Wala lang.

4-7 2005 *Incomplete*

Wala lang. You know what I realized just now? WE ROCK TOO! Yeah. Kahit hindi nanalo sa Songfest, sport lang! Hehe.

4-7's entry for the Songfest:

Ang Kalupi
Words by Aprille Escondo
Music by Christine Manaloto and Emmy Libutaque

Intro: O anong saya
Kay ganda ng umaga
Tila lahat ay swak na swak na
Ngunit bigla na lang napakamot sa baba
Saya'y napalitan ng alinlangan at kaba

Biglang nanlamig ang buo kong katawan
Puso ko'y tila huminto sa pagtibok
Namumutla na ang aking mukha
Hindi ako makakilos sa sobrang takot

Hindi ko malaman ang gagawin
Lubusang bumabagabag ang nangyari sakin

*Ubod ng sama ang aking nagawa sa bata
Habang buhay ko itong pagsisisihan
At dadalhin sa aking konsensha
Patawarin mo ako
Sa dahilan ng kasawian mo

Maraming tao ang nasa paligid
Awa, hinala at pag-uusisa
Ang tangi kong natatandaan
Ay ang rumaragasang sasakyan

Palapit ng palapit ito sa kanyang katawan
Napahiga ang bata sa maruming daanan

Repeat *

Ngayon ay huli na ang lahat
Kahit inosente wala na akong magagawa
Tunay ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi
Ngunit di ko na mababago ang pangyayari
Repeat * 2x

Hai. Ayun

Pakshet! Wala pa pala akong monologue! Wala pa akong entry nung 12. Gah. Kasi naman e. Songfest practices. Rarr. Pero ok lang.

*Kam, ka-text ko kahapon and kanina. Wala lang. See you tomorrow. Luvyah.

*Nique, wag mo na talagang isipin yun. Putangina, hindi ko alam magagawa ko pag nakita ko pagmumukha niya. Hai. Basta, be happy. Luvyah! Missing you badly.

*Baby ko, wala lang. Miss na miss na kita, grabe. I love you so much. Belated happy 19th month anniversary.

*Update!*

Hai nako. Yung isang tao jan sa tabi-tabi galit sakin ngayon dahil sa sinend ko na quote. E doh. Qoute nga lang yun e. DOH lang talaga. Biruin mo ba namang sabihin ka ng "Tangina, kung ako niloloko mo, mamatay ka na rin"? Ano na lang mafi-feel mo diba? Pero yun. Galit parin sakin. *wink* Joke lang. *peace sign sa isang tao jan*

Anyhoo, I'm so happy dahil nakapag-recite na rin ako ng matino kay Sir Don. And ang ni-recite ko?

Disagreement in Belief, Disagreement in Attitude, Obviously Genuine Dispute, Merely Verbal Dispute and my ever-so-favorite,

APPARENTLY VERBAL THAT ARE REALLY GENUINE.

Dapat nga kasama pa yun Antecedent Probability kaso exaj na. Nung nanghingi nga ng example si Sir for Apparently Verbal, iisang situation lang pumapasok sa isip ko e. Hindi ko lang sinasabi yung 'cause I wouldn't dare say it in front of everyone in my class. Baka magka-issue pa.

May ginawa ako kanina na dapat hindi ko na lang ginawa kasi it sort of ruined my day but oh well. Wala nang magagawa. What's done is done!

Hai. Logging off. Tumatawag asawa ko. Hehe.

Hurrrrmmm.

Sorry about yesterday's entry. Hindi ko lang talaga kinaya yung taong yun. Oh wells.

04:29:45pm
A HotBabyJopet Calling...
Me: Hello?
Person on the other line: Hello?
Me: Hello?
Person on the other line: Ale? Asan ka daw?
Me: Uh, Pasig? *confused*
Person on the other line: Pet, asa Pasig daw.
Jopet [background]: Umuwi na siya?
Person on the other line: Oo. Uh, kilala mo ba ako?
Me: Uh? Hindi?
Person on the other line: Si Von, remember?
Me: Ah, yeah! Hi!
Von: Hi! Naalala mo? Yung magaling magbasketball!
Jopet [background]: Yabang mo!
Me: Toink!
Jopet [background]: Sabihin mo I love you.
Von: I love you daw.
Me: Sabihin mo I love him din.
Von: Pet, I love you din daw. Uh, sige na, bye.
Me: Bye.
*click*

Okay. Isa lang masasabi ko. Mayabang si Von. Hehe. Joke. May ipagyayabang naman e. Looks, basketball skills... Yun. Ai! May masasabi pa pala ako. BABY KO! MAY HAWIG BOSES NIYO NI VON! Laln. Hehe.

Anyhoo, I'll be taking my UPCAT tomorrow. Shet. Good luck na lang sakin. 6am? Wish ko lang gumising ako ng maaga. Oh wells.

Kam has a new URL for her bloggie. Edit links! http://prinsesakam04.blogspot.com <-zero-four yun ha, hindi 'o'-four. Laln.

Kiko and Jesse's band will start their recording ngayon. Well, actually, it started kaninang hapon but oh well. Good luck sa inyo! Hehe.

Keyboards: Kiko
Drums: Jesse [Nakanampoots! Idol! I have to hear you play, dude! Sasamba ako sayo, seryoso.]
Lead Guitar: Alpog
Vocals: Jesse [Huh? LA Lopez? Lolz! Peace tayo!] and Gale

Hindi ko na alam kung sino pa yung ibang members. Si Monch ba hindi kasama? Can I be the band manager? Lolz. Hehe.

Anyhoo, My Baby told me na one of Kiko's friends/batchmates from DBTI is a drummer. Yeah. As in hardcore drummer. A la Kae Guerrero. *bow* I just have to hear him play. Shux! Yung friend na yun ni Kiko is DLSU's drummer ngayon. I forgot the name. Shet. Idol. Exaj.

*Nique, sorry talaga sa mga pinagsasasabi ko about HIM. Tangina kasi e. Yan nanaman. Naha-highblood nanaman ako. Pero sorry talaga. Marami pa akong gustong sabihin sa kanya. Hai nako. Wag mo nang isipin yung grade-conscious sonofaladydog na yun. Hai. Ewan. Basta. Miss you! Luvyah!

*Kam, sana sumama ka talaga. 3RD WHEEL AKO! Hehe. Joke. Pero may mga *ehem* na mga *ehem* akong ikukwento. Hehe. Laln.

*Kathy na kambal ko, kung nababasa mo man ito, pa-send naman nung pic natin. Laln. And kuya ko na rin kuya mo! Waw! Hehe. Laln. Yung CD and letter ha. Sa Monday. Hehe.

*Dean, maawa ka naman kay Kathy. Replyan mo naman. Ito talaga o. Hindi talaga marunong mag reply. Tsk tsk. Akala ko sakin lang hindi nagrereply. Tsk tsk.

F-U-C-K!!! [Nique, basahin mo yung medyo dulo. Para sayo yun.]

After exams... YEY! Tapos na nga pala exams! Naku po! UPCAT na lang. Nge. Hindi rin. Marami namang dapat i-pass next week. Ampoots!

Anyway, went to Shang with Dean, Caren, Kathy and Aves. And you know what? Ang 3rd wheel ko. Ok. Di pala 3rd. 5th pala. Ngak!

Anyhoo, something triggered a button [Matet!!!!] in me ulit. Nakakairita. Oh wells. Mukhang nabadtrip lahat ng tao and at that time, nagbobonding kami ni Kathy. After quite sometime, ayun. Ok na rin. Ni hindi ko man lang nalaman kung bakit nabadtrip yung mga tao but it's really none of my business.

Caren had to go at 'round 5pm so yun. Dean, Kathy, Aves and I were left but Aves has to go too. Tinago pa niya yung phone ni Kathy, who, at that time, naghi-hysteria dun hanggang sa may sakayan ng MRT [kung san namin hinatid si Aves] only to find out na nakay Dean yung phone niya. Hung-out in Starbucks. Napasubo pa ako ng extrang Mocha Frap para kay Kathy. Pero okay lang. Dean, after what seemed like 30 minutes, went home which left me with Kathy. Bonding ever kami! Alam na tuloy niya. Hehe.

Anyhoo, met up with her ever-so-sweet big bro. Ang sweet nila. Ang cute nilang tignan. Laln. Super close sila. Sharing. Ayun.

Had to meet up with my mom closing time, so yun.

I'll post our [Kathy and I] pic as soon as she sends it in my mail. Oo na. Poor na. Shet! I want/need a new phone. Pero sabi nga ni Dean, "hindi lahat ng gusto, pwede". Shet. Oo na lang.

"Bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan huwag magalit. Mamatay na lang tayong tinatamaan ng mga batong pawang lintik na bigla bigla na lamang hinahagis mula sa itaas, habang nakatingin ka sa bukang-liwayway, naghahanap ng mga kasagutan sa mga tanong ngunit ang napala ay ang kabaligtaran."
-Ingga

Hai. Oo nga. Makes sense. Hehe. Laln. Pero totoo naman. Marami pa yan e.

"May mga bagay na pwede pero mali."
-Dean

"Sometimes, you think of unexpected things. Sometimes, you're caught in unexpected situations. But the best part is falling in love with an unexpected person."
-Di ko alam kung saan originally galing pero binigay ni Dean sakin kanina yan.

Hehe. Ayun. Wala lang. Mind-bogglers.

*Dean, tignan mo to. Nakita ko lang somewhere.

*Kam, sana sumama ka nang naka-bonding mo rin yung si Kathy. Laln. Ang fun. Hehe. Ayun. *ponkan na ponkan*

*Aves, sorry. Hindi ko naman alam e. Hehe. Laln.

*Nique, ngayon ko lang nabasa blog mo so I had to edit my entry. Anyway, dun sa problem mo kay QC dude, shet. Wala akong matutulong. Pero tama nga yung sinabi ni Maric. If you like someone, you'll find ways na makausap/makatext/makachat yung person na yun. Ano ba naman yung use ng tagboard mo, diba? Okay. I've been there. With the same person. One minute, he's whispering sweet nothings sa tenga mo, the next, parang hindi ka na kilala. Hindi ko alam kung anong gusto niyang mangyari. Pero I think na he's not yet ready to commit. Wala pa siguro sa isip niya yun dahil puro aral pa yung nasa isip niya. Pero hindi na ba pwede sa isang scholar ng THE Ateneo ang magka-social life or gumamit man lang ng telepono? Ako, hectic ng buhay ko ngayon. Pero I make it sure na makakausap or ma-text ko man lang si Joseph. Laln. Ngayon pa na naghahabol ako sa teachers ko. Wala na talaga halos time. Pero I keep in touch with him. Hai nako. Wala lang. Akala ko nagbago na yun. Akala ko ikaw na yung person na makakapagbago sa kanya. Na-witness ko yung efforts niya para maging kayo. Remember nung summer ba yun na magkakachat tayo lagi? Lagi niya sakin sinasabing mahal ka niya, mahal ka niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagkaganyan. Akala ko kakayanin niyo. Kami kasi kinakaya namin. Pero nakikita ko naman yung efforts mo para magkaron ulit kayo ng communication e. Kaso ang unfair. Hindi lang dapat ikaw. Hindi one-way ang love. Mahina talaga siya. Matagal ko nang iniisip yun. Ngayon ko lang na-prove. Okay. I admit minahal ko rin siya kahit papano pero TANGINA NAMAN! Wag naman sana niya gawin sayo yun. Tama na yung ginawa niya yun sakin. Wag na niyang ulitin. Dumudoble yung hirap for me. Kung alam mo lang, Nique. Sobrang ayokong tinitake for granted yung friends ko. Ikaw pa e. Hai nako naman. Sorry pero yung mga susunod kong sasabihin, alam ko masasaktan ka. Pero sinaktan nanaman niya ako e. Hindi ko na talaga papalampasin 'to.

*IKAW! Oo, ikaw nga! TANGINA! Lokohan ba 'to? Ano ba gusto mo TALAGANG mangyari? Maka-graduate ng Cum Laude jan sa Ateneo mo? Yun ba? Kaya ka namang tulungan ni Nique dun e. Tangina, sinabihan ko si Nique na wag kang sasaktan tapos ikaw ang mananakit sa kanya? PUCHA! You promised me you'll take care of her. TANGINANG PROMISES TALAGA YAN. Ewan! HINDI NA TALAGA AKO MANINIWALA SA MGA SASABIHIN MO. Strike two ka na sakin, alam mo ba yun? And ang strike two sakin ay OUT na. Pucha! IKAW NANAMAN YUNG NAG-PROMISE SAKIN! AT BRINEAK MO NANAMAN. Tangina talaga o. Di na ako nadala. Sana tinigil mo na lang sakin yung panggagago mo e. Ulitin ba kay Nique? Pucha, kung ikaw ite-take for granted mo lang siya, pwes ako, HINDI! Mahal ko si Nique e. IKAW, MAHAL MO BA? Sabi mo sakin dati na hindi mo kaya kung wala siya. Ngayon, ikaw 'tong hindi man lang tumatawag sa kanya? Okay. You know what I'm thinking right now? Na yung reason mo na nawala yung phone mo e RASON LANG TALAGA. YOU'RE GIVING ME MORE REASONS TO HATE YOU. Mahina ka talaga. MAHINANG-MAHINA. Sayang, matalino ka pa naman. Akala ko alam mo na lahat. Hindi pala. Book-wise ka lang. Magaling ka mag-manipulate ng words, oo. Pero hindi mo mini-mean yung mga yun. Hanggang dun na lang yun. Alam mo bang yan yung matagal na tinago ko sa sarili ko? Ngayon ko lang nalabas dahil na-trigger mo nanaman e. Kulang pa yan, kung alam mo lang. Gaguhin mo si Nique, makakaharap mo ULIT ako. And this time, hindi na ako magbe-breakdown. Hindi ko na iisiping ikaw yung tao na, once sa buhay ko, minahal ko.

Huwatta Friggin' Day.

In all fairness, mas madali yung Algeb kesa sa Physics. *Curse Physics* *anti-karma*

Anyhoo, Jopet was here kanina! Yey! Super fun. The usual. Hung out. Watched China vs. Philippines in ESPN. Oh wells. Ayun. Kaso umiyak ako. Awww. Pero yun. Hehe.

*Baby, thanks po talaga. Sorry pala kung umiyak NANAMAN ako. Shet. Ayun. I love you. Miss na kita. *mwahugg*

*Kam, ang cute ng pic niyo ni Marc! Shet! Hui! Manonood ako ng concert niyo ha. Hehe. See you tomorrow, Chocnut! Ai, nga pala! Yung pic natin, pa-email na. Thankish a bunch!

*Dean, nakakalungkot yung entry mo. Laln. Na-depress ako nung binasa ko. Oh wells. See you tomorrow din! Uuuuy. Issue! Hehe. Lolz.

Huwat the?

PAKSHET YANG PHYSICS EXAM! SWEAR! HINDI NA DAPAT NABUBUHAY YUNG TAONG GUMAWA NG EXAM DUN! HINDI MAKATARUNGAN ANG GINAWA NIYA! SANA MABULOK NA SIYA KASAMA NG BRACES NIYA!

Aba'y siyempre, hindi ko ma-get over yang pesteng Physics test na yan! Kahit anong aral ang ginawa namin, wala! Parang sinayang lang namin yung oras namin para pag-aralan yun tapos wala lang. Natanga na lang kami sa mga test papers namin. Sa sobrang hirap niya e naiyak yung mga pinakamatatalino sa batch. Yung former batch rep nga namin may balak pang tumalon galing sa 4th floor sa hirap e. Grrrr. Hai nako. Dapat lang kay RITA yun no. Pagdaan daw niya kanina, kulang na lang patayin na siya ng batchmates ko e. Buti nga. Pero ang kasama na sa listahan ng mga papatayin ko ay yung braces na yan! Naku po!

Pero in fairness, nag-aral ako sa A&D. *MATEEEEEEEETTT!!!* Ang hindi ko makalimutan sa mga inaral ko?

APPARENTLY VERBAL THAT ARE REALLY GENUINE- AMBIGUOUS WITH ARGUMENT

and

ANTECEDENT PROBABILITY- FROM A KNOWN CAUSE TO AN UNKNOWN EFFECT

O, diba? Ahehehe. Tanong niyo si Matet. Alam niya kung bakit hindi ko makalimutan yang terms na yan. Hehe. Nakakatawa. Pero in fairness, dahil dun, nakapag-aral ako ng maayos ha. Hehe. Laln. Tapos favorite ko na rin A&D. *MATEEEEEEEEETTT ULIT!!!* Lolz. Panu ko magiging favorite yun? Sir Braces? Neva mind.

Teka, bago ko makalimutan,

MR. AND MRS. MARC ANGELES! HAPPY TWO YEARS!Ü

"And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind"

Okay. First, I woke up, definitely, on the right side of the bed. Was even smiling when I opened my eyes. Turned the TV on and The Show [Southborder] was on. Huwaaat? The best way to start the day is waking up to the sight of Duncan Ramos making out with someone somewhere. Ang swerte nung girl! Lolz. Peace tayo, Bie! Hehe. I love you.

After a few hours, got totally pissed off. Ewan ko lang kung bakit. Inatake nanaman ng ka-otihan si Ale. So there. Ask Kam. Muntik pa ako umiyak. Pakshet kasi e. So there. The person involved and myself got to talk and now, everything's "back to normal", as she would put it. So there. Won't go into details na. Basta lang.

E di yun. Back to normal na nga. Pero Kam got totally pissed off over someone WE thought was the nicest and most humble person alive. Alam niyo kung bakit nagalit si Kam? She turned out to be an airhead. Oh wells. Ang galing niyang mag-balat kayo. She almost had me fooled [Waw! Legally Blonde!]. And to think na Dean and I adviced Kam pa na i-approach siya and makipag-ayos, yun lang gagawin niya? Pakshet siya! Sabi ko naman diba na I'd do anything for these two ladies right here *points at Kam and Dean* even if it's against the world. *ehem ehem*

Anyhoo, I have one of the sweetest messages from a friend in my Inbox right this minute. I'm re-reading it. Shet. Ang sweet kasi e. I can't post it here kasi yun. Baka magka-issue pa e. Hehe. Pero super sweet. Di ko nga inexpect na ganun pala ako para dun sa taong yun e. Considering na ganun. Hehe. Wish ko lang ma-gets niyo. Hehe.

Teka nga pala, DEAN! Naku po. Sabi mo magpi-pic tayong tatlo. I wanted to show everyone kung sino yung mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko ng buhay ko. Well, labas na si Jopet jan. Pero yun. Dapat talaga may pic tayong tatlo. Sige naaaa. Yikee. Konting pilit! Uuuuy. Papayag na yan. Hehe. Labo.

KAM, wag mo nang isipin yung taong yun. Airhead pala siya e. And KSP pa. Kung ayaw niya makipag-ayos, e di wag. Wala kang kawalan no. It's her loss. Andito naman kami ni Dean e. Hehe. Nangdamay pa. Pero alam ko naman na yun din sasabihin niyang si Dr. Love sayo e. And wag mo na rin isipin yung pesteng bestfriend mo na yan. Lolokohin ka lang pala e. Tangina niya! Ngek. Galit na galit daw ako. Ano ba yan? Affected ako kasi Soulmate kita e. Uuuyy. Mushy.

NIQUE, Tweenie, tama ba yung taong iniisip ko? E kaso, diba, nasa Quezon City na yun ngayon? I mean nagsisimba siya sa Sucat? Labo niya. Hehe. Laln. Miss you na!

MATET! Sabi mo magta-tag ka. *cry* Anyhoo, hindi pa buo yung kwento mo! Hehe. Pero ang swerte mo talaga. Hehe. Laln.

INGGA! San mo nakuha yung ID ni Sir Velarde? Shet! Ang bata niya dun! Hehe. Laln.

TRI-SIX 2003-2004, mark your calendars!. Di na sa tayo 14. 21 na at Tanya's place. Walang inuman, walang yosi. In short, walang bisyo. Pero kung gusto niyo, kayo na lang daw magdala. Basta kami ni Noe jamming dun. Hehe. Bisyo lang pala dun is Tong-its. Di nga bisyo yun e. A basta. Sa 21 ha. Hehe. And sama natin si Ms. Sarenas! Go! Yeah. Laln. Ang fun. Miss you guys! Mahal ko kayong lahat!

BABY KO, grabe. Exag na ito. Miss na miss na kita. Ang tagal na nating hindi nakakapag-usap ng matino. Laln. Pahinga ka jan ha. I love you. Am looking forward to Thursday. Teka, tuloy ba? A basta. Yun. I love you so much.

*Dun sa mga interested makita ang ID pic ni Sir Velarde nung College, click here.*

Sabi ko nga e.

Sinabi mo na yung totoo, ikaw pa yung mali. Oo na nga lang e.

*Kam, "You make my heart melt" too. Hehe. See you tomorrow.

*Matet, kung nababasa mo man ito, swerte mo, men!

*Alyssa, kung nababasa mo rin ito, shet talaga, noh? Laln. Marami pa yun!

*Dean, tignan mo ito...

Me and my Chocnut/Soulmate, Kam

Warning: Explicit Content.

*Kam, you don't have to update for me. Thanks, anyway.

*PUTANGINA! Yeah. That's what you are. Nakaka-strike two ka na sakin. Nung una, pinalampas ko. Yung ngayon, sige, papalampasin ko din. Pero pag umulit ka pa, mawawalan na ako ng respeto sayo kahit ikaw pa ang highest officer sa batch. Okay lang kung ako yung ininsulto mo e. Pero kailangan talaga idadamay mo yung friend ko? Tangina! What's not to like about her? She's very friendly and she won't bring anyone down for entertainment. Tangina talaga! Akala ko pa naman dati you're someone I could really get along with. Sabi kasi ng mga tao sa paligid ko  you're very down-to-earth. Turns out, kabaliktaran ka pala.

*TANGINA! Isa ka pa! Akala mo hindi kita naririnig kanina? Kailangan pa, sasabihin mo pag nakatalikod ako? Pucha! FYI, we're both in a relationship. And both our relationships are very successful, thankyouverymuch. And hello? Di porket close kami ibig sabihin na nun e "kami" or "may thing kami". Tangina, ang dumi kasi ng utak mo e. And for crying out loud, MAY BOYFRIEND AKO AND MAHAL NA MAHAL KO SIYA! And ayoko yung paggawa mo ng kwento. Pucha! Tapos papaabutin niyo pa dun sa taong yun? Pucha, sinong tinakot mo? E di sabihin mo. Tapos ang lakas pa ng loob mong i-approach ako and ask me kung may problema ako. A, oo. Meron. IKAW. Ang laki no?

Grabe! Ang daming madudumi ang utak! Close lang kami, nilagyan agad ng meaning. Malapit lang ng konti, may malisiya agad. Ano ba? Hindi na ba pwedeng maging ka-close ko yung tao? Pucha, ha. Siguro pag nakita niyo kung gaano kami ka-close ni Kam kay Ms. Sarenas, lalagyan niyo din ng malisiya. Tangina talaga. And if you find her annoying, well, I don't. I really think na she's one of the best people I've came/come across with. Tangina, sinira NIYO araw ko. Hai.

Thank God at anjan sina Joy, Kam and Dean. I'm loving my senior year dahil sa kanila. And itaga niyo sa bato. Pag may tumira sa kanila, reresbak ako. Like what I did earlier. Hindi ko nga lang binugbog. Pero if given the chance, kung hindi lang ako iki-kick out ng St. Paul because of that, I'd really pound their heads until they die, swear.

SHET. They will bring anyone down. I won't allow it.

The Queen of Updates is BAAAACK!

Okay. I'm back and I'm updating. DUE TO PUBLIC DEMAND. Lolz. Explicit content, okay?

Lots of things happened the past week and I'm really not up to making kwento. Oh well. Yung mga mahahalagang nangyari lang.

Sobrang malas yung week last week. For me lang naman. First, my 'rents and I had a big spat and they even cut my cellphone line. Okay lang naman. Bought a new sim and texted everyone my new number, nga ba? Next, had this minor tampuhan with Dean. Ewan ko lang kung anong nangyari. Oh wells.  Pero okay na kami ngayon. Hehe. Tapos meron din kaming tampuhan ng Baby ko. Grabe. Wish ko lang hindi ako umiyak. But noooo. Siyempre, umiyak si iyaking Ale.

Anyhoo, our song won yung group presentation and it's the song we're going to sing sa eliminations. Gah. Wala lang. Ang fun. Hehe. And to think na yung choreo minadali lang. Yeah. We rock, I know. Haha. Lolz.

Gah. Wala lang. I missed the net. Sobra. Sa dami ng ginagawa, no time na talaga. Hehe. Galing mo magpalusot, Ale. Hehe. Oh well.

*Kam, Dean [most especially], Ms. Sarenas, Joanne, Joy, etc., HINDI AKO POGI, OKAY? Hel-lo? Sabi nga ng busmates ko super girly ko daw tapos kayo, sabi niyo, gwapo ako? SHET! Hindi no. Hai. Sige. Simula bukas, magi-earrings na ako kahit nagsusugat yung tenga ko. Para lang hindi niyo ako tawaging "Pogi", "Papa Ale" or the like. SHET! Hindi talaga. Sa itsura ko ba naman? Ano ba? Baka hindi ako yung nakikita niyo. Grabe. Hindi ko ma-get over. And hindi ako tibo, thankyouverymuch. Hehe. Wala lang. Hindi ko lang ma-get over. Shet.

*Alanna, Emmy and Manats, HINDI KO KAMUKHA SI CAFORT! Ano ba? Wala lang. Ang labo lang.

Okay. Labo nilang lahat. Kung gusto niyo makakita ng mukhang tibo, wala lang. Tumingin kayo sa paligid niyo, makakakita kayo. *winks at Kam*
 
*Kam, wag mo nang isipin yung bestfriend mo na yun. Tangina, you've given her your trust tapos gaganunin ka lang? Gaguhan ba? *ehem* Ampoots ha. Hai. Basta. Andito lang kami ni Joy if you need us. Hai. Basta, wag mo nang isipin yun. Siya rin naman may kasalanan kung bakit nawala tiwala mo sa kanya e. *ehem* Kung gaguhan at gaguhan lang, tangina, andito ako para mang-resbak! See you tomorrow. Wag mong kalimutan na nandito lang kami ni Joy.

*Baby ko, sorry talaga. Ang babaw ko, forever. Gah. Wala lang. Pero sobra ha. Super praning ako dun sa Marga na yun. Oh wells. I love you so much, okay? Missing you badly. "I'm officially missing you" *sings* Gah. May utang pa pala akong song sayo no? Hai. Basta. I love you. Ingat lagi, okay? Hala na.. Labo ko ba? Sorry.

Okay. Ngayon lang.

PAKSHET! DAMI NANGYARI!

 

No time for kwentos! Saglit lang ito!

 

*Kam and Joy, thanks for everything! Luvyah, guys!

 

*Dean, peace na tayo ha. Hehe. *hugg*

 

 

At the Dean family's residence.

Waw. Huwata weekend! Whatever, Ale.
 
Anyhoo,
 
July 17
 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TITA/MOMMY LYDS!

 

Hehe. Mommy? Waw, Ale, dinama!

 

Went to school for Physics and Advanced Algeb with Sir Bau and Ms. MJ, respectively. Well, Physics was kinda [stress on the word kinda, please?] boring and Algeb was more [stress on more, this time.] boring than Physics. Wala naman sakin yun. Masarap naman matulog sa Demo Room 2 e. Hihi. Shhh.. Anyhow, Kam, Dean and I were passing notes the whole time. Wala Lang. Shinare ko lang, me angal?

 

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After classes, Dean and I went to eat at Red Ribbon with her parents. Well, I was on the hot seat that time. All her father's questions poured in and I had to answer each and every question for an hour. And Dean kept on poking me with her elbow and laughs silently to every answer I give. Oh wells.

 

After Red Ribbon, we went to UST na. Slept on the way there, by the way. In UST, we had to get lost to get to that friggin' place only to find out that we can download and print the admission form from UST's site. Oh well. Tried to call Kuya to know if he's there. E wala pala. Ayun.

 

On the way home, I, once again, tried to sleep but to no avail.

 

The Deans' house was nice. I think it looked like a rest house. Pati yung pagpasok ng sikat ng araw sa bahay, resthouse na resthouse.

 

Anyhoo, Dean's, or should I say KATRINA's, younger bro was asking her what my name is. The name she gave? JEC. Okay. That wasn't right. And yun na nga ang tawag sakin nung bata. When the kid finally forgot "my" name, he asked KATRINA ulit. Ang sabi naman ni Ate, UMINGA. Ampoots! Ano ba? And then the kid forgot it all over again. THANK GOD. It was my turn to ask the kid kung anong tawag niya sa Ate niya. "Ate Ninay". Hehe. Ang cute! NINAY! Hehe. Jokeness. Peace tayo! Anyway, the kid's obsessed to Spidey as much as his sister. Whatever. Siguro nga, Dean, pinaglihi kayo sa sapot. Joke.

 

Kla/Cla went there to make the project sa club. AND I HELPED! Mabait kasi ako e. *winks at Dean and laughs out loud*

 

Watched TV when Dean suddenly told me "Ale, samahan mo na si Andrew sa kwarto and matulog ka na din." Okay. Gawin ba akong babysitter? Sinamahan ko na rin yung chikiting. Kawawa naman e. He thinks there's something under the bed. Didn't sleep with the kid though. Waited for Dean tsaka ako natulog. In fairness, ang lamig sa kwarto nila. Hindi rin naman ako agad-agad nakatulog for some reasons. Siguro mga 3 na rin yun nung nakatulog ako.

 

July 18

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, COUSIN KRISTEL!

 

Okay. 18 pala ngayon. Wala lang.

 

Anyhoo, parents picked me up and went home. No need to go through details. But the details would surely make me feel pissed off all over again.

Isang malaking PAKSHET.

Okay. I don't know why on earth I'm beginning to adopt that expression. PAKSHET. O diba? Ang sakit sa mata pag binabasa? Lalo pag narinig mo. Ang lutong na mura, I tell you. And to think na the expression's from someone I've grown to..Well, I really don't know the term..Hate? Nah. Pero PAKSHET talaga.
 
Anyway, my dad allowed me to sleep over Dean's place tomorrow. Yey! Hehe. We'll go to UST first then sa house nila, kung wala nang ibang lakad. One to two whole bonding days with her. It'll be fun! Hehe. Hala na. Feeling outing. Hehe.
 
Anyhoo,  I was [and still am] persuading my dad to buy a new phone. And what did he tell me? "Give me time to think. Mga hanggang Sunday.". Wahat? The phone that I've been waiting for, for practically 2 years, ngayon lang mabibigay sakin? Yan ang PAKSHET. Oh well.
 
I'm currently reading Nicholas Sparks' The Wedding and I think it's one book worth reading. I have lots and lots of qoutes to relate with sa book. I can't post everything pero I have one ultimate favorite.
 

"It's funny, but have you ever noticed that the more special something is, the more people seem to take it for granted? It's like they think it won't ever change."

 

Wala lang. It has nothing to do with my present relationship pero, get? Sa tingin ko, it applies kahit saan. Wala lang. Just thinking aloud. Anyway, I'll be using that book for my book report instead of 5 People You Meet in Heaven.

 

Okay. You know what? Ms. MJ said sAmtEEng in our class kanina na blog-worthy.

 

"Lahat nagbabago, walang constant sa mundo. Everything changes."

 

O, diba? Parang in-english lang niya yung first niyang sinabi pero it made a lot of sense. Lahat ng tao were like, "oo nga, miss". Hai. She makes sense at times. And parang lagi na lang ako pinaparinggan pag ganyan yung mga sinasabi niya. Hai nako. Never fails to amaze me!

 

Talked to Mrs. Are and told her I wanted to transfer seats kasi bingi ako at bulag, diba? So yun. She told me na she won't wait 'till the end of the quarter dahil ang ingay daw ng class namin. Wouldn't have said it any better. Hai. Wish ko lang wag niya ako itabi dun sa mga maiingay. Mahahawa lang ako sa kaingayan. Sana sina Kam and Dean seatmates ko. Bonding everyday! Yeah! Hehe.

 

PAKSHET! Algebra tomorrow? Two hours of the great, Ms. Castilla. Hai. Oh wells.

 

*Dean, tomorrow ha? Hehe. Laln. Don't Spider-talk me, okay? Hehe. Baka pag labas natin ng Demo Room, mukha na akong sapot. Tama na ang Spiderman, okay? Alam ko nang inlove ka na sa kanya. Hehe. Jokeness. See you tomorrow!

 

*Kiars, I don't have the black tee. Para saan ba?

 

*Sis, I'm not really sure kung makakapunta ako sa party mo. Pero I'll try. Gusto ko rin e. Hehe. Hindi pa tayo nakakalabas, ha? Hmph. Basta pag Saturday, free ako. Yun. Miss you much!

 

*Bax! Naku, sabay pala tayo ng exam sa UP. Pareho pa ng place and time. Laln. Kakadaan ko lang sa blog mo. Huwaw! Finally, may kakilala na akong kasabay kong mag-exam. Pero sabi ni Ms. Hernandez, malamig din daw dun. Laln. Share.

 

*Baby KO, sorry talaga. Naku. I'll make it up to you. I soooo miss you. I'll lend you The Wedding when I finish reading it, okidoxe? Gusto ko basahin mo. Pero I'll buy The Notebook muna. Kasi nauna yun sa The Notebook e. PAKSHET. Nerd talk. Anyway, I love you soooo damn much. And I'll make it up to you, swear.

Okay. I didn't have time to update yesterday.

First of all,

HAPPY 18TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY JOPET KO! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU!

Belated pala. Anyway, I wouldn't want everyone to get all mooshed up because of my mushiness but I would want to let the WHOLE world know that I love Joseph Anthony Osuna Resurreccion.

Yesterday, a few people greeted me. Kam, Dean, Nona, Chamae, Krix, Cai. Malamang, si Jopet. Pero ang sad. The people that I expect to remember, didn't! Pero okay lang. They didn't ruin my day naman e. Hehe. Oh wells.

Can I just share?. I didn't bring my phone today. Hehe. "There can be miracles, when you believe" *sings*

Shout outs!

*Kam, grabe. Ang lakas ng kutob kong kami ni Dean yung sinasabi mo sa entry mo ngayon. Sorry. Grabe.

*Dean, nagulat ka ba sa sinabi ko? Hehe. *wink* Anyway, sarap matulog ng 2 1/2 hours sa clinic no? Hehe. Sabihin mo pala kay Glennie ni-link ko siya.

*Dean [Deschy], hoy, lalaki! Nasira mo record mo! Ikaw usually unang nagi-greet sakin pag anniv ko. Well, pangalawa dahil una si Jopet. Pero nasira mo talaga record mo. Hindi mo ko ni-greet. Hmph.

*Nique, ikaw din! Nasira mo record mo! Hehe. Laln. Anyway, miss you much, Tweenie!

*Bea, okay lang ba yung ginawa kong outline? Sorry talaga ang walang sense. Hehe. Ayun.

*Hoy, lalaki! Alam kong NEVER mong mababasa ito, pero leche! Sorry ha. Hindi ko kasi alam lahat ng contact numbers e. PUCHA! Siyempre sa net ko na lang ilalagay kasi I know most, if not all, have access sa net. Pucha! Nabwisit ako, grabe. E kung ikaw kaya mag text brigade, ha? Kaya ba? Nakuuuuuuuuu! Bwisit!

*Baby Boy, I love you. Belated happy anniversary po. I miss you a lot. And don't worry, babasahin ko diary ko sayo. Just not now, ok? I love you.

Bitin yung sasabihin kong una.

Ok. In fairness, hindi ko ma-get over. I mean, bakit naman ganun? Pero natawa na lang ako. San ka naman nakakita na ang hinihingi Coke, ang binigay, pillow? Hai nako.

Yesterday was my Bro's birthday. And you know what? He's got what he ever wanted for his birthday. A new phone. A new CD. And how did I react?

INGGIT!

Gah. It was me who wanted a new phone. Kanino binigay? Sa kapatid ko. Hai. Namaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. But oh well. Not hoping anymore! Nagsawa na e. Oh well.

Anyway, we had our Saturday classes all over again. Rooms 7, 8, and 9 had to sit for two whole, sleepy hours of Ms. Castilla & College/Advanced Algebra in the morning.

Had Bio after breaktime. This time, 2 hours of the wonderful Ms. Mortel. Yeah! Missed her.

Anyway, lunchtime, was with Dean and was talking to her about a minor [I think] problem. Went running to the 4th floor with Crissel to get to Agnes.

After lunch, had English and talked about all that mythology crap.

After English, had the election of class officers. And personally, kung team yun ng basketball, I wouldn't like the line-up. Good luck na lang sakin no.

Had Clubs afterwards. My club's ok. My moderator? NO! Okay. That was the first meeting so it's not a good idea to judge her na. Pero she definitely didn't make a good impression.

Went home and got ready for Kublai's.

In Kublai's were Maggie, Ingga, Pinky and of course, Tanya. May isang taong hindi dumating and I'm gonna pound her 'till she begs me to stop. Hai nako. Bwisit. Pero no offense, Ingga, kung andun siya, I wouldn't have enjoyed the night like I did. Sobra. Anyhoo, danced the night away. Bonding and everything.

Slept at Tanya's place. Dad picked me up at lunchtime.

*Nique, thanks. I know dapat hindi ko sila pansinin pero they can get to your nerves kahit na nagsasalita lang sila e. Get? Hai nako. Bitchin' miss you!

*Ingga, wag mo nang isipin yun. Tukneneng siya no. Hmph. Not worth your precious time.

*Tanya, kaya mo yan. Basta if you need someone, I'm just 4 rooms away.

*Kam, alam ko galit ka sakin. Dean told me to talk to you. Pero honestly, hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. Hai. And sorry hindi kami sa Academic. Wala nang slot e. Sorry.

*Baby, wala lang. Sorry hindi kita masyadong nabibigyan ng time ngayon. Namaaaaaaaaaaan. Sobrang sama ko na ba? Hai. Anyhoo, I love you, ok? Missin' you badly.

F*cker.

Okay. July 9 is totally not MY day. The reasons?

->Some people are not really sensitive of other's feelings. They just do stuff to make fun of other people without thinking of how they will hurt them. What do I really mean? Click here.

->I realized that Kam and Dean are the only people that I can really get along with in my class.

->People make promises. And break them.

But then, there are "angels", if you'd like to call them that, that can really make you smile and say "There's a rainbow always after the rain". And those people are:

-Jopet [Waw. My Baby? An Angel? Hmmmm.]
-Kam
-Dean
-Ms. Sarenas
-Mommy Tans
-Ingga
-Cupcake ko [Pinky]
-Maggie
-Gege

Gah. These people. I really love them. One big hug, and poof! Bad mood's gone. Thanks, guys!

*Mommy Tans, Ingga, Pinky, Maggie and Gege, thanks a bunch kanina ha. Wala lang. I miss you guys.

*Kam, wag mo na silang isipin. They're one helluva fuckin' group of people. Hai nako. Okay lang yan. Chill! *hug*

*Dean, naku! Sabihin mo kay Glennie, sorry. Tukneneng naman e. Ano ba itech? Basta sabihin mo sorry. Na-guilty tuloy ako. *sigh*

*Baby ko, wag ka nang mabadtrip. Nakakatakot e. Hai. I love you so much. I'll catch you whenever! Missin' you badly. *smoochies* *hug tyt*

*Insensitive people, wish ko lang hindi kayo ganyan. Nakakasira ng araw e. You guys are the ones who makes me say "Ayaw ko sa class na ito.". And believe me, you wouldn't want me to have that very same thought 'till the end of the school year.

*Those people who makes promises and break them, you're a bunch of f*ckers. Kung hindi niyo rin lang kayang panindigan, wag niyo na lang sabihin. Anak ng tokwa't baboy, nakakasakit kayo e.

Pahabol: Hope my 'rents would allow me to sleep over Dean's place tomorrow. Wish ko lang, diba?

Pahabol 2:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO!

*Confusion*

*LH MONTESSORI HIGH BATCHMATES, PLEASE READ THIS!:*
-> Onil's back from UK. They are now asking kung kelan na yung get-together natin. So, when do you guys REALLY want it ba? Please lang, gawin nating weekend or kahit Friday night. Kawawa kaming mga tiga-North. I really need your cooperation, guys. Baka hindi matuloy ito. I've been looking forward. Sobra. Kaya sige na, ituloy na natin. For suggestions, sa Guestbook ko na lang. Okidoxe? Thanks a bunch.

Oh well. I'm feeling kinda confused. Well, confusion dahil I don't know kung paano ako magrereact. Pero, DUDE, I really would appreciate it if we keep the friendship. Seryoso.

Okay. Enough about that.

BEND AND SNAP!

Gah. Dramatics.

Visit this site. Got the address from Van's bulletin board message in Friendster. It's kinda funny. Hehe. Laln.

Got my sched for UPCAT na. August 08, 2004 at 6:30am in the Math Building.

*Maric, pwedeng malaman kung saan yang building na yan? Di pa ako nakakarating ng UP e. Hehe. Pathetic. And lahat ba ng sched, umaga? Wala lang. Ang hassle kasi e. Sunday morning? Gah. Wala lang.

*JR, okay lang yan. You guys will work things out.

*Kam, I really need to talk to you.

*Katrina Dean [may kabarkada rin kasi akong Dean yung name e. Oh well], I think kailangan din natin mag-usap.

*Baby, wala lang. Di ko parin ma-get over yung conversation natin last night. Kinikilig parin ako up to know. Hai. I love you.

Oh God, Ale!

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, STOP ACTING IMMATURE. KAHIT SAGLIT LANG. NAKAKAINIS NA E.

The Weekend That Was..

Friday [July 2]

Caught Spidey's last full show in Eastwood the-chair-is-very-comfy Cinemas. I personally enjoyed it. I think it was better than the first Spiderman movie. And the movie has lots of quotes that has struck me. Totally. Oh well.

Ate at Dencio's before that. Was texting Jopet that time too. Strolled in Eastwood and saw this clump of people. Went there and saw these 3 guys drawing caricatures. Cutie! Hehe. They drew kids faces on super heroes' bodies. And what are they using? Pencils and HIGHLIGHTERS. Okay. They used sign pens but the highlighters amazed me. Okay. Naaliw ang bata.

Oh! I had Caffe Mocha and Pringles [Cheez Ums] inside the movie house. And yeah, I know. It's not my favorite duo. I don't even like the after taste of it. Blech.

Talked my Dad into buying a new phone so I'd get to inherit his phone. Turned out, he'd buy a new one as soon as some new models come out. He was waiting for someone to sell his/her 6600 or whateverunitthatis [I'm totally lost by those numbers. I don't know what number goes with what unit na.]. But I don't think it's sometime in the near future. I'll be stuck on my classical phone, 6210, for a couple of months pa. Patience, Ale. Patience.

Saturday [July 3]

Fetch Eka up and then went to school. Caught up with Charmaine and Maggie's lives. Went to Demo Room 2 and had Chem. After 2 hours of Mrs. Gavino [I totally miss her!], went out with Kam for break and wandered around the school grounds. Bumped into somebody.

Kam: Ale, nakatingin sayo si *censored*
Ale: [sarcastic] Wow. Kilig ako.
Kam: *laughs*

Went back for abstract reasoning. Gah. I hate that. Oh well. Gotta live with it! Got dismissed at round lunchtime. 'Rents got to St. Paul at 1:30pm. Gah. Was really hungry.

Went to my Cuz's place in Novaliches. Caught up with her and Vane's lives. She told me something that totally distracted me the whole day and it's too personal to post here.

Went to bless to my lola.

Nay [that's how we address her]: Pumayat kang apo ko! Nagmamahal ka na yata.
Ale: *smiles*
Taybo: Naku, Nay. Matagal na po. *winks*
Nay: Naku, Bong! Magkaka-apo ka na rin.
Tay [my Lolo]: Pasado ba, Bong?
Taybo: *smiles*
Mama: Okay naman yung pamilya. Yung tatay niya nagtatrabaho sa Lufthansa Technik. Yung mommy sa Supreme Court.
Ale: Sa DOJ.
Mama: Sa DOJ pala.
Tay: So, Bong, pasado nga?
Taybo: Madali naman kausap si Joseph e. Magalang at masunurin naman po. Pero pag nagloko siya, may isasampal ako sa mukha niya.

Hahaha. O diba? Sikat! Hehe. Naku ka! May proof si tatay. Lagot! Hehe. Joke.

Went home at 2 in the morning. Oh well.

Today

Woke up at one in the afternoon. Surfed the net. Updated my blog.

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*Rockers, pwede na ba ito sa account natin sa Friendster?

"If they say why, why, Tell them that it's human nature" *sings*

Okay. My current LSS's Kyla. WTF? Hehe. Okay lang. Ayoko lang siya sumayaw dun sa video niya. Oh well.

I've been blog-hopping and posting "I was here"'s in their taggy boards. Sorry dun sa mga wala. Kasi naman e. Flooble chatterbox is unavailable chenes. Hehe. Oh well.

Okay. Sir Ducay dropped something in my Friendster mailbox. Nagulat nga ako e. The title's "thank you".

hi! thank you sa testi. sayang hindi kita naging student.

Hehe. Wala lang. Nagulat lang ako. Ano ba naman sa inyo, diba? Hehe.

Oh well. Am now stuck here in our friggin' house. Nagyayaya si Crespi umalis kaso wala akong mon-ey. Hehe. Pero I really want to go out. Oh well.

Was supposed to go with my parents in Manila. They're going to get something sa embassy ata or somewhere. E I have to pick up some forms there too. E ayun. Iniwan ako. Oh well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TAYBO!

Yeah, it's my dad's birthday. Go, greet him! Dun sa mga nakakaalam nung number ko na line na Globe dati, that's his number ngayon. Text him! Go! Yeah. Hehe. Laln.

Ai! I forgot! It's Pasig Day today. Fucker. Wala lang. Hehe.

Gah. I'm gonna bum out in front of the TV na. I'll see you cats in flip-flop later! Uuuuy. Mga nakanood ng School of Rock alam yang line na yan. Hehe.

Ai! Last. Batchmates! Kailangan daw ng Sci.Cal tomorrow! Hihi. Yun lang.

Ang labo ng entry na ito!

Jopet was here yesterday. Mga lunchtime. Well, he never told me na pupunta siya. Di tuloy naayos yung bahay. Nakana. Hehe. Ayun. Ang sinabi lang niya sakin "Pauwi na ako. Wag ka aalis. Tatawagan kita. I love you.". O diba? Oh well. For the nth time, sinurprise nanaman ako. Pero the best parin yung Don Bosco concert. Hehe. Nung NAIWAN AKO SA ERE NG AKING DAKILANG PARTNER NA SI ARCHIE. Hehe. Joke.

Ayun. Chilled and hung out. The usual. Watch TV. Eat. Sleep. Hehe. Basta. Kung ano man. Oh well.

Kaso, may sinabi akong dapat niyang dalhin na hindi niya dala kahapon. BUTTERFINGER and M&M's. Hehe. Favorite ko yan e. Well, yung M&M's, favorite din ni Jopet yan. HINDI NABUBUHAY NANG WALANG M&M's. Hahaha. Bakit kaya? Tanong niyo siya. Mas magandang marinig kung galing sa kanya. Hehe. Peace out, Bie! I love you.

Okay. What's up with the "fired up" mood? Wala kasing "intense" e. And that's the next best thing. *looks at Jopet and guffaws*

Gah. It's cold. Ang sarap matulog no? Lalo kung walang iniisip na homeworks. Ai! Meron pala ako nun. Dapat ginawa ko na yun kahapon e. Pero yun. Lamu na. Hehe.

Grrrr. Why on earth did I post, nga pala, Heart's pic here? Gah. Naiirita ako. Hehe. Oh well. Mukhang hindi payag Rockers ha. Hehe.

Grrr. Need new pics. My logo thing-a-ma-jiggyness looks..I dunno. Basta. Or maybe I just need a template change. Maybe that's it! Grrr. Wish I'd find a template that would be totally "me". Para hindi na nagpapalit. Pero nagpapatulong ako sa isang tao jan. Wala namang imik. Kaya thank you for nothing na lang. Hmph.

*Sam, no classes 'till Friday. May Saturday classes. Gah. Annoying. E Saturday's a "sandwich day", as they call it, of Friday and Sunday. Fucker. Hai. When are you coming back ba? Tagal mo naman jan! Hehe. Miss you. Pasalubong ha. Joke.

*Hubby, paki sabi pala kay ate Ana thanks sa pics. Siya ata nagsend e. Finorward ko na sayo lahat. Ayun. Wala lang. Wish ko lang nabubukas mo na page ko. Hindi mo pa nakikita and epitome ng Rockers. Hehe. I love you so much. Miss you na. Tomorrow, ha. Pero baka magpunta ako sa DLSU. Baka lang. Oh wells. I love you.

Hmmmm. Smells like CATS. [Edited]

If you're wondering kung ano yang sinasabi ko, ask me na lang. It's not a blog-worthy thing naman e. Hehe. No. It IS a blog-worthy thing pero I won't post it na lang. Ask me na lang kung curious kayo. Which I doubt. Hehe. Pero in fairness natawa ako. Hih.

No classes for the next 3 days for me and my Paulinian-Pasig amigas. Yeah. 3 whole fuckin' days without waking up in the wee hours of the morning. Yeah! It's like summer all over again. But minus all the fun, all the Rockers, all the pancit cantons and minus the E-Z's. Gah. Just hope I'd get to be with the Rockers one more time. Heh.

Speaking of Rockers, guys, I think we'll have a new pic for our Friendster account. [Feel free to add us! heavenzdevil_18@yahoo.com]. Hehe Payag ba kayo? *wink*:



Hai. May kilala akong isang taong payag na payag. Pipilitin pang kunin yan. Hmph!

Grrness. Ina-take nanaman ako ng kapraningan. Oh well.

Gah. I miss you, Rockers!

Bloggie mates alert! Jellainne and Ange are on blogspot! Yeah. Check out their sites.

Okay. I'm not supposed to post this but oh well. Picture from Ingga.



I really love Ms. John. Hehe.

*Baby ko, may napansin lang ako sa pic ni Heart. Pag nakita yan ni Jesse, mage-get din niya agad yun. Hehe. I love you.

Season Finale of Aleigna's Flu [Edited]

Okay. I had flu the other day and was totally bummed about it. Okay, maybe not. But I did and am missing a lot. Hrmmm. Oh well. But I get to wake up in the middle of the day once again! Yeah! Hehe.

In Dramatics last Wednesday, our half of the class was asked to cry. I, being my I-really-don't-cry-in-public self, was kinda hesitant to do the activity. But being the Hey-I-follow-instructions self, I did it. Ms. Consunji asked us to close our eyes, get in touch with our inner selves and think of the thing that totally hurt you in the past. The people involved, the atmosphere that time, everything. Okay, in case you don't know, my past keeps on haunting me at night. Well, not EVERY night. But oh well. So there, relived one specific moment in the past that has totally crushed me and before I knew it, I was crying. Hindi lang iyak. Humuhikbi pa. It was hard for me to stop. Crespo was trying to calm me down pero hindi talaga. Oh well. Kaya ayokong nagsisimulang umiyak e. Nahihirapan akong tumigil. Oh well. After that specific activity, ang bigat na ng atmosphere sa room. Hai. Sharing lang yun. Hehe.

My dad e-mailed me an article on Feng Sui for sleeping.



Well, mine's kinda accurate though the "giving others an impression that love has been missing in your life" part, I don't think so. It's the other way around, baby! Hehe.

Hehe. Nakita ko ito sa Friendster ni Timmy. Yung "Who I Want to Meet" part ng profile niya. Natawa ako.

"*1 taO na dkO pa nakikilala ay c "parreng jepOts" kO..ndi p pnapakilala sken ni ale un, prO lamkOng chums tlga kme. hehe! jOk lang!!! nyahahahaha!"

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Ingredients: 5 parts pride 3 parts brilliance 1 part energy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

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Okayssst.. I'm update queen once again..

Yeah, I am.. Oh well.. Share ko lang.. Nakakatuwa e..

Sir Don: "What kind of sentence is 'I wish I were rich'?"
Everyone in front: "Wishing sentence.."
Everyone: *laughs*

Laln.. Amboring ko.. Pero in fairness ang saya ng defense ngayon.. Hehehe.. Laln..

Ok.. Nagulat ako sa testi ni Kuya P. Thanks pala, Kuya!

"aleigna lin s. tejada- goddess, irresistibly attrative in nature, adored by men, loved by many admired by pipol, those killer smile, those naughty hazel eyes, the pixie coquettish expression fixed on her lusty lip, and those long and elegant hands with pink palms leading off into her nearly trancelucent finger, an absolutely exquisite look, a major head turner!!! much respect!"

Shout outs!

*Kam, ampoots talaga! May ikukuwento ako sayo.. Madadama mo.. Hehe.. *wink* Puntahan mo ha.. Laln.. Tapos comments.. Haha.. Laln.. You totally made sense kanina.. Thanks.. Nakana.. Mushy! Ayun.. Basta.. Thanks.. Uhhh, this Saturday na kaya tayo punta UA&P? Wala lang.. Kung ok lang sayo.. Hihi.. See you tomorrow! Ai! Wait.. Close kayo ni Mon Cubacub, diba? Paki sabi naman sa kanya e-mail niya satin yung pic.. Laln.. Hiya ako e..

*Nique, were you talking about who I think you were talking about? Laln.. Sakit naman nun.. Laln..

*Manting, sana naman binabasa mo ito.. Hehe.. Uhhh, ano nangyari sa pasa mo? Napatungan ng sandamukal na concealer? Hehe.. Uwi ka na dito! Excited na kami sa pasalubong mo samin e.. Joke! Yung "bestfriend" mo lang ang naghihintay nun e.. Hehe.. Kilala mo? Tingin ka lang sa fairy tale books.. Hehe..

*Hubby, I'm sorry.. Wala lang.. Pero napraning talaga ako dun.. Hehe.. Uhhhh, wala.. Paki sabi pala kay ate ANA i-email sakin yung pic/s namin.. Wala lang.. Ayun.. I'm really sorry, ok? I love you.. I miss you na talaga.. Ai! Sa may Saturday classes pala ako.. And samahan mo ko sa UST..Uhh..Sa 2 siguro.. Kukuha ng application form.. Wala lang.. Kung hindi pwede, sabihin mo lang.. Kay ate ANA na lang ako magpapasama.. Pa-sabi mo na lang kay kuya Kiko.. I love you..

Huwalalangness..

"i get sad when people dont really notice how much you sacrifice for them. then they get sarcastic with you. they dont know. they dont see. its. sad. they would never actually know."

Eka couldn't have said it any better..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGGIE AND INNA DOROTAN!

Kakauwi ko lang..

Okayyy.. Came home from Mega.. Laln..

Happy Birthday Jesseboy! Though I doubt it kung mababasa mo ito.. But oh well..

Haha.. Laln.. Nagulat ako.. Nag-email sakin si Tita Pam.. Hehe.. Forwarded lang but oh well.. Laln.. Nagulat lang ako.. Labooo..

I had my hair cut.. AGAIN.. My bro said I look like Sandara na.. Gah.. No way, hoe-say.. Hahaha.. Oh well.. I personally like it.. Tipped the hairdresser more dahil I super like my hair.. Haha.. Laln.. I'll have it relaxed by tomorrow sana..

My room's having another make-over! Yeah! Laln.. Felt like sharing it to the whole world..

Oh well.. What the hell is up with "oh well" and me? I.Don't.Fuckin'.Know.

T.G.I.F. talaga..

Currently listening to: Tattooed on My Mind, D' Sound

OOhhh well.. Friday, finally.. Pero sooooo many homeworks to do.. Oki lang.. Hrmmmmm..

Okay.. May mga teachers nanaman akong lalaitin.. And I'm not mentioning her name.. Sabi niya "Okay girls, we'll have a PADLOCK policy".. She meant lock-door policy.. Hahaha.. And yung isa naman "amnesia" [she read (past tense) it literally.].. Hehe.. Laln..



Okay.. We had a sort of get-together in the gazebo IN FRONT OF THE GUIDANCE OFFICE.. And then, when Chamae, Cai, Kam and yours truly fetched Ms. Sarenas up, it struck me.. I miss Trisix and Ms. Sarenas.. Well, over summer, I've been missing that class.. Oh well.. Even *ehem*, I miss.. Oh well.. Everyone's there except the Class Rep [Tanya].. She was sick.. Awwww.. Laln.. The usual thing.. Bonding.. Hehe..

Ms. Sarenas was funny.. As usual.. Kasi nung una ayaw kumain, sinusubuan na nga e.. Hehe.. Ayun.. Napilit ko rin kumain.. Sabi niya pag tumaba siya, ako may kasalanan.. Pati ba naman juice, tinanggihan.. Sabi ko "Ms., mushy ako, sige na.." and yun.. Ininom din niya.. Hehe.. She lent me her eyeglasses for the remaining 3 subjects.. Pero kailangan ko daw ibalik kasi wala daw siyang makikita.. Returned it at the end of my last class.. Hehehe.. In fairness, nakatulong.. Hehe..

Gah.. FYI, Ms. Sarenas is not the one beside Jec.. Not the one in the lower extreme right.. Hanapin niyo.. Hahaha.. Thrilling.. Laln.. And pag nakita niyo, mas mukha pa siyang bata sa amin.. Haha.. Laln..

Grrrrr.. I totally miss my class.. Grabe.. My most memorable year in highschool.. Pero first week pa lang naman.. 4-7 can still bond.. And I think we are starting to bond na.. Hehe.. Laln..

Change topic..

We had the first Friday mass kanina.. Laln.. They introduced the new faculty members din.. Haha.. Grabe.. Pansin ko lang.. Ang init sa gym!! The *io*a*o family should start air conditioning the gym na.. Ok lang naman daw kay "Dad" e.. Hehe.. Joke.. Peace out!

Saw Sir Melo pala kanina.. Kinulit lang namin ni Tere.. He's the one who's going to teach our review class.. Yung Trigo lang.. Yey! Fun! Haha.. Even him, the Trisix misses.. Grabe.. And Mrs. Gavino.. And Ms. Calingo.. And everyone! Wuhoo!

Grrrrrness.. Si Ms. Sarenas ayaw magpa-kiss, ever.. Haha.. Well, according to the Student Handbook, bawal talaga yun.. Dapat nga 1 meter chuva e.. Oh well.. We're 4th year students na.. And Tere and I forced her.. We told her we wouldn't return her glasses if she won't so yun.. Hehe..

Oh well..

Gahrabe.. Obvious bang enjoy yung day ko? Kahit hindi nag-start ng tama.. My 'rents kasi.. They're forcing me to have my parish involvement in EDSA Shrine.. Well, kung hindi ako sa OLPPYM magpa-parish involvement, hindi na talaga ako magpa-pass ng project.. But hell! They're forcing me talaga.. Kesho hindi na daw ako choir.. And then I told them na sa Youth nga ako.. And ayaw nilang maniwala.. Oh well.. Uhh, actually, I'm planning to join YFC.. Yung sa Greenhills para may kilala na ako.. Pero that would mean less time with my friends.. Kaya yun.. Hindi pa ako nakakapag-decide.. Oh well..

And may incident last night na hindi ko talaga gets kaya hindi ko muna ishe-share.. Pero nainis talaga ako dun.. Isipin mo, wala ka naman ginagawa.. Oh well..

Ayun..

From Ranice's blog..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

*Ms. Kats, alam ko hindi mo ito mababasa, but oh well.. CONGRATS PO!! STL ka na po ng Science.. I had so much fun in Chem last year.. We miss you..

*Sir Melo, I doubt it kung mababasa mo rin to.. Pero YUNG PALANCA NAMIN!! Hehe.. And miss na namin yung "rules" mo [i.e. pwedeng kumain during Geom time, kahit saan pwedeng umupo, etc.]..

*Sam, nasa States ka na!! Hehe.. Next time na e-mail mo.. Maraming homeworks e..

*Crespo, thanks sa book..

*Kiars, hindi nanaman kita nakita.. Akyat ka naman samin.. Hehe..

*Hubby, miss you na.. I love you..

Okay.. My only free time..

Hai.. Grabe.. Ang hectic! Ngayon lang nabakante si Ale.. Ano ba ito? Hahaha.. Laln.. Oh well..

Dramatics Class of 2005

Hah.. Super fun.. Kaso muntik na akong makatulog dun sa lectures.. And sumakit yung gluteus maximus ko sa three hours kong nakaupo.. Friends tell me na wala pa yun sa college.. So I guess this'd be a preparation.. Oh well..

My teacher in Dramatics is soooooo bubbly.. Ang fun niya.. Ma-kwento.. Hehe.. She was a 4th year student when we were freshmen.. Laln.. And super tagal na niya sa theater.. Gah.. I want to be like her.. Plus! Sexy with brains.. Complete package.. Atenista.. Grabe.. Oh well.. Galing pa mag-english.. Hai.. Sabi niya samin "You cannot express anything unless you feel it.".. Sooooooooooo true! Grabe.. Wala na akong masabing iba.. Pero what I don't like about her: GRABE MAGBIGAY NG HOMEWORKS!

I have this classmate.. I won't mention her name.. Well, she's used to getting everything she wants and boss siya.. Then, she volunteered to be the beadle.. And guess what? Our teacher bosses HER around.. Hahaha.. Laln.. Wish ko lang kayanin niya..

Hai.. Kulit namin nila Crespo and Ranice at the back of the room.. Tawa ng tawa.. Buti na lang hindi kami napapansin.. Hehe.. Laln..

I'm really looking forward to our workshops.. Hehe..

Another Galle inexperience

Rarr.. Went to Galle yesterday.. Sinamahan si Sam magpa-spa.. Oh well.. On our way there, we left somebody out.. Hahaha.. Leche kasi e.. The nerve! Grabe.. Kapal pa ng mukha.. Pa-leader, hindi naman.. Desperado pa sa lalaki, san ka pa? Oh well.. Bonding kami ni Kiars.. Laln.. Our b*tchmate stuff.. Hehe.. Ayun..

Samantha Jessica Esmeralda Villarin Ferrer

Papunta na ng States.. HOY! PASALUBONG KO HA.. Hehe.. Joke.. Uhmmm, yung "BESTFRIEND" mo pinagpipilitan na bukas ka pa daw aalis.. Wish ko lang, diba? Oh well.. And lakad NIYO pala yung kahapon e.. Sorry at sumama kami.. Oh well.. Hehe.. Sana masuot mo yung gown mo sa wedding na hindi makikita yung kagat ni Crespo.. Hehehe.. Laln..

Trisix 2003-2004

I miss you guys na! Tomorrow ha, gazebo in front of female faculty room.. Kasama si Ms. John.. Dala kayo ng food para masaya!!! Wuhoo! Laln..

Ateneo

Uhhh, I'm getting my application form in Ateneo on Saturday.. Sana.. Hai.. Namaaaaaaaaaann.. 500+ bucks? Oh well..

Parish Involvement

And I thought I'd get on with my Senior life without it.. Gah.. Hindi pala.. Hahaha.. In connection, my teacher in Ethics is SOOOOOOOOOO boring.. Hai.. Live life, Ale! Hehehe..

Mrs. Fernandez

Wow.. In fairness nakakatouch yung sinabi niya samin..

"Freshmen pa lang kayo, hinihintay ko na kayo.. Sabi ko nga, pag na-handle ko na kayo, pwede na akong lumipat ng year level na ha-handle-in.."

Randomness

Grrrrr.. I am the appointed property custodian and now I have to finish the locker plan.. Oh well.. Ok lang..

Oh! One of our teachers kanina said "Make a wild guest".. Hahaha.. Laughtrip lahat ng tao!! Hahaha.. Laln..

Shout outs

*Dean, Niko and Purple, wala pang plans.. Si Onil kasi ayaw sabihin kung kelan siya uuwi kaya ang hirap mag-plan e.. And hindi ko pa nakakausap si Mamel kung nakausap na niya si T.Lei so yun.. Pero malamang-lamang, sa LH na yun though Onil's planning to hold it in anybody's place.. That is, if someone's willing to "lend" his/her house to us even for just a minute.. And sorry I can't reply.. Putol line ko.. Please understand..

*Kam, I know something's wrong.. If it's the one you told me kanina, wag mo yun isipin.. I went to a hella different and much frustrating experience.. Wag mo nang isipin yun.. Wala yun.. And I don't think papatol si Mac dun, promise.. I don't think.. Well, I think, malamang pero get mo na yun.. I know hindi siya papatol..

*Hubby, kung sawa na ang Lakers, e di umalis na sila sa NBA para lahat ng tao matuwa.. Hehehe.. Peace out! I love you.. I bitchin' miss you.. Hehe.. Peace tayo ha.. Wait, may kinuwento sakin si Chamae about nung BSA.. Hai.. Laln.. Na-guilty ako.. Laln.. Hehe.. I love you ulit..

HAHAHAHAHA!! E Baby ko, Panu ba yan? =) [Edited]

LOS ANGELES LAKERS LOST!

Hahahaha.. Everyone in our batch was talking about it.. A lot got pissed off when we started going around the corridor saying "Sinong champion?" or "Talo Lakers!".. Hahahaha.. Lalo si Crespo.. Tinignan lang kami ng masama.. Hahaha.. Peace out, dude! Pero talo Lakers.. Hahahaha.. Sinayang lang ni Malone yung $13M niya from Jazz para makakuha ng championship ring sa Lakers.. Talo naman.. Hahaha.. Talo!! WALANG PIKON HA!! Hehehehe..

Go to nba.com.. Lakers could lose Kobe, Phil, Malone and Payton daw.. Hehe.. Laln..

Ang saya ng Dramatics.. Laln..

Came home from Galle.. Details on Saturday.. Masyadong hectic buhay ko ngayon.. Hehehe..

Ale: First day as a Senior Student..

Gah.. Hectic! First day and we're bombarded with homeworks and homeworks.. And oh! Did I mention homeworks? Yeah.. But it was a fun day.. I guess..

Well, kwela naman class namin.. Lahat na lang ng kabarokan.. Hehe..

Ms. MJ is our Advanced Algeb teacher.. How the hell will I get higher grades when all I'll do is laugh at all her kabarokans? "RespAAAAAnsEEEEbEEElEEEtEEEs", san ka pa? Tsaka "In DA name of the FOTHER and of DA SAN.." Yeah, I know I ain't perfect.. I don't speak fluent english kaya bihira ako mag-english.. Gah.. Oh well.. I guess that's one quality of a Paulinian from Pasig.. Matawa sa lahat ng kabarokan at uulitin pa.. Hahaha.. Naalala ko tuloy si Archie.. "Weeeeeeeener!".. Hehe.. Peace out, partner!

Another MJ story.. Nung turn sakin na [we were introducing ourselves.. Parang gradeschool! Hehe..]:

Ms. MJ: Teka, I know you..
Me: *smiles*
Ms.MJ: *turns while snapping her fingers* Ah! Precious?
Everyone: *laughs*
Me: Hindi po..
Ms. MJ: *does her "the Thinker" pose* AH! Alexandra?

Okay.. So, kilala nga niya ako.. Hehehe..

My Research teacher's ok.. Tahimik siya and since nasa likod ako, I can't hear her.. Bingi pa naman ako.. Gah..

Mrs. Bronilla's [Eco] okay.. Laln.. She's funny..

Oh well.. Okay lang class namin.. Pero no offense, Trisix is still the best! Pero we still have the whole schoolyear to bond! Yeah! Hehe..

We'll be having our ID picture taking tomorrow.. Haha.. Last year, sobrang late.. Ngayon, excited sila.. Hehe..

*Bea, I like your class.. Laln.. Tama ang timpla, kumbaga..

*Eka, pansinin mo.. When Sir Bau speaks, pag tumagal, parang may accent ng bakla.. Haha.. No joke.. Laln.. *anti-karma thing-a-ma-jig, the Fatima Paras way*

*Jocel! Kung nababasa mo ito, teacher ko si Sir Don! Haha.. Sa A&D.. And hindi ko pa naman naririnig yung magical keys niya.. Hahaha.. And sinabi niya, kung hindi daw namin masyadong ma-get yung lesson, we consult him.. Hmmmmm.. Hehe.. Miss you dude! Ingat jan sa Los Baños!

*Kam, seryoso yung sinabi ko, ha.. Laln.. See you tomorrow!

*Hubby KO, naiyak ako sa letter mo.. Seryoso.. Hai.. Ang sweet mo talaga.. I love you.. Am officially missing you too.. Thanks.. For what? I'll tell you myself..

Pasukan naaaaaaaa!!!

Yeah! Pasukan na tomorrow! I dunno why I'm so happy while the others hated the idea.. Oh well.. I admit, nakakatamad pang bumangon ng umaga, but hey! No more boring days.. No more tv-and-ale-till-the-wee-hours-of-the-morning days.. No more NO ALLOWANCE days! Yeah.. That's the best! Well, for me, I guess.. I'll start saving for a new phone.. My trusty 6210 seems to tell me "Ale, hindi ko na kaya.. Palitan mo na ako..".. Yeah.. And because of classes, I can let my trusty phone rest and buy a new one.. Hihi.. Pathetic..

Gah.. Oh well.. Wala pa akong bag.. That's what I get for vacationing for one whole month in Sucat.. But hey! The vacation's worth it! Sobra.. No bag can replace my summer vacation.. Haha.. Laln..

So, the highlights of my summer? Hmmmm.. [Not in chronological order]:

-Class party in Jec's place after classes..
-Went to Manre's Grad..
-Sacrificed that very nice vacation with Sam and Crespo in Batangas to be with the people that meant so much to me.. Hehe..
-Went to Sucat and had a blast..
-Went to one practice of 10am mass and saw her-name's-not-to-be-mentioned-here's reaction when almost the whole choir joined us [Kuya, Brent, Bry, Chie, Carlo] after their practice..
*Nique, her expression's one Kodak moment.. Sana andun ka.. Hahaha..
-Fixed whatever-there-is between Janine and me.. Though we're not like before na.. I don't blame her..
-Had a haircut though my own dad didn't even recognize the difference..
-Truth or dare/ open forum in our house.. Cannot and will not forget that day..
-Our free merienda c/o Archie my Partner!
-Late-night snacks ala Starbucks with Kuya and Carlo..
-My baby and I, going to mass together..
-Watching basketball games in NSHA and St. Martin..
-Our own little tour of Manila Memorial Park in 7 in the evening of a weekday and the bridge moment.. Hahahaha..
-Archie's Jackass video..
-Archie's OWN version of Jackass..
-The let's-torture-Ale movement by Jesse..
-Jopet's party.. "Young man.."
-Uh, the afternoons when Mama Bebang sees Jopet in her house.. Haha..
-The afternoons when Jopet's in our house.. Hmmmm.. Tssss..
-Walang sawang NBA..
-Complete kami when we watched Hellboy though there was no pic to prove it.. Darn.. Sayang..
-The Jellai-Carlo loveteam.. Uuuuyy..
-Party of Purple.. SO DAMN FUN!
-May 22-23 people..
-That incident in our van with the tropa.. *winks at Kaycee*
-Star Cirle Quest..
-Me, hogging the TV..
-Me, eating everything in sight.. NOT!
-Seeing Ate Sue's place..
-Learning that I've talked to Joross Gamboa na pala sa phone before..
-Basta, marami pa.. I forgot the others na.. Pero the best part was I get to be with MY Baby almost the whole of summer..

Oh well.. So, what in hell would happen kaya tomorrow? Hai.. One thing's for sure.. I'm happy that I'm leaving this oh-so-boring house..

Hai..Feeling ko, puro submission ng requirements ang 4th year and loads of grad practices waaaaaaaaaaay after class.. Hai.. SENIORita na ako! Hah.. Sorry.. Pathetic.. Oh well..

*Kam, see you in class tomorrow! Hehe.. Thanks pala.. Ikaw pinakaunang nag-greet sakin yesterday.. Hehe.. Laln.. Miss you..

*Baby, may kwento pala ako sayo.. Ngayon ko lang nadiskubre.. Hehehe.. Matatawa ka.. Mafi-feel mo.. Solid, baka maiyak ka pa.. Haha.. I love you.. Gahrabe.. Natawa ako.. Hehe.. Laln..

Inguyamanengwenamaba-JUNIORS..

Napanood kong muli ang pelikulang The Lion King kagabi.. Naalala ko ang aking mga ka-antas.. Kita-kita tayong lahat sa Lunes!



Gusto ko lang batiin ang lahat ng Maligayang Araw ng Kalayaan! Ating ipakita sa mundo na ating ipinagmamalaki ang ating lupang sinilangan sa kabila ng nangyayari sa ating bansa.. Maligayang Araw ng Kalayaan muli, mga kababayan! [hehe..]



Grabe.. Gustung-gusto ko talaga yung litrato na yan..

Isa pang pagbati..

Joseph Anthony ni Aleigna Lin, Maligayang ika-labimpitong buwang Anibersaryo sa iyo.. Mahal na mahal kita..

Hai.. Marami pa akong gustong idagdag jan kaso baka sabihin niyong masyado akong ma-keso [cheesy.. Hehe.. Labo..] kaya sa kanya ko na lang mismo sasabihin.. Hehe..

Kaya lang, anibersaryo nga namin, ang makakasama ko naman ay sila Sam at Crespo.. Hai.. Hindi pwedeng ang lahat ay mapa-sa iyo.. Hai..

Tigil.. I mean, stop!

Gah.. All that tagalog-ing made me tired.. Hehe.. Well, taglish naman ako mag-update ng blog pero not pure tagalog.. Gah.. Oh well..

HAPPY 17TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. THANKS FOR HOLDING ON.. FOR NOT LETTING GO.. FOR LETTING ME LOVE YOU.. FOR LOVING ME.. FOR ACCEPTING ME.. FOR EVERYTHING.. THANK YOU.. I LOVE YOU..

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Yeah.. Here I go again with my non-stop rants about my immaturity.. Because I AM immature.. Gah..

Ewan ko ba! I understand everything naman.. I get the logic in every situation or maybe a greener side to everything.. But there's someone.. This someone, hindi siya mawala e.. When I finally see the pot of gold in the end of the rainbow, it tells me, "You're just hallucinating, Ale.. Do you really think there's a pot of gold? Who are you kidding, girl?"..

Oh good mother of my dog, it's so annoying.. And when I'm in that okay-I'm-now-sad-are-you-happy mood, I affect everyone around me.. Everyone especially HIM.. And it annoys me more, knowing I affected him.. Grrr..

I cried last night, once again.. Cried over the most petty thing.. Gah.. Pero you know what? I cried because of that petty thing because it's rooted to something deeper.. I realized that last night.. I wouldn't cry over it if it didn't trigger something inside me.. And because I cried, HE got totally worried.. And it made me hate myself more..

Masaya ako sa kanya.. Pero I fail EVERYTIME na iparamdam sa kanya yun.. And that's only one of the million disappointments I have.. Gah.. But whether he feels it or not, I'm happy with him.. He should ask my mum..

My mom saw what a great impact my man had been in my life.. Of course, she doesn't always know what we talk about pero she told me na she saw how giddy I've become since that January 12, 2003.. Oh well..

Ang dami-dami ng sinabi ko but everything will boil to one thing..

I LOVE HIM..

And I want everybody to know that.. I'm very proud to say that.. Tama nga si Kuya.. I've fallen hard.. Tinamaan na nga talaga.. But I'm proud.. Because I fell for someone before.. Pero never like this.. Hai..

I LOVE YOU, BABY..

Okay.. So, I'm updating.. Ano naman?

TRISIX 2003-2004

Kung hindi kayo nagbubukas ng mail, though I doubt it, sabi ni Jec yung get-together natin:

Where?: Jec's Place [18 General Delgado St., San Antonio Village, Pasig]
When?: Friday, 1:00pm-onwards

Uhm, baka hindi ako makapunta.. My baby's coming.. Yata.. Oh well.. Pero I'll really try.. Miss ko na kayo e.. Pero if ever, pwede ko ba isama si Jopet dun?

LHMI, CLASS OF 2000-2001

Okay, may mga nag-suggest na..

Apple: LHMI with programs and emcees and all that jazz..
[Problem: Time, money, and all that jazz.. Hehe..]

JR: Numbers [dance, song, etc.]..
[Problem: Maghahanda pa.. Pero ok lang..]

Kaycee and John: Outing para daw kakaiba..
[Problem: Transpo, money, kung papayagan lahat, place..]

John: House party..
[Problem: Kung kaninong bahay ang ipapasalanta sa bagyong dala ng ating batch..]

Kaycee: Parang party ni Apple.. Rent na lang ng room somewhere..
[Problem: Money, transpo [kung malayo], place..]

So, ang suggestion ko:
~Potluck/Pa-deliver ng food/Bahala na si T.Lei..
~LHMI lang..
~Yung tayu-tayo lang.. Magkakaklase..
~No program pero may kantahan, you know, the guitar thingies..
~The usual Truth-or-Dare game..
~SIMPLENG BONDING! You know, catch up with our lives and everything..

Well, Apple and I wanted Sir Bong to be there too, since, you know.. He's part of our class na.. Sa ibutura ng ating mga puso.. Whether we admit it or not.. Oh well..

Okay, the date, mga suggestions pa lang:
Apple- July 17 kasi daw yun 10 birthday ni Lola Purita..
Mamel- Basta 'round 2nd week of July kasi dun uuwi sila Onil from UK.. Probably..
Me- Basta weekend, tayo rin mahihirapan pag weekday.. And hindi pwede yung mga nasa north pag weekday.. Hehe..

Yun pa lang.. And if you guys want to know, si Jonabelle din babalik from Canada.. Gusto niya din sumama, doi..

So, yun..

SENIOR LIFE..

Can I just share? I'm totally psyched about the idea na pasukan na on Monday! Can't wait to get out of this hell-hole of a house.. Not to mention excited na akong maging Senior.. Hehe.. Laln.. The funnest yet saddest part of Highschool life according to my baby and my cuz..

STAR CIRCLE QUEST: THE VICTIM CONTINUES..

Haha.. Super funny yung nangyari sa kanila! Super kawawa silang lahat.. Lalo si Roxanne.. Hehe.. Just watch it.. I know na what will happen to the next episodes na.. Laln.. Super funny..

SHOUT OUTS

*Sis, nakakatouch naman yung blog entry mo.. Hai.. Ako din, kahit sa chat lang, sobrang fun! Luvyah! Miss you much!

*Tweenie, your blog's totally cute.. Gah.. Pero mas maganda yun pag pic niyo ni Omee yung nasa babang pic.. Hehe.. Laln.. Miss yah! Luvyah!

*Kaycee, ANAK KA NG TETENG! Haha..

*Baby ko, punta ka sa Friday ha.. And sa Saturday, labas tayo.. 12 yun and walang pasok since Independence Day.. Sige naaaaaaaaaa!! Hehe.. And sa Sunday, kung pwede.. Hala na! Lahat na lang.. Hihi.. Miss lang kita.. I love you so much..

*beams*

Yeah.. My mood's HAPPY.. Yeah-yeah.. Ewan ko.. Just woke up in the right side of the bed siguro kaninang umaga.. Sobrang umaga pa lang, feeling ko refreshed na refreshed na ako.. Hehe.. Weirdo.. Laln..

And I am happy for my Sis too!! Over na siya! Yeah! I'm so hurppy for you, Sis! Sabi sayo eh, someday, mage-get over mo rin yun.. Hehe.. Luvyah, Sis! Miss you na..

Oh well..

LHMI, CLASS OF 2000-2001, PLEASE READ!

Uh, guys, may dalawa nang nag-sabi na gusto nila yung simpleng get-together lang.. With food and everything..

Another thing.. Suggestion ko lang.. If you guys want, pagdating na lang ni Onil from UK.. Kasi gusto niya rin nun e.. First week of July daw ata sabi ni Mamel.. A ewan.. Basta ganun.. Ayun..

And kung sino man may contacts kay Aisciey, paki sabihan siya.. Siya yung talagang dapat nago-organize nito e.. Hihi..

Suggestions are very much appreciated.. Dun na lang sa guestbook ko.. Thanks, guys!

TRISIX 2003-2004, PLEASE READ!

Ano na nangyari dun sa get-together natin? Di na ba yun matutuloy? Laln.. Info naman dun! Laln.. Miss ko na kayong lahat!

Gusto ko lang i-share yung pic nung cuz ko.. Laln.. Ang cute niya e.. Hihi..

Will I die? [Edited]

Gah.. Scary.. Kasi naman I always get nervous over NOTHING.. My mom says I palpitate so I need to stop drinking coffee.. NO! Not know.. Not ever! Hala! Labo..

Then, sometimes, I get the feeling na hindi ako makahinga.. And I hear something na sobrang tinis.. My dad naman, sabi niya, I have vertigo.. It runs in the blood.. Oh well.. He told me not to eat chocolates naman.. HUWAAAAT? No coffee and no chocolates?

NO. FUCKIN'. WAY.

Then, minsan naman nahihilo ako.. Stop reading naman daw, kahit sandali.. E ano naman gagawin ko sa bahay na ito? Tumunganga? No way..

Okay.. So maybe I'll die later.. Hindi pwede! I'm too young! I have to finish college and get married and have a family and have grandsons and daughters.. And I have fans! Okay.. Ang kapal mo, Ale, kahit kelan..

Pero minsan, iniisip ko, panu kaya kung mamatay ako? Haha.. Laln.. Fiesta yan, for sure.. Hehe..

Okay.. Enough about death.. It's giving me the creeps..

Wanted to share this.. Kakasend lang sakin ni Tweenie ko.. Thanks, Nique!



That shot was taken in Mcdo, BF.. O diba? "Kita-kits sa Mcdo" *sings*.. Hehe.. From left: my bro, Jerome, yours truly, Janette and Jellainne.. Kung hinahanap niyo Tweenie ko, siya yung kumuha ng pic.. Haha.. Sana nga andun siya e.. Laln.. Yung bro ko na lang sana kumuha.. Okay.. I'm a bad sister..

My sis pala has a blog na.. Not my biological sis.. Si Nikki na sis ko.. Hehe.. Check out my links na lang.. Link her too!! Yeah! Miss you, sis!! Congrats ulit! *wink*

Bless my soul, it's Harry Potter!

ON HARRY POTTER



Came home from Rockwell.. Watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.. Well, supposedly, we'll watch it in Eastwood with Sam, Crespi-nuts and Lots kaso sold-out yung tickets.. So, my dad suggested we watch in Rockwell.. Sam said they won't watch it na lang.. So there.. Ate in Pizza Hut in The Fort.. Then went to Rockwell..

When we reached the cinemas, we learned na yung 8pm's tickets were sold-out too, which left us with the 11pm option [It was 7:30pm, by the way].. My mom said we reserve our tickets na lang tomorrow.. Pero we voted and we get to watch the last full show.. Waited for 4 hours.. And I don't think it was worth it..

The book's much better, really..

The movie's..I dunno..Kinda dramatic.. Swear.. The lake scene with Hagrid, Harry, Hermione and Ron was dramatic.. The falling off of the leaf from one tree was dramatic.. The butterfly in the meadows scene was dramatic.. Gah.. Didn't see much of that in 1 and 2.. Oh well..

I think Sirius Black looks..BALIW! Ano ba yun? Mukha talaga.. Lalo nung he saw Harry in that "tree house"..

Basta.. A lot of parts nung story were missing and I think that those parts will help you understand it more.. Annoying.. So, kung hindi niyo nabasa yung book, sorry.. Hindi niyo mage-gets yung story..

Pero there were some parts na kilig.. Like when Hermione held Ron's hand nung nandun sila sa forest.. And yung part na Harry was protecting Hermione from Professor Lupin a.k.a. The Werewolf.. Haha.. Babaw..

What's up with the starstruck mood?



ON STAR CIRCLE KID AND TEEN QUEST

Call me baduy or anynameyouwanttonameme pero I watch it and I really hate the results of the Teen Quest.. Gah.. Hero Angeles? The Ultimate Questor? No.. I think Roxanne or Melissa deserved the title.. Gah..

The Kid Quest's result was ok.. Si Nash yung top.. Yeah.. He's cute.. Pero I was rooting for Mikyla.. Oh well..

ON BLOGS

Marami palang dark yung layouts.. Laln.. Napansin ko lang when I went blog-hopping..

Van changed links na nga pala.. Just check out my links if you plan to update your links too..

Okay..

I finally found what I've been looking for.. Wow, Ale.. Kumanta ba? Oh well.. A VERY siple layout.. Re-touched and huwa-la! My new layout.. Oh well..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEA!

Grrrr.. Uhm, Nyoy's in MTB this very minute.. Kaso patapos na yung song.. Oh well..

Will watch Harry Potter 3 in Eastwood.. AT LAST! Hah..

http://www.chinapaint.com/eng/flash/colorandme_en.swf

"You have a strong personality that likes to take risks if the rewards are worth it. You don't like being told what to do and prefer to take matters into your own hands.

Preferring a more casual appearance, you are more comfortable in jeans and a t-shirt than in a suit. You don't like over dressing for any occassion, although you are never scruffy.

Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

You make sure that your possessions will boost your image, no matter whether it's a necessity or not. If one of your friends has it, you must have it as well.

Business often take priority to social occassions. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life.

You are a good listener, a generous and sympathetic person. You are an important part of your circle of friends, and offer a bright outlook to any situation. However, you can be easily persuaded by others."

Gah.. Some are quite accurate and some are..Uhhh..Parang hindi ako.. Hehe.. Oh well.. Rarr..

Nakuha ko pala yan sa blog ni Van.. Laln..

Rarr.. I really need a new layout.. I'm really getting bored only by looking at my blog.. Gah.. E yung mga na-typan ko, may gumagamit na.. Pero ibang color.. Like nung kay Eka, ganun din dapat layout ko kaso yung green.. Tapos yung kay Van, pero color blue.. Gah.. Bagal ko kasi e.. Oh well.. Okay lang.. Tapos may isa pa.. Kaso may isang maliit na problema.. Pang-Xanga lang..

Oh well.. Off to my blogskin hunt!

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ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEA VERGZ!

Ngayon na kita greet kasi wala ako buong day tomorrow sa bahay e.. Laln..

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Hai.. Laln.. I feel oh-so down.. And guilty.. Why do I have to do what I did? It was so stupid.. Grabe.. I know na I just need attention just like anybody else.. Pero what I did was totally out of the ordinary.. Ok.. Maybe not.. But still! What I did wass totally wrong.. I should've thought na I'm not the center of ANYONE'S life.. Kahit kanino.. Not Jopet's.. Not even my Dad's.. Pero kakaiba yung immaturity ko e.. It made me do what I did.. The thing that starts to ruin a relationship..

DOUBT

Well, it wasn't a big thing.. Pero the fact that I doubted him, WAAAAHH! It's soooo not right.. I don't know why I've thought of it that way and why in hell I told him.. Well, it would hurt me more if I keep something from him so I told him.. And he was-and still probably is-hurt.. I'm stupid, I know.. Gah..

I just hope you forgive me.. The first incident got stuck in my head at that moment and it triggered everything.. I'm really sorry.. Don't get me wrong when I asked you if you still loved me.. I know it did sound like I was doubting even that.. But I don't.. I just want to hear you say it.. Hai.. I love you, ok? More than anything in this world and I just don't want to loose you.. I know it sounds..Uhh..Mushy, but what the hell? That's what my heart and my head wanted me to say.. I hope you forgive me, Pet.. I love you..

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Wah! I can really be mushy when I want to.. Pero everything I've just said is true.. Oh well..

I want to change my template! Gah.. It's starting to look boring.. GashAbelGash!

Rarr..