Buhay nga naman.

March 28, 2005


SHINDIG, MEHN!

We had the Dramatics' Shindig in Mcdonald's Greenhills. We totally had fun playing parlor games. At siyempre, dinumog namin yung table kung asan yung prizes. Kahit hindi nanalo may prizes. Damn, ang ingay-ingay namin! Wahoop! Feeling ko nga nairita samin yung emcee e. Hehehe.

Before we went to the Shindig nga pala, we went to see Ran and Bianca's barista in Starbucks. Hindi ko naman nakita ng maayos kasi tuwing lilingunin ko, si Crespo nakatingin na edi obvious, diba? E okay naman sabi nila e. Yung nakita ko likod lang. Hehe.

Damn. I miss them agad.

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March 29, 2005

I went to St. Paul at 'round lunchtime to get my card. It was hella hot, mehn! Nga pala, the trike I rode to the rotonda was really cranky when we got there. Aba'y bahala siya. I won't waste precious money on his rusty tricycle, dagnammit. Then the FX I rode to St. Paul, sabi pwede daw ako ibaba sa St. Paul talaga. But guess what? Sa DepEd lang ako binaba nung gago.

Anyway, when we got our report cards, Pinky, Ran (and her mom) and I took off to La Salle. We totally had fun on our way there. Lahat na lang ng mga karatula pinansin. When we saw "Nirvana" (the bar and/or restaurant in Taft), we were like, "Shindig, pare! After classes, jan tayo magkikita!" and "Maganda siguro ilaw niyan pag gabi, no?".

We got to La Salle and did what we had to do kaso only Ran got to go in nung magbabayad ng reservation fee. Nanghingi kasi ng ID. If you are or were from SPCPasig, you'd know how cruel the nuns are na kukunin nila pati ID mo. Good thing Ran had her driver's license kundi, patay na. After that, Ran and her mom had to go to DSWD (I know how you hate it there na, Ran. Hahaha.) so Pinx and I headed to Mcdo. We ate and then we got the chance to try kung panu kami makakauwi. Let me tell you. HINDI MADALI! Putek, hindi ako mapapag-commute from DLSU to Pasig/Cainta! Papatay ako. Damn.

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I'm so pissed off right now. The fact that my parents are fighting gets to me all the time. I can't take it. I mean, sige, normal lang magaway but can't they do it in private? Kailangan ba sakin talaga lalapit at sasabihin lahat? Ako pa naman, pag sinabi sakin, dinadama ko talaga. Lalo pag problems. Dinidibdib ko talaga. They know that. But still, sakin parin talaga sasabihin. A ewan.

Another thing. Ayokong may mga bagay na hindi ko alam. Kasi pag nalaman ko sa huli, sobrang nasasaktan ako. Ang malala pa, sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. Sana sa kanya na lang. But no. Ang masama, parang tinago pa talaga sakin. Kahit ayaw ko naman yung gagawin, sabihin parin, diba? Kasi mas maganda na yung magtatampo ako nung time na yun, habang nangyayari yun kesa yung ngayon ako nagpapakabaliw, iniisip kung ano talaga yung nangyari. Damn.

Ewan ko na lang kung anong mangyayari sakin.

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Tomorrow is Apple's grad thingy-chuvaness. I don't know if I'm going kasi debut ni Musnit. Sayang yung kay Apple kasi "reunion" yun ng tropa. Yung kay Musnit, sayang kasi andun yung Trisix. I'm torn. Damn.

Hallelujah!

OKAY NA PHONE KO! We had it fixed sa Semicon in Mega. We only paid, like, 150 bucks. Pina-reformat na siya and pina-update yung memory. Stupid branch in Rockwell ruined the phone and hindi man lang ni-store yung info dun sa database nila. So there. Yung binayaran lang yung releasing fee chenes. And ang tanga-tanga nung lalaki dun. Kasi nagka-pimple yung phone ko. And we were asking him kung bakit nagkaganun. He was explaining yung ginawa na pag-update sa phone ko. Stupid. I hate him. They shouldn't have let him take that place. Lahat ng umaalis dun sa releasing area nila naka-simangot. Putek. Though di na namin pinaglaban yung pimple. I was too psyched to be with my beloved 76 to care. Hahaha.

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Went to my Lola's place last...uh...Saturday. Damn. Wala na akong alam sa mga days ngayon. Everyday seems...uhm...Friday. Or Monday. Basta.

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Dramatics Shindig in 6 hours! Damn, I can't wait! =D

Sayang.

Now I'm totally inggit to those people who went to the grad ball. Damn. A lot of fuckin' undergrads (now I can call them that. Haha.) were askin' me who won as Prom Queen or what-the-hell-they-called-her was and I was, like, "Di nga ako nagpunta e". Damn. Sayang yun ha.

Oh well. No use in dwelling on that na. It was my decision, anyway. Hahaha.

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Damn. Kanina ang dami kong dapat sasabihin but no, I forgot everything. Okay.

Sabi ko nga e.

Siyempre, diba? Alam ko nangyari sayo without you, telling me... NANAMAN. E wala lang. As much as I would want to hug and comfort you and tell you that everything IS gonna be alright and manahimik kasi hindi ko nanaman alam kung anong dapat sabihin sayo dahil tanga ako sa mga advice na yan, wala. Wala talaga. Hindi ko alam kung gagawin ko 'cause you don't seem to need me anymore. Oo na, mababaw na. Oo na, madrama na. But that's everything I'm feeling right now. Wala lang. You used to tell me everything. EVERYTHING. Ewan ko kung anong nangyari but I feel so distant from you na. Malamang, sa literal na distance, magkalayo talaga tayo. Pero yung sa...uhm...I-don't-know-the-word-pero-alam-mo-na-yun, ang layo na, sobra. Alam mo bang nami-miss kita kahit magkatabi lang tayo? Simula ng pumasok 'tong year na 'to, nami-miss na kita. Gusto kong batukan ka at sabihing "Miss na kita, pare, alam mo ba yun?". Putek, I know I'm not helping. Dumadagdag pa ako sa mga pasanin mo. Hai. Sorry I'm being the selfish bitch I am. I just can't help it. Pero you know what? I'm still here. Di kita iiwan. Dito lang ako. Forever lang akong nasa backstage. Kung kailangan mo na sa stage, on cue, mehn. Lalabas ako.

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Mehn, I can really be mushy when I want to. May hang-over pa ng Daluyong sa dulo. Hahaha. Tama na nga! These stuff can really kill me. Damn.

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I was at Sammie's place yesternight. Birthday niya kahapon.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAMISIA SAN!

Sobrang tawa kami ng tawa when we watched Yano's gift to Sam. Kung Pow yung title. Sabi ni Yano yung film daw na yun is a 1970-something movie. In-edit sa Hollywood. Dinagdagan nila ng mga kagaguhan. Sobrang tawa talaga kami ng tawa. The movie is sooo serious pa naman tapos yung mga pinagsasasabi nila "Are you part of the dark-nipples club?". Naka-dub in English yung buong movie. Sabi ni Yano sa Ruins daw niya yun binili. Makahanap nga. Hahahaha.

Went home at 'round 10pm. Hahahaha. Ang mga bata, bangag na. Hehe. Pero sabi namin na by next week, mga insomniacs nanaman kami. Hehe.

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HB nga pala ako kahapon. Pano ba naman, there's this guy. He's accusing me of something that I DEFINITELY did not do. Pakshet siya, NASIRA DAW REPUTASYON NIYA. E panu na lang yung reputasyon ko? Namatay na yun akin kung nasira yung kanya. I mean, kung gwapo siya, sige. PERO HINDI E. Makakapatay ako pag may nagsabing gwapo siya. Damn. Mayabang na kung mayabang. Nung cinonfront naman, nag-sorry bigla. Ang yabang pa ng mga pinagsasasabi niya, duwag naman pala. Kalalaking tao e. Yung girlfriend pa, i-deny bang kilala kami? Puta, e siya nga 'tong text ng text e. Grrrrr! Every summer na lang. Di na nawalan ng issue. And lahat pa ng issue, AKO YUNG LUMALABAS NA MASAMA. Putek, e ni wala nga akong alam sa kanila ngayon tapos ako parin. Pakshet lang talaga.

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Grad Ball ng batch namin mamayang gabi. And am I going? NO. Sayang sa pera e. I know the once-in-a-lifetime-lang-yan lines. E yun nga e. Kaya nga sayang lang sa pera. Hehehehe. Though I'd really want to be with my batchmates ulit. Wala lang. Trip ko lang sabihin yun.

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Magpapaalam na ako sa dad ko kung pwede akong magbakasyon sa Sucat. Damn. Sana payagan.

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..Han, do what you think is right. In the long run, mare-realize mong masaya ka parin. Siguro ngayon, malungkot ka pa dahil nga ganun. Pero mag tumagal, magiging okay ka. And I'm here hanggang maging masaya ka ulit. Kahit wala siya. Love you, Han!

..Kiars, Pinx, Ran, Eka, lahat ng DLSU, sabay-sabay tayong mag-enroll ha. Heheehe. Para masaya. Uhm, sabi ni Yano May 19 na daw start ng classes. Kung hindi 19, 24. Basta mga ganun. Enrollment daw week before 19 or 24. Hehehehe. See you guys in Taft!

..SPCPasig 2005, sali kayong lahat sa Yahoo! Groups natin! Nasa side bar, tignan niyo. Meron jan. Ayun. I miss you na! Weh. Mushy. Hahaha.

..Bhe, magpapaalam na ako. Wala lang. Thanks talaga nung Sunday ha. Hehehehe. I love you. Miss you much! *mwah*

BREAKAWAY.

SENIORS 2004-2005, NOW SIGNING OFF...

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

BUKAS NAAAAA! *gasp*

Gagraduate na talaga ako! Putek. I can't fuckin' believe it. Alam kong some of my past posts say na I want to get St. Paul over with pero now na anjan na, ayoko na pala. Nakakatakot na. Grawr. And I'll miss my school. SOBRA. I mean, a lot of my happy memories happened there. Kahit ba sabihin mong 4 years lang yun. Rarr.

FRESHMAN YEAR (Waneyt)
* Na-realize ko na isang school lang pala in-apply-an ko for High school.
* I got into a Dugtong Dunong class. Yung mga matatalino?
* I met my very first St. Paul friend and one of my best friends, Sam. Sabay kasi kaming dumating sa door ng room and we were both, like, "Room 8 ba 'to?".
* CULTURE SHOCK, mehn! San ka ba naman nakakita ng mga taong puro sila lang ang iniisip? I mean, you ask them what the homework was and one would answer "Weren't you listening?". Damn.
* I cry every night kasi ayoko talaga mag-St. Paul. I've always wanted to study in Manre or Assumption or Zobel. No offense, but now, I KNOW BETTER.
* Our room won 1st place in SongFest ng Eliminations sa batch and won 2nd place, kalaban yung buong Highschool Department. "Stars will shine in heaven agaaaaiiiiin".
* I was seated next to my idol, Kat Villamin. I love her. Hahahaha.
* We were 2nd runner up in the Intrams. Natalo namin yung Sophies that time. Hahaha.
* Pinamangha ng batch namin ang Admin. Hahaha.
* Sinira yung drums ni Kae Guerrero (Sophie that time) pati yung malaki at mahabang "Freshmen" na streamer na nakalagay sa High School main building.
* Pinostpone yung Cheering and nag-rally yung mga tao sa tapat ng canteen pero nawala nung umaraw. Hahahaha.

SOPHOMORE YEAR (Tuten)
* Wala ang classroom namin sa civilization dahil dun kami kasama ng Room 9 sa floor ng First Year.
* I got to have a "barx" na medyo solid.
* One of my most memorable birthdays happened this year.
* Natuto akong mangopya. Homeworks, quizzes AND periodical exams. Thanks to Leynes.
* Namatay yung baby ng Adviser namin. As in hindi pa siya nanganganak, namatay na.
* One of the most dramatics Homeroom sessions. Nag-away away yung mga classmates ko and our adviser said "Nawalan na ako ng isang anak, I can't afford to loose 45 more".
* Napakaraming letters nung year na 'to.
* Seatmate ko si Barbie for 4 consecutive quarters. And hindi ako umaangal. Mahal ko yun e.
* Uso yung Ring nung time na yun and may dala si Sam dati na laptop and we'd watch sa room pag breaktime.
* May kumakatok dun sa door sa likod ng room na hindi namin alam kung ano ang laman and hindi nabubuksan.
* You gotta love Sir Velarde.
* 4th placer kami both in Songfest and sa Speech Choir competitions. Sa speech choir, partida, walang actions pero 4th place. Hahaha. Yabang.
* I learned to love St. Paul.
* Open Forums namin na may mga one-liners si Jec para sa certain someone na nakakagulantang.
* Naging classmate ko si Crespo and I've got to be lucky I did. I met one of the best friends I have.
* Walang intrams dahil dun sa nangyari na mga siraan nung First Year.
* Skybowl Moments.
* EK Moments and the Quackers *ehemAggieehemPeachyehemSamehemPinkyehemCrespo*
* My first roller coaster ride. Thanks, Aggie.
* Second place kami sa Laro ng Lahi. Natalo namin Juniors. Hahahaha.

THIRD YEAR (Trisix)
* I was in the best class in our batch, TRISIX!
* I've learned to love everyone in this class.
* Nung una, akala ko walang pag-asa 'tong room namin pero it turned out to be the exact opposite.
* Never did I expect A LOT of people to actually care for me the way these people did.
* Everyone had everybody's backs.
* Bonding moment everyday.
* Takot ako kina Tanya and Ingga nung una but then I learned to open up to them. And ngayon, kabiruan ko na sila.
* Don Bosco Makati moments. *ehemBheehemTans*
* You gotta love Ms. Sarenas.
* Sir Melo's after-discussion ghost stories nung 4th quarter.
* Nahuli kami ni Ms. Sarenas na may leakage sa room.
* Maraming nagbebenta and maraming kumakain pag class hours.
* Si Sir Melo bumibili ng mga paninda nila Gege and kinakain habang nagtuturo siya. Hehehe.
* Si Mrs. Gavino nag-walk out samin.
* Mga natutulog sa floor.
* Nanonood kami ng UAAP sa classroom.
* May isa kaming Computer class na wala si Ms. Bite tapos nag-open forum kaming lahat tapos ang daming umiyak. That day was the day after Jopet and I broke up. Sept. 19.
* Kopyahan ng codes para sa mga seatworks sa Computer lab.
* Yung grade ko sa Copmputer from 89 to 78 to 89 dahil mali yung sinulat ni Ms. Bite sa class record niya. Di dapat sakin yung grade na yun. Damn. I hated her for that.
* Natikman ko ang bopis nila Noe. Heaven, I tell you.
* We eat sa likod ng board na nasa likod ng table ni Mrs. Magtrayo.
* Happy Soil. *blech*
* Ingga and Noe's love story. Never kong makakalimutan.
* Ang galing namin sa Field Demo, we deserve to be number one. Pero ng kukulay ng damit ng Sophies and Seniors that time kaya sila yung nanalo. Fuckin' judges.
* Second over-all kami sa Sportsfest. Malamang champs ang Seniors.
* MAHAL KO 'TONG CLASS NA 'TO. Yun na yun e.

FOURTH YEAR (Porpito)
* Second to the worst class I had.
* We won over-all in Laro ng Lahi and Sportsfest.
* Mga nambubully sa gate and sa canteen pag breaktimes and dismissal.
* It's THE YELLOW I.D, mehn.
* I have the best seatmate, ever. Katrina Dean!
* Clinic Moments *ehem*
* Napakatanga ko nitong year na ito.
* May nainsecure sakin dahil mas maganda ako sa kanya kahit maganda hair niya.
* May inaway kaming Grade 7. *winkKamwink*
* DALUYONG IS THE BEST DRAMATICS EVER!
* Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga hirit sakin na sobrang na-HB ako.
* Retreat sa Mt. St. Paul sa Benguet.
* Field trip sa Mt. Banahaw. KALBARYO!
* Graduation practices bore the hell out of me.
* Sex Talks sa PCH pag grad practice.
* PCH Moments.
* I PASSED DLSU!

Okay. That's not EVERYTHING. Siyempre maraming mga secrets na puro kami-kami lang magka-classmates may alam. Hehehe. Hai. I'm soooo going to miss St. Paul. EVERYTHING about it. Hai nako. Everything's so sudden. Bigla na lang hindi ko na alam mangyayari. Hindi ko na alam kung makikita ko pa ulit lahat ng naging ka-close ko. Pero one thing's for sure. St. Paul has been my home for 4 years and batch 2005 has been my family. Mahal ko ang batch ko.

Okay. Update na talaga itech.

BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!

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On Leynes' Debut. (March 6, 2005)

Her theme was pajamas. I went there sporting a pink pajama with the number 18 on it. Wala lang. Wala na kasing ibang mabili. Grawr. Kailangan 18 pa e, no?

When I arrived, konti pa lang yung tao and di pa nagsisimula. The party was supposed to start at around 6-ish but it started at 8. Take not: SUNDAY YUN. May pasok the next day. Got to chat with Han, Crespo and Ms. Mara that time. Pictures and videos and more pictures.

She got an instant collection of teddybears 'cause yung isang part nung debut niya na for guys, 18 teddybears. Lucky dog. I want an instant collection of teddybears too! Di ako magde-debut so hindi ko pwedeng gawin yun. Hahaha.

I went home nung 18 roses na. I was sooo darned sleepy. That was around 11pm already. Sleeptime's 9pm, believe it or not. Hahahaha.

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On Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding. (March 10, 2005)

I didn't go to school last Thursday kasi nga kasal nila. Hahahaha. I know I promised the Sex Talkers that I'd bring them cake come Friday but then... WALANG BINIGAY! Grawr. Sorry, guys.

Anyway, I was one of the secondary sponsors. Sa candles ako. Nagkamali pa nga kami nung partner ko e. Hahahaha. Pero di naman ata napansin nung mga tao. Hahahaha.

After the ceremony, we went to Casa Milan in Fairview for the reception. Pink and green balloons were all over the place. They had this guest that sang IKAW. He was gay but had his voice changed kaya babaeng-babae na boses niya. I don't know kung pati yung kanyang ANO pinatransplant na niya. Hahahaha.

After eating, me and my cousins went on a joyride. Dapat punta pa kaming Eastwood, if we weren't wearing gowns and barongs. We were with this girl. She was an usherette. I forgot her name. I think it was something like Cherry or Cheryl. Basta ganun yung dating. All of my guy cousins were all over her like she was some kind of car or something. To tell you the truth, she wasn't pretty at all. She had big boobs and she was wearing a hot pink body-hugging, cleavage-showing dress and that was it. Okay. Bakit pa ba ako magugulat? I mean, they're GUYS. Of course they'd be all over her. Hahaha.

We dropped the girl back at the reception and we went on again. Pido wanted to drive. Turuan daw siyang mag-drive. Mikko taught him. Turned out, marunong palang mag-drive ang loko. When Mikko was instructing him that when approaching a curve, dapat magb-break and ang loko, todo break. We stop at every curve we approach. Gago talaga yun. We were laughing our butts off and being the pikon person that he is, Mikko kept silent the whole time with his face drooped like hell.

We got back at the place just in time. Tinakas kasi namin yung kotse nung bride. HAHAHAHA. Joyride na may pink flowers sa harap. Hahaha. There. Picture, picture. Siyempre. Hahahaha.

We went home at around 1am kasi may pasok pa kinabukasan. Wala lang.

Oh, curly hair pala ako nug wedding. First time, mehn. Hahaha.


Curly, very much!

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On Ingga's Debut (March 11, 2005)

I went to ride with Maggie papunta dun. We were there real early, kasabay naming dumating si Ingga sa venue. When I saw the pool, mehn, I almost killed myself for not bringing my swimsuit. Dammit, Ale, tanga mo forever.

Everyone came in their swimsuits na which made me hate myself even more. Hahahaha. Joke! But hey, kung ikaw nasa place ko and lahat ng mahal mong kaklase magsswimming, maiirita ka rin. Hehehe.

Of course, di mawawala ang pictures sa isang party so we clicked away! May it be a digicam or a camera phone. All Paulinians are camwhores, you know. Hahaha.

There were games in her party. I was forced to participate in one of them. You know what game was it? DRESS YOUR EGGPLANT UP. Each of us were given a condom and an eggplant and we should put the condom on the eggplant. Sounds gross? Yeah. The first one to finish "clothing" the eggplant wins. I lost because the moment I opened the packaging, I touched an eeewwwiee substance. Binitawan ko na. Hahahaha. Maita screamed "EW! IT'S WET! IT'S WET!". Hahaha.

After that particular game, 18 shots na. I was one of them and I've tasted the love of other people's lives. Jose Cuervo. I have a new bestfriend already! Si JC! Hahahaha. Joke.

Went home right after the 18 shots. Didn't have the chance to par-tay. Panu, makikisabay lang ako. Poor me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT, INGGA! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I'LL SOOOOOO MISS YOU!

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On Graduation practices.

Every grad practice would've been boring if it weren't for the Sex Talkers. Hindi naman lahat ng pinag-uusapan namin about sex or connected to it. Yun lang tawag namin samin. Hehehe. Wala lang. There. Kaso lagi kaming napapansin ni Ms. Fetalvero kasi kami ni Tulang lagi asa may aisle. HEhehe. But it's alright. I mean, I enjoy grad practices. Yung iba kasi bored na bored e. Wala lang. E pag katabi mo ba naman kasi mga ganun e. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Enjoy. Gusto ko tuloy pumasok lagi. Weh. Hahahaha.

Han and I get to bond more and more during grad practices. Pakshet nga e. Ngayon lang. Kung kelan patapos na lahat. Damn. Love you, Han!

Anyway, marami din palang praning ngayon, noh? Akala ko ako lang. Hahaha.

Pictures na lang muna, ples?

MARCH 6, 2005 (Princess' Debut)



1. Princess Leynes, the Debutante.
2. Top: Ms. Mara and Crespi; Bottom: Kathoy, Ayesa, Cecille
3. Princess and Aicel (18 candles)
4. Ms. Mara and Crespo
5. Princess' gorgeous nephew

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MARCH 10, 2005 (Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding)



1. L-R: Thel, Carlo, Vane and me.
2. Serrano Cousins (Boys)
3. L-R: Me, Thel and Vane
4. L-R: Me, Mikko, Tita O (Bride), Vane and Ash
5. Serrano Cousins
6. Serrano Cousins (Girls)

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MARCH 11, 2005 (Ingga's Debut)



1. Ingga, the Debutante.
2. L-R: Noe, Dianne, Gene, me and Pinky
3. Lydia (Grey), Krista (White) and Gege (Green)
4. L-R: Ingga, Gege, Lydia, Krista
5. L-R: Jobby, Trish and me

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MARCH 7-11, 2005 (Graduation Practices)



1. L-R: Me, Pinky, Tulang. BEHLAT!
2. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky.
3. "Batch Tree" c/o Ingga.
4. Busy sa pagbuo ng "Batch Tree"
5. L-R: Michi, Krista, me, Pinky.
6. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky. I love this pic.

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Kwentos next time na lang. Antok na ko. Hahahaha.

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..Sex Talk-ers, sabi ni Pinky may inuman daw tayo? Kelan? Go ako jan! Mahal ko kayo! *ever famous Sandara wave*

..Kam, paalam ako sa Pangasinan, okay? Yung Nueva natin sa Holy Week daw. Paalam ka na! Love you! Wait, asan reply mo sa Yahoogroups sa message ko?

..Dean, may sinend ako sa inyo ni Kam na pix. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Love you.

..Ingga, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I love you!

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BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

This update is so darned late.

DRAMATICS CLASS OF 2005, WE SURE SHOWED THEM, DIDN'T WE?

The 3 shows of the Dramatics class last March 4 and 5 were spectacular, di sa pag mamayabang. I mean, you get two shows that's a fullhouse (standing pa ha) and 1 show na sobrang marami paring nanonood. Damn. Some people nga watched the play twice just to watch it all over again. Biruin niyo, in less than 2 weeks, we managed to put up a very wonderful show. Wala lang. Ang galing lang namin. Rarr. And lahat pa ng punchlines, na-pick up. No negative feedbacks. San ka pa?

Anyway, when we were there, doing our "shindig" nung tapos na yung buong show, sobrang sayang makita yung mga taong nanonood na nakangiti lahat 'cause WE made them happy. Ang sarap ng feeling.

Of course, we couldn't have done it without Ms. Consunji and Sir Jay and Sir Peejay and Sir Voltaire who went with us every step of the way. Wala lang. Mahal namin kayo!

Of course, everyone in class helped in this production. Okay, technically, hindi lahat. But hell! We still pulled every stunt without HER, men! Grawr!

Everything that we did in this production and the production itself is for Kryzelle. If she were still alive, she'll give her everything to this production. She's the best actress and we felt that she was there, too. Everyone had her fair share of stories to tell. Hehe.

Kanina, when we were cleaning up the Pere Chauvet Hall and everyone was there, ayoko nang bumalik sa real world. All I wanted to do was be with my elective-mates and talk to them all day. Everyone felt the same way as I did. I mean, with those 3 days I was with them (dahil yun lang inattendan ko na practice), I got to be close to almost everyone. Alam mo yun? Ganun kadaling mag-fit in sa Dramatics and it's so sad na ngayon ko lang na-realize yun, kung kelan tapos na lahat. Grawr. Sayang.

I'll miss my Dramatics class, that's for sure. So much more than I'll miss my 4-7 class, might I add.

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Five minutes before the Saturday morning show, Ms. Castilla announced that Kryzelle will be brought sa school. Iiikot sa rotonda. Everyone went out to the rotonda. When the karo finally arrived and went past the Dramatics class, we all took a bow. A bow to the most wonderful actress of our batch and followed the karo. When we were praying, I started crying. I didn't expect na iiyak ako ng ganun. I mean, we're not really close and everything. Pero ganun pala talaga yung feeling na may nauna sayong ka-batch mo at ka-classmate mo pa. Anyway, Ms. Consunji was there. She comforted me and told me that everything will be alright and Kryzelle's happy now, kung asan man siya. Right after the "procession", we all went back to the PCH. Sobrang emotional na and all we had was 5 minutes to compose ourselves dahil showtime na. Wala lang. Felt like sharing it lang.

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We're currently having our graduation practices. Damn it, sobrang boring. Nobody told me na I'm going to need a book or a jumprope pag ganun. Pero worth it din yun, kahit papano. *winks at Kam, Dean, Han and Vea*

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I suddenly want everyday to be a grad practice day. Kahit borlog. Deng. What's happening to me?

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Today's lunch break was kindov emotional. Sabi ko hindi ako magre-react. But I somehow gave my stand on the topic.

FRIEND KO, I know it's hard for you. Everyone who gets to that kind of situation, naiipit. Hindi alam kung anong gagawin. Kung tinatanong mo ako, I'd say you'd better stick to what's right. Diba nung sobrang nahihirapan din ako sa isang desisyon sa buhay ko THAT MIGHT CHANGE EVERYTHING, parang ganyan din sinabi mo sakin? Siyempre lahat tayo may gusto. Gusto natin lahat, diba? Pero hindi naman pwede yun, diba? Wala lang. I know that both of you will get over everything. Yan naman ang tama e. Masakit lang yan sa una. Pero you'll soon realize na tama yang ginawa niyo and it's the betterment of the both of you. Kaya mo yan. Dito lang ako para sayo. Kahit hindi mo sinabi man lang sakin at sa iba ko pa nalaman. Dito lang talaga ako sayo. Asa background lang lage. I love you, friend. *hug*

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SHOUT OUTS

..Dean, Dude, sorry nasampal kita kanina ng medyo solid at naligaw pa yung glasses mo. Hehehe. Okay lang yun, mahal naman kita e. Hehehehe.

..Han, promise? Gagawin mo yun for me? Thanks a bunch! The best ka talaga! Love you!

..Kam, sorry di kita nasamahan sa Consultation mo kanina. Sinabay ko na rin kasi si Eka papuntang bus e. Rarr. Hehehe. Love you.

..Bhe, mahal na mahal po kita. Miss you much. Sorry sa hassle mo nung Friday ha. Wala lang. I love you. *mwah*

DALUYONG: Day 1

Congrats, Dramatics for a job well done on the first night!
We rock, men!

Sobrang harassed.
Sobrang nakakapagod.
Sobrang nakakapraning.

YET

Sobrang nakakasaya.
Sobrang nakakagaan ng loob.
Sobrang pagbi-bring out ng best in everyone.

I love Dramatics! I mean, you gotta love it. 45 brillant students, 3 outstanding mentors and 2 astoundingly original plays. What more can you ask for? Too bad I just realized everything two nights ago.

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If you guys are still interested to watch Daluyong: Big Crunch and Pintig ng Puso, just approach any Dramatics member or go to the Pere Chauvet Hall in SPCPasig. We still have tickets for tomorrow's show.

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I gotta love Ran and Alva's scenes. Wala lang. Mulawin pa yung background music. I sooooo love their scenes. Rarr.

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I soooooo want to get out of Highschool, already. I mean, Graduation is slowly approaching. Can't we just get it over with? Wala lang. I don't seem to enjoy school anymore. Except for Daluyong and it's about to end tomorrow night. Dammit. I'm not looking forward to summer, too. Yeah, yeah, I know that that was sooooo not me. I mean, I look forward to summer every year since God knows when. Now, Jopet's the center of my summer. I'm totally not expecting much from my usual bunch. I've been hearing a lot of things, awayan at dedmahan. I won't be able to stand that. So, si Jopet lang talaga for me this summer. WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE WITH ME. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Or kung hindi man siya lang, kasama si Kuya Francis and all. Hahahha. Wala lang. Ano naman sayo, diba?

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It's 11:21pm. I have to get to bed. We have a 9am show tomorrow. Call time's 6am.

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BREAK A LEG, DRAMATICS-MATES!

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Before I forget, this Parent-Daughter Recollection will definitely get to my head tomorrow. I need to freakin' bring our uniforms tomorrow, along with the costumes and all. Hassle!

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I soooooooo can't believe this. I was with Jopet 3 times this week. Mehn. Talk about miracles. Hahahaha. I love you so much, Bhe. And I'm sorry if I got you worried sick kanina ha. Ang dami lang talagang ginagawa sa Dramatics. Ni wala ngang panahon huminga e. Sana nakakain ka na. Rarr. I love you and I'm really sorry. Thanks for bringing my jacket kaninang morning kahit na sobrang hassle and for everything. Hehehehe. I love you, Bhe. I miss you.