*Shivers*

After 3 cans of Coke light and 4 dozens of sent messages, I'm still here in my Dad's almost-freezing office. Sira PC namin sa house and we had to drive all the way from our house to Meralco para lang ma-research ko yung sa Ethics namin. Grrr. My sis is typing her book report. Which reminds me. Wala pa akong book para sa pesteng book report namin sa English. We'll pass the book report on the 3rd na. Grrr. La pa akong book! Friggin' English class.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Tweenie, GET WELL SOON! Okay lang yang sore eyes! Malayo sa bituka! Hahaha. Love u! Miss you much! *hug*

*Minnie, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Di ko lang na-update yung blog ko pero ni-greet naman kita yesterday e, diba? Hahaha. Laln.

*Sis, sorry talaga hindi ako nakapunta sa Family Day ng Manre. Had every intention of going kaso nagkaron ng mga last-minute "meetings" e. Hahaha. Set na lang tayo ng date. Hehe. Miss you much! Luvyah!

*Big Sis, I miss you so much! Promise, maglalaan (maglalaan???) ako ng date to watch Kuya Nyoy's gigs para magkita na tayo once and for all. Hahha. Love u!

*Helena! Di ako maka-post sa tagboard mo! Ewan ko kung bakit. Haha. Laln.

*Mushy Friend, wag ka nang mag-alala feeling ko naman magiging sila na e. I mean, feeling ko malapit na. Pero feeling kasi ako e. Haha. Love u!

*Dude, yung background nung blog natin nag-exceed na yung bandwidth. Peste. Gusto mo ikaw naman mag-hanap ng layout? Sige na. Uuuyyy. Konting pilit.

*Soulmate, okay lang mag-update. Haha. Laln. Love u.

*Hon, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

I WANT PEPPERMINT MOCHA!

Well, may isa pa akong gusto pero I don't think it's not worth posting. Hahaha. *ehem ehem*

Wala lang.

"People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. Their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when their part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God wants me to have, He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat, I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go. If you are holding on to the past hurts and pains, let it go. If someone can't treat you right, love you back and see your worth, let it go. MOVE ON."

I LOVE MY FILIPINO CLASS! I LOVE MRS. ARE!

Yep. I soooooo love it. Uh-huh. Hahaha. Yaaak. Laln. Lahat na yata ng patamang mga lines andun sa class kanina. Wuhoo! Ang Daan ng Buhay's the best! Leanne's the best! Haha. Ganda ng sinabi niya e. May mga tao daw na sa labas, mukhang mabait, lahat ng tao gusto sila. Pero when you get to know them, wala na. Makikita mo na yung totoong sila. Yung mga makakadisappoint sayo kasi they're not the people you think they are. Tsk3.

I'll share some lines that struck me...

"Kapag ihahambing mo ang iyong sarili sa iba
ikaw ay magiging palalo at matitikman mo ang kapaitan,
pagkat may higit na mapalad at kapus-palad kaysa iyong sarili."

"Maging maingat ka sa iyong pakikipagkalakalan,
pagkat ang mundo ay puno ng panlilinlang."

"Maging tapat ka sa sarili at huwag paglaruan ang pagmamahal.
At huwag ka ring magbalatkayo sa pag-ibig;
pagkat sa kabila ng kawalang-sigla at kabiguan
mananatili pa rin ito tulad ng laging kasariwaan ng damo.
At maluwag sa loob na isuko mo ang silakbo ng kabataan."

"Maging matatag ang iyong isip nang maging kalasag sa kabiguan.
Ngunit iwasang mabalisa ang sarili sa iyong mga guniguni."

At marami pang iba. Pero ayoko ng mahaba. Hahaha. Laln.

Anyway, Kam and I are the luckiest people kanina. Hahaha. Kanina lang. Though I'm not telling you why. Hahaha. Basta. We love the HS canteen so much! Hallelujah. But, being the good people that we REALLY are, we shared our blessings to Ass. Hahaha. "That's what friends are for." *sings*

Uhh, nu pa ba? Ay, Jopet's using the same material we read today for his talumpati. Haha. I forced him to use it. Laln. Ganda talaga e. Grrr.

*Shout outs*

*Ass, andito lang ako for you, okay? Wag mong isiping wala kang friend 'cause you still have me. S/He's very stupid for letting your friendship go. I mean, s/he's got the best pero anong ginawa niya? Binitawan lang niya. Hai. Ass, wag mo nang isipin yun though alam kong mahirap. Pero wala lang. Ikaw lang nasasaktan. Haii. Basta, you have me, okay? I love u, MushyFriend.

*Kam, TAYO NA ANG PINAKASWERTENG TAO KANINA! Hahaha. Let's just hope karma won't find it's way to us. Hahaha. Though I doubt it. Hehe. Laln. Luvyah, girl!

*Nique, pwedeng paki sabi kay Nikki na I can't come on the 27th? Family Day din namin yun e. Laln. We're supposed to bond in Manre. Laln. Haha. Luvyah and miss you, girl!

*Baby, I hope okay na yung minail ko sayo. It's kinda long, paikliin mo na lang and please, don't thank me. Haha. Laln. Okay lang yun no. I miss you. I love you. See you soon... HOPEFULLY.

*Hwalaln*

Awww.

Hehe. Laln. Stumbled upon Kimmy's blog and saw this uber cute pumpkin picture. Haha. Laln. Ang cute e.


Anyway, kahapon ko lang napanood yung The Incredibles. 'Twas funny! Laln. Enjoyed the whole movie. The only thing that brought my spirits up yesterday.

Yeah, was sooooo down yesterday. Di ako makausap ng parents ko kahapon ng matino. Tulala pero wala namang tinitignan and when they ask me something, I go "Huh? Ano?" or "Oo" kahit na yung question nila is "Bakit?" Yeah. Sobrang down ako. Wala lang.

Saw Sam in Greenhills kahapon. Magkikita daw sila ni Desch. Hehe.

Hrmph. La akong malagay! Laln. Hahaha.

Ai, meron pala. Was supposed to pick my eyeglasses up sa Galle. Wala lang. My dad said wag na lang kasi gastos nanaman daw yung pag-alis ko e. Okay lang. Wala pa naman din akong homeworks e. Okay lang. Hahaha. Oti ko.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Ass, thanks kahapon! Ikaw lang ang nakausap ko ng matino kahapon. Kahit wala ako sa tamang pag-iisip ko nun, halata naman, diba? Sobrang salamat talaga. You took time to listen sa mga walang kwentang mga bagay na sinabi ko. Sa pagbreakdown ko, thanks for being there. Hai. Salamat talaga, Mushy Friend! You're the real angel. I love u.

*Dude, I'm so happy okay na tayo. Sorry, nagka-amnesia ako. Sana hindi ko na lang nakalimutan no? Pero wala na yun. Tapos na e. What's important now is okay na tayo. Pero in fairness, natakot ako sayo. Totoo. Oh wells. Basta. Wala lang. Hahaha.

*Desch, nakakainis ka! Bwisit! "Derick Anthony" pala ha. Bwisit! Hahahaha.

*Noe, nakita mo ako sa Shang? Bakit hindi moko tinawag? Hahaha. Laln. Si Beia lang nakita ko e and bahay na bahay na siya samantalang ako, hindi pa nakakauwi. Haha. Laln. Miss you, Bondmate! Bonding ulit tayo! Hehe. Laln.

*Kam, hindi ka nagpunta samin nung Saturday! Haha. Laln.

"All you need is love..." *sings*

Current song on mind:

"The way you move your body girl..." Yeah. I always trail off kasi yun lang ang alam kong lyrics nung song na yun. So yung mga nakakaalam, you can "donate" some lyrics here, maawa na kayo sakin. The song makes me wan to dance whenever I hear it. Laln.

Another song on mind:

"OUTRAGEOUS, when I move my body... OUTRAGEOUS, my sex drive, OUTRAGEOUS, my shopping spree..." -> Yep. Hindi rin kumpleto. Someone please help me finish the chorus of this song. And kung may alam kayong wav file nito sa cellphone, please tell me. I f*ckin' want it. I f*ckin' need it. Sige naaaaaaa.

Okay, just went home from Shang. Went out with some friends. Went to the arcades and ate in KFC and just plain walk. Hahaha. Was supposed to watch Southborder in Streetscape but when we looked at the schedule, kahapon pala yung gig nila dun. So yun. SHET! Yun lang masasabi ko.

No classes next Monday. Journalism ekkers. But oh well. More time to hog the TV. Hahaha.

Uhm, I don't know if tuloy parin yung get-together tomorrow kila Jec. I mean, parang walang pupunta. Lahat ng Trisix na nakakasalubong ko, hindi yata pupunta. Lahat sila hindi alam kung tuloy ba talaga. Oh well. I hope may mag-clear nito. Kasi hindi ko alam kung tutuloy pa ba ako.

Anyhoo, I have a new crush. Congie's the man! Wuhoo! Hottest rakista in town, swear. Too bad I wasn't able to watch him sa Open Jam, but what the hell? He's cute. Crush ko siya. Hahaha. (Baby, magre-react ka nanaman, alam ko. Save it, okay? I love you.)

Can I just share na iritang-irita ako sa pagpalit nila ng date ng Family Day? I mean, I've got a committment on the 27th. Tapos dun nila nilagay? Everyone's willing to performon December 4th, kung alam lang nila. Kaso yun na e. Oh wells. Sorry Sis, Tweenie and Kuzz. I'll make it up to you.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kam, SOULMATE! Thanks sa mga DVD. Di ko pa napapanood. Haha. Laln. Uhmmm, kung punta ka dito tomorrow, tell me ha. Hehe. Laln. Luvyah, girl!

*Ass, KAON! Laln. Nakita ko TOXIC MO kanina sa may phone booth, dismissal. Shet, girl, ganda talaga niya. HOT CHICK, MAN! Hahaha. Laln. I love u! Hindi na rin pala natuloy Southborder namin ni Emmy. Turns out nung 18 pala sila magperform dun. Hahaha. Laln.

Guess who's back, back again.

After 20 looooooong friggin' years, I'm back in Cyber space. Okay. Maybe 20 years is an exaggeration, but what the hell. I'm happy to be back. I miss the sound of the keyboards clickin' and seeing everyone's journals and updating my own and opening my mail that has 360 messages. Whew.

Anyway, the past sembreak was the best sembreak I had in my entire life. Swear. Grabe. Iba e. Hahaha. Exaj. No time to make kwento. Kahit umupo ako dito ng isang buong araw, hindi ako matatapos sa kakakwento sa sembreak ko. Hahaha. Pero yung ibang tao updated naman sakin e. Hehehe. Lalo si Ass.

Imma make this one short, I'm editting another layout of another blog so, yun.

*SHOUT OUTS!*

*Ass, grabe, MUSHY FRIEND! Anniv natin ngayon! Hahaha. Kaka-"tayo" lang kanina e. Hahaha. Laln. Grabe, thanks sa bondings ha. Laln. Grabe, alam ko dire-direcho na 'to. Thanks you talaga. I love u!

*Noe, BONDING MATE! Hahaha. Laln. Bonding tayo ulit. Sorry di na ako nakakatext ulit. Wala nang load yung Globe ko e. Hahaha. Basta sa reunion ha. Inuman plus bonding! Love u, Noe!

*Nikki, SIS! Sa 27-28 ha! Dapat ultimate bonding tayo! Haha. Miss na kita e. Love u, girl!

*Onil, BESTFRIEND! Uy, mail me naman. Laln. La na akong alam sayo e. Hahaha. Laln. Miss you, Dude! And kelan pala operation mo? Laln. Dalaw ka agad dito ha, pag tapos.

*Archie, PARTNER! Grabe, may alam ako sayo. Matagal ko nang alam. Hahaha. Laln. Ipa-pasend ko nga video e. Lolz. Hahaha. Peace out!

*TRES-SAIZ! GET-TOGETHER AT JEC'S PLACE ON THE 20TH. SEE YOU THERE!

Thoughts... Well, not necessarily for me, but oh well..

RANDOMNESS.

Okay. I know that ALMOST everyone's depressed over something. I know I am. Alam mo yun? Akala mo ok na lahat and then, BAM! Isasampal sayo ng mundo na hindi pa pala.

I remember hearing someone tell someone na "wag kang gagawa ng kahit anu man sa likod ko dahil malalaman at malalaman ko rin yun". Yeah. I guess, that's right. I mean, you'll know it. Pero pag tapos na. Pero malalaman mo parin. I had this talk with someone. I didn't know na ganun na pala yun nung una pa lang. Pero you know what's stupid? I fell for every f*cking lie I heard. Na ganito daw pero ganun pala. Get what I mean? I think some people are just very good at manipulating others. Yung tipong, kayang bilugin yung ulo mo to the point na lahat ng sasabihin niya papaniwalaan mo at hindi mo pagdududahan. Pero sa totoo, lahat ng sinasabi niya, kabaligtaran.

I "overheard" something from someone din. "Past is past no". Yeah. I think she's right. Past is past. Let it go. I mean, it's really not worth holding on to. Sasaktan mo lang sarili mo pag hinawakan mo lang yun. Magmumukha ka pang tanga. Kahit na you made that promise to yourself, e kung nasasaktan mo lang sarili mo for holding on to that promise, i-break mo na lang. Wala na e. And besides, promises are made to be broken naman, diba? Hahaha.

Another thing. I just don't get the point of telling someone something and not meaning it. Wala lang. Anu yun, gaguhan? Masabi lang? Really. I don't get the point. Sinungaling ka na, paasa ka pa. Diba? Ang pointless talaga kung bakit pa ginagawa yun ng iba.

Last. Hindi ko rin makuha yung point nung mga taong gumagawa ng mga bagay para may ipamukha sa iba. Labo nun ha. Pero yung masasabi mo na lang sa mga ganun e, "So, anong gusto niyang palabasin?". Wala lang. Parang ang pointless din nung ginagawa nila e. Haha.

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise"--> Yeah. Sobrang totoo. Hahaha. Laln. Singit.

"I believe in karma, what you give is what you get return"--> Hahaha. Oo, sige na lang. Goodluck na lang no.

C: CHEERS FOR A HUNDRED YEARS (SPCPasig Fair).

Day 1

-Presentation for ballroom. Yes. I didn't mess up. Well, except for the fact na nakalimutan ko kung panu i-execute yung Charlie Brown. Hahaha. Laln. We all look like Jasmine from Aladin. Huwalaln.

-Watched Mean Girls with Anton, Crespo and Joy in CineMUST. MUST is a club.

-Closing time nung fair, we (Crespo, Faye, Chia, Jarra and very yours truly) decided to attend the party Crespo was talking about. When we reached the place, mukha kaming mang-ge-gate crash. Well, in a way, we are. Haha. Danced the night away and believe it or not, I did not drink. Okay. I did drink. Pero tubig lang, promise. Saw Maita and she was, like, "Sana nagbihis muna kayo, diba?".

-Went home at midnight. Okay. Maybe not. 1am. Hahaha.

Day 2

-Woke up at 9am. Was late. Haha.

-Watched Dance Episodes. Can I just say na pinakamagaling ang Dance Troupe Modern kahit hindi sila kasali sa competition? Hindi ako bias, people. Marist School won 1st and Miriam won 2nd. Hahaha. You should've seen Marist.

-Went straight to that usherette thing. Saw an owl. Hahahaha. Kam, lam ko gets mo ko.

-Watched the variety show. I super enjoyed the presentation of the Dance Troupe Modern(*cheers for Precious*), the Fashion Show (Ang pretty nila Ms. Calayo and Ms. Calingo nung fashion show. With the shades and everything. OMG lang talaga. Sir Bau looked, uh, good/great/hot nung fashion show din. Shux. You should've seen him. Gwapo! Hahaha. Sir Velarde, the best! Pinahanga niya ako! Hahaha.), the Aka Fellas, "The Duets" (Sir Ron and Ms. Pedrajas, ang sweet! Haha. Sir Don, may hidden talent pala no, biruin mo yun.), everything! Hahaha.

-Dance Troupe Modern: I soooooo idolize that Precious. Sobrang galing sumayaw! Justin Timberlake na ginawang babae, no bull. Sobra! "Outrageous!"

SHOUT OUTS

*Kam and Krix, thanks sa bonding! Mahal ko kayong dalawa!

*Kuzz, thanks for coming. Sorry kung hindi kita naasikaso. Andami kong ginawa e. Laln. Haha. Tell your friend I said thanks din sa kanya.

*Ass, goodluck sa test! And bayaan mo na yung mga tao sa paligid. Kung gusto nilang manakit, let them be. Karma's on its way. Haha. Goodluck, Ass! Luvyah!

C: Cheers for a Hundred Years (SPCPasig Fair)

Yeah. Fair na namin and I'm here, hanging out in the Chill Out Chenes, booth ng Computer Club. Hahaha. Laln. Lamig dito e and libre music care of MAC. Hahaha. Laln.

Punta kayong lahat! Go!

*Tweenie, so I guess I'll see you tomorrow! Laln. Hahaha. Miss you so much! Luvyah!

*Kuzz, ikaw din, hindi pwedeng mawala. Laln. Hahaha. Miss yah!

*Baby, malamang, ikaw din. Kayo, sa 4 years ko sa St. Paul, di kayo nagpunta sa fair namin. Laln. Hahaha. I love you, Baby. Miss you.

Updates on the presentation later.

Photoshoot Turned Bonding Moment.

Yesterday was our grad picture taking day. Well, our class was supposed to have it weeks ago kaso I had to take the ACET that time kaya ayun. Kahapon lang ako nakapagpa-pic. Rarr.

Anyway, arrived at 'round lunchtime and mejo marami na ngang tao. Oh wells. Ass, Soci and I decided to eat. With my family. Hahaha. Went to Bacolod Chicken House and saw Eka there. Anyway, Ass, Soci and I bonded over lunch and...well...let's just say that we've unravelled one of the earth-shattering mysteries. Hahaha. Well, it's not really a mystery, but oh well. We figured something out and, somehow, fixed the "puzzle".

After lunch, at 'round 2:00, we went back to school to get our pictures taken. Soci, Beatot and I had our so-called "make-over" and went to the Painting Room for the shoot itself. Ass and I got together again and bonded, once again. (Shet, I sooooo miss bonding with you, Ass!)

After the photoshoot (Nax! Feeling artista!), went straight to my granny's place in QC. 'Twas her birthday last Friday (Oops! Have to update my calendar!). When we arrived at their place (with my make-up still on), my lolo was like "Ale! Kamukha mo yung anak ni Kris sa Hiram!". And guess who the "anak ni Kris" is. LOVE MARIE ONGPAUCO a.k.a. HEART EVANGELISTA. Fudge. Oo na nga lang e.

Commercial: Look at my pic nga dun sa profile thingy ko sa left side ng blog ko sa taas. Oti ko. Anyway, do I look like Heart there? Shet.

Anyway, my titas went on ranting about how I look like Heart while my cousin, Thel, and I obsessed over ourselves. Yung phone niya punung-puno ng pix namin. Hahaha. Talk about vain-ness.

Went home at 'round midnight.

*Ass, shet, bonding tayo! And wag na tayong mag-isip at mag-aral! Nakakatunaw lang ng utak yun! Hahaha. B.I. ko ba? A basta, karamay mo ako sa lahat ng bagay, ok? Ako, kahit anong mangyari, hinding hindi kita bibitawan. That's my promise, Ass. Hahaha. Mushy!

*Jopet, o, magva-violent reaction yan. Hahahaha. Lolz. See you sa fair? I love you so much, Baby.

21 months and still counting.

HAPPY 21ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY, HON. I LOVE YOU. =)

Yey! 21 months! Baby, I love you so much. I hope we'd get to see each other soon. Laln. Miss na miss na kita e. Hahaha. Laln. I love you.

Anyway, I didn't go to school today kasi may rehearsals kami for Dramatics. Super hassle, men! Ang daming isu-submit. On Friday, we'll pass this English paper about Roland na hindi ko talaga alam kung pano gagawin dahil ngayon diniscuss at absent ako. The other one's a proposal for Research and hindi pa namin nasa-start. Gah. On Monday, that project proposal for the investigatory project on Physics. Pucha! Hindi na natapos!

Yung pang fair pa. We have these practices after class till 6pm for ballroom. Ipe-present na sa 22 pero hindi pa kami nakakapag-practice ng complete. Lagi kulang. Hai. And they say 4th year's lighter than 3rd year.

"C: Cheers for A Hundred Years"
SPC Centennial Anniversary Fair

When: October 22, 23, 24, 2004
Where: St. Paul College, Pasig
Entrance Fee: Php 20

*SPCPasig Fair OPEN JAM*
To those who are interested to join,
Submit a demo cd/tape.
Minimum of 1 song. But more songs, better.
No growling, no screaming, no vulgar language, not too loud.
Date due: OCT 15. this FRIDAY.
The open jam will be on SUNDAY OCT 24,2004. 2-4pm.
Email Kat at qmk_kat@yahoo.com for more information.
-Kat Alcantara

*Wanted: Male Cutie for Dating Game*
Dating game on October 23, evening.
If you're interested to join or you know a certified cutie, email Maita.
-Maita Gaerlan

*Dance Troupe Modern Presents: "Dance Episodes"*
Date: October 23, 2004
Time: 1:00 - 4:00 p.m.
Venue: SPCP grounds
If your school is interested to join and for inquiries, email Mon at monix12_hotchic@yahoo.com.
-Monica Arteche

-->Yes, I'm helping my batchmates. Hahahaha. Uh, as far as I know, MYMP and Spongecola's singing sa fair. And so is Aka Fellas. Yung iba, sabi, Southborder din daw though I'm not yet sure. Kitchie Nadal of Mojofly, Nina and Rivermaya were invited pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung kakanta nga sila. So there. If you guys are interested, punta kayo. Hehehe. May booths, variety shows and rides. Hehehe.

*Chamae, I really appreciated our bonding kahapon. Hindi ko lubos maisip na i-e-entrust mo sakin yung mga sinabi mo sakin. Pero really, girl. Your secret's safe with me. As long as you keep mine. Hahaha. Luvyah, girl! Am looking forward to more bonding moments with you! Smile! He'll come back. Hahaha.

*Tiongki, ikaw din! Loved our bonding too! Grabe, men! I didn't think na ganun pala yung ibang mga bagay. You opened up some things na kung hindi pa kita nakausap, hindi ko pa malalaman. Thank you. Hehehe. Luvyah!

*Soulmate, MISS NA KITA! Paguwi mo, wag mong kalimutan yung pasalubong ko ha. Hahaha. Lolz. Miss you, girl! Luvyah!

*Noe, ikaw na ang bago kong bondmate! Thank you sa mga advice! Sobrang tulong yung binigay sakin nung mga yun. Hahahaha. Mahal kita, Noe. (Bie, wag ka magselos. Alam kong may ihi-hirit ka nanaman jan e. Hahaha.)

*Vea, thanks din sa bonding, man! And goodluck sa presentation natin sa Dramatics bukas. Hahaha. Luvyah!

*Tweenie! Ni-greet mo ko! Yey! Laln. Miss na kita, exajj. Andame mo nang ikukwento sakin! Hahaha. I can see na moving on ka na. Hehehe. Good for you. Mahirap pero kailangan, right? Hah. Luvyah, Tweenie! Miss you much!

*Baby/Hubby/Honey/Hottie (Waw! Rhyming lahat! Aliw!), happy 21 months ulit. I can't thank you enough. Grabe. Andmami mo nang nagawa for me. Well, pati yung mom mo. Hahaha. A, basta. Mahal na mahal kita and I miss you so much. I'm really sorry kasi alam kong I'm a bit preoccupied lately. Okay. So, hindi lang "a bit". Ack! Basta, sorry. I'll make it up to you. I love you, Baby. Happy anniversary. I hope I'd get to see you soon. May promise ka pang Usher na cd sakin. Hahaha. Lolz. Miss you. I love you soooooo much.

*Toink*

SIR BAUIE! HAPPY 5 YEARS!

Nakana! Tagal na nila! Haha. Laln. Balita ko pretty daw girl mo. Yikee! Ok lang. Bagay naman siguro kayo, no. Doi, Ale. Malamang! Hahahaha. Hiya ka pa samin kanina ha. Hehehe.

If I'm not mistaken, birthday ni Fr. Rusty ngayon. Tama ba? Oh well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FR. RUSTY!

Isa pa...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL QUINIQUINI!

Shiyet, miss bonding with that girl. Sana mag-summer na ulit! Wah!

Grabe, Noe gave me one of the most...uh...i dunno...sapul (?) advices there is. Hahaha. I'll quote her.

"kung may concern yung tao sa'yo at sa friendship niyo, gagawa at gagawa din
yan ng paraan para maayos kayo. be patient my friend.. minsan paranoia na lang ang kalaban mo dyan."

Ang tanong e, meron nga bang concern? Ah, shet! You're losing it, Ale.

Shet, pati si Rizal may mga patamang line sakin. Nasa El Fili yun. Hahaha.

"Kung nais mong bigyang-kasiyahan ang lahat, ni isa'y wala kang mabibigyang tuwa."

"Iba ang sinasabi sa laman ng isip at sa ginagawa."

"Isang paghihimagsik ang naglayo sa akin at sa iyo; isa ring pagbangon ang magsasauli sa akin sa iyo" --> Sweet lang nito. Got this from Eka's bloggie.

Hafta go! Got English Lit, Ethics and Eco tomorrow!

"--numb-- **well,, at least im trying to be numb. haha. i wanna be numb,, but im just one hella emo sumtyms.**" -Maan

Hahaha. Tama na Ale, MOVE ON! Hahahaha.

The Notebook. Hahaha.

This day didn't go well. As in hindi talaga. I didn't know that a small notebook would cause a...uh...DISASTER. Hai nako. Ewan. Siguro some things are really not meant to be. Akala mo sa una, oo. Pero pag pinamukha na sayo ng Diyos na hindi talaga, hindi na nga talaga. Pero mahirap ba talaga ibigay yung hinihingi ko? Had this conversation with a friend:

Ale: Mahirap bang ibigay sakin yung hinihingi ko sa kanya?
Friend: Ano ba yung hinihingi mo?
Ale: Friendship.
Friend: Hindi. Nabigay ko naman sayo, nabigay mo rin sakin.
Ale: *speechless, still digesting what was heard* Oo nga naman.

What I mean is, everything's possible. Dito nga sa friend ko na ito na nabanggit ko, puro gulo lang ang...uh...nadanasan namin pero ito parin kami, friends parin. Close pa. Hai. Hindi ko na alam. Kung ayaw, wag pilitin, diba? Pero if some people were sensitive to the feeelings of others and not think about themselves for even just a second, masaya siguro lahat. Hai nako.

Lord, help me, please.

Bea, kinopy-paste ko 'to sa blog mo! Haha. Bored kasi e.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ale.
2. Aleigna Lin (c/o Jan Mike, Dean-girl [as everyone in my family calls her. Hahah.], Kam and Manats).
3. Aleigna.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes.
2. My being martyr (Yeah. I like it. Hahaha)
3. Getting over some things. Hahaha.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My being martyr (Hahaha.)
2. Katangahan ko sa mga bagay-bagay.
3. Can't get over some things. Yeah. Ironic no? Haha.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why you have to let go of important things in your life. (Naks!)
2. Why you can't have everything.
3. Why having too much of something is bad.

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. HEART EVANGELISTA.
2. Uh, yung "nanay" ng iba jan. Yeah. She annoys me everytime I see her. Sorry dun sa mga friends niya. Hahaha.
3. Airheads. No, hindi yung iniisip mong tao, Kam.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Sadako.
2. Maiwan ng mga mahal ko sa buhay. Nakana! Drama, men!
3. Flying ipis. Hahaha.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My phone.
2. My trusty pink mirror with stickers. *ehem*
3. My green net idon'tknowwhatit'scalledbutitlookslikeawallet. *ehem ehem*

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/GROUP:
1. South Border.
2. The band Aprille and I watched in Aruba. Forgot their band name.
3. Hoobastank.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
1. If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys feat. Usher.
2. Stay by Carol Banawa.
3. Confessions Pt.2 by Usher. (Duh!)

THREE person/or sets PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. Kam.
2. Dean.
3. Soci.

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Move on? Hahaha.
2. Play Ragnarok. Seryoso. I can't play that stupid game.
3. Hang myself from a rope. (Though the scene plays in my head occasionally. Haha. Suicidal si Gaga.)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. TEXT!
2. Surf the net.
3. Write. As in magsulat ng magsulat ng kung anu-ano.

SURVEY # 2

LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: Aleigna Lin Tejada y Serrano.
-- Birth date: Ika-15 ng Setyembre.
-- Birthplace: Quezon City.
-- Current Location: In front of the PC.
-- Eye Color: Black.
-- Hair Color: Black.
-- Right handed or Left handed: Right-handed.

LAYER TWO:
-- Weakness: Uhhh... Next question, please.
-- Biggest fears: DOGS! Yung buhay ha.
-- Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian Pan Pizza! Yum!

LAYER THREE: Your..
-- Most overused phrase(s): "Huh?" and "Pansin ko nga e."
-- Thoughts first waking up: "Nagtext kaya si... (trails off)?"
-- Best physical features: Eyes daw.
-- Usual bedtime: Haha! Mabait ako. 9pm.
-- Most missed memory: Being with the Rockers pag summer!

LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDo!
-- Single or group dates: Depende sa kasama.
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: Nestea.

LAYER FIVE: Do you..
-- Smoke: HELL NO!
-- Sing: Yes. Naiinis na nga sakin sila Dean at Joy e. Hahaha.
-- Take a shower everyday: But of course!
-- Have a crush(es): Dingdong Dantes, Chad Murray, Drake Bell (Yeah. Pathetic, I know), *ehem*, one of Deschy's friend na nakalimutan ko yung name, the dude Aprille and I saw in Aruba, Franco Mabanta (Yeah, Jasper!).
-- Do you think you've been in love: Hell, yeah!
-- LIKE high school: Like? I'm lovin' it!
-- Want to get married: Yes, of course!
-- Believe in yourself: Minsan. Haha.
-- Get motion sickness: Hahaha. Yeah! Nung pa-akyat pa lang ng Baguio e, ask my partnerS.
-- Think you're attractive: Uh, no comment.
-- Think you're a health freak: No.
-- Get along with your parents: At times, yeah.
-- Like thunderstorms: Yeah. Hahaha.
-- Play an instrument: Wala. Pathetic.

LAYER SIX: In the past month..
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah! With Aprille!
-- Gone to the mall: Yeah.
-- Eaten sushi: Never in my life have I been more sure... Lolz. Di pa.
-- Been on stage: Hindi pa ulit. Hahaha. Kapal.
-- Been dumped: Uh... I don't court. But it sure feels like it!
-- Gone skating: I don't skate.
-- Shoplifted: Never.

--LAYER SEVEN: last...
--Movie uve wtched: Feng Shui. Hahaha. Pathetic.
--Thing/s uve bought: Tortillos na cheese. Yum!
--Song uve listen 2: The Show, Southborder.
--Food uve eaten: Menudo. Haha.
--Mall uve bin 2: Galle.
--Pipol uve been w/: Family.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 25. Hahaha.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids, boy yung older and girl yung younger. Wala pang names.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Beach wedding but my husband-to-be prefers the church wedding. Traditionalist e.
-- How do you want to die: Yung bigla na lang hindi magigising. Fun!. Haha.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Uh, la pa nga e. Pero gusto ko maging producer ng shows. Mga concerts, TV shows, movies, plays, mga ganun. Hahah.

LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want..
-- Best eye color: Brown.
-- Best hair color: Black.
-- Short or long hair: Semi-kal! Hahaha. My type of guy.
-- Height: 5"9, okay na.
-- Weight: Uh, as long as he's not overweight.
-- Best date location: Sa beach!

LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- People I trust with my life: 5.
-- CDs that I own: Masyadong marami.
-- Piercings: 2 on each ear.
-- Tattoos : None.

Thoughts...

"When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for a reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing in your part, or at any inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes, they die. Sometimes, they walk away. Sometimes, they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. AND NOW IS THE TIME TO MOVE ON."

New Template Alert! [Nanaman]

Speakers, please.

Oktoberfest na!!!

Yep. And that means part-ey all night! Wuhoo!

Anyway, was at Metrowalk last night for that Oktoberfest thing with Aprille and can I just say that the place was freakin' crowded? Pucha, kahit san ka magpunta, may tao. Duh. Kami ni Aprille madalas nagkakabitaw dahil sa bangga ng mga tao. Hehe. Pero ok lang. Tried to get a better view of the stage but to no avail. Tried to get our free beer but failed. Pucha! Lahat na lang!

Walked to St. Francis Square to grab dinner and to bond. Yeah. Got to know Aprille a hella lot last night and...well...she knew stuff about me and...uhm...basta! Samin na lang yun. Though alam kong gets ako ni Kam. Hahaha. Oti.

Went back to Metrowalk but, after realizing na mahirap nang bumalik sa loob, decided to go to Aruba. Watched this group. I forgot what they're called. Sobrang galing, men! May potential! Exaj. Well, yeah, they sing retro stuff but hey! They can really sing. Even made the place dance! Hahaha.

Aprille: Diba siya yung sa commercial ng Coke? *points to the dude singing with the band onstage*
Ale: Ay, oo nga! Si Franco Mabanta!
Aprille: Si Jasper!

Aprille and I were convinced na we wanted to get a picture taken with him. Hahaha. Pero yun. Pag minalas ka nga naman. Haha. Well, he's cuter now than when I saw him in Aka Fellas' concert in Forum last year. Haha. And his girl's pretty. As in pretty talaga. Haiii. Sweet nga e. The band dedicated the song If I Ain't Got You sa kanilang dalawa. Guess it's their song. Haha. Sweet. Awww. Hehe. Oti ko nanaman.


M.O.M.s (Moving On Mates) Ale and Aprille

Okay. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na sobrang ang tanga ko pala. Well, ngayon ko lang naman nalaman yung totoo so ngayon ko rin lang nalaman na ang tagal ko na palang nagpapakatanga. Pucha. Sana, diba, sinabi na lang yung totoo kesa kung anu-ano pa yung sinasabi. Andami pang pasikut-sikot, di na lang sabihin na ganun pala. Tapos ngayon, ganun. Aba! Tama yan. (No, it's not Jopet. Thoughts lang yan. Haha. "Thoughts lang"? Whatta lame excuse.)

WE ALL FAIL AND MAKE WRONG DECISIONS BUT OUR BLUNDERS ARE NOT MEANT TO BURY US DEEP IN MISERY BUT TO TEACH US THE VALUED LESSONS IN LIFE.

IT'S OKAY TO CRY AS HARD AND AS LONG AS YOU WANT TO; JUST MAKE SURE THAT WHEN YOU STOP CRYING, YOU WON'T CRY FOR THE SAME REASON ANYMORE.

I'm going to take the DLSU Test tomorrow. Shet. I hope I pass. I soooo want to be an Archer though alam kong ayaw yun ng iba or they see La Salle as their last resort, kumbaga. Laln. Gusto ko dun e. Haha. Laln. *Goodluck, Ale!*

*Soulmate, my ultimate news on Monday. Sinasabi ko sayo ngayon pa lang na hindi ka maniniwala sa maririnig mo.

*M.O.M., thanks talaga last night! Sobrang saya! Kaso walang inuman e. Hehe. Laln. So, ano? After ng exams sa 9, Southborder? Hehe. Go! Laln. Tuloy yun ha. Hehehe.

*Laln*

Uuuuy, naaaliw ako dun sa yellow na stripes sa school. You know. Yung dun sa may gradeschool. Yung tinatawiran ng mga tao. Kaso kanina, nung tatawid kami, napatid ako. Nainis tuloy ako. Ganda-ganda ng araw e. Hahaha. Pathetic ba? Iba maka-sira ng araw yung mapatid e. Heex. Pathetic me.

ANG PINAKA AYAW KO SA LAHAT E YUNG PINAGMUMUKHA AKONG TANGA.

Off to Metrowalk! Oktoberfest naaaaa!! *sings parang sa commercial*

New Template Alert! [Edited]

What's up with the layout? Laln. Angasss e. Hahaha. Laln.

My Tweenie wouldn't have said it any better:

"Holding on wouldn't make me have him back. I know, 'cause I tried."

"If my happiness would only cause burden on someone, why be happy?"

"In our lives, there would always be a time when we make mistakes, ones we are conscious of doing and ones that for us are no, but may continuously give pain to the people we dearly love. These mistakes we regret, and usually we would just wish that we could turn back time and change whatever we have done, so as to avoid the consequences and pain we know we could experience. Sad to say, some people become wallowed on their regrets and can't find a way to escape the feeling of hopelessness. But on the brighter side, there are still some people who manage to change and pay back, and plan to make up and fill the empty spaces of the lives they have made hollow."

Hai. The highlighted line. Sana nga.

"The truth is tearing up my heart.
I can't recognize this place.
The endless road without a stop sign.
Can't even find a stranger this time.
Why am I still holding back my tears?
In this loneliness, there's nothing to fear.
Every chord seems wonder.
How could we be together?
Everytime I ask this, would this be the last?
Why am I still talking to myself?
Hoping you would have the keys.
Every song might calm the weather.
But it just draws me deeper.
How do I get out of this?
I think I never will."

Mejo malabo yung ibang lines. Got that from a layout while blogskin-hopping. Laln. Natuwa nanaman ako. Hahaha.

"May uwi si nanay sa bahay..." *chants*

Watched Feng Shui last night and I really freaked out. The prosthetics looked real! Waw. Galing. Haha. Pero yung story parang sa Ring. In Ring, when you watch the video, you die. In Feng Shui, when you see yourself dun sa mirror nung whatdoyoucallthatluckthing, you die. Pero the owner won't. Pag binasag niya lang yun. Hahaha. Laln. Pero I totally freaked out. Pathetic. Hahaha. Laln.

The last part, SUPER FREAKY! Hahaha. Laln.

Saw Carmina Villaruel and Duncan Ramos with his girlfriend, of course. Heeks. Lagi naman silang magkasama e. And Carmina Villaruel is super thin. Pag hinipan mo, lilipad. Nakakatakot. Hahaha. No offense.

Nga pala:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B*TCHMATE, KIARS!

It's September 25...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONIQUE JANE POMPA LORENZO!

*Tweenie Ko!*

Yep! It's my Tweenie's birthday! Yeah!

*Tweenie ko, tanda mo na! Hehe. Lolz. Anyway, lam ko at alam kong alam mong marami tayong misunderstandings. I don't know kung ano nang tingin mo dun pero ako, kinalimutan ko na yun. Wala lang. Drama! Basta, kung kailangan mo ng karamay, andito lang ako. Ingat ka and I soooooo miss you. Luvyah, Tweenie! *hug* BLOWOUT NAMAN JAN! Hehe. Labas tayo minsan! Miss ko na yun e. Kahit sa G4, okay lang. Hehe. Sige na!!! Sagot mo ha! Lolz. Joke lang. Pero labas nga tayo minsan. Hehe. Labo.

Anyway, was in Eastwood last night. Treated Jopet, Kuya, Kam, Chino, Krix, Francis and Ana since wala akong maski pakain lang nung birthday ko talaga. Went to Ipanema kasi Kam's tito owns the place. So, there. Well, Kuya wanted to dance so we went to The Basement pero the place was reserved for some fraternity so we transfered to Blue Onion. Kam and Krix had to go home so I was left with the guys and Ana. Minutes after, Ana had to go to so I was left with the guys. Talked to Jopet while the 3 danced the night away. After quite sometime, had to go to. So yun. Hahaha.

Before Ipanema nga pala, sobrang HB ko. Kasi naman e. Sinabing magkikita sa Galle, tumuloy sa Eastwood. Hrmph. Yung tropa ko nga pala yan. Hehe. Pero sobrang HB ko talaga. Pero when I was with them na, wala na. Kinalimutan ko na yung ka-HB-han ko. My dad even offered me medicine na pampababa daw ng blood pressure. Hahaha. Joke niya lang. Hehe.

*Jopet, Kuya, Kam, Chino, Krix, Cisco and Ana, THANKS A BUNCH! Napasaya niyo akong lahat. You guys don't know how much last night means to me. Thanks talaga.

*Kam, SORRY! Feeling ko sakin ka nabadtrip nung huli. Sorry talaga. And sorry kasi hindi ko nakunan ng pic si ANO for you. Hehe.

*Krix, sorry sayo ko nabuhos yung HB ko nung nasa Galle tayo. Hahahaha. Pero enjoy naman tayong maglakad at magkwentuhan tungkol sa mga tao, e, diba? Haha.

*Kiko and Ana, ANG VAIN NIYONG MAG-ASAWA! Hahaha. Laln. Pero na-miss ko ka-mushy-han niyong dalawa sa isa't isa. Hahahahahaha.

*Chino, hindi mo na tinuloy yung dare. Sayang, Php200 pa naman yun. Hahaha. I'm willing to give you 1k pa naman kung ginawa mo yun. Lolz. Hehe.

*Kuzz, for the first time nakasama kita sa ganitong gimmick! Hahaha. Laln. Kasi nung una, well, we both know what happened there. Hahahaha.

*Baby Jopet Ko, okay. First of all, sorry. Sorry kasi ganun yung nafi-feel mo. Kasi wala akong effort and sorry kasi trip ko lang mag-sorry. Hahaha. Lolz. Pero yun. Sorry. Thanks for understanding, though. And for the flowers. Haha. Oti ko. Pero yun. I love you po. And I hope to see you real soon.

I have to quote my mom on this:

"HINDI LAHAT NG DAPAT, GAGAWIN."

"HINDI LAHAT NG DAPAT, TAMA."

Hahaha. Laln. We were talking yesterday and yan yung mga nisabi niya sakin. Dean, may mga pambara na ako jan sa "hindi lahat ng gusto, pwede" mong lines. Hahah. Lolz.

And, uhm, another quote:

"DON'T BREAK PROMISES. THEY MIGHT MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE"

Nakito ko lang yan while looking for another layout. Yes. I'm shopping for another layout. Ewan ko ba. Hindi na nakuntento. I'm letting the Angel thing go. Hahaha. Laln.


"I'm all alone...=c"