Too emo for you...NOT!

Baby, 29 months and still counting. Ewan ko na lang talaga kung panu mo ako natatagalan. Hahaha. I mean, minsan ang sama-sama ko na sayo pero ang kalmado mo parin sakin. Para bang hindi nangyari yung mga ganung bagay. I'm really grateful. Thank you for everything. EVERYTHING. You just don't know how much you mean to me. Yeah, yeah. I know you heard that na from a movie or something. Pero totoo. Words are not enough, believe me. Minsan nga, iniisip ko, kulang pa yung "I love you" e. There's something much more stronger than those three words. Parang understatement yun sa nafi-feel ko. I know you know all these crap na. Baka nga nagsasawa ka nang marinig sakin e. Pero I love you. Alam kong praning ka sa mga nangyayari sakin ngayon. Been there, done that. Naghiwalay pa nga tayo nun, diba? Pero I'm sure na nothing can hinder us. Not now. We've been through a lot. Siguro hindi pa lahat... Malamang hindi pa lahat. But I'm sure na kakayanin pa natin yung mga yun. Tayo pa? Hahaha. I'm sure that by now, the world knows how much I love you. Di ako nahihiya. Mahal kita e. Happy 29th month anniversary. I love you so much.

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I'm hella enjoying my stay in La Salle. Everyone can tell. But there's something. I'm missing St. Paul. I know it's weird. Like, 3 months ago, I wanted to graduate right away para makawala dun. Siguro, dahil na rin sa mga nangyayari nung time na yun. Now, I actually miss walking from the gate to the High School building. Everything comes back to me. All those PS building moments, the rotonda moments, everything. Kahit na I didn't have that "sense of belongingness" at times, ok lang. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako nagdadrama. Basta. Nakakamiss lang. My highschool friends seem to forget me. It's ayt, I guess. Pero ako, walang nakakalimutan. Wala akong pinapatamaan in specific. Ganun lang talaga nafifeel ko. Sometimes, my college friends would find me staring off into space, deep in thought. Ano nanaman ba daw problema ko. I would tell them wala. Pero naiisip ko lang mga bagay-bagay. Kung panu nakakayanan ng iba yung hindi ko kaya. Ewan. Tama na nga!

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Magla-line na ako mamaya. Sa Sun nga lang ulit. Hahaha. I figured na mas sulit dun. Hahaha. Plus, pwede ko na ring i-text non-Sun friends ko. Hahaha. Wala lang. Sorry ang boring and nawala yung feel nung update ko. Hahaha.