Pictures na lang muna, ples?

MARCH 6, 2005 (Princess' Debut)



1. Princess Leynes, the Debutante.
2. Top: Ms. Mara and Crespi; Bottom: Kathoy, Ayesa, Cecille
3. Princess and Aicel (18 candles)
4. Ms. Mara and Crespo
5. Princess' gorgeous nephew

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MARCH 10, 2005 (Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding)



1. L-R: Thel, Carlo, Vane and me.
2. Serrano Cousins (Boys)
3. L-R: Me, Thel and Vane
4. L-R: Me, Mikko, Tita O (Bride), Vane and Ash
5. Serrano Cousins
6. Serrano Cousins (Girls)

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MARCH 11, 2005 (Ingga's Debut)



1. Ingga, the Debutante.
2. L-R: Noe, Dianne, Gene, me and Pinky
3. Lydia (Grey), Krista (White) and Gege (Green)
4. L-R: Ingga, Gege, Lydia, Krista
5. L-R: Jobby, Trish and me

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MARCH 7-11, 2005 (Graduation Practices)



1. L-R: Me, Pinky, Tulang. BEHLAT!
2. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky.
3. "Batch Tree" c/o Ingga.
4. Busy sa pagbuo ng "Batch Tree"
5. L-R: Michi, Krista, me, Pinky.
6. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky. I love this pic.

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Kwentos next time na lang. Antok na ko. Hahahaha.

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..Sex Talk-ers, sabi ni Pinky may inuman daw tayo? Kelan? Go ako jan! Mahal ko kayo! *ever famous Sandara wave*

..Kam, paalam ako sa Pangasinan, okay? Yung Nueva natin sa Holy Week daw. Paalam ka na! Love you! Wait, asan reply mo sa Yahoogroups sa message ko?

..Dean, may sinend ako sa inyo ni Kam na pix. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Love you.

..Ingga, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I love you!

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BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

This update is so darned late.

DRAMATICS CLASS OF 2005, WE SURE SHOWED THEM, DIDN'T WE?

The 3 shows of the Dramatics class last March 4 and 5 were spectacular, di sa pag mamayabang. I mean, you get two shows that's a fullhouse (standing pa ha) and 1 show na sobrang marami paring nanonood. Damn. Some people nga watched the play twice just to watch it all over again. Biruin niyo, in less than 2 weeks, we managed to put up a very wonderful show. Wala lang. Ang galing lang namin. Rarr. And lahat pa ng punchlines, na-pick up. No negative feedbacks. San ka pa?

Anyway, when we were there, doing our "shindig" nung tapos na yung buong show, sobrang sayang makita yung mga taong nanonood na nakangiti lahat 'cause WE made them happy. Ang sarap ng feeling.

Of course, we couldn't have done it without Ms. Consunji and Sir Jay and Sir Peejay and Sir Voltaire who went with us every step of the way. Wala lang. Mahal namin kayo!

Of course, everyone in class helped in this production. Okay, technically, hindi lahat. But hell! We still pulled every stunt without HER, men! Grawr!

Everything that we did in this production and the production itself is for Kryzelle. If she were still alive, she'll give her everything to this production. She's the best actress and we felt that she was there, too. Everyone had her fair share of stories to tell. Hehe.

Kanina, when we were cleaning up the Pere Chauvet Hall and everyone was there, ayoko nang bumalik sa real world. All I wanted to do was be with my elective-mates and talk to them all day. Everyone felt the same way as I did. I mean, with those 3 days I was with them (dahil yun lang inattendan ko na practice), I got to be close to almost everyone. Alam mo yun? Ganun kadaling mag-fit in sa Dramatics and it's so sad na ngayon ko lang na-realize yun, kung kelan tapos na lahat. Grawr. Sayang.

I'll miss my Dramatics class, that's for sure. So much more than I'll miss my 4-7 class, might I add.

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Five minutes before the Saturday morning show, Ms. Castilla announced that Kryzelle will be brought sa school. Iiikot sa rotonda. Everyone went out to the rotonda. When the karo finally arrived and went past the Dramatics class, we all took a bow. A bow to the most wonderful actress of our batch and followed the karo. When we were praying, I started crying. I didn't expect na iiyak ako ng ganun. I mean, we're not really close and everything. Pero ganun pala talaga yung feeling na may nauna sayong ka-batch mo at ka-classmate mo pa. Anyway, Ms. Consunji was there. She comforted me and told me that everything will be alright and Kryzelle's happy now, kung asan man siya. Right after the "procession", we all went back to the PCH. Sobrang emotional na and all we had was 5 minutes to compose ourselves dahil showtime na. Wala lang. Felt like sharing it lang.

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We're currently having our graduation practices. Damn it, sobrang boring. Nobody told me na I'm going to need a book or a jumprope pag ganun. Pero worth it din yun, kahit papano. *winks at Kam, Dean, Han and Vea*

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I suddenly want everyday to be a grad practice day. Kahit borlog. Deng. What's happening to me?

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Today's lunch break was kindov emotional. Sabi ko hindi ako magre-react. But I somehow gave my stand on the topic.

FRIEND KO, I know it's hard for you. Everyone who gets to that kind of situation, naiipit. Hindi alam kung anong gagawin. Kung tinatanong mo ako, I'd say you'd better stick to what's right. Diba nung sobrang nahihirapan din ako sa isang desisyon sa buhay ko THAT MIGHT CHANGE EVERYTHING, parang ganyan din sinabi mo sakin? Siyempre lahat tayo may gusto. Gusto natin lahat, diba? Pero hindi naman pwede yun, diba? Wala lang. I know that both of you will get over everything. Yan naman ang tama e. Masakit lang yan sa una. Pero you'll soon realize na tama yang ginawa niyo and it's the betterment of the both of you. Kaya mo yan. Dito lang ako para sayo. Kahit hindi mo sinabi man lang sakin at sa iba ko pa nalaman. Dito lang talaga ako sayo. Asa background lang lage. I love you, friend. *hug*

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SHOUT OUTS

..Dean, Dude, sorry nasampal kita kanina ng medyo solid at naligaw pa yung glasses mo. Hehehe. Okay lang yun, mahal naman kita e. Hehehehe.

..Han, promise? Gagawin mo yun for me? Thanks a bunch! The best ka talaga! Love you!

..Kam, sorry di kita nasamahan sa Consultation mo kanina. Sinabay ko na rin kasi si Eka papuntang bus e. Rarr. Hehehe. Love you.

..Bhe, mahal na mahal po kita. Miss you much. Sorry sa hassle mo nung Friday ha. Wala lang. I love you. *mwah*

DALUYONG: Day 1

Congrats, Dramatics for a job well done on the first night!
We rock, men!

Sobrang harassed.
Sobrang nakakapagod.
Sobrang nakakapraning.

YET

Sobrang nakakasaya.
Sobrang nakakagaan ng loob.
Sobrang pagbi-bring out ng best in everyone.

I love Dramatics! I mean, you gotta love it. 45 brillant students, 3 outstanding mentors and 2 astoundingly original plays. What more can you ask for? Too bad I just realized everything two nights ago.

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If you guys are still interested to watch Daluyong: Big Crunch and Pintig ng Puso, just approach any Dramatics member or go to the Pere Chauvet Hall in SPCPasig. We still have tickets for tomorrow's show.

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I gotta love Ran and Alva's scenes. Wala lang. Mulawin pa yung background music. I sooooo love their scenes. Rarr.

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I soooooo want to get out of Highschool, already. I mean, Graduation is slowly approaching. Can't we just get it over with? Wala lang. I don't seem to enjoy school anymore. Except for Daluyong and it's about to end tomorrow night. Dammit. I'm not looking forward to summer, too. Yeah, yeah, I know that that was sooooo not me. I mean, I look forward to summer every year since God knows when. Now, Jopet's the center of my summer. I'm totally not expecting much from my usual bunch. I've been hearing a lot of things, awayan at dedmahan. I won't be able to stand that. So, si Jopet lang talaga for me this summer. WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE WITH ME. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Or kung hindi man siya lang, kasama si Kuya Francis and all. Hahahha. Wala lang. Ano naman sayo, diba?

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It's 11:21pm. I have to get to bed. We have a 9am show tomorrow. Call time's 6am.

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BREAK A LEG, DRAMATICS-MATES!

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Before I forget, this Parent-Daughter Recollection will definitely get to my head tomorrow. I need to freakin' bring our uniforms tomorrow, along with the costumes and all. Hassle!

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I soooooooo can't believe this. I was with Jopet 3 times this week. Mehn. Talk about miracles. Hahahaha. I love you so much, Bhe. And I'm sorry if I got you worried sick kanina ha. Ang dami lang talagang ginagawa sa Dramatics. Ni wala ngang panahon huminga e. Sana nakakain ka na. Rarr. I love you and I'm really sorry. Thanks for bringing my jacket kaninang morning kahit na sobrang hassle and for everything. Hehehehe. I love you, Bhe. I miss you.

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I'm not a big fan of Hilary Duff and her movies but I gotta love Chad Micheal Murray.

Another ANGEL enters heaven and sits beside God.

Let's take some time from our busy, busy life to pray for the repose of the soul of Kryzelle Cruz, a student from St. Paul College, Pasig Batch 2005 who passed away yesterday, February 27, 2005. She fought a very good fight. I know most of our batchmates still can't believe it. I know I can't. I mean, she was waaaaaayy too young. But, like what my dad and Jopet said, maybe God wanted it to happen, para ma-lessen yung paghihirap niya. Hai. We lift her up to God na lang. I mean, that's probably what he wants us to do. We don't blame anybody. We're just happy that Kryzelle's been part of our batch and SPCPasig 2005 will never going to be the same without her. We'll miss you, Kryzelle. Sleep tight.

Guys, please, a minute of prayer won't hurt. *Edited*

Kryzelle Cruz is my batchmate and my classmate in Dramatics. Hindi kami close pero we talk and we say "hi" to each other. Now, she's still in Medical City. A lot of text messages said that her Lupus can't be cured anymore. Our prayers can really help. Alam kong some of you don't know her pero a minute or two of prayer is greatly appreciated. He's the only one who can save her. Alam ko namang hindi siya papabayaan ni God e. Anyway, I'm going in Medical City tomorrow to see her. Kayo din, punta kayo.

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"OhMyGod, she's having a BF!"
"What's a BF?"
"She's having a Bitch Fit!"
(Kam, paki sabi kung mali yung lines. Thanks. Love you!)

!@#$%^&*, I can't please everyone, I fuckin' know that. Isa lang ako, milyon kayo. I can't attend to everyone's needs. Kung si Supergirl lang ako, I would, but I'm not. And besides, my world does not revolve around the people around me. Siyempre, saking mundo dapat iikot yun kasi nga mundo ko 'to e, diba? Now, if not one person would accept me for being the selfish bitch that I am, wala na akong magagawa dun. I won't waste my time on desperate attempts to please those kinds of people. Why would I? Di naman sila nagaksaya ng panahon na intindihin ako, diba? I mean, if they do understand me, hindi nila iisiping "selfish bitch" ako. I have things to do, too. Hindi ako available 24/7. A ewan. All I know is my friends understand me. Kahit na sobrang unreasonable ko na at nasigaw-sigawan ko na sila, naiintindihan parin nila ako. Diba, Kam at Dean?

*end of Bitch Fit*

Hello, Ale? Exams na next week kung hindi mo napapansin.

Okay, exams na next week and what am I doing? Hindi ako nagaaral. Wala man lang akong inuwing kahit ano from my locker. Pakshet. I don't care anymore, anyway. All I want is to escape that hell hole of a school and start a brand new life in Taft. Hehehe. I'm sooooo going to La Salle.

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In addition to my not studying for the exams is I'm going out later. Hahaha. Well, I'll help my mom find the dress she'll wear for my Tita's debut. Wahoop! May kasalang magaganap!

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Okay. I know that someone out there is sooooo not happy today. To YOU: Sabi mo nga, "kung ayaw niya edi wag." Wag mo nang pilitin. Bayaan mo na. Alam kong mahirap yun. Pero I think it's the only way. Kung ayaw na niya, wala na tayong magagawa. Pero I really think he's being a butthead. Sorry ha. Sobrang napakawalang sense ng sinabi niya. Responsibilities? Like I told you, inako niya yung "responsibility" na yun when he started courting you. Dammit. Bayaan mo na lang. Easier said than done, I know pero it would be for your own sake. Marami pa namang nagmamahal sayo e, like me.

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I'm still looking for a new layout.

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Bhe, I'm so sorry last night. I just get pikon pag ganun e. Sorry very much. I love you.

It's OVER.

Hey, St. Paul Pasig friends, does this face look familiar to you? Hahaha. The text'll give it away, especially if you know me all too well. Hahahaha.

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Anyway, today was the last day of our BORING LECTURES DAYS! Yahoop! Fun, fun, fun! Though I technically was absent kanina. Was at the clinic the whole morning because of fuckin' hyperacidity. Hahaha. God, I'll miss that clinic. That clinic has been my sanctuary. Hahaha. Drama. Pero when I get bored with my classes, I go there. Marami ring memories dun. *ehem* Hahaha. Tama na.

When I got back to class mid-lunch, I learned that my English teacher won't be coming in until the last minutes of the class. Yep, that's good news for us, alright. Watched Kailangan Kita for that subject after lunch and can I just say that I really love Aga and Claudine's love scene in that movie. Call me jologs pero I've watched that movie a couple of times in the past (since Ate Ly has a copy) and I don't get tired watching it. And Aga's soooooo deyamned hot in that movie.
*Bhe, peace tayo! I love you!*

And being the lucky class that we are, hindi dumating ang aming minamahal (huh?) na English teacher. Homeroom time came and we were tasked to sandpaper our armchairs. First one to finish sandpaper-ing gets to go home.

Got the sizes for our togas and "caps". Shet. Damahin na ang pagiging Porchir! Graduation's fast approaching! Wahoop! Finals week next week! God, this feels so good! Hahaha.

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Okay, three guys are texting me, calling my "CARLO^YABANG". Fuck it. Sabi nila may nag-send daw sa kanila ng number ko na yun yung name. Right. Nakakairita na. I'm being bitchy-girly to all three just so they know I ain't a boy but they don't seem to get it. Grrr. Annoying.

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Hindi ko pa rin napa-pass yung sCRAPbook ko. CRAP! Kasi naman e. Badtrip yung mga tanong. They don't have to give projects for Ethics, I mean, it's a practical subject. And not everyone does not believe in the Supreme Being, even on a Catholic school such as St. Paul. I do believe in Him but a lot of people in my class are agnostics. And they fail or they give low marks to all those agnostic people, which causes them not to believe more. Grrrr. Anyway...

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I'm searching for a new layout. This layout's beginning to look boring. But I can't seem to find a perfect layout to fit my personality. Damn.

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CAN ANYONE IN ST. CECILIA'S CHOIR FUCKIN' GIVE ME ORVEE'S SURNAME? WALANG NAGREREPLY SAKIN E, NAKAKAIRITA NA. GRRRRR!

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*Bes, may hindi ka kinukwento sakin. Grrrr! Hehe. Miss yah!

*Bhe, I love you so damn much. Sana naman magkita na tayo, I hella miss you na e.

Dammit.

I don't know if I'm just paranoid but I think my gradeschool busmates are plotting my death. Hahaha. Bully ko kasi e. But what the heel? I'll be gone in a month, sila, still a long way to go! Hahaha. I sooooo hate one of our busmates! Buti na lang ga-graduate na ako. I don't have to deal with her anymore. Goodluck na lang sa batchmates niya.

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I got my hair relaxed and cut yesternight. Yahooray! MY HAIR'S FUCKIN' MANAGEABLE AGAIN! And... I HAVE BANGS! I'm not really into the idea of getting bangs, but hey! I think it sorta fits me. Hahaha. DEAN, PAPATAYIN KITA. HINDI AKO LALAKI, OK? Hehehe. The best thing about it, everything cost me 450 bucks, complete with the haircut and the relax treatment and hot oil. Nice deal noh? Kam's getting her hair relaxed too. The same salon. Hehe. I'll go with her. Hehehe. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang.

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Dean, Kam and I were together kaninang dismissal. We were following a bitch. Wherever she goes, we go. I pulled the sleeves of my blouse up and the two of them were shouting "Ale, sando?" or "Mainit ba, Ale?". 'Twas sorta funny. This bangkay of a tibo heard everything we were saying and she led the bitch papuntang rotonda. Haller? Akala kung sinong gwapo. Anyway, we still followed them until the bitch needed to go home. The fucking bitch made her way through the small space in between Kam and Dean nang nakayuko then went to her car. Kam was hysterical after everything kasi baka magsumbong daw siya. Ito lang masasabi ko:

BITCH, KUNG MATAPANG KA, HAHARAPIN MO KAMI. 3-ON-3 PA. TATLO KAYO, TATLO KAMI. HINDI YUNG MAGSUSUMBONG KA PA SA DADDY MO. HELLO? ANG TANDA-TANDA MO NA, DI MO PARIN KAYANG IPAGTANGGOL SARILI MO? KAHIT PA SABIHIN MONG YOU'RE WAAAAAAY YOUNGER THAN US, WALANG KASO YUN. THIS IS JUST A CONSEQUENCE OF YOUR ACTIONS. KUNG HINDI MO NAMAN GINAWA YUNG MGA YUN, WALA NAMANG GULO E. AND PAGSABIHAN MO YUNG BANGKAY NA YUN NA HINDI SIYA CUTE, OK? DAMA LANG NIYA PAGKA-TIBO NIYA. AND IF YOU THINK SHE'S CUTE, WELL, WALA KANG TASTE. BALITA KO CRUSH MO YUN E. NGA PALA, KUNG NANGANGARAP KANG MAKAPASOK NG MAC NEXT YEAR, DON'T COUNT ON IT. PINIKON MO SI DEAN E.

After that encounter, we went to the busport. It was my turn to rub everything to HER face. We went to look for Glennie, kuno just so we'd have an excuse. When we were there, I spotted my target. I flipped my hair a lot and ang taas ng kilay ko. Hehehe. Taray ng lola mo! Anyway, when we had to go, I searched my bag for my brush and started brushing my hair. Kam stroked it and said "Ale, ang ganda ng hair mo." I couldn't laugh my butt off kasi nga andun siya. Wala lang. Parang ang insulto. Hahaha. Kam said that she was looking at me the whole time. Well, SHE SHOULD! I mean, nilait-lait niya ako e. Now, she saw what's true. Ngayon siya mag-compare. Mayabang na kung mayabang, wala akong paki. Pag kayo ang nilait ng ganun, magiging mayabang talaga kayo, dammit.

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I DIDN'T PASS UP. Which is TOTALLY fine with me. I mean, if I do pass, di naman ako dun mag-aaral e. Ang yabang no? Hindi ko kasi kayang mag-maintain ng grades. At hindi ko na kayang hatakin pataas ang grades ko. No chance in passing UP talaga. Oh wells. 2-2 sa basketball, kumbaga. Hehe. Quits lang, tsong!

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An excerpt from Aves' February 19, 2005 blog entry:

"di ko talaga alam kung bakit minsan na lang ako malulungkot bigla. pero bigla na nga lang ayan matutunganga ako at bigla na lang malulungkot."

Click this to read the whole entry.

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*Kam, wag mo nang isipin yung babaeng yun. Kutusan mo na lang. Hehe. See you tomorrow. Love you!

*Patti, may utang kang kwento sakin. Rarr.

*Bhe, pagaling ka na please? Ayoko talaga pag may sakit ka e. Hai nako. Miss na miss na kita. I hope I'd see you soon. I love you so much.

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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


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SANA MATAPOS NA ANG SCHOOLYEAR. I'M SOOOOOO OUT OF ST. PAUL.

*sob*

Damn. My 7650 needs to be reformatted. It doesn't cost much. Lang problema dun. The problem is, REFORMATTING MY PHONE WOULD COST ME MY PICTURES, CONTACTS AND MY MESSAGES!!! The pictures and contacts, totally fine with me. Messages? NOOOOOOFUCKIN'WAAAAAAYY!! I almost cried. Shet. Goodluck sakin. My tita said that kung magpapareformat ako ng phone, bumili na lang ako ng bago. Makes sense. Siyempre kung ipapaayos ko yun, magiging sirain na siya. Might as well buy a new one. Problem with that is WALA AKONG PERA! Dayammm. Mahirap talaga pag poor. Good thing I have a spare phone. Kundi, patay na.

It dawned on me. 4 days of boring lectures, 1 day of commemoration of EDSA 1, 3 exam days, 2 goddamn weeks of graduation practice and 8 weekends to go before I bid St. Paul goodbye. THANK GOD! Ayoko naman talaga dun mag-aral in the first place. I mean, I came from a coed school during my gradeschool years, what do you expect? Gusto ko nga mag-highschool sa Zobel or sa San Beda Alabang e. Rarr. Pero hindi ko naman sinabing hindi napamahal sakin 'tong school na 'to, especially my batchmates. Grabe. Wala lang. They really made my stay in St. Paul worthwile. My batch spells FUN! Kahit na walang masyadong batch spirit. Hehehe. Rarr. Goodbye St. Paul, Hello DLSU! Wahoop!

My bro got confirmed this morning. Good for him. Hehehe. Believe it or not, hindi pa ako nagpapakumpil. Loser. Fuckin' St. Paul, inalis ba naman yung confirmation pag pasok ng batch namin? Though I remember one instance na nagpa-kumpil sila. I don't remember why the hell I didn't go with the batch that got confirmed. Oh well. No use mag-regret ngayon.

OMG! Alam niyo bang napatili ako ng balitang ito kanina?

KATRINA IMPERIAL DEAN PASSED ST. LUKE'S COLLEGE OF NURSING!

I don't friggin' know why I freaked out when she texted me. I just did. Hehehe. Anyway, congrats, Dean! Sabi sayo sisiw yun para sayo e. I'm soooo dayammned happy for you. =) Love you!

I'm getting my hair relaxed tomorrow...HOPEFULLY! Ang tagal-tagal nang plano niyan e. Rarr. Sana matuloy na bukas, PARA NAMAN MA-MANAGE KO NA YUNG BUHOK KO. *ehemKAMehemDEAN*

I CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT MY PHONE NEEDS TO BE REFORMATTED. ='c

*sob*

Kahit saglit lang...

GUYS, LET'S ALL PRAY FOR THE SPEEDY RECOVERY OF KRYZZLE CRUZ OF 4-3. IT WOULD REALLY HELP IF WE'D PRAY FOR HER. A MINUTE OF INNER PEACE AND SOLITUDE AND ANOTHER COUPLE OF MINUTES OF PRAYER WON'T HURT. SHE'S IN A VERY CRITICAL STAGE RIGHT NOW. PLEASE. MALAKING BAGAY NA YUNG PRAYERS NATIN.

** The Dramatics Class 2005 of SPCPasig is willing to give her family P10,000 for the expenses ng hospital. We wish it'd be of help to her family. **

Speaking of the Dramatics Class,

YOU'RE ALL INVITED TO WATCH OUR PLAY.

DALUYONG PRODUCTION presents PINTIG NG PUSO and THE BIG CRUNCH.

When?: March 4 and 6 (pm: Gala Night)
Where?: Pere Chauvet Hall, St. Paul College, Pasig
Tickets will be out late this week. They're only for 50 bucks and they're very worth it. If you're interested to watch, please inform me. You know my cellphone number/ telephone number/ e-mail add naman e. Or mag-tag kayo. Hehe.

To bait you with hearts... chocolates... flowers...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!

*Bhe, I love you so much. Happy Valentine's Day! Kahit hindi tayo nag-date or nagkita man lang, ok lang. Pero mas okay yun kung nagkita tayo, diba? Weh. Hahaha. I love you so much, my BabyBoy. Thanks for everything. *hmwah!*

25 months and still counting...

After 2 years and 1 month, ito parin tayo, Bie. Thanks for keeping up to my brattinella-ness. I know it's been hard for you. Especially nung nag-two years tayo. I don't deserve the princess treatment anymore pero ganun parin yung ginagawa mo. Rarr. Nakakahiya na. Hai. Thanks for everything. I don't know how my life'd be na pag wala ka. Seryoso. I know I used to live my life without you. But now na andito ka na, sanay na akong andito ka. Di ko na alam kung panu pag wala ka. Hai. Enough of that. I just thank you for everything you've done for and with me. And I'm sorry for the times I've let you down. Yun. I love you so much, Baby. Happy anniversary.

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I was at Tanya's place yesterday. Konting salu-salo. Birthday niya nung Wednesday. Helped Tanya fix the place. Ayun. Ingga, Gege and Trish came from the grocery. They bought the drinks. Bonding with Trish. Whatta small world, would you believe that Trish and thatfreakin'sonovabitch were classmates in gradeschool? And thatfreakin'sonovabitch already have that minamalat voice even back in gradeschool. That'll be the saddest thing that could happen to me. Fortunately, she got her hair straightened so she doesn't have that HAIR. Agh! Nightmare!

Anyway, Krista, Pinky, Kel, Syd, Maico, Mon and Nikka arrived from the hospital.

Commercial: Please pray for Kryzelle Cruz. Critical stage na daw siya. She really needs our prayers.

Kam arrived after sometime. Kwentuhan, bondings, bukingan. Lahat na! Jec arrived when Gege, Krista, Kel, Syd, Mon and Nikka left. Hindi man lamang nagsalita si Jec. Hehehe. Anyhoo, tuloy ang kulitan until Jec had to leave. Susunduin pa niya yata sister niya. Ayun. After 1 hour, I left na rin. Sobrang bangag ko kahit hindi naman talaga ako uminom. Weird nga e. Siguro masyado lang napagod and all. Ayun. Was supposed to catch Freestyle and Iforgottheotherband in Bagaberde pero tamad na kami. Haha. There.

Sharing lang. Jopet's one of Tanya's 18 roses. O diba? Masyado silang close! Hahaha.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Mon, secret lang natin yun ha. Shet. Nahihiya talaga ako sayo. Hehe. Pinaulit-ulit ko pa e. Wala lang.

*Dean-DUDE! May ikukwento ako sayo! Masyadong maliit ang mundo! Well, kung binasa mo naman 'tong entry ko na 'to, makikita mo na jan. But still! Hehe. Wala lang. Love you!

*Bhe, nagtatampo ako sayo. I love you. Miss you much! Happy anniversary.

Kapag maganda ka nga naman...

Yep. That's my pretty Soulmate. Kaya kami Soulmates niyan kasi we have the same experiences. Even the insecure girlfriends issue. Hahaha. Would you believe that after 2 days, siya naman? Freakin' insecure people. Why won't they get a life?

Kam, don't you feel sooooooo freakin' beautiful? Insecure sayo yun. Hahaha. Wag mo nang isipin yun. Malaki ngipin niya at grade 7 lang siya. Ako nga, 3rd year e. Hahaha. Anyway, di hamak naman na mas maganda ka dun.And whoever said she was pretty must be blind. Ano ba? Wala siyang karapatang ikumpara sarili niya sayo, malaki ngipin niya e. Hehe. Love you.

Kalmado na ako ngayon.

Mga pare, sorry kung nagtaas ako ng boses. Mainit kasi ako kanina e. Nung dismissal naman, malamig na ako and I could talk ng hindi magtataas ng boses. Was supposed to approach the both of you nung bumalik kayo but then, lumabas kayo ulit agad. Plus, inatake ako ng pride ko. Sorry. Siguro yun na talaga yung naka-trigger ng lahat. Sobrang pagod ako lagi, ang dami kong ginagawa besides the usual schoolworks, pressured ako sa bahay ang a hella lot more. The whole day like that PLUS yung kanina would really eat the best of me. Isipin niyo na lang na paguwi ko, pagpipilitan sakin na hindi namin kayang mabayaran tuition ko pag nag-La Salle ako na sobrang nakakainis kasi nga dun ko talaga gusto mag-aral. My question kanina, kung naaalala niyo pa, kung mag-UST na lang ako should've given you guys the clue na hindi ako ok. Though I don't blame you kung hindi niyo naman napansin. Tapos pag dating ko pa sa school, ang dami nang ginagawa, ganun pa. Don't get me wrong, I see your point. Naiintindihan ko yun. Naintindihan kita nung ganun ka dati. Kaya nga I have no right na magalit e. Kasi ganun ako dati sayo. Hindi na nga ako nagsasalita e. Wala na lang akong kinakausap para hindi na lumaki. Kung nairita kayo sa pagdadabog ko, you should've told me. Ititigil ko naman yun kung sinabi niyong ayaw niyo e. Anyway, I'll forget the whole thing... hopefully. And kung ganun man talaga, well, gotta deal with it. Parang nung una. Nung una kasi wala lang sakin kung ganun e. Sorry, guys. Siguro, the fact na wala naman talaga akong nakakasama sa room kundi kayo tapos naiiwan ako, yun yung nagbother sakin.

Emmy, Ass, Alans, Joy and Aly, thanks for the comfort.

Alanna, I never thought I'd say this but I believed in every word you told me kanina. Thanks. Hehe.

WALANG KWENTA ANG SUN!
Sharing.

Put*ngina, walang aangal, blog ko 'to. Kung may ayaw kayo sa sasabihin ko, gumawa kayo ng blog niyo at dun kayo magbuhos ng galit. EDITED

IKAW NA MAGANDA: Excuse me? Di ko naman pinagkalatan sa mundo na maganda ako ha? Opinion lang yun nung nakakita. Mayabang na kung mayabang pero hindi naman siguro ako mukhang balahura, diba? I look presentable enough para ipakita ng boyfriend ko sa tropa niya nang hindi nahihiya. And kung hindi mo naaapreciate yung itsura ko, wala akong paki. E sino ka ba? Ni batchmates mo nga di ka kilala e. Isa pa. Kung ayaw mo sa itsura ko or sakin, for that matter, wag mo na akong siraan sa ibang tao. Mabait ako pag mabait ka sakin. Pero kung ganyan ugali mo sakin, di ako papatalo. Yellow ang ID ko at ako na ang pinaka bitchy na taong makikilala mo. KUNG MATAPANG KA, SABIHIN MO YUNG SINABI MO SA MUKHA KO. Maganda ka naman, diba? O, baka naman hindi mo kaya dahil ikaw, maski sa pictures e, *ehem*, walang ibubuga? PrettyGirl nga tawag sakin, remember? Kung insecure ka lang sakin, hah, MALAS MO. Kung iniisip mo yang ka-on mo, sus, MAGSAMA KAYO! Care ko ba? Bakit, di mo pa ba nage-getover yung fact na yun? Hahaha.=D Kawawa ka naman. Wag mo nang isama kagandahan ko dun, ok? Okay. Final words: TANGGAPIN MO NA LANG ANG KATOTOHANAN. KAHIT SA PICTURE OR SA TOTOONG BUHAY, MAS MAGANDA AKO SAYO.

** Alam kong may mga friends NIYA na nakakabasa nito. Sorry if those words are KINDOV harsh (kasi hindi pa lahat yan e). Pagsabihan niyo na lang yang kaibigan niyo. Kung mali tabas ng dila niya, mas mali tabas ng dila ko. **

The Don Bosco Technical College of Mandaluyong's JIG SHOWDOWN.

I was at Don Bosco's fair yesternight. It would've been boring except for the fact that I was with Jopet. And I totally enjoyed our MYMP-slash-Bamboo experience. Hehehe.

We got to DBTCManda at 'round 7pm and we got in line. We called Monching, an alumnus of Don Bosco and a very good friend of ours, to get us in without using our tickets. Hehe. Since Jopet did a VERY HUGE favor for him, he got us a place in front of the line. He couldn't get us to go in for free because of that priest that I swore looked like a bouncer in one of the bars in Libis. We got in into the bald football field of Don Bosco Manda. Hindi sa nangmamaliit ako pero the place could really use a little rain. Hahaha. Anyway, Art and Soul was singing when we got in. Ang lamig nung voices nung mga guys, promise. One guy looked maangas pa nga e. Kalbo + Malaking katawan + Spandex = HOT! Woot! Shet, landi, parang wala si Jopet dun ha. Hehehe. It gets better.

We (My sis, me and Jopet) went out to get something to eat when my folks arrived. I got my quality and intimate time with Jopet after. They let loose of that babysitting-during-the-concert thing. Hehe. Went back to the concert except that when we got in, fashion show ang nagaganap! Anong kalokohan 'to? Hahaha. Joke. Anyway, after that fashion show, a dance showdown was up. Hindi ako biased or anything but DLSU had quite a show. Sobrang galing. But their costume? Halloween pa ba? Black na may print na neon orange. But their routine rocked! Woot! And there was this guy. Kalbo nanaman. He's soooo maangas! Woot! Kay Jopet ko pa sinabing ang angas nung dude. Haha. Kalandian. It still gets better.

MYMP's up when we got that place near the stage, lampas nung barricades. Hehe. Monch got us that place. It was really nice. The atmosphere and all. We were seated sa field while MYMP did their thing. Mga songs pa naman nila nakakasenti. Everything felt perfect. Before the fans of Bamboo stormed in when MYMP's set was about to end. After MYMP, the hosts awarded those who won the dance showdown. While they're at it, the so-called Rockers were shouting "ILABAS NIYO NA ANG KAWAYAN!". Bastos, sobra.

When Bamboo's band was doing the usual sound check, the "rockers" were yelling "BILISAN NA YAN!". Hookay, sound check nga e, di na ba makapaghintay? When Bamboo started, everyone near us except another couple and kami ni Jopet started body slamming. Exaj talaga. The other couple and kami ni Jopet, muntik nang masiksik sa backstage. And after the body slam each other, "PEACE, PARE!". Oo na nga lang e.

The guitarist of Bamboo, Ira Cruz was hella hot! Woot! Tisoy, long hair (para sa isang guy), not my kinda guy but still! Pati si Bamboo, actually. May dating pero adik kaya nagkaganun. Hehe. Yan, kalandian nanaman!

Sayang nga I don't have pix kasi hindi namin dinala yung digicam. I also didn't get to see Bamboo up front 'cause our backstage pass was nowhere to be found. Kaya yun.

Next week, we have:
1. LSGH: Kabihasnan (A text message from Anton)
Hey, guys, please go to our fair on Friday and Saturday and please watch our concert on Saturday night for only a hundred bucks. You'd get to watch Bamboo, Kitchie Nadal and Mayonaise, just to name a few. Hope to see you there!

2. Lourdes. Still, Bamboo and Kitchie but with Spongecola.

3. St. Scho. (A Friendster Bulletin from Van)
Message: kung ikaw ay nalulumbay at
walang magawa
sa munti niyong buhay na puno ng
kapalpakan at kasagwaan....

punta kayo sa st. scho manila
feb. 12, 2005
150 pesos

mga magpeperform:
spongecola
bamboo
silent sanctuary
kitche nadal
imago
sugarfree
cambio
barbie's cradle

tickets sold sa may gate

(Wag niyo akong tanungin. Di ko din alam kung panu kakanta sila Bamboo, Kitchie at Spongecola niyan, knowing na lahat ng concerts sa 12 magaganap. Hahaha.)

4. UP-Manila (A text message from Jill)
ATTENTION: Party Peeps!;-) On the 24th of Feb, the UP Manila Fenders with DENTS (org) will have its second ANONG MERON JAM? project, an annual inter-collegiate acoustic band competition that features raw talent from promising young musicians in the metro. It would be definitely a blast! And FYI, this project is a fund-raiser for the benefit of our poor fellows in PGH. Where else can you find fun and charity rolled into one? The answer to that is at Club Sentro, Libis. Witness charity transform into something closer to our being human... F-U-N!

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kuya Kiko, sabi ni Monch pupunta daw kayo nila RL kagabi. Di naman kayo nagpunta. Hehe. Musta ang ating *ehem*? Hahaha.

*Monch, kahit alam kong walang pag-asang mabasa mo ito, thanks. If it weren't for you, we won't get to go in front of the line and of the barricades. Hahaha. Joke. Pero thanks talaga.

*Bhe, thanks for last night. Di ko na nga pala ibabalik yung jacket mo ha. Hehehe. Klepto ba masyado? Hai. Basta thanks for one helluva night. I love you so much. I hope I'd to see you real soon.

Dramahan na itech.

DUDEFUCKER KO, nagulat ako sa sinabi mo kaninang Homeroom. Wala lang. Parang hindi kasi talaga ako ganun pero yun yung sinabi mo. Yeah, I know I was there in one of you dark hours pero wala naman talaga akong sinabi e. Pero for you to say that? I'm really grateful. And honored, might I add. Grabe, Dean, I owe you so much. Hindi ko na alam kung panu pa ako magth-thank you. Basta. Thanks for everything. Our ride's been kindov rough and wild but I'll bring everything with me. Wala akong makakalimutan. Di na ako magkaka-amnesia. Hehehe. Love you, Dude!

Ang kulit ng Homeroom namin kanina. Alam kong kahit pa-joke sinabi ng iba yung mga gusto nilang sabihin, they're sincere about it. Sana nadala ko yung digicam. Kodak Moment, really. Hai. It dawned on me on that very same Homeroom na I'll be graduating in a matter of WEEKS and I can't do anything about it. With the end of my Senior and St. Paul life fast approaching, I begin to feel that feeling of abandonment. Wala lang. I'm going to miss everyone. From the weirdest teachers down to the weirdest batch/schoolmates (no offense). Kolehiyo na ito. There's no turning back now. This is real life. No more uniforms (Hahaha. At last!). No more empty libraries. No more trips to the clinic. No more weird and annoying rules from the student handbook. Wala na. Everything'll be your choice. No more limits. No more boundaries. Well, di na lang kung may mga rules parents niyo. But still. Hindi na sila ganun kahigpit. Fudge. The thoughts creep me out and excite me at the same time. Excited kasi I don't have to wear black and/or white ponytails to school and, well, 4-7's not one of the better classes I've been in kaya I can't wait to get out of school. If it weren't for Kam, Ass and Dean, I won't survive my Senior year. Thanks guys.

Tama na ang drama. Hehehe. Got my DLSU Letter of Admission yesterday. Weird na kung weird but I can't take my paws off it. Wala lang. If you'd take a peek from my card, di kayo maniniwalang tinanggap ako ng La Salle. But they did and I'm grateful. I need to do my best these remaining days. Kaya kung nakikita niyo akong nag-aaral, wag na kayong magulat. I need to pull my grades back up, for the last time. Kahit alam kong hindi na possible yun sa katamaran ko. Hai. DLSU! Shet. Weird ba? Okay, tama na.

Shet, I can't believe I didn't put the second biggest shock of my life here. I got so preoccupied by the fact na maraming tao na ang natatanga ngayon. Anyway, the second biggest shock of my life was Feb.1, during our Filipino class. A group of my classmates were reporting about a novel. They used a video to show the plot/summary of the story. Then, it happened. A classmate of mine who's not really...uhm...EVERYBODY'S KINDA PERSON started acting like she was the most appealing person on earth. On top of that, wet-look pa siya! T*nginang yan! Her role was supposed to be a rich dude. A HANDSOME, rich dude. But nooooo! Ika nga ni Kam, it gave everyone goosebumps. Hindi agad na-getover ng classmates ko, including me, yung nakita namin. Everyone was, like, "Eeeewwwww" and "Yuuuuuckk!" and "PLES?" for what seemed like 3 minutes. Potah. Nightmare! *anti-karma, the Fatima Paras way*

Ass told me something a while ago before clubtime that sent me and Dean to hysterical laughter. Though I can't post it here. It's embarrassing for that person. Pero sobrang pag narinig niyo, di na rin kayo titigil sa kakatawa. Hahahaha. I promised Ass I won't tell. So there you go. You missed 1/18 of your lives. Hahaha. JOKE! But I did promise Ass I won't tell.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kam, sayang wala ka nung Homeroom. Ang sayang malungkot na makulit. Wala lang. Love you. See you tomorrow! Balitaan mo pala ako pag tumawag ulit sayo si... Okay? Hahahaha. *peace sign to Kam*

*Ass, promise, I won't tell. "Your secrets are safe with me..." Hehehe. Love you MushyFriend! Missed hanging out with you!

*BabyBoy, I love you so damn much. I miss you so much!

*shock*

PLEASE? YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT!
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