Okay. I need to update this place.

Okay. Ngayon lang nanaman ako nag-update. And for those who are wondering, yes. Buhay pa ako. Wag muna kayo mag-saya jan, mga peste kayo. Hintayin niyong mamatay ako. Heeekss. Mang-away ba?

Anyway, lots of things happened the past few days/weeks. One of them is me, losing my biological clock. Kaasarrr. Di ko na alam yung mga dates. Oh wells.

Last Saturday, few friends went to sleepover here in our house. It was fun except for the fact that one of my friends started acting all weird and almost ruined our night. She wouldn't cooperate with the rest of us and went to sleep at 'round 9pm. TALK ABOUT SLEEPOVER. She woke Kam and me up at 5 in the morning the next day [I slept at 'round 2am and Kam never had the chance to sleep at all. Maybe for 30 minutes, yes] to tell us na uuwi na siya. Pakshet siya. Sorry, mabait ka na nga e. Hai, tama na nga. Baka kung ano pa masabi ko.

Hai. Ito ha. Alam ko, bastos ako. Pero hello? May mas babastos pa pala sakin. Not the bastos porn-bastos. Oh, what the fuck, you get me, right? Well, wala lang. Naawa lang ako dun sa isa. I mean, after all she's done for her, yun lang gagawin niya? I, myself, can't imagine her, asking for help from someone I know she hates for, like, forever? Oh wells. Ganun talaga. Ewan ko lang kung totoo sa sarili nila silang tatlo. Hai. Wala lang.

Gah, I'm craving for M&M's! Laln. Grrrr. Haiii.

*YOU, yes. Kung ayaw mo sakin, well, guess what. Mas ayaw ko sayo. Ugali mo! Tangina. Kung ayaw mo akong nakakasama niya, go talk to her. And kung ayaw mo talaga ako, go tell it to my face, hindi yung tatalikod ka pa. Tangina.

*Kam, NAWAWALA SI MUFFIN! Pakshet. Hindi maalala ni Manats kung san niya nalagay. Rarr. Laln. Hai. Alam ko may tampo ka pa rin sakin, kahit papano. Sorry if you feel that way. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko, swear.

*Dean, ganda ng entry natin sa blog ha. Hehe. Laln.

*Manaaaaaatsss! Asan na si Muffin ko?

*Baby ko, I really miss you. I love you, ok? See you soon.

Kam, para sayo ito. Hehe.

Okay, dahil umaangal ang aking Chocnut, maguupdate nako. Hehe. *peace sign to Kam*

Picture Galore!


Mga Kilabot ng 4th Year. Lolz. Sabi sa washroom e. Hehe.








*cough Kam cough Astrid cough*


Source: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/porpito_o4o7

Trisix '04! Class party's on Saturday, August 21, at Tanya's place. 4pm 'till sawa. Hehe. Ayun, See you guys there!

*Kam, sorry talaga 'bout yung sa August 21. Kasi naman e. Akala ko hindi ka pa sure. Ayun. E nag-plan tuloy kami. Sorry talaga. I'll make it up to you. I can still cancel it with her, if you want. Sorry talaga. Luvyah, Chocnut! See you tomorrow! And by the way, wag mo nang isipin yung past mo. Walang magagawang matino yun. Pero in fairness, pareho talaga tayo ng tadhana. YUNG MGA INIIWAN SA ERE. Kaya tayo Soulmates e. Hehe.

*Baby ko, I so miss you na. Hindi ka na nagtatag dito ha. Hehe. Laln. I'll mail you sometime this weekend. Kung matatakas itong net. Hehe. Ayun. I love you so much.

Wala lang.

4-7 2005 *Incomplete*

Wala lang. You know what I realized just now? WE ROCK TOO! Yeah. Kahit hindi nanalo sa Songfest, sport lang! Hehe.

4-7's entry for the Songfest:

Ang Kalupi
Words by Aprille Escondo
Music by Christine Manaloto and Emmy Libutaque

Intro: O anong saya
Kay ganda ng umaga
Tila lahat ay swak na swak na
Ngunit bigla na lang napakamot sa baba
Saya'y napalitan ng alinlangan at kaba

Biglang nanlamig ang buo kong katawan
Puso ko'y tila huminto sa pagtibok
Namumutla na ang aking mukha
Hindi ako makakilos sa sobrang takot

Hindi ko malaman ang gagawin
Lubusang bumabagabag ang nangyari sakin

*Ubod ng sama ang aking nagawa sa bata
Habang buhay ko itong pagsisisihan
At dadalhin sa aking konsensha
Patawarin mo ako
Sa dahilan ng kasawian mo

Maraming tao ang nasa paligid
Awa, hinala at pag-uusisa
Ang tangi kong natatandaan
Ay ang rumaragasang sasakyan

Palapit ng palapit ito sa kanyang katawan
Napahiga ang bata sa maruming daanan

Repeat *

Ngayon ay huli na ang lahat
Kahit inosente wala na akong magagawa
Tunay ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi
Ngunit di ko na mababago ang pangyayari
Repeat * 2x

Hai. Ayun

Pakshet! Wala pa pala akong monologue! Wala pa akong entry nung 12. Gah. Kasi naman e. Songfest practices. Rarr. Pero ok lang.

*Kam, ka-text ko kahapon and kanina. Wala lang. See you tomorrow. Luvyah.

*Nique, wag mo na talagang isipin yun. Putangina, hindi ko alam magagawa ko pag nakita ko pagmumukha niya. Hai. Basta, be happy. Luvyah! Missing you badly.

*Baby ko, wala lang. Miss na miss na kita, grabe. I love you so much. Belated happy 19th month anniversary.

*Update!*

Hai nako. Yung isang tao jan sa tabi-tabi galit sakin ngayon dahil sa sinend ko na quote. E doh. Qoute nga lang yun e. DOH lang talaga. Biruin mo ba namang sabihin ka ng "Tangina, kung ako niloloko mo, mamatay ka na rin"? Ano na lang mafi-feel mo diba? Pero yun. Galit parin sakin. *wink* Joke lang. *peace sign sa isang tao jan*

Anyhoo, I'm so happy dahil nakapag-recite na rin ako ng matino kay Sir Don. And ang ni-recite ko?

Disagreement in Belief, Disagreement in Attitude, Obviously Genuine Dispute, Merely Verbal Dispute and my ever-so-favorite,

APPARENTLY VERBAL THAT ARE REALLY GENUINE.

Dapat nga kasama pa yun Antecedent Probability kaso exaj na. Nung nanghingi nga ng example si Sir for Apparently Verbal, iisang situation lang pumapasok sa isip ko e. Hindi ko lang sinasabi yung 'cause I wouldn't dare say it in front of everyone in my class. Baka magka-issue pa.

May ginawa ako kanina na dapat hindi ko na lang ginawa kasi it sort of ruined my day but oh well. Wala nang magagawa. What's done is done!

Hai. Logging off. Tumatawag asawa ko. Hehe.

Hurrrrmmm.

Sorry about yesterday's entry. Hindi ko lang talaga kinaya yung taong yun. Oh wells.

04:29:45pm
A HotBabyJopet Calling...
Me: Hello?
Person on the other line: Hello?
Me: Hello?
Person on the other line: Ale? Asan ka daw?
Me: Uh, Pasig? *confused*
Person on the other line: Pet, asa Pasig daw.
Jopet [background]: Umuwi na siya?
Person on the other line: Oo. Uh, kilala mo ba ako?
Me: Uh? Hindi?
Person on the other line: Si Von, remember?
Me: Ah, yeah! Hi!
Von: Hi! Naalala mo? Yung magaling magbasketball!
Jopet [background]: Yabang mo!
Me: Toink!
Jopet [background]: Sabihin mo I love you.
Von: I love you daw.
Me: Sabihin mo I love him din.
Von: Pet, I love you din daw. Uh, sige na, bye.
Me: Bye.
*click*

Okay. Isa lang masasabi ko. Mayabang si Von. Hehe. Joke. May ipagyayabang naman e. Looks, basketball skills... Yun. Ai! May masasabi pa pala ako. BABY KO! MAY HAWIG BOSES NIYO NI VON! Laln. Hehe.

Anyhoo, I'll be taking my UPCAT tomorrow. Shet. Good luck na lang sakin. 6am? Wish ko lang gumising ako ng maaga. Oh wells.

Kam has a new URL for her bloggie. Edit links! http://prinsesakam04.blogspot.com <-zero-four yun ha, hindi 'o'-four. Laln.

Kiko and Jesse's band will start their recording ngayon. Well, actually, it started kaninang hapon but oh well. Good luck sa inyo! Hehe.

Keyboards: Kiko
Drums: Jesse [Nakanampoots! Idol! I have to hear you play, dude! Sasamba ako sayo, seryoso.]
Lead Guitar: Alpog
Vocals: Jesse [Huh? LA Lopez? Lolz! Peace tayo!] and Gale

Hindi ko na alam kung sino pa yung ibang members. Si Monch ba hindi kasama? Can I be the band manager? Lolz. Hehe.

Anyhoo, My Baby told me na one of Kiko's friends/batchmates from DBTI is a drummer. Yeah. As in hardcore drummer. A la Kae Guerrero. *bow* I just have to hear him play. Shux! Yung friend na yun ni Kiko is DLSU's drummer ngayon. I forgot the name. Shet. Idol. Exaj.

*Nique, sorry talaga sa mga pinagsasasabi ko about HIM. Tangina kasi e. Yan nanaman. Naha-highblood nanaman ako. Pero sorry talaga. Marami pa akong gustong sabihin sa kanya. Hai nako. Wag mo nang isipin yung grade-conscious sonofaladydog na yun. Hai. Ewan. Basta. Miss you! Luvyah!

*Kam, sana sumama ka talaga. 3RD WHEEL AKO! Hehe. Joke. Pero may mga *ehem* na mga *ehem* akong ikukwento. Hehe. Laln.

*Kathy na kambal ko, kung nababasa mo man ito, pa-send naman nung pic natin. Laln. And kuya ko na rin kuya mo! Waw! Hehe. Laln. Yung CD and letter ha. Sa Monday. Hehe.

*Dean, maawa ka naman kay Kathy. Replyan mo naman. Ito talaga o. Hindi talaga marunong mag reply. Tsk tsk. Akala ko sakin lang hindi nagrereply. Tsk tsk.

F-U-C-K!!! [Nique, basahin mo yung medyo dulo. Para sayo yun.]

After exams... YEY! Tapos na nga pala exams! Naku po! UPCAT na lang. Nge. Hindi rin. Marami namang dapat i-pass next week. Ampoots!

Anyway, went to Shang with Dean, Caren, Kathy and Aves. And you know what? Ang 3rd wheel ko. Ok. Di pala 3rd. 5th pala. Ngak!

Anyhoo, something triggered a button [Matet!!!!] in me ulit. Nakakairita. Oh wells. Mukhang nabadtrip lahat ng tao and at that time, nagbobonding kami ni Kathy. After quite sometime, ayun. Ok na rin. Ni hindi ko man lang nalaman kung bakit nabadtrip yung mga tao but it's really none of my business.

Caren had to go at 'round 5pm so yun. Dean, Kathy, Aves and I were left but Aves has to go too. Tinago pa niya yung phone ni Kathy, who, at that time, naghi-hysteria dun hanggang sa may sakayan ng MRT [kung san namin hinatid si Aves] only to find out na nakay Dean yung phone niya. Hung-out in Starbucks. Napasubo pa ako ng extrang Mocha Frap para kay Kathy. Pero okay lang. Dean, after what seemed like 30 minutes, went home which left me with Kathy. Bonding ever kami! Alam na tuloy niya. Hehe.

Anyhoo, met up with her ever-so-sweet big bro. Ang sweet nila. Ang cute nilang tignan. Laln. Super close sila. Sharing. Ayun.

Had to meet up with my mom closing time, so yun.

I'll post our [Kathy and I] pic as soon as she sends it in my mail. Oo na. Poor na. Shet! I want/need a new phone. Pero sabi nga ni Dean, "hindi lahat ng gusto, pwede". Shet. Oo na lang.

"Bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan huwag magalit. Mamatay na lang tayong tinatamaan ng mga batong pawang lintik na bigla bigla na lamang hinahagis mula sa itaas, habang nakatingin ka sa bukang-liwayway, naghahanap ng mga kasagutan sa mga tanong ngunit ang napala ay ang kabaligtaran."
-Ingga

Hai. Oo nga. Makes sense. Hehe. Laln. Pero totoo naman. Marami pa yan e.

"May mga bagay na pwede pero mali."
-Dean

"Sometimes, you think of unexpected things. Sometimes, you're caught in unexpected situations. But the best part is falling in love with an unexpected person."
-Di ko alam kung saan originally galing pero binigay ni Dean sakin kanina yan.

Hehe. Ayun. Wala lang. Mind-bogglers.

*Dean, tignan mo to. Nakita ko lang somewhere.

*Kam, sana sumama ka nang naka-bonding mo rin yung si Kathy. Laln. Ang fun. Hehe. Ayun. *ponkan na ponkan*

*Aves, sorry. Hindi ko naman alam e. Hehe. Laln.

*Nique, ngayon ko lang nabasa blog mo so I had to edit my entry. Anyway, dun sa problem mo kay QC dude, shet. Wala akong matutulong. Pero tama nga yung sinabi ni Maric. If you like someone, you'll find ways na makausap/makatext/makachat yung person na yun. Ano ba naman yung use ng tagboard mo, diba? Okay. I've been there. With the same person. One minute, he's whispering sweet nothings sa tenga mo, the next, parang hindi ka na kilala. Hindi ko alam kung anong gusto niyang mangyari. Pero I think na he's not yet ready to commit. Wala pa siguro sa isip niya yun dahil puro aral pa yung nasa isip niya. Pero hindi na ba pwede sa isang scholar ng THE Ateneo ang magka-social life or gumamit man lang ng telepono? Ako, hectic ng buhay ko ngayon. Pero I make it sure na makakausap or ma-text ko man lang si Joseph. Laln. Ngayon pa na naghahabol ako sa teachers ko. Wala na talaga halos time. Pero I keep in touch with him. Hai nako. Wala lang. Akala ko nagbago na yun. Akala ko ikaw na yung person na makakapagbago sa kanya. Na-witness ko yung efforts niya para maging kayo. Remember nung summer ba yun na magkakachat tayo lagi? Lagi niya sakin sinasabing mahal ka niya, mahal ka niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagkaganyan. Akala ko kakayanin niyo. Kami kasi kinakaya namin. Pero nakikita ko naman yung efforts mo para magkaron ulit kayo ng communication e. Kaso ang unfair. Hindi lang dapat ikaw. Hindi one-way ang love. Mahina talaga siya. Matagal ko nang iniisip yun. Ngayon ko lang na-prove. Okay. I admit minahal ko rin siya kahit papano pero TANGINA NAMAN! Wag naman sana niya gawin sayo yun. Tama na yung ginawa niya yun sakin. Wag na niyang ulitin. Dumudoble yung hirap for me. Kung alam mo lang, Nique. Sobrang ayokong tinitake for granted yung friends ko. Ikaw pa e. Hai nako naman. Sorry pero yung mga susunod kong sasabihin, alam ko masasaktan ka. Pero sinaktan nanaman niya ako e. Hindi ko na talaga papalampasin 'to.

*IKAW! Oo, ikaw nga! TANGINA! Lokohan ba 'to? Ano ba gusto mo TALAGANG mangyari? Maka-graduate ng Cum Laude jan sa Ateneo mo? Yun ba? Kaya ka namang tulungan ni Nique dun e. Tangina, sinabihan ko si Nique na wag kang sasaktan tapos ikaw ang mananakit sa kanya? PUCHA! You promised me you'll take care of her. TANGINANG PROMISES TALAGA YAN. Ewan! HINDI NA TALAGA AKO MANINIWALA SA MGA SASABIHIN MO. Strike two ka na sakin, alam mo ba yun? And ang strike two sakin ay OUT na. Pucha! IKAW NANAMAN YUNG NAG-PROMISE SAKIN! AT BRINEAK MO NANAMAN. Tangina talaga o. Di na ako nadala. Sana tinigil mo na lang sakin yung panggagago mo e. Ulitin ba kay Nique? Pucha, kung ikaw ite-take for granted mo lang siya, pwes ako, HINDI! Mahal ko si Nique e. IKAW, MAHAL MO BA? Sabi mo sakin dati na hindi mo kaya kung wala siya. Ngayon, ikaw 'tong hindi man lang tumatawag sa kanya? Okay. You know what I'm thinking right now? Na yung reason mo na nawala yung phone mo e RASON LANG TALAGA. YOU'RE GIVING ME MORE REASONS TO HATE YOU. Mahina ka talaga. MAHINANG-MAHINA. Sayang, matalino ka pa naman. Akala ko alam mo na lahat. Hindi pala. Book-wise ka lang. Magaling ka mag-manipulate ng words, oo. Pero hindi mo mini-mean yung mga yun. Hanggang dun na lang yun. Alam mo bang yan yung matagal na tinago ko sa sarili ko? Ngayon ko lang nalabas dahil na-trigger mo nanaman e. Kulang pa yan, kung alam mo lang. Gaguhin mo si Nique, makakaharap mo ULIT ako. And this time, hindi na ako magbe-breakdown. Hindi ko na iisiping ikaw yung tao na, once sa buhay ko, minahal ko.

Huwatta Friggin' Day.

In all fairness, mas madali yung Algeb kesa sa Physics. *Curse Physics* *anti-karma*

Anyhoo, Jopet was here kanina! Yey! Super fun. The usual. Hung out. Watched China vs. Philippines in ESPN. Oh wells. Ayun. Kaso umiyak ako. Awww. Pero yun. Hehe.

*Baby, thanks po talaga. Sorry pala kung umiyak NANAMAN ako. Shet. Ayun. I love you. Miss na kita. *mwahugg*

*Kam, ang cute ng pic niyo ni Marc! Shet! Hui! Manonood ako ng concert niyo ha. Hehe. See you tomorrow, Chocnut! Ai, nga pala! Yung pic natin, pa-email na. Thankish a bunch!

*Dean, nakakalungkot yung entry mo. Laln. Na-depress ako nung binasa ko. Oh wells. See you tomorrow din! Uuuuy. Issue! Hehe. Lolz.

Huwat the?

PAKSHET YANG PHYSICS EXAM! SWEAR! HINDI NA DAPAT NABUBUHAY YUNG TAONG GUMAWA NG EXAM DUN! HINDI MAKATARUNGAN ANG GINAWA NIYA! SANA MABULOK NA SIYA KASAMA NG BRACES NIYA!

Aba'y siyempre, hindi ko ma-get over yang pesteng Physics test na yan! Kahit anong aral ang ginawa namin, wala! Parang sinayang lang namin yung oras namin para pag-aralan yun tapos wala lang. Natanga na lang kami sa mga test papers namin. Sa sobrang hirap niya e naiyak yung mga pinakamatatalino sa batch. Yung former batch rep nga namin may balak pang tumalon galing sa 4th floor sa hirap e. Grrrr. Hai nako. Dapat lang kay RITA yun no. Pagdaan daw niya kanina, kulang na lang patayin na siya ng batchmates ko e. Buti nga. Pero ang kasama na sa listahan ng mga papatayin ko ay yung braces na yan! Naku po!

Pero in fairness, nag-aral ako sa A&D. *MATEEEEEEEETTT!!!* Ang hindi ko makalimutan sa mga inaral ko?

APPARENTLY VERBAL THAT ARE REALLY GENUINE- AMBIGUOUS WITH ARGUMENT

and

ANTECEDENT PROBABILITY- FROM A KNOWN CAUSE TO AN UNKNOWN EFFECT

O, diba? Ahehehe. Tanong niyo si Matet. Alam niya kung bakit hindi ko makalimutan yang terms na yan. Hehe. Nakakatawa. Pero in fairness, dahil dun, nakapag-aral ako ng maayos ha. Hehe. Laln. Tapos favorite ko na rin A&D. *MATEEEEEEEEETTT ULIT!!!* Lolz. Panu ko magiging favorite yun? Sir Braces? Neva mind.

Teka, bago ko makalimutan,

MR. AND MRS. MARC ANGELES! HAPPY TWO YEARS!Ü

"And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind"

Okay. First, I woke up, definitely, on the right side of the bed. Was even smiling when I opened my eyes. Turned the TV on and The Show [Southborder] was on. Huwaaat? The best way to start the day is waking up to the sight of Duncan Ramos making out with someone somewhere. Ang swerte nung girl! Lolz. Peace tayo, Bie! Hehe. I love you.

After a few hours, got totally pissed off. Ewan ko lang kung bakit. Inatake nanaman ng ka-otihan si Ale. So there. Ask Kam. Muntik pa ako umiyak. Pakshet kasi e. So there. The person involved and myself got to talk and now, everything's "back to normal", as she would put it. So there. Won't go into details na. Basta lang.

E di yun. Back to normal na nga. Pero Kam got totally pissed off over someone WE thought was the nicest and most humble person alive. Alam niyo kung bakit nagalit si Kam? She turned out to be an airhead. Oh wells. Ang galing niyang mag-balat kayo. She almost had me fooled [Waw! Legally Blonde!]. And to think na Dean and I adviced Kam pa na i-approach siya and makipag-ayos, yun lang gagawin niya? Pakshet siya! Sabi ko naman diba na I'd do anything for these two ladies right here *points at Kam and Dean* even if it's against the world. *ehem ehem*

Anyhoo, I have one of the sweetest messages from a friend in my Inbox right this minute. I'm re-reading it. Shet. Ang sweet kasi e. I can't post it here kasi yun. Baka magka-issue pa e. Hehe. Pero super sweet. Di ko nga inexpect na ganun pala ako para dun sa taong yun e. Considering na ganun. Hehe. Wish ko lang ma-gets niyo. Hehe.

Teka nga pala, DEAN! Naku po. Sabi mo magpi-pic tayong tatlo. I wanted to show everyone kung sino yung mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko ng buhay ko. Well, labas na si Jopet jan. Pero yun. Dapat talaga may pic tayong tatlo. Sige naaaa. Yikee. Konting pilit! Uuuuy. Papayag na yan. Hehe. Labo.

KAM, wag mo nang isipin yung taong yun. Airhead pala siya e. And KSP pa. Kung ayaw niya makipag-ayos, e di wag. Wala kang kawalan no. It's her loss. Andito naman kami ni Dean e. Hehe. Nangdamay pa. Pero alam ko naman na yun din sasabihin niyang si Dr. Love sayo e. And wag mo na rin isipin yung pesteng bestfriend mo na yan. Lolokohin ka lang pala e. Tangina niya! Ngek. Galit na galit daw ako. Ano ba yan? Affected ako kasi Soulmate kita e. Uuuyy. Mushy.

NIQUE, Tweenie, tama ba yung taong iniisip ko? E kaso, diba, nasa Quezon City na yun ngayon? I mean nagsisimba siya sa Sucat? Labo niya. Hehe. Laln. Miss you na!

MATET! Sabi mo magta-tag ka. *cry* Anyhoo, hindi pa buo yung kwento mo! Hehe. Pero ang swerte mo talaga. Hehe. Laln.

INGGA! San mo nakuha yung ID ni Sir Velarde? Shet! Ang bata niya dun! Hehe. Laln.

TRI-SIX 2003-2004, mark your calendars!. Di na sa tayo 14. 21 na at Tanya's place. Walang inuman, walang yosi. In short, walang bisyo. Pero kung gusto niyo, kayo na lang daw magdala. Basta kami ni Noe jamming dun. Hehe. Bisyo lang pala dun is Tong-its. Di nga bisyo yun e. A basta. Sa 21 ha. Hehe. And sama natin si Ms. Sarenas! Go! Yeah. Laln. Ang fun. Miss you guys! Mahal ko kayong lahat!

BABY KO, grabe. Exag na ito. Miss na miss na kita. Ang tagal na nating hindi nakakapag-usap ng matino. Laln. Pahinga ka jan ha. I love you. Am looking forward to Thursday. Teka, tuloy ba? A basta. Yun. I love you so much.

*Dun sa mga interested makita ang ID pic ni Sir Velarde nung College, click here.*

Sabi ko nga e.

Sinabi mo na yung totoo, ikaw pa yung mali. Oo na nga lang e.

*Kam, "You make my heart melt" too. Hehe. See you tomorrow.

*Matet, kung nababasa mo man ito, swerte mo, men!

*Alyssa, kung nababasa mo rin ito, shet talaga, noh? Laln. Marami pa yun!

*Dean, tignan mo ito...

Me and my Chocnut/Soulmate, Kam

Warning: Explicit Content.

*Kam, you don't have to update for me. Thanks, anyway.

*PUTANGINA! Yeah. That's what you are. Nakaka-strike two ka na sakin. Nung una, pinalampas ko. Yung ngayon, sige, papalampasin ko din. Pero pag umulit ka pa, mawawalan na ako ng respeto sayo kahit ikaw pa ang highest officer sa batch. Okay lang kung ako yung ininsulto mo e. Pero kailangan talaga idadamay mo yung friend ko? Tangina! What's not to like about her? She's very friendly and she won't bring anyone down for entertainment. Tangina talaga! Akala ko pa naman dati you're someone I could really get along with. Sabi kasi ng mga tao sa paligid ko  you're very down-to-earth. Turns out, kabaliktaran ka pala.

*TANGINA! Isa ka pa! Akala mo hindi kita naririnig kanina? Kailangan pa, sasabihin mo pag nakatalikod ako? Pucha! FYI, we're both in a relationship. And both our relationships are very successful, thankyouverymuch. And hello? Di porket close kami ibig sabihin na nun e "kami" or "may thing kami". Tangina, ang dumi kasi ng utak mo e. And for crying out loud, MAY BOYFRIEND AKO AND MAHAL NA MAHAL KO SIYA! And ayoko yung paggawa mo ng kwento. Pucha! Tapos papaabutin niyo pa dun sa taong yun? Pucha, sinong tinakot mo? E di sabihin mo. Tapos ang lakas pa ng loob mong i-approach ako and ask me kung may problema ako. A, oo. Meron. IKAW. Ang laki no?

Grabe! Ang daming madudumi ang utak! Close lang kami, nilagyan agad ng meaning. Malapit lang ng konti, may malisiya agad. Ano ba? Hindi na ba pwedeng maging ka-close ko yung tao? Pucha, ha. Siguro pag nakita niyo kung gaano kami ka-close ni Kam kay Ms. Sarenas, lalagyan niyo din ng malisiya. Tangina talaga. And if you find her annoying, well, I don't. I really think na she's one of the best people I've came/come across with. Tangina, sinira NIYO araw ko. Hai.

Thank God at anjan sina Joy, Kam and Dean. I'm loving my senior year dahil sa kanila. And itaga niyo sa bato. Pag may tumira sa kanila, reresbak ako. Like what I did earlier. Hindi ko nga lang binugbog. Pero if given the chance, kung hindi lang ako iki-kick out ng St. Paul because of that, I'd really pound their heads until they die, swear.

SHET. They will bring anyone down. I won't allow it.

The Queen of Updates is BAAAACK!

Okay. I'm back and I'm updating. DUE TO PUBLIC DEMAND. Lolz. Explicit content, okay?

Lots of things happened the past week and I'm really not up to making kwento. Oh well. Yung mga mahahalagang nangyari lang.

Sobrang malas yung week last week. For me lang naman. First, my 'rents and I had a big spat and they even cut my cellphone line. Okay lang naman. Bought a new sim and texted everyone my new number, nga ba? Next, had this minor tampuhan with Dean. Ewan ko lang kung anong nangyari. Oh wells.  Pero okay na kami ngayon. Hehe. Tapos meron din kaming tampuhan ng Baby ko. Grabe. Wish ko lang hindi ako umiyak. But noooo. Siyempre, umiyak si iyaking Ale.

Anyhoo, our song won yung group presentation and it's the song we're going to sing sa eliminations. Gah. Wala lang. Ang fun. Hehe. And to think na yung choreo minadali lang. Yeah. We rock, I know. Haha. Lolz.

Gah. Wala lang. I missed the net. Sobra. Sa dami ng ginagawa, no time na talaga. Hehe. Galing mo magpalusot, Ale. Hehe. Oh well.

*Kam, Dean [most especially], Ms. Sarenas, Joanne, Joy, etc., HINDI AKO POGI, OKAY? Hel-lo? Sabi nga ng busmates ko super girly ko daw tapos kayo, sabi niyo, gwapo ako? SHET! Hindi no. Hai. Sige. Simula bukas, magi-earrings na ako kahit nagsusugat yung tenga ko. Para lang hindi niyo ako tawaging "Pogi", "Papa Ale" or the like. SHET! Hindi talaga. Sa itsura ko ba naman? Ano ba? Baka hindi ako yung nakikita niyo. Grabe. Hindi ko ma-get over. And hindi ako tibo, thankyouverymuch. Hehe. Wala lang. Hindi ko lang ma-get over. Shet.

*Alanna, Emmy and Manats, HINDI KO KAMUKHA SI CAFORT! Ano ba? Wala lang. Ang labo lang.

Okay. Labo nilang lahat. Kung gusto niyo makakita ng mukhang tibo, wala lang. Tumingin kayo sa paligid niyo, makakakita kayo. *winks at Kam*
 
*Kam, wag mo nang isipin yung bestfriend mo na yun. Tangina, you've given her your trust tapos gaganunin ka lang? Gaguhan ba? *ehem* Ampoots ha. Hai. Basta. Andito lang kami ni Joy if you need us. Hai. Basta, wag mo nang isipin yun. Siya rin naman may kasalanan kung bakit nawala tiwala mo sa kanya e. *ehem* Kung gaguhan at gaguhan lang, tangina, andito ako para mang-resbak! See you tomorrow. Wag mong kalimutan na nandito lang kami ni Joy.

*Baby ko, sorry talaga. Ang babaw ko, forever. Gah. Wala lang. Pero sobra ha. Super praning ako dun sa Marga na yun. Oh wells. I love you so much, okay? Missing you badly. "I'm officially missing you" *sings* Gah. May utang pa pala akong song sayo no? Hai. Basta. I love you. Ingat lagi, okay? Hala na.. Labo ko ba? Sorry.

Okay. Ngayon lang.

PAKSHET! DAMI NANGYARI!

 

No time for kwentos! Saglit lang ito!

 

*Kam and Joy, thanks for everything! Luvyah, guys!

 

*Dean, peace na tayo ha. Hehe. *hugg*

 

 

At the Dean family's residence.

Waw. Huwata weekend! Whatever, Ale.
 
Anyhoo,
 
July 17
 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TITA/MOMMY LYDS!

 

Hehe. Mommy? Waw, Ale, dinama!

 

Went to school for Physics and Advanced Algeb with Sir Bau and Ms. MJ, respectively. Well, Physics was kinda [stress on the word kinda, please?] boring and Algeb was more [stress on more, this time.] boring than Physics. Wala naman sakin yun. Masarap naman matulog sa Demo Room 2 e. Hihi. Shhh.. Anyhow, Kam, Dean and I were passing notes the whole time. Wala Lang. Shinare ko lang, me angal?

 

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After classes, Dean and I went to eat at Red Ribbon with her parents. Well, I was on the hot seat that time. All her father's questions poured in and I had to answer each and every question for an hour. And Dean kept on poking me with her elbow and laughs silently to every answer I give. Oh wells.

 

After Red Ribbon, we went to UST na. Slept on the way there, by the way. In UST, we had to get lost to get to that friggin' place only to find out that we can download and print the admission form from UST's site. Oh well. Tried to call Kuya to know if he's there. E wala pala. Ayun.

 

On the way home, I, once again, tried to sleep but to no avail.

 

The Deans' house was nice. I think it looked like a rest house. Pati yung pagpasok ng sikat ng araw sa bahay, resthouse na resthouse.

 

Anyhoo, Dean's, or should I say KATRINA's, younger bro was asking her what my name is. The name she gave? JEC. Okay. That wasn't right. And yun na nga ang tawag sakin nung bata. When the kid finally forgot "my" name, he asked KATRINA ulit. Ang sabi naman ni Ate, UMINGA. Ampoots! Ano ba? And then the kid forgot it all over again. THANK GOD. It was my turn to ask the kid kung anong tawag niya sa Ate niya. "Ate Ninay". Hehe. Ang cute! NINAY! Hehe. Jokeness. Peace tayo! Anyway, the kid's obsessed to Spidey as much as his sister. Whatever. Siguro nga, Dean, pinaglihi kayo sa sapot. Joke.

 

Kla/Cla went there to make the project sa club. AND I HELPED! Mabait kasi ako e. *winks at Dean and laughs out loud*

 

Watched TV when Dean suddenly told me "Ale, samahan mo na si Andrew sa kwarto and matulog ka na din." Okay. Gawin ba akong babysitter? Sinamahan ko na rin yung chikiting. Kawawa naman e. He thinks there's something under the bed. Didn't sleep with the kid though. Waited for Dean tsaka ako natulog. In fairness, ang lamig sa kwarto nila. Hindi rin naman ako agad-agad nakatulog for some reasons. Siguro mga 3 na rin yun nung nakatulog ako.

 

July 18

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, COUSIN KRISTEL!

 

Okay. 18 pala ngayon. Wala lang.

 

Anyhoo, parents picked me up and went home. No need to go through details. But the details would surely make me feel pissed off all over again.

Isang malaking PAKSHET.

Okay. I don't know why on earth I'm beginning to adopt that expression. PAKSHET. O diba? Ang sakit sa mata pag binabasa? Lalo pag narinig mo. Ang lutong na mura, I tell you. And to think na the expression's from someone I've grown to..Well, I really don't know the term..Hate? Nah. Pero PAKSHET talaga.
 
Anyway, my dad allowed me to sleep over Dean's place tomorrow. Yey! Hehe. We'll go to UST first then sa house nila, kung wala nang ibang lakad. One to two whole bonding days with her. It'll be fun! Hehe. Hala na. Feeling outing. Hehe.
 
Anyhoo,  I was [and still am] persuading my dad to buy a new phone. And what did he tell me? "Give me time to think. Mga hanggang Sunday.". Wahat? The phone that I've been waiting for, for practically 2 years, ngayon lang mabibigay sakin? Yan ang PAKSHET. Oh well.
 
I'm currently reading Nicholas Sparks' The Wedding and I think it's one book worth reading. I have lots and lots of qoutes to relate with sa book. I can't post everything pero I have one ultimate favorite.
 

"It's funny, but have you ever noticed that the more special something is, the more people seem to take it for granted? It's like they think it won't ever change."

 

Wala lang. It has nothing to do with my present relationship pero, get? Sa tingin ko, it applies kahit saan. Wala lang. Just thinking aloud. Anyway, I'll be using that book for my book report instead of 5 People You Meet in Heaven.

 

Okay. You know what? Ms. MJ said sAmtEEng in our class kanina na blog-worthy.

 

"Lahat nagbabago, walang constant sa mundo. Everything changes."

 

O, diba? Parang in-english lang niya yung first niyang sinabi pero it made a lot of sense. Lahat ng tao were like, "oo nga, miss". Hai. She makes sense at times. And parang lagi na lang ako pinaparinggan pag ganyan yung mga sinasabi niya. Hai nako. Never fails to amaze me!

 

Talked to Mrs. Are and told her I wanted to transfer seats kasi bingi ako at bulag, diba? So yun. She told me na she won't wait 'till the end of the quarter dahil ang ingay daw ng class namin. Wouldn't have said it any better. Hai. Wish ko lang wag niya ako itabi dun sa mga maiingay. Mahahawa lang ako sa kaingayan. Sana sina Kam and Dean seatmates ko. Bonding everyday! Yeah! Hehe.

 

PAKSHET! Algebra tomorrow? Two hours of the great, Ms. Castilla. Hai. Oh wells.

 

*Dean, tomorrow ha? Hehe. Laln. Don't Spider-talk me, okay? Hehe. Baka pag labas natin ng Demo Room, mukha na akong sapot. Tama na ang Spiderman, okay? Alam ko nang inlove ka na sa kanya. Hehe. Jokeness. See you tomorrow!

 

*Kiars, I don't have the black tee. Para saan ba?

 

*Sis, I'm not really sure kung makakapunta ako sa party mo. Pero I'll try. Gusto ko rin e. Hehe. Hindi pa tayo nakakalabas, ha? Hmph. Basta pag Saturday, free ako. Yun. Miss you much!

 

*Bax! Naku, sabay pala tayo ng exam sa UP. Pareho pa ng place and time. Laln. Kakadaan ko lang sa blog mo. Huwaw! Finally, may kakilala na akong kasabay kong mag-exam. Pero sabi ni Ms. Hernandez, malamig din daw dun. Laln. Share.

 

*Baby KO, sorry talaga. Naku. I'll make it up to you. I soooo miss you. I'll lend you The Wedding when I finish reading it, okidoxe? Gusto ko basahin mo. Pero I'll buy The Notebook muna. Kasi nauna yun sa The Notebook e. PAKSHET. Nerd talk. Anyway, I love you soooo damn much. And I'll make it up to you, swear.

Okay. I didn't have time to update yesterday.

First of all,

HAPPY 18TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY JOPET KO! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU!

Belated pala. Anyway, I wouldn't want everyone to get all mooshed up because of my mushiness but I would want to let the WHOLE world know that I love Joseph Anthony Osuna Resurreccion.

Yesterday, a few people greeted me. Kam, Dean, Nona, Chamae, Krix, Cai. Malamang, si Jopet. Pero ang sad. The people that I expect to remember, didn't! Pero okay lang. They didn't ruin my day naman e. Hehe. Oh wells.

Can I just share?. I didn't bring my phone today. Hehe. "There can be miracles, when you believe" *sings*

Shout outs!

*Kam, grabe. Ang lakas ng kutob kong kami ni Dean yung sinasabi mo sa entry mo ngayon. Sorry. Grabe.

*Dean, nagulat ka ba sa sinabi ko? Hehe. *wink* Anyway, sarap matulog ng 2 1/2 hours sa clinic no? Hehe. Sabihin mo pala kay Glennie ni-link ko siya.

*Dean [Deschy], hoy, lalaki! Nasira mo record mo! Ikaw usually unang nagi-greet sakin pag anniv ko. Well, pangalawa dahil una si Jopet. Pero nasira mo talaga record mo. Hindi mo ko ni-greet. Hmph.

*Nique, ikaw din! Nasira mo record mo! Hehe. Laln. Anyway, miss you much, Tweenie!

*Bea, okay lang ba yung ginawa kong outline? Sorry talaga ang walang sense. Hehe. Ayun.

*Hoy, lalaki! Alam kong NEVER mong mababasa ito, pero leche! Sorry ha. Hindi ko kasi alam lahat ng contact numbers e. PUCHA! Siyempre sa net ko na lang ilalagay kasi I know most, if not all, have access sa net. Pucha! Nabwisit ako, grabe. E kung ikaw kaya mag text brigade, ha? Kaya ba? Nakuuuuuuuuu! Bwisit!

*Baby Boy, I love you. Belated happy anniversary po. I miss you a lot. And don't worry, babasahin ko diary ko sayo. Just not now, ok? I love you.

Bitin yung sasabihin kong una.

Ok. In fairness, hindi ko ma-get over. I mean, bakit naman ganun? Pero natawa na lang ako. San ka naman nakakita na ang hinihingi Coke, ang binigay, pillow? Hai nako.

Yesterday was my Bro's birthday. And you know what? He's got what he ever wanted for his birthday. A new phone. A new CD. And how did I react?

INGGIT!

Gah. It was me who wanted a new phone. Kanino binigay? Sa kapatid ko. Hai. Namaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. But oh well. Not hoping anymore! Nagsawa na e. Oh well.

Anyway, we had our Saturday classes all over again. Rooms 7, 8, and 9 had to sit for two whole, sleepy hours of Ms. Castilla & College/Advanced Algebra in the morning.

Had Bio after breaktime. This time, 2 hours of the wonderful Ms. Mortel. Yeah! Missed her.

Anyway, lunchtime, was with Dean and was talking to her about a minor [I think] problem. Went running to the 4th floor with Crissel to get to Agnes.

After lunch, had English and talked about all that mythology crap.

After English, had the election of class officers. And personally, kung team yun ng basketball, I wouldn't like the line-up. Good luck na lang sakin no.

Had Clubs afterwards. My club's ok. My moderator? NO! Okay. That was the first meeting so it's not a good idea to judge her na. Pero she definitely didn't make a good impression.

Went home and got ready for Kublai's.

In Kublai's were Maggie, Ingga, Pinky and of course, Tanya. May isang taong hindi dumating and I'm gonna pound her 'till she begs me to stop. Hai nako. Bwisit. Pero no offense, Ingga, kung andun siya, I wouldn't have enjoyed the night like I did. Sobra. Anyhoo, danced the night away. Bonding and everything.

Slept at Tanya's place. Dad picked me up at lunchtime.

*Nique, thanks. I know dapat hindi ko sila pansinin pero they can get to your nerves kahit na nagsasalita lang sila e. Get? Hai nako. Bitchin' miss you!

*Ingga, wag mo nang isipin yun. Tukneneng siya no. Hmph. Not worth your precious time.

*Tanya, kaya mo yan. Basta if you need someone, I'm just 4 rooms away.

*Kam, alam ko galit ka sakin. Dean told me to talk to you. Pero honestly, hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. Hai. And sorry hindi kami sa Academic. Wala nang slot e. Sorry.

*Baby, wala lang. Sorry hindi kita masyadong nabibigyan ng time ngayon. Namaaaaaaaaaaan. Sobrang sama ko na ba? Hai. Anyhoo, I love you, ok? Missin' you badly.

F*cker.

Okay. July 9 is totally not MY day. The reasons?

->Some people are not really sensitive of other's feelings. They just do stuff to make fun of other people without thinking of how they will hurt them. What do I really mean? Click here.

->I realized that Kam and Dean are the only people that I can really get along with in my class.

->People make promises. And break them.

But then, there are "angels", if you'd like to call them that, that can really make you smile and say "There's a rainbow always after the rain". And those people are:

-Jopet [Waw. My Baby? An Angel? Hmmmm.]
-Kam
-Dean
-Ms. Sarenas
-Mommy Tans
-Ingga
-Cupcake ko [Pinky]
-Maggie
-Gege

Gah. These people. I really love them. One big hug, and poof! Bad mood's gone. Thanks, guys!

*Mommy Tans, Ingga, Pinky, Maggie and Gege, thanks a bunch kanina ha. Wala lang. I miss you guys.

*Kam, wag mo na silang isipin. They're one helluva fuckin' group of people. Hai nako. Okay lang yan. Chill! *hug*

*Dean, naku! Sabihin mo kay Glennie, sorry. Tukneneng naman e. Ano ba itech? Basta sabihin mo sorry. Na-guilty tuloy ako. *sigh*

*Baby ko, wag ka nang mabadtrip. Nakakatakot e. Hai. I love you so much. I'll catch you whenever! Missin' you badly. *smoochies* *hug tyt*

*Insensitive people, wish ko lang hindi kayo ganyan. Nakakasira ng araw e. You guys are the ones who makes me say "Ayaw ko sa class na ito.". And believe me, you wouldn't want me to have that very same thought 'till the end of the school year.

*Those people who makes promises and break them, you're a bunch of f*ckers. Kung hindi niyo rin lang kayang panindigan, wag niyo na lang sabihin. Anak ng tokwa't baboy, nakakasakit kayo e.

Pahabol: Hope my 'rents would allow me to sleep over Dean's place tomorrow. Wish ko lang, diba?

Pahabol 2:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO!

*Confusion*

*LH MONTESSORI HIGH BATCHMATES, PLEASE READ THIS!:*
-> Onil's back from UK. They are now asking kung kelan na yung get-together natin. So, when do you guys REALLY want it ba? Please lang, gawin nating weekend or kahit Friday night. Kawawa kaming mga tiga-North. I really need your cooperation, guys. Baka hindi matuloy ito. I've been looking forward. Sobra. Kaya sige na, ituloy na natin. For suggestions, sa Guestbook ko na lang. Okidoxe? Thanks a bunch.

Oh well. I'm feeling kinda confused. Well, confusion dahil I don't know kung paano ako magrereact. Pero, DUDE, I really would appreciate it if we keep the friendship. Seryoso.

Okay. Enough about that.

BEND AND SNAP!

Gah. Dramatics.

Visit this site. Got the address from Van's bulletin board message in Friendster. It's kinda funny. Hehe. Laln.

Got my sched for UPCAT na. August 08, 2004 at 6:30am in the Math Building.

*Maric, pwedeng malaman kung saan yang building na yan? Di pa ako nakakarating ng UP e. Hehe. Pathetic. And lahat ba ng sched, umaga? Wala lang. Ang hassle kasi e. Sunday morning? Gah. Wala lang.

*JR, okay lang yan. You guys will work things out.

*Kam, I really need to talk to you.

*Katrina Dean [may kabarkada rin kasi akong Dean yung name e. Oh well], I think kailangan din natin mag-usap.

*Baby, wala lang. Di ko parin ma-get over yung conversation natin last night. Kinikilig parin ako up to know. Hai. I love you.

Oh God, Ale!

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, STOP ACTING IMMATURE. KAHIT SAGLIT LANG. NAKAKAINIS NA E.