as you keep mine. Hahaha. Luvyah, girl! Am looking forward to more bonding moments with you! Smile! He'll come back. Hahaha.

*Tiongki, ikaw din! Loved our bonding too! Grabe, men! I didn't think na ganun pala yung ibang mga bagay. You opened up some things na kung hindi pa kita nakausap, hindi ko pa malalaman. Thank you. Hehehe. Luvyah!

*Soulmate, MISS NA KITA! Paguwi mo, wag mong kalimutan yung pasalubong ko ha. Hahaha. Lolz. Miss you, girl! Luvyah!

*Noe, ikaw na ang bago kong bondmate! Thank you sa mga advice! Sobrang tulong yung binigay sakin nung mga yun. Hahahaha. Mahal kita, Noe. (Bie, wag ka magselos. Alam kong may ihi-hirit ka nanaman jan e. Hahaha.)

*Vea, thanks din sa bonding, man! And goodluck sa presentation natin sa Dramatics bukas. Hahaha. Luvyah!

*Tweenie! Ni-greet mo ko! Yey! Laln. Miss na kita, exajj. Andame mo nang ikukwento sakin! Hahaha. I can see na moving on ka na. Hehehe. Good for you. Mahirap pero kailangan, right? Hah. Luvyah, Tweenie! Miss you much!

*Baby/Hubby/Honey/Hottie (Waw! Rhyming lahat! Aliw!), happy 21 months ulit. I can't thank you enough. Grabe. Andmami mo nang nagawa for me. Well, pati yung mom mo. Hahaha. A, basta. Mahal na mahal kita and I miss you so much. I'm really sorry kasi alam kong I'm a bit preoccupied lately. Okay. So, hindi lang "a bit". Ack! Basta, sorry. I'll make it up to you. I love you, Baby. Happy anniversary. I hope I'd get to see you soon. May promise ka pang Usher na cd sakin. Hahaha. Lolz. Miss you. I love you soooooo much.

*Toink*

SIR BAUIE! HAPPY 5 YEARS!

Nakana! Tagal na nila! Haha. Laln. Balita ko pretty daw girl mo. Yikee! Ok lang. Bagay naman siguro kayo, no. Doi, Ale. Malamang! Hahahaha. Hiya ka pa samin kanina ha. Hehehe.

If I'm not mistaken, birthday ni Fr. Rusty ngayon. Tama ba? Oh well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FR. RUSTY!

Isa pa...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL QUINIQUINI!

Shiyet, miss bonding with that girl. Sana mag-summer na ulit! Wah!

Grabe, Noe gave me one of the most...uh...i dunno...sapul (?) advices there is. Hahaha. I'll quote her.

"kung may concern yung tao sa'yo at sa friendship niyo, gagawa at gagawa din
yan ng paraan para maayos kayo. be patient my friend.. minsan paranoia na lang ang kalaban mo dyan."

Ang tanong e, meron nga bang concern? Ah, shet! You're losing it, Ale.

Shet, pati si Rizal may mga patamang line sakin. Nasa El Fili yun. Hahaha.

"Kung nais mong bigyang-kasiyahan ang lahat, ni isa'y wala kang mabibigyang tuwa."

"Iba ang sinasabi sa laman ng isip at sa ginagawa."

"Isang paghihimagsik ang naglayo sa akin at sa iyo; isa ring pagbangon ang magsasauli sa akin sa iyo" --> Sweet lang nito. Got this from Eka's bloggie.

Hafta go! Got English Lit, Ethics and Eco tomorrow!

"--numb-- **well,, at least im trying to be numb. haha. i wanna be numb,, but im just one hella emo sumtyms.**" -Maan

Hahaha. Tama na Ale, MOVE ON! Hahahaha.

The Notebook. Hahaha.

This day didn't go well. As in hindi talaga. I didn't know that a small notebook would cause a...uh...DISASTER. Hai nako. Ewan. Siguro some things are really not meant to be. Akala mo sa una, oo. Pero pag pinamukha na sayo ng Diyos na hindi talaga, hindi na nga talaga. Pero mahirap ba talaga ibigay yung hinihingi ko? Had this conversation with a friend:

Ale: Mahirap bang ibigay sakin yung hinihingi ko sa kanya?
Friend: Ano ba yung hinihingi mo?
Ale: Friendship.
Friend: Hindi. Nabigay ko naman sayo, nabigay mo rin sakin.
Ale: *speechless, still digesting what was heard* Oo nga naman.

What I mean is, everything's possible. Dito nga sa friend ko na ito na nabanggit ko, puro gulo lang ang...uh...nadanasan namin pero ito parin kami, friends parin. Close pa. Hai. Hindi ko na alam. Kung ayaw, wag pilitin, diba? Pero if some people were sensitive to the feeelings of others and not think about themselves for even just a second, masaya siguro lahat. Hai nako.

Lord, help me, please.

Bea, kinopy-paste ko 'to sa blog mo! Haha. Bored kasi e.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ale.
2. Aleigna Lin (c/o Jan Mike, Dean-girl [as everyone in my family calls her. Hahah.], Kam and Manats).
3. Aleigna.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes.
2. My being martyr (Yeah. I like it. Hahaha)
3. Getting over some things. Hahaha.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My being martyr (Hahaha.)
2. Katangahan ko sa mga bagay-bagay.
3. Can't get over some things. Yeah. Ironic no? Haha.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why you have to let go of important things in your life. (Naks!)
2. Why you can't have everything.
3. Why having too much of something is bad.

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. HEART EVANGELISTA.
2. Uh, yung "nanay" ng iba jan. Yeah. She annoys me everytime I see her. Sorry dun sa mga friends niya. Hahaha.
3. Airheads. No, hindi yung iniisip mong tao, Kam.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Sadako.
2. Maiwan ng mga mahal ko sa buhay. Nakana! Drama, men!
3. Flying ipis. Hahaha.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My phone.
2. My trusty pink mirror with stickers. *ehem*
3. My green net idon'tknowwhatit'scalledbutitlookslikeawallet. *ehem ehem*

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/GROUP:
1. South Border.
2. The band Aprille and I watched in Aruba. Forgot their band name.
3. Hoobastank.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
1. If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys feat. Usher.
2. Stay by Carol Banawa.
3. Confessions Pt.2 by Usher. (Duh!)

THREE person/or sets PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. Kam.
2. Dean.
3. Soci.

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Move on? Hahaha.
2. Play Ragnarok. Seryoso. I can't play that stupid game.
3. Hang myself from a rope. (Though the scene plays in my head occasionally. Haha. Suicidal si Gaga.)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. TEXT!
2. Surf the net.
3. Write. As in magsulat ng magsulat ng kung anu-ano.

SURVEY # 2

LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: Aleigna Lin Tejada y Serrano.
-- Birth date: Ika-15 ng Setyembre.
-- Birthplace: Quezon City.
-- Current Location: In front of the PC.
-- Eye Color: Black.
-- Hair Color: Black.
-- Right handed or Left handed: Right-handed.

LAYER TWO:
-- Weakness: Uhhh... Next question, please.
-- Biggest fears: DOGS! Yung buhay ha.
-- Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian Pan Pizza! Yum!

LAYER THREE: Your..
-- Most overused phrase(s): "Huh?" and "Pansin ko nga e."
-- Thoughts first waking up: "Nagtext kaya si... (trails off)?"
-- Best physical features: Eyes daw.
-- Usual bedtime: Haha! Mabait ako. 9pm.
-- Most missed memory: Being with the Rockers pag summer!

LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDo!
-- Single or group dates: Depende sa kasama.
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: Nestea.

LAYER FIVE: Do you..
-- Smoke: HELL NO!
-- Sing: Yes. Naiinis na nga sakin sila Dean at Joy e. Hahaha.
-- Take a shower everyday: But of course!
-- Have a crush(es): Dingdong Dantes, Chad Murray, Drake Bell (Yeah. Pathetic, I know), *ehem*, one of Deschy's friend na nakalimutan ko yung name, the dude Aprille and I saw in Aruba, Franco Mabanta (Yeah, Jasper!).
-- Do you think you've been in love: Hell, yeah!
-- LIKE high school: Like? I'm lovin' it!
-- Want to get married: Yes, of course!
-- Believe in yourself: Minsan. Haha.
-- Get motion sickness: Hahaha. Yeah! Nung pa-akyat pa lang ng Baguio e, ask my partnerS.
-- Think you're attractive: Uh, no comment.
-- Think you're a health freak: No.
-- Get along with your parents: At times, yeah.
-- Like thunderstorms: Yeah. Hahaha.
-- Play an instrument: Wala. Pathetic.

LAYER SIX: In the past month..
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah! With Aprille!
-- Gone to the mall: Yeah.
-- Eaten sushi: Never in my life have I been more sure... Lolz. Di pa.
-- Been on stage: Hindi pa ulit. Hahaha. Kapal.
-- Been dumped: Uh... I don't court. But it sure feels like it!
-- Gone skating: I don't skate.
-- Shoplifted: Never.

--LAYER SEVEN: last...
--Movie uve wtched: Feng Shui. Hahaha. Pathetic.
--Thing/s uve bought: Tortillos na cheese. Yum!
--Song uve listen 2: The Show, Southborder.
--Food uve eaten: Menudo. Haha.
--Mall uve bin 2: Galle.
--Pipol uve been w/: Family.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 25. Hahaha.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids, boy yung older and girl yung younger. Wala pang names.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Beach wedding but my husband-to-be prefers the church wedding. Traditionalist e.
-- How do you want to die: Yung bigla na lang hindi magigising. Fun!. Haha.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Uh, la pa nga e. Pero gusto ko maging producer ng shows. Mga concerts, TV shows, movies, plays, mga ganun. Hahah.

LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want..
-- Best eye color: Brown.
-- Best hair color: Black.
-- Short or long hair: Semi-kal! Hahaha. My type of guy.
-- Height: 5"9, okay na.
-- Weight: Uh, as long as he's not overweight.
-- Best date location: Sa beach!

LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- People I trust with my life: 5.
-- CDs that I own: Masyadong marami.
-- Piercings: 2 on each ear.
-- Tattoos : None.

Thoughts...

"When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for a reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing in your part, or at any inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes, they die. Sometimes, they walk away. Sometimes, they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. AND NOW IS THE TIME TO MOVE ON."

New Template Alert! [Nanaman]

Speakers, please.

Oktoberfest na!!!

Yep. And that means part-ey all night! Wuhoo!

Anyway, was at Metrowalk last night for that Oktoberfest thing with Aprille and can I just say that the place was freakin' crowded? Pucha, kahit san ka magpunta, may tao. Duh. Kami ni Aprille madalas nagkakabitaw dahil sa bangga ng mga tao. Hehe. Pero ok lang. Tried to get a better view of the stage but to no avail. Tried to get our free beer but failed. Pucha! Lahat na lang!

Walked to St. Francis Square to grab dinner and to bond. Yeah. Got to know Aprille a hella lot last night and...well...she knew stuff about me and...uhm...basta! Samin na lang yun. Though alam kong gets ako ni Kam. Hahaha. Oti.

Went back to Metrowalk but, after realizing na mahirap nang bumalik sa loob, decided to go to Aruba. Watched this group. I forgot what they're called. Sobrang galing, men! May potential! Exaj. Well, yeah, they sing retro stuff but hey! They can really sing. Even made the place dance! Hahaha.

Aprille: Diba siya yung sa commercial ng Coke? *points to the dude singing with the band onstage*
Ale: Ay, oo nga! Si Franco Mabanta!
Aprille: Si Jasper!

Aprille and I were convinced na we wanted to get a picture taken with him. Hahaha. Pero yun. Pag minalas ka nga naman. Haha. Well, he's cuter now than when I saw him in Aka Fellas' concert in Forum last year. Haha. And his girl's pretty. As in pretty talaga. Haiii. Sweet nga e. The band dedicated the song If I Ain't Got You sa kanilang dalawa. Guess it's their song. Haha. Sweet. Awww. Hehe. Oti ko nanaman.


M.O.M.s (Moving On Mates) Ale and Aprille

Okay. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na sobrang ang tanga ko pala. Well, ngayon ko lang naman nalaman yung totoo so ngayon ko rin lang nalaman na ang tagal ko na palang nagpapakatanga. Pucha. Sana, diba, sinabi na lang yung totoo kesa kung anu-ano pa yung sinasabi. Andami pang pasikut-sikot, di na lang sabihin na ganun pala. Tapos ngayon, ganun. Aba! Tama yan. (No, it's not Jopet. Thoughts lang yan. Haha. "Thoughts lang"? Whatta lame excuse.)

WE ALL FAIL AND MAKE WRONG DECISIONS BUT OUR BLUNDERS ARE NOT MEANT TO BURY US DEEP IN MISERY BUT TO TEACH US THE VALUED LESSONS IN LIFE.

IT'S OKAY TO CRY AS HARD AND AS LONG AS YOU WANT TO; JUST MAKE SURE THAT WHEN YOU STOP CRYING, YOU WON'T CRY FOR THE SAME REASON ANYMORE.

I'm going to take the DLSU Test tomorrow. Shet. I hope I pass. I soooo want to be an Archer though alam kong ayaw yun ng iba or they see La Salle as their last resort, kumbaga. Laln. Gusto ko dun e. Haha. Laln. *Goodluck, Ale!*

*Soulmate, my ultimate news on Monday. Sinasabi ko sayo ngayon pa lang na hindi ka maniniwala sa maririnig mo.

*M.O.M., thanks talaga last night! Sobrang saya! Kaso walang inuman e. Hehe. Laln. So, ano? After ng exams sa 9, Southborder? Hehe. Go! Laln. Tuloy yun ha. Hehehe.

*Laln*

Uuuuy, naaaliw ako dun sa yellow na stripes sa school. You know. Yung dun sa may gradeschool. Yung tinatawiran ng mga tao. Kaso kanina, nung tatawid kami, napatid ako. Nainis tuloy ako. Ganda-ganda ng araw e. Hahaha. Pathetic ba? Iba maka-sira ng araw yung mapatid e. Heex. Pathetic me.

ANG PINAKA AYAW KO SA LAHAT E YUNG PINAGMUMUKHA AKONG TANGA.

Off to Metrowalk! Oktoberfest naaaaa!! *sings parang sa commercial*

New Template Alert! [Edited]

What's up with the layout? Laln. Angasss e. Hahaha. Laln.

My Tweenie wouldn't have said it any better:

"Holding on wouldn't make me have him back. I know, 'cause I tried."

"If my happiness would only cause burden on someone, why be happy?"

"In our lives, there would always be a time when we make mistakes, ones we are conscious of doing and ones that for us are no, but may continuously give pain to the people we dearly love. These mistakes we regret, and usually we would just wish that we could turn back time and change whatever we have done, so as to avoid the consequences and pain we know we could experience. Sad to say, some people become wallowed on their regrets and can't find a way to escape the feeling of hopelessness. But on the brighter side, there are still some people who manage to change and pay back, and plan to make up and fill the empty spaces of the lives they have made hollow."

Hai. The highlighted line. Sana nga.

"The truth is tearing up my heart.
I can't recognize this place.
The endless road without a stop sign.
Can't even find a stranger this time.
Why am I still holding back my tears?
In this loneliness, there's nothing to fear.
Every chord seems wonder.
How could we be together?
Everytime I ask this, would this be the last?
Why am I still talking to myself?
Hoping you would have the keys.
Every song might calm the weather.
But it just draws me deeper.
How do I get out of this?
I think I never will."

Mejo malabo yung ibang lines. Got that from a layout while blogskin-hopping. Laln. Natuwa nanaman ako. Hahaha.

"May uwi si nanay sa bahay..." *chants*

Watched Feng Shui last night and I really freaked out. The prosthetics looked real! Waw. Galing. Haha. Pero yung story parang sa Ring. In Ring, when you watch the video, you die. In Feng Shui, when you see yourself dun sa mirror nung whatdoyoucallthatluckthing, you die. Pero the owner won't. Pag binasag niya lang yun. Hahaha. Laln. Pero I totally freaked out. Pathetic. Hahaha. Laln.

The last part, SUPER FREAKY! Hahaha. Laln.

Saw Carmina Villaruel and Duncan Ramos with his girlfriend, of course. Heeks. Lagi naman silang magkasama e. And Carmina Villaruel is super thin. Pag hinipan mo, lilipad. Nakakatakot. Hahaha. No offense.

Nga pala:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B*TCHMATE, KIARS!

It's September 25...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONIQUE JANE POMPA LORENZO!

*Tweenie Ko!*

Yep! It's my Tweenie's birthday! Yeah!

*Tweenie ko, tanda mo na! Hehe. Lolz. Anyway, lam ko at alam kong alam mong marami tayong misunderstandings. I don't know kung ano nang tingin mo dun pero ako, kinalimutan ko na yun. Wala lang. Drama! Basta, kung kailangan mo ng karamay, andito lang ako. Ingat ka and I soooooo miss you. Luvyah, Tweenie! *hug* BLOWOUT NAMAN JAN! Hehe. Labas tayo minsan! Miss ko na yun e. Kahit sa G4, okay lang. Hehe. Sige na!!! Sagot mo ha! Lolz. Joke lang. Pero labas nga tayo minsan. Hehe. Labo.

Anyway, was in Eastwood last night. Treated Jopet, Kuya, Kam, Chino, Krix, Francis and Ana since wala akong maski pakain lang nung birthday ko talaga. Went to Ipanema kasi Kam's tito owns the place. So, there. Well, Kuya wanted to dance so we went to The Basement pero the place was reserved for some fraternity so we transfered to Blue Onion. Kam and Krix had to go home so I was left with the guys and Ana. Minutes after, Ana had to go to so I was left with the guys. Talked to Jopet while the 3 danced the night away. After quite sometime, had to go to. So yun. Hahaha.

Before Ipanema nga pala, sobrang HB ko. Kasi naman e. Sinabing magkikita sa Galle, tumuloy sa Eastwood. Hrmph. Yung tropa ko nga pala yan. Hehe. Pero sobrang HB ko talaga. Pero when I was with them na, wala na. Kinalimutan ko na yung ka-HB-han ko. My dad even offered me medicine na pampababa daw ng blood pressure. Hahaha. Joke niya lang. Hehe.

*Jopet, Kuya, Kam, Chino, Krix, Cisco and Ana, THANKS A BUNCH! Napasaya niyo akong lahat. You guys don't know how much last night means to me. Thanks talaga.

*Kam, SORRY! Feeling ko sakin ka nabadtrip nung huli. Sorry talaga. And sorry kasi hindi ko nakunan ng pic si ANO for you. Hehe.

*Krix, sorry sayo ko nabuhos yung HB ko nung nasa Galle tayo. Hahahaha. Pero enjoy naman tayong maglakad at magkwentuhan tungkol sa mga tao, e, diba? Haha.

*Kiko and Ana, ANG VAIN NIYONG MAG-ASAWA! Hahaha. Laln. Pero na-miss ko ka-mushy-han niyong dalawa sa isa't isa. Hahahahahaha.

*Chino, hindi mo na tinuloy yung dare. Sayang, Php200 pa naman yun. Hahaha. I'm willing to give you 1k pa naman kung ginawa mo yun. Lolz. Hehe.

*Kuzz, for the first time nakasama kita sa ganitong gimmick! Hahaha. Laln. Kasi nung una, well, we both know what happened there. Hahahaha.

*Baby Jopet Ko, okay. First of all, sorry. Sorry kasi ganun yung nafi-feel mo. Kasi wala akong effort and sorry kasi trip ko lang mag-sorry. Hahaha. Lolz. Pero yun. Sorry. Thanks for understanding, though. And for the flowers. Haha. Oti ko. Pero yun. I love you po. And I hope to see you real soon.

I have to quote my mom on this:

"HINDI LAHAT NG DAPAT, GAGAWIN."

"HINDI LAHAT NG DAPAT, TAMA."

Hahaha. Laln. We were talking yesterday and yan yung mga nisabi niya sakin. Dean, may mga pambara na ako jan sa "hindi lahat ng gusto, pwede" mong lines. Hahah. Lolz.

And, uhm, another quote:

"DON'T BREAK PROMISES. THEY MIGHT MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE"

Nakito ko lang yan while looking for another layout. Yes. I'm shopping for another layout. Ewan ko ba. Hindi na nakuntento. I'm letting the Angel thing go. Hahaha. Laln.


"I'm all alone...=c"

*Update*

Wahahahaha. Nagalit samin yung adviser ng room 9! Hehehe. Laln. Nakakatawa. "Culminary". Siya nag-sabi niyan. Pinagsama ang "culinary" at "culminating". Okaaaayyy.

Ninakaw ko sa isang blog ni Kam [Click niyo name niya!]:

"Ikaw nga ang syang hanap-hanap
Kay tagal na ako ay nangarap
Lumuluhod, nakikiusap
Ako ay mahalin mo sinta

Ikaw nga ang syang magbabago
Sa akin, sa aking buhay
Handang iwanan ang lahat
Upang makapiling ka / para lang sa'yo sinta"

Nice song no? Hehe. Laln. Siyempre, biased. Southborder e. Isa pa:

"Ikaw na nga ang hanap-hanap lang ang puso't damdamin
Kailan ka magiging akin?"


Saw 2-9's bulletin board kanina and ang lungkot ng nakalagay...

Those who live in dreams die in reality.

Saaaadddd.

*Kam, tomorrow ha! Excited na ako! Hehe. Laln.

*Fellow Kilabots, add niyo account natin sa Friendster!

kilabots_porpito@yahoo.com

POTAH.

YOU'RE DOING A HELLA GOOD JOB IGNORING ME! CONGRATS!

Pwede namang pag-usapan, diba? Bakit kaya hindi natin 'to mapag-usapan? *thinks*

*beep*

Guess lang. Siguro kasi hindi mo nga ako pinapansin! Siguro lang ha. Ni "hi", ni "hoe", wala! Reply sa lahat ng notes na pinass ko sayo kanina, wala. Reply sa text ko, wala.

So, ano na? Ganun na lang yun? Bigla mo na lang akong dededmahin sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan? Sige, ok lang. Kung saan ka sasaya, dun ako. Suportado ka ni Ale.

ACET and USTET.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTHIA CARISSA A. QUEMA!

Yesterday, I took the ACET. Can I just say one thing? MAHIRAP SIYA, MEN! Okay, sige sabihin niyong madali but hell! Bobo na kung bobo, nahirapan talaga ako. The English part was fine but the Math part? Wah! Nakatanga ako sa paper ko for the first 10 bloody minutes. Hai nako. Ewan. Bahala na si Batman sa results ng ACET ko. I'm not going to Ateneo naman even if I pass. Hahaha. Dream on, Ale... Haha.

Anyway, while waiting in line sa Ateneo kahapon, kasama ko sina Elaine, Hannah and Valmo. Saw Pepay, Barbie, Alva, Krisabelle, Bern, Tanya Diaz and Vea. Yun. Laln.

Nung Friday nga pala "reunion" ng Trisix sa harap ng room 3. Wah! I miss those moments. In all fairness, pati si Jec, andun. Hehehe. Bihirang mangyari e. Wala lang. I MISS TRISIX LANG. Sana madalas yung ganung bonding. Hai. Pero I admit, medyo may kinakailangan [hindi kailangan, need. Kailangan, uncomfortable] ako sa Trisix ngayon. Actually, hindi ko nga siya matingnan sa mata e. Pero nagi-greet ko naman siya sa corridor. Laln. Weird nga e. Hehe.

Kanina, test ko sa UST. Was with Kuya and Chino and Jopet. Yeah. The 3 closest guys in my heart. Hahaha. Moral support. Laln. Saw Dean and Leynes and Riva and Lessette and Rejine and Janelle. Yeah. Rejine and Janelle. Yung classmates ko nung gradeschool. Honestly, akala ko hindi umabot sa kanila yung mga college crap. Masama na kung masama. Hahaha. Anyway, was with my cousin Monique sa room ng pinagtestan ko. Ayun. Met these 2 people. Jhcy and Richard. Hehe. Wala lang. Seatmates kami e. And after ng bawat set, kwentuhan. Hehe. Am I friendly or what? Hahaha. Laln. Ayun.

USTET is easier than the ACET. Exaj ang kalayuan nila sa Difficult-o-meter. Sabi nga ni Riva "Ito lang ng UPCAT yung USTET." *points the end of her pinky finger* Hahaha. Pero totoo nga. Laln.

*YOU, You didn't have to do what you did. Ano ka ba? Alam mo namang andito lang ako if you needed someone to listen to what you've got to say. Kahit gano kalabo pa yan, pakikinggan ko wag mo lang gagawin yang ginawa mo. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine na gagawin mo yun. Alam kong nahihirapan ka. Pero ano pang silbi ko, diba? You've been there for me countless times na and understood me. I assure you na ako din ganun sayo. Walang magagawang tulong yung ginawa mo, swear. Lalo mo lang sinaktan sarili mo. I'm not blaming you or anything pero...AGH! Shet. Sana lang hindi mo ginawa yun. I'm ALWAYS here for you. 24/7. Sabihin mo lang if you need to talk or anything.

*Kam, sama ka na sa Friday! Sasama na sila Kuya! Sa Dish sa may ABS-CBN tayo, if ever. Hehe. Go na! Luvyah, Soulmate!

*Dean, ang gago mo kanina! Wah! *wink* Luvyah! Thanks sa Burn ha. Hehe.

*Bie, ok na tayo ha. See you on Friday! I love you!

Yung gusto o yung dapat? That is the question.

"Ikaw ang siyang pag-ibig ko/Asahan mo ang katapatan ko/Kahit ang puso ko'y nalulumbay/Mananatiling ikaw parin."

LOVE--The RISK worth taking...

There is a risk involved in everything
Every time you share a smile
Every time you shed a tear
You are opening yourself up to hurt.

Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Sidestepping the things they can not understand
Turning away from those who care too much-
Those who care stay too long,
Those who hold too tightly.

There is never an easy way to love
You cannot approach it cautiously
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.

It does not care if you turn away
It is everywhere, it is everything.
Love is the greatest of all risks.

It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic
It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.
It strikes the strongest of mind,
And brings them to their knees in one blow.

Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part of someone else,
Without either of your consent.

But, from the moment it overtakes you,
It hurts worse to be all alone.
The risk of love never depletes;
It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.
But, it is in the total surrender of all defense,
That we, no matter weak or strong,
No matter willing or captive,
No matter what, we truly experience love.

Despite the many things love is not,
Outweighing it all are the things that love is.
Love is surrender without a loss.
It is a gift without the cost.
It consumes your every thought and desire,
Every breath you take.
It is the fire that fuels you
To do more than pass through life;
It urges you, instead, to live.

No matter the outcome, having felt love,
You will never be the same.
It may scar your heart and soul
And leave you only memories of forever.
Or, it may cause every day of your life
To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk...

For in all of life,
Love is truly the only risk worth taking.

Listen up, y'all!

YO, SHAWTY, IT'S MAH BIRTHDAY!

Hahahaha. Wala lang.

Retreat 2004-2005.

Waw! Came home from my 3-day retreat in La Trinidad, Benguet. And the trip was freakin' tiring. Hai. Had fun naman e.

DAY 1 [Sept. 12]

HAPPY 20TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, JOPET!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHY ALEGRE!

My expected time of arrival in St. Paul was quarter to 5am but I arrived there at 4:30am. Oooohh. Sinong excited? Anyway, saw Bax and went with her to go to Moki. Can I just share na Moki's the sweetest guy? Laln. He didn't sleep and went to St. Paul at 'round 4am to see Bax before she leaves for Benguet. Sweet no? Laln.

Received a message that read "gusto mo akong sunduin dito sa car namen?". Siyempre, being the good girl *ehem* that I am, sinundo ko naman. Haha. Laln. People started arriving and yun. Trip to Benguet na.

Really enjoyed being in the bus. Kahit na all I did was complain that my headaches and it's freakin' cold. Hahaha. Bakit kaya enjoy? Hmmmm... Isipin natin... *looks at Kam and Dean and smiles* Anyway, we watched Shrek 2 sa bus. Laln.

After 9 agonizing hours for our gluteus maximus-es, we arrived Mt. St. Paul in La Trinidad. We had to "trek" to get there. Malaking wala lang. Hahaha. Settled in the ever-so-small-and-closet-less room. Roomate's Kam, by the way.

Okay. We had these 2 facilitators that annoyed us. Animators sila. Wala lang. Oti nung isa. Sobrang exaj. Feel na feel mag-animate. In Abi's vocabs, exaggeration of movements is synonymous to "namo-Monet". The girl's name is Monet. Hehe. Laln.

Our priest-slash-retreat-master didn't make it in time for our mass and sessions so medyo maaga call time namin sa pagtulog. Hah. Well, didn't really sleep at the given time. Wala lang. Kinausap kasi ako ng Guardian Angel ko e.

Okay. There was one thing that's bothering me right now. Well, the talk I had with somebody made me think. I really can't post here kung ano yung pinagusapan namin 'cause it's too confidential. Baka may magkagulo pa. Ang masasabi ko lang, hindi siya yung tipo ng tao na gumagawa ng kwento para ikasira ng iba. Pero hindi rin natin alam... Hindi lang talaga ako makapaniwala.

You, wala lang naman yung pinoproblema mo e. Yeah, siguro nga, samin, wala lang yun. Pero kung sayo meron, wala lang. E kasi nga wala lang talaga yun e. Matagal na yung thing na yun no. Tapos na. "It's over and done..." Hehehe.

DAY 2 [Sept. 13]

10 mins. before call time na kami nagising ni Kam. Kung hindi pa pumasok si Manats, hindi pa kami pareho babangon.

-Morning praise-

-Breakfast-

-Session 1-

-Breaktime-

The session before lunch really had its impact on me. Exaj. Wala lang. Fr. Rojohn Ramirez, our retreat master, identified the stages of loving. Well, the stages are actually 3 kaso I didn't quite grasp the third one. So, the stages are:

1. Falling in love
2. Falling out of love

Well, Dean and I agreed na mali yung falling out of love. Kasi nga naman, bakit mo mamahalin yung isang tao kung alam mong sa huli, pag nahihirapan ka na, bibitiwan mo. A, ewan! Hahahaha.

One of the things that Father said that totally caught my attention was:

"THE END IS ALWAYS PAINFUL."

Wala lang. Tama ba yun? Well, we really don't know. All we ever want is a happily-ever-after sort of life pero pwede nga ba yun?

Meron pang dalawang things na tinake note ko:

"THE PEOPLE WE LOVE MOST ARE THE SAME PEOPLE WE HURT."

"THE MORE WE KEEP THE WOUNDS, THE MORE IT GETS WORSE."

Agh! Ang galing-galing! Oti ko. Hahaha. Can relate ka ba, Ale? Shet.

He also gave us the 10 Steps to Greater Self-Esteem.

1. Decide to improve yourself.
2. Change the way you look at yourself.
3. Say positive things about yourself aloud to others.
4. Re-examine your relationship with others.
5. Get rid of the negative self thoughts in your head.
6. Write positive notes to self.
7. Open yourself to hear positive comments from others.
8. Make a specific change in your behavior.
9. Give and get more hugs.
10. Work hard and meaningful communication with another person.

-Lunchtime-

2 hours were given for our siesta. Talked to an Angel. Malungkot nga lang yung naging end nung conversation. Haiii.

-Session 3-

-Merienda-

-Confessions-

Acolyte ako nung mass. Well, 'twas kinda weird kasi hindi ko naman talaga alam yung ginagawa ng mga sacristan e. Hindi ko naman sila pinapanood pag mass. Mas alam ko pa yung work ng commentator at nung priest. Hahahaha. Lolz. Pero yun. Ok naman daw sabi ni Dean. Galing ko nga daw e, sabay palakpak. Hahaha.

-Dinner-

-Session 4-

Open Forum. Okay. All I can say is naiyak ako sa mga classmates ko. Turned out almost, if not all, samin nakakafeel ng pagiging outcast sa class namin ngayon. Wala lang. Ayun. I've opened that issue na jinujudge ako nang hindi pa ako kinikilala. May natamaan naman ako, malamang. Siguro naman hindi siya manhid. Pinaringgan din naman niya ako e. Nagkatinginan na nga lang kami ni Dean e. Ayun. Nag-sorry din ako kay Joy. Basta yun. Tapos yung isa pa na sobrang hindi ko na dapat banggitin. Alam naman na ng class namin e.

Na-touch ako kay Dean. Sa sobrang pagka-touch ko, I cried. As in hagulgol. Waaaah!! Tawag tuloy niya sakin "Crybaby". Asarrrrr.

-Bedtime-

DAY 3 [Sept. 14]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL YAYINE B. CARRIAGA! *ehem*

-Waking-

-Morning Praise-

-Breakfast-

Nag-ayos na ng stuff kasi uuwi na. Awwww. Tear! Hahahaha. We had to fold EVERYTHING para daw hindi mahirapan yung mga nag-aayos dun. Okifoign.

After fixing the dorms, we headed to the hall for our 2nd to the last session. Yun yung part na magbabasa ng letters from parents. Well, I wasn't expecting anything since sinabi sakin na wala daw silang letter for my retreat kaya nung inabot sakin yung letter nila, I started crying. Hindi ko pa nga nababasa, umiyak na ako. We were to write a writeback and that we did. The letters were offered dun sa huling mass.

The last session was hug therapy. Wah! Bitin! The time given was 5 mins. Ang ikli, men! Pero sobrang comfort yung nafeel ko. Ganun naman lagi pag hinu-hug ako e. Hehe.

-Mass-

-Bili ng Pasalubong/Rest-

-Go to bus-

-Lunchtime-

Yun. After lunch, we started going down. Yun. Super tahimik nung bus kasi pagod lahat and we were all asleep. Yun. An hour or two after, we started talking and maingay nanaman. Enjoy nanaman yung sa bus. Hahaha. Labo ko. Last stop over in Petron. Ate merienda and took loads of pictures. Hahaha. Laln.

Arrival in St. Paul: 9pm. Maaga pa yun, men! Wah! Sana yung trip pauwi mejo matagal kahit hilong-hilo ako. Hehehee.

Yung pix sa susunod na. Hehehe. Pagna-upload na sa Yahoo! Groups namin. Haha.

*Ang tanging ninanais ko/Ay matamo lamang ang pag-ibig mo/Lahat ay iiwasan ko/Wala nang kailangan/Sapat na ito*

*Siya noon, bukas, ngayon/Sa panalangin ko'y tugon/Siya ay si Hesus sa habang panahon* [Dean at Kam, mga walang hiya kayo! Binuking niyo ako! Harapan pa ha! Hahaha. Lolz. Mahal ko kayo!]

*What took you so long to make me cry?*

*What a journey it has been...* [with matching actions na namo-Monet]

*Ikaw lamang ang pangakong mahalin...*

*Puso ko'y binihag mo/Sa tamis ng pagsuyo*

Akala ko OK na...

O diba? Ang drama ng title! Hehe.

That "ok" there is all about today. I mean, akala ko pwede na akong manood ng movie. Yeah. Am supposed to be with the Angel and Kam [ata] at dapat nanonood kami ng movie ngayon. But noooo. My dad told me that I should rest my eyes PARIN kasi retreat ko na daw tomorrow and all. Ah, ewan. Was really looking forward to this day. Bonding nanaman kasi, if ever. Then, we planned din na dito sila matutulog samin and sabay-sabay kaming pupunta ng school tomorrow MORNING para sa retreat. But noooo ulit! The Angel told me na hindi daw siya pinayagan ng mom niya and si Kam hindi daw sure. Well, kahapon pa naman na hindi siya sure. A great. Fucker! Hahaha. Laln.

Anyway, tomorrow's the much-awaited Retreat ng mga Kilabot. Yeah. Laln. And ok na mata ko! Yeah!! Nakaabot! Thank you, God! Hehe. My bags are packed and am DEFINITELY ready to go. Hahaha. Excited si Gaga. Well, I still have to buy a new sneakers. My old one's worn out. Sobra. YEAH! SHOPPING! Wah! I'm so excited! Hehe. Laln. Oti.

SAMANTHA JESSICA ESMERALDA VILLARIN FERRER AND ALEXEI NOORDIN REYES MARCHADESCH, I'M SO HAPPY FOR THE TWO OF YOU! *SEPTEMBER 10, 2004*

Yeah, sila na! Wuhoo! I knew it! Hehe. Laln. Ang saya-saya! Sobrang na-touch ako sa dalawang yan. I WAS THE FIRST PERSON THEY CALLED NUNG NAGING SILA! Yeah! Hehe. Pasalamat sila sakin. Kung hindi dahil sakin, hindi sila magkakakilala! Hehe. Laln. Ang saya ko talaga para sa kanilang dalawa. Haha. Ale, move on na.

Red-eyed Ale.

POOR ALEIGNA'S GOT SORE EYES.

Imagine me with red and even smaller eyes. Ano pang nakita ko, diba? Pag tingin ko ng face ko sa mirror, parang nakapikit na ako. As in literal. Ah, shet! Sana wala na 'to sa retreat no. Hahaha. Well, my right eye's better na. Yung left naman yung ubod ng kati. Oh well.

*Kam, baliw ka talaga. Baka mahawa ka sakin sa ginawa mo kahapon. Langya, panu mo na makikita niyan sa Red Odie mo? Hahahahah. Lolz. Peace out! Luvyah, Soulmate! Miss ko na ikaw agad. Uy, paki sabi nga pala kay Angel puntahan 'tong page ko. Thanks a bunch, Soulmate!

*Manats, isa ka pa. Hinawakan mo pa yung mata ko. Sira ka talaga! Anyway, thanks nga pala dun sa favor na ginawa mo for me. Bawi ako next time. Kahit anong favor. Huwalaln.

Anyway, I'll be stuck here at home doing nothing. La pang makausap since everyone's in school right now. Haiiii.

Nga pala,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GLENNIE NI DEAN!

*Dean, nakalimutan ko siyang i-greet nung 1am. Hehehehe. Laln. And hindi na nga pala ako umaasa sa testi mo. Langya. Joke.

Okay. May papatamaan lang ako ng "konti". Well, I know how rejected you feel right now. I mean, dun sa mga tao sa part niya. I see your effort para matanggap ka nila and everything since kami, tanggap naman namin siya. Nakikita ko yung pagintindi mo sa kanila pero isn't it about time na ikaw naman intindihin nila? NIYA? I mean, all he ever tells you is "intindihin mo na lang". Hindi ba pwedeng "iintindihin din kita" or something. Hindi naman pwedeng ikaw lang lagi yung iintindi. Hai. Ewan. You guys should talk about that. Hindi na fair yung nangyayari. Lagi na lang siya. Men, kahit once lang, IKAW naman.

Isa pa. For YOU. Thanks for understanding my situation. Kahit wala pa akong nagawang decision, ikaw na yung nag-give way. Thank you, thanks talaga. Alam kong mahirap para sayo yung ginawa mong yun pero tinuloy mo parin. Thanks talaga. You really are an Angel.

Enough of the sentimental crap.

Anyway, talked to Dean-Dean/Deschy last night. Wala lang. Reminisce lang ng mga Gradeschool days. Men, sobrang yabang. Pero love's back in the air for him and ANO. Well, I could mention her name naman e pero wala lang. Baka ayaw niya pala. Laln.

*Dean-Dean/Deschy, oo na, crush na kita noon. Wag mo nang pagdiinan, no. Hahaha. Yabang mo talaga. And goodluck kay ANO. I knew it! Ang saya! Kinikilig ako for you guys. Hahaha. PERO MAYABANG KA PARIN! *wink*

Uh, paalala lang. RETREAT KO NA SA TWELVE! PALANCA KO! KAHIT SA EMAIL LANG, OK NA. Nice, technology ang gamit ni Gaga. Hahaha. Laln.

My 80th Post.

Hey! It's my 80th post! Hurrah for me! -end of weirdness-

"Sa iyo ang pag-ibig ko, Sa iyo napako ang puso, Sa iyo parang langit ang paligid ko, Sa iyo alay ang awit ko"

Yep. The weirdest LSS I had after 2 gazillion years. Whatthefuck. Oh wells.

I'm having a dilemma here. *oh! [background: Nelly]* I don't know what to do. Sobrang litung-lito na ako. Algeb class [first subject], my eyes were all misty kaya hindi ako maka-focus and I wasn't even faking na nakikinig. Sobrang bastusan talagang nakayuko ako buong Algeb class. I got a note from someone, I can't state her name here kasi praning siya. Super sweet and that made me smile for the first time today. The note went this way:

CAN I SEE A SMILE ON YOUR FACE? ..PLEASE?

I even planned to scan the note dahil sobrang napasaya niya ako but due to the demand of this person, I chose not to. Kinuha rin naman niya e. Hindi pa nakuntento. Nilamukos pa.

A&D went after Algeb. While waiting for Sir Don, wala na, hindi ko na nakayanan. Umiyak na talaga ako [Kam, Manats and Alyssa, thanks for the comfort]. Hai ewan.

-Fast foreward-

Lunchtime, talked to Kam and Krix and opened up what's really bothering me. Krix is Kam's bestfriend/cousin, by the way. Went back to the classroom. Wah! Umiyak nanaman ako. Shet, iyakin ko talaga. Went sa may staircase papunta sa floor ng Freshmen, umiyak nanaman. Went in front of the Music room, umiyak nanaman. Went sa may staircase sa tabi ng Music room papuntang floor ng Juniors, umiyak nanaman. Grabe. Hina ko talaga sa mga ganyan.

Grabe, hindi ko na talaga alam gagawin ko. Kung yung gusto ko ba o yung tama. Wala. Null. Wala talaga akong clue kung ano yung dapat kong gawin. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, mali. I know that for a fact. Kaya nga hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko e.

Okaaaayyyy. Coincidence. I have this problem, right? Liz sent our Yahoo! Groups a chain mail of some sort. The first line went this way:

"The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you - depending on how you respond to them."

Okaaaayyy. Sabi ko nga e.

*Hindi lahat ng gusto, pwede.*
*May mga bagay na pwede pero mali.*

I have seen Lea Salonga's Baby! *gasp*

Yep. I've watched the musical, Baby. I was with my mom, my dad and an Angel and we were at the orchestra part of the theater. Swerte, men! Kitang-kita! Okay. I don't really know if she wants me to tell the whole world pero I'm pretty sure Kam and Dean know's who I am with a while ago. Anyway, Baby was a very nice musical. Some of the lines were quite explicit and the whole show was PG-13. Me and the Angel were joking about how the guy at the door would stop her 'cause she looked way younger than her age. Hehe. Anyway, kahit na magpapasok sila ng mga chikiting sa loob, they won't understand the whole play and they really won't listen to what the characters would be saying. They'll just enjoy the colors and Lea Salonga. Hahaha.

After the show, we went to eat at Jerry's Grill along Libis then hinatid si Angel sa house nila and I am now here in front of the monitor, typing.

Men, ang daming gagawin tomorrow! I was planning to act sick tomorrow but when I realized na marami pa lang gagawin, ayun. Nawala na yung "sakit" ko. Hahaha. Sayang.

Sa inyong lahat, RETREAT KO NA PO! SA SEPTEMBER 12 NA! PALANCA KO! Hehe. Laln.

Oooooohhh! My phone's acting weird! Haha. Nagha-hang. Laln. Nakakatawa. Parang sinasabi niyang "Bossing, hindi ko na talaga kaya!". Hahaha. Don't worry, 6210 ko, malapit na birthday ko. Hahaha. Assuming ko, men! Pero yun. 7650 parin ang hiling ko. Angas ng itsura, men! Laln. Sharing!

*Pumpkin, kwento mo na kasi. Ito, nagpapasuyo pa! Naku naman! Hehe. See you tomorrow!

*Matet, in-add ko na name and birthday mo! Hehe. Kita-kits din bukas!

*Soulmate, wala lang. Trip ko lang na isama ka dito. Mahal kita e. Waw. MAshy ko! Haha. Ayun. Luvyah! See you tomorrow!

*Angel, *hug*

*Sis ko, kelan na ba kasi date natin? Wah!! Kasi naman e. Super busy. Laln. Ayun. Luvyah! Miss na kita!

*Tweenie, tigas niyo ni Ange ha! Kwento ka naman kung anong naririnig niyong sinasabi nila. Rack on, mga sisters! Haha. Laln. Naeexcite na akong marinig mga reaction nila! Naku, hatakin niyo nang lahat! Si Angela, aalis na rin yun! Tsaka si Kakai. Haha. Ako, naku, wala nang time sa ganyan! Pero pag dating ng mga grad practices magiging active na ulit ako. Malay mo, sumali din ako ng 8. Hehe. Lolz. Laln. Miss you! Luvyah!

*Maric, okay lang ba? I mean, sumali ng 8. Hahaha.

*Baby ko, wala lang. Hindi na kasi kita nababanggit dito e. Tag ka naman kung nadadaan ka dito. Ayun. I love you. Miss you na. Laln.

It's September 3 and we know what that means.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEMUELLE NATHAN TEJADA DING!

Yep, it's my favorite cousin's day! Huwalalan.

*May isa jan, pinagmamasdan ang mukha ni Kuya. Kahit anong gawin niya ay hindi niya ito makuha. Sino kaya yun?*

Cuz, kung mababasa mo man ito, I want you to know that I'll always be here for you. Alam naman nating hectic mga buhay natin ngayon kaya hindi pa tayo ulit nakakapag-bonding pero tandaan mo na I'm here for you and hinding-hindi kita iiwan. I'll forever be your cousin sa ayaw at sa gusto mo. Happy birthday, man!

Anyway, distribution of cards na tomorrow and I have one itsy bitsy teeny thing to say:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Pero I'm totally cool knowing na wala akong bagsak though I know my grades are LOW and my parents wouldn't like it. I just hope they understand. I mean, ginagawa ko naman yung makakaya ko e. Haii nako. Ang drama ko, men!

*Kam, obsessed ka na kay Kambal ko ha. Sige, since Soulmate kita, gagawin ko kayong friends and magiging close pa kayo. Hehe. Ang cute ni Kuya no? Hahaha. Lolz. Luvyah, Soulmate! See you on Monday!

The Seniors are Prevailing in the Zone. Rack on! Hehe.

A true blue Seniorita. Okaaay. Make that RED Seniorita. Hehehe.

Okay. Parang may sugat akong shaped na "S" sa cheek ko. Oh well.

We really RACK. Yeah. Hahaha. Laln. Had Laro ng Lahi awhile ago and we really showed them. Hahaha. Our cheer's very funny. "Jumbo Seniors, kaya niyo ba ito?". Okaaaaay. I'll stop. It'll really get to your nerves. But 'twas kinda cute.

Had a blast. And someone gave me something that I didn't expect. Laln. Nagulat lang ako. Itong si Dean naman, ginawan pa ng issue. Grrrr. Hehe. Joke lang!

I KNOW I'M GONNA EXPLODE!

Haiiiii nako. Airheads can really ruin my day. Pucha, tama ka, Kam. Kahit makita ko lang siya, masisira niya araw ko. Thank God angels and soulmates and pumpkins lighten up my day. Hehe.

Okay. My brother's pestering me 'cause he wants to use the pc. Sige na ngaaaaaaa!

Okay. I need to update this place.

Okay. Ngayon lang nanaman ako nag-update. And for those who are wondering, yes. Buhay pa ako. Wag muna kayo mag-saya jan, mga peste kayo. Hintayin niyong mamatay ako. Heeekss. Mang-away ba?

Anyway, lots of things happened the past few days/weeks. One of them is me, losing my biological clock. Kaasarrr. Di ko na alam yung mga dates. Oh wells.

Last Saturday, few friends went to sleepover here in our house. It was fun except for the fact that one of my friends started acting all weird and almost ruined our night. She wouldn't cooperate with the rest of us and went to sleep at 'round 9pm. TALK ABOUT SLEEPOVER. She woke Kam and me up at 5 in the morning the next day [I slept at 'round 2am and Kam never had the chance to sleep at all. Maybe for 30 minutes, yes] to tell us na uuwi na siya. Pakshet siya. Sorry, mabait ka na nga e. Hai, tama na nga. Baka kung ano pa masabi ko.

Hai. Ito ha. Alam ko, bastos ako. Pero hello? May mas babastos pa pala sakin. Not the bastos porn-bastos. Oh, what the fuck, you get me, right? Well, wala lang. Naawa lang ako dun sa isa. I mean, after all she's done for her, yun lang gagawin niya? I, myself, can't imagine her, asking for help from someone I know she hates for, like, forever? Oh wells. Ganun talaga. Ewan ko lang kung totoo sa sarili nila silang tatlo. Hai. Wala lang.

Gah, I'm craving for M&M's! Laln. Grrrr. Haiii.

*YOU, yes. Kung ayaw mo sakin, well, guess what. Mas ayaw ko sayo. Ugali mo! Tangina. Kung ayaw mo akong nakakasama niya, go talk to her. And kung ayaw mo talaga ako, go tell it to my face, hindi yung tatalikod ka pa. Tangina.

*Kam, NAWAWALA SI MUFFIN! Pakshet. Hindi maalala ni Manats kung san niya nalagay. Rarr. Laln. Hai. Alam ko may tampo ka pa rin sakin, kahit papano. Sorry if you feel that way. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko, swear.

*Dean, ganda ng entry natin sa blog ha. Hehe. Laln.

*Manaaaaaatsss! Asan na si Muffin ko?

*Baby ko, I really miss you. I love you, ok? See you soon.

Kam, para sayo ito. Hehe.

Okay, dahil umaangal ang aking Chocnut, maguupdate nako. Hehe. *peace sign to Kam*

Picture Galore!


Mga Kilabot ng 4th Year. Lolz. Sabi sa washroom e. Hehe.








*cough Kam cough Astrid cough*


Source: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/porpito_o4o7

Trisix '04! Class party's on Saturday, August 21, at Tanya's place. 4pm 'till sawa. Hehe. Ayun, See you guys there!

*Kam, sorry talaga 'bout yung sa August 21. Kasi naman e. Akala ko hindi ka pa sure. Ayun. E nag-plan tuloy kami. Sorry talaga. I'll make it up to you. I can still cancel it with her, if you want. Sorry talaga. Luvyah, Chocnut! See you tomorrow! And by the way, wag mo nang isipin yung past mo. Walang magagawang matino yun. Pero in fairness, pareho talaga tayo ng tadhana. YUNG MGA INIIWAN SA ERE. Kaya tayo Soulmates e. Hehe.

*Baby ko, I so miss you na. Hindi ka na nagtatag dito ha. Hehe. Laln. I'll mail you sometime this weekend. Kung matatakas itong net. Hehe. Ayun. I love you so much.

Wala lang.

4-7 2005 *Incomplete*

Wala lang. You know what I realized just now? WE ROCK TOO! Yeah. Kahit hindi nanalo sa Songfest, sport lang! Hehe.

4-7's entry for the Songfest:

Ang Kalupi
Words by Aprille Escondo
Music by Christine Manaloto and Emmy Libutaque

Intro: O anong saya
Kay ganda ng umaga
Tila lahat ay swak na swak na
Ngunit bigla na lang napakamot sa baba
Saya'y napalitan ng alinlangan at kaba

Biglang nanlamig ang buo kong katawan
Puso ko'y tila huminto sa pagtibok
Namumutla na ang aking mukha
Hindi ako makakilos sa sobrang takot

Hindi ko malaman ang gagawin
Lubusang bumabagabag ang nangyari sakin

*Ubod ng sama ang aking nagawa sa bata
Habang buhay ko itong pagsisisihan
At dadalhin sa aking konsensha
Patawarin mo ako
Sa dahilan ng kasawian mo

Maraming tao ang nasa paligid
Awa, hinala at pag-uusisa
Ang tangi kong natatandaan
Ay ang rumaragasang sasakyan

Palapit ng palapit ito sa kanyang katawan
Napahiga ang bata sa maruming daanan

Repeat *

Ngayon ay huli na ang lahat
Kahit inosente wala na akong magagawa
Tunay ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi
Ngunit di ko na mababago ang pangyayari
Repeat * 2x

Hai. Ayun

Pakshet! Wala pa pala akong monologue! Wala pa akong entry nung 12. Gah. Kasi naman e. Songfest practices. Rarr. Pero ok lang.

*Kam, ka-text ko kahapon and kanina. Wala lang. See you tomorrow. Luvyah.

*Nique, wag mo na talagang isipin yun. Putangina, hindi ko alam magagawa ko pag nakita ko pagmumukha niya. Hai. Basta, be happy. Luvyah! Missing you badly.

*Baby ko, wala lang. Miss na miss na kita, grabe. I love you so much. Belated happy 19th month anniversary.