Apple's Grad Night Part-ey.

Top (L-R): Apple, JR, Dean (Desch)
Bottom (L-R): Niko, Kaycee, Ale, Polgene

I missed Musnit's debut for Apple's grad party to see my tropa. Sorry, Musnit.

Anyway, I miss my Barx. When we saw each other, nakangiti lahat. Wala lang. Kasi huling kita namin was last year. Birthday naman ni Apple yun. Lahat halos ng occassion sa buhay ni Apple ang nagiging get-together ng tropa.

Siyempre, pag ngayon lang ulit kayo magkikita-kita, maraming kwentuhan. Kami, di rin naubusan ng kwento. Magkakasama kami from 7pm til 7am at hindi kami nauubusan ng kwento.

Everyone were bummed at first, kasi hindi kami naeentertain. Nagplan na pupunta ng Eastwood pero once magkalabitan, di na makaalis. At 'round 1am, we compromised on going to Malate. We went home at exactly 4:10am. Dito sa house namin natulog ang buong tropa except Apple. Well, actually, di rin naman kami natulog. Siyempre, kwentuhan. Sobrang na-miss ko agad yung kaguluhan namin nung umalis sila. Damn. Mushy. Hahaha.

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Alam mo ba yung feeling na tinatago mo lahat and it came to a point na hindi mo na kaya and then you just blow up? Naramdaman ko yung last night. My room's a witness. Nabasag ko pa yung glass table ko. Damn. I didn't know I can do that. Yung magdabog? Wala lang. That's so not me. Napuno lang talaga ako.

Had a one-on-one conversation with my mom and she explained everything. EVERYTHING. Damn. She rocks. I don't know what'd happen to me if she weren't there last night.

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Damn. THIS DAY'S HOT. Napansin niyo ba? I can't take the heat. Though I'm not complaining. I don't know why pero di talaga ako umaangal. Kahit di ko na kaya. Weird ko ba? Shet, kung pwede lang tumira sa CR and mag-shower all day, gagawin ko.

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Sad. Di ako nakasama sa Nueva. Grawr. Sayang. Malamang-lamang, last na yun ng Trisix. Damn.

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..Dean, alam kong nababasa mo 'tong blog ko pero di ka lang nagta-tag. Anyway, will you please tell Glen na thanks? Wala lang. Hehehe. Thanks, Dude. I miss you. Love you.

..Kam, wag ka nang masyadong mag-dwell jan sa problema mo. Yan din yung problem ko last night. Sumabog na nga ako kasi I kept everything. Di ko ginawan ng paraan. Basta, kaya mo yan. Andito lang ako if ever di mo na kaya, ok? I miss you na din. Love you.

..Ran (ito rin yung ni-tag ko sa blog mo), ma-touch ka, nilagyan ko ng comment thing-a-ma-jiggyness yung entries ko para lang sayo. Hehehe. Taft tayo ulit! Hehehe. Tuesday alis mo, right? Pasalubong ha? Hehehe. Joke!

..Pinky Cupcake, bakit mo po ginawang private yung blog mo? Grawr. Wala lang. Love you!

..Tweenie, I miss you too! Thanks sa bonding nung isang araw! Love you!

..Kays, di ma-get over yung sinabi mo. Basta. Sa Yahoo! Groups na lang natin ko ikukwento. Wala lang.

..Bhe, iba 'tong araw na 'to no? Hehehe. I love you so much. Sana makapag-bakasyon na ako jan no? Gusto na kita makasama, BABY BOY. I love you. *hmwah*

Buhay nga naman.

March 28, 2005


SHINDIG, MEHN!

We had the Dramatics' Shindig in Mcdonald's Greenhills. We totally had fun playing parlor games. At siyempre, dinumog namin yung table kung asan yung prizes. Kahit hindi nanalo may prizes. Damn, ang ingay-ingay namin! Wahoop! Feeling ko nga nairita samin yung emcee e. Hehehe.

Before we went to the Shindig nga pala, we went to see Ran and Bianca's barista in Starbucks. Hindi ko naman nakita ng maayos kasi tuwing lilingunin ko, si Crespo nakatingin na edi obvious, diba? E okay naman sabi nila e. Yung nakita ko likod lang. Hehe.

Damn. I miss them agad.

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March 29, 2005

I went to St. Paul at 'round lunchtime to get my card. It was hella hot, mehn! Nga pala, the trike I rode to the rotonda was really cranky when we got there. Aba'y bahala siya. I won't waste precious money on his rusty tricycle, dagnammit. Then the FX I rode to St. Paul, sabi pwede daw ako ibaba sa St. Paul talaga. But guess what? Sa DepEd lang ako binaba nung gago.

Anyway, when we got our report cards, Pinky, Ran (and her mom) and I took off to La Salle. We totally had fun on our way there. Lahat na lang ng mga karatula pinansin. When we saw "Nirvana" (the bar and/or restaurant in Taft), we were like, "Shindig, pare! After classes, jan tayo magkikita!" and "Maganda siguro ilaw niyan pag gabi, no?".

We got to La Salle and did what we had to do kaso only Ran got to go in nung magbabayad ng reservation fee. Nanghingi kasi ng ID. If you are or were from SPCPasig, you'd know how cruel the nuns are na kukunin nila pati ID mo. Good thing Ran had her driver's license kundi, patay na. After that, Ran and her mom had to go to DSWD (I know how you hate it there na, Ran. Hahaha.) so Pinx and I headed to Mcdo. We ate and then we got the chance to try kung panu kami makakauwi. Let me tell you. HINDI MADALI! Putek, hindi ako mapapag-commute from DLSU to Pasig/Cainta! Papatay ako. Damn.

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I'm so pissed off right now. The fact that my parents are fighting gets to me all the time. I can't take it. I mean, sige, normal lang magaway but can't they do it in private? Kailangan ba sakin talaga lalapit at sasabihin lahat? Ako pa naman, pag sinabi sakin, dinadama ko talaga. Lalo pag problems. Dinidibdib ko talaga. They know that. But still, sakin parin talaga sasabihin. A ewan.

Another thing. Ayokong may mga bagay na hindi ko alam. Kasi pag nalaman ko sa huli, sobrang nasasaktan ako. Ang malala pa, sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. Sana sa kanya na lang. But no. Ang masama, parang tinago pa talaga sakin. Kahit ayaw ko naman yung gagawin, sabihin parin, diba? Kasi mas maganda na yung magtatampo ako nung time na yun, habang nangyayari yun kesa yung ngayon ako nagpapakabaliw, iniisip kung ano talaga yung nangyari. Damn.

Ewan ko na lang kung anong mangyayari sakin.

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Tomorrow is Apple's grad thingy-chuvaness. I don't know if I'm going kasi debut ni Musnit. Sayang yung kay Apple kasi "reunion" yun ng tropa. Yung kay Musnit, sayang kasi andun yung Trisix. I'm torn. Damn.

Hallelujah!

OKAY NA PHONE KO! We had it fixed sa Semicon in Mega. We only paid, like, 150 bucks. Pina-reformat na siya and pina-update yung memory. Stupid branch in Rockwell ruined the phone and hindi man lang ni-store yung info dun sa database nila. So there. Yung binayaran lang yung releasing fee chenes. And ang tanga-tanga nung lalaki dun. Kasi nagka-pimple yung phone ko. And we were asking him kung bakit nagkaganun. He was explaining yung ginawa na pag-update sa phone ko. Stupid. I hate him. They shouldn't have let him take that place. Lahat ng umaalis dun sa releasing area nila naka-simangot. Putek. Though di na namin pinaglaban yung pimple. I was too psyched to be with my beloved 76 to care. Hahaha.

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Went to my Lola's place last...uh...Saturday. Damn. Wala na akong alam sa mga days ngayon. Everyday seems...uhm...Friday. Or Monday. Basta.

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Dramatics Shindig in 6 hours! Damn, I can't wait! =D

Sayang.

Now I'm totally inggit to those people who went to the grad ball. Damn. A lot of fuckin' undergrads (now I can call them that. Haha.) were askin' me who won as Prom Queen or what-the-hell-they-called-her was and I was, like, "Di nga ako nagpunta e". Damn. Sayang yun ha.

Oh well. No use in dwelling on that na. It was my decision, anyway. Hahaha.

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Damn. Kanina ang dami kong dapat sasabihin but no, I forgot everything. Okay.

Sabi ko nga e.

Siyempre, diba? Alam ko nangyari sayo without you, telling me... NANAMAN. E wala lang. As much as I would want to hug and comfort you and tell you that everything IS gonna be alright and manahimik kasi hindi ko nanaman alam kung anong dapat sabihin sayo dahil tanga ako sa mga advice na yan, wala. Wala talaga. Hindi ko alam kung gagawin ko 'cause you don't seem to need me anymore. Oo na, mababaw na. Oo na, madrama na. But that's everything I'm feeling right now. Wala lang. You used to tell me everything. EVERYTHING. Ewan ko kung anong nangyari but I feel so distant from you na. Malamang, sa literal na distance, magkalayo talaga tayo. Pero yung sa...uhm...I-don't-know-the-word-pero-alam-mo-na-yun, ang layo na, sobra. Alam mo bang nami-miss kita kahit magkatabi lang tayo? Simula ng pumasok 'tong year na 'to, nami-miss na kita. Gusto kong batukan ka at sabihing "Miss na kita, pare, alam mo ba yun?". Putek, I know I'm not helping. Dumadagdag pa ako sa mga pasanin mo. Hai. Sorry I'm being the selfish bitch I am. I just can't help it. Pero you know what? I'm still here. Di kita iiwan. Dito lang ako. Forever lang akong nasa backstage. Kung kailangan mo na sa stage, on cue, mehn. Lalabas ako.

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Mehn, I can really be mushy when I want to. May hang-over pa ng Daluyong sa dulo. Hahaha. Tama na nga! These stuff can really kill me. Damn.

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I was at Sammie's place yesternight. Birthday niya kahapon.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAMISIA SAN!

Sobrang tawa kami ng tawa when we watched Yano's gift to Sam. Kung Pow yung title. Sabi ni Yano yung film daw na yun is a 1970-something movie. In-edit sa Hollywood. Dinagdagan nila ng mga kagaguhan. Sobrang tawa talaga kami ng tawa. The movie is sooo serious pa naman tapos yung mga pinagsasasabi nila "Are you part of the dark-nipples club?". Naka-dub in English yung buong movie. Sabi ni Yano sa Ruins daw niya yun binili. Makahanap nga. Hahahaha.

Went home at 'round 10pm. Hahahaha. Ang mga bata, bangag na. Hehe. Pero sabi namin na by next week, mga insomniacs nanaman kami. Hehe.

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HB nga pala ako kahapon. Pano ba naman, there's this guy. He's accusing me of something that I DEFINITELY did not do. Pakshet siya, NASIRA DAW REPUTASYON NIYA. E panu na lang yung reputasyon ko? Namatay na yun akin kung nasira yung kanya. I mean, kung gwapo siya, sige. PERO HINDI E. Makakapatay ako pag may nagsabing gwapo siya. Damn. Mayabang na kung mayabang. Nung cinonfront naman, nag-sorry bigla. Ang yabang pa ng mga pinagsasasabi niya, duwag naman pala. Kalalaking tao e. Yung girlfriend pa, i-deny bang kilala kami? Puta, e siya nga 'tong text ng text e. Grrrrr! Every summer na lang. Di na nawalan ng issue. And lahat pa ng issue, AKO YUNG LUMALABAS NA MASAMA. Putek, e ni wala nga akong alam sa kanila ngayon tapos ako parin. Pakshet lang talaga.

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Grad Ball ng batch namin mamayang gabi. And am I going? NO. Sayang sa pera e. I know the once-in-a-lifetime-lang-yan lines. E yun nga e. Kaya nga sayang lang sa pera. Hehehehe. Though I'd really want to be with my batchmates ulit. Wala lang. Trip ko lang sabihin yun.

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Magpapaalam na ako sa dad ko kung pwede akong magbakasyon sa Sucat. Damn. Sana payagan.

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..Han, do what you think is right. In the long run, mare-realize mong masaya ka parin. Siguro ngayon, malungkot ka pa dahil nga ganun. Pero mag tumagal, magiging okay ka. And I'm here hanggang maging masaya ka ulit. Kahit wala siya. Love you, Han!

..Kiars, Pinx, Ran, Eka, lahat ng DLSU, sabay-sabay tayong mag-enroll ha. Heheehe. Para masaya. Uhm, sabi ni Yano May 19 na daw start ng classes. Kung hindi 19, 24. Basta mga ganun. Enrollment daw week before 19 or 24. Hehehehe. See you guys in Taft!

..SPCPasig 2005, sali kayong lahat sa Yahoo! Groups natin! Nasa side bar, tignan niyo. Meron jan. Ayun. I miss you na! Weh. Mushy. Hahaha.

..Bhe, magpapaalam na ako. Wala lang. Thanks talaga nung Sunday ha. Hehehehe. I love you. Miss you much! *mwah*

BREAKAWAY.

SENIORS 2004-2005, NOW SIGNING OFF...

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

BUKAS NAAAAA! *gasp*

Gagraduate na talaga ako! Putek. I can't fuckin' believe it. Alam kong some of my past posts say na I want to get St. Paul over with pero now na anjan na, ayoko na pala. Nakakatakot na. Grawr. And I'll miss my school. SOBRA. I mean, a lot of my happy memories happened there. Kahit ba sabihin mong 4 years lang yun. Rarr.

FRESHMAN YEAR (Waneyt)
* Na-realize ko na isang school lang pala in-apply-an ko for High school.
* I got into a Dugtong Dunong class. Yung mga matatalino?
* I met my very first St. Paul friend and one of my best friends, Sam. Sabay kasi kaming dumating sa door ng room and we were both, like, "Room 8 ba 'to?".
* CULTURE SHOCK, mehn! San ka ba naman nakakita ng mga taong puro sila lang ang iniisip? I mean, you ask them what the homework was and one would answer "Weren't you listening?". Damn.
* I cry every night kasi ayoko talaga mag-St. Paul. I've always wanted to study in Manre or Assumption or Zobel. No offense, but now, I KNOW BETTER.
* Our room won 1st place in SongFest ng Eliminations sa batch and won 2nd place, kalaban yung buong Highschool Department. "Stars will shine in heaven agaaaaiiiiin".
* I was seated next to my idol, Kat Villamin. I love her. Hahahaha.
* We were 2nd runner up in the Intrams. Natalo namin yung Sophies that time. Hahaha.
* Pinamangha ng batch namin ang Admin. Hahaha.
* Sinira yung drums ni Kae Guerrero (Sophie that time) pati yung malaki at mahabang "Freshmen" na streamer na nakalagay sa High School main building.
* Pinostpone yung Cheering and nag-rally yung mga tao sa tapat ng canteen pero nawala nung umaraw. Hahahaha.

SOPHOMORE YEAR (Tuten)
* Wala ang classroom namin sa civilization dahil dun kami kasama ng Room 9 sa floor ng First Year.
* I got to have a "barx" na medyo solid.
* One of my most memorable birthdays happened this year.
* Natuto akong mangopya. Homeworks, quizzes AND periodical exams. Thanks to Leynes.
* Namatay yung baby ng Adviser namin. As in hindi pa siya nanganganak, namatay na.
* One of the most dramatics Homeroom sessions. Nag-away away yung mga classmates ko and our adviser said "Nawalan na ako ng isang anak, I can't afford to loose 45 more".
* Napakaraming letters nung year na 'to.
* Seatmate ko si Barbie for 4 consecutive quarters. And hindi ako umaangal. Mahal ko yun e.
* Uso yung Ring nung time na yun and may dala si Sam dati na laptop and we'd watch sa room pag breaktime.
* May kumakatok dun sa door sa likod ng room na hindi namin alam kung ano ang laman and hindi nabubuksan.
* You gotta love Sir Velarde.
* 4th placer kami both in Songfest and sa Speech Choir competitions. Sa speech choir, partida, walang actions pero 4th place. Hahaha. Yabang.
* I learned to love St. Paul.
* Open Forums namin na may mga one-liners si Jec para sa certain someone na nakakagulantang.
* Naging classmate ko si Crespo and I've got to be lucky I did. I met one of the best friends I have.
* Walang intrams dahil dun sa nangyari na mga siraan nung First Year.
* Skybowl Moments.
* EK Moments and the Quackers *ehemAggieehemPeachyehemSamehemPinkyehemCrespo*
* My first roller coaster ride. Thanks, Aggie.
* Second place kami sa Laro ng Lahi. Natalo namin Juniors. Hahahaha.

THIRD YEAR (Trisix)
* I was in the best class in our batch, TRISIX!
* I've learned to love everyone in this class.
* Nung una, akala ko walang pag-asa 'tong room namin pero it turned out to be the exact opposite.
* Never did I expect A LOT of people to actually care for me the way these people did.
* Everyone had everybody's backs.
* Bonding moment everyday.
* Takot ako kina Tanya and Ingga nung una but then I learned to open up to them. And ngayon, kabiruan ko na sila.
* Don Bosco Makati moments. *ehemBheehemTans*
* You gotta love Ms. Sarenas.
* Sir Melo's after-discussion ghost stories nung 4th quarter.
* Nahuli kami ni Ms. Sarenas na may leakage sa room.
* Maraming nagbebenta and maraming kumakain pag class hours.
* Si Sir Melo bumibili ng mga paninda nila Gege and kinakain habang nagtuturo siya. Hehehe.
* Si Mrs. Gavino nag-walk out samin.
* Mga natutulog sa floor.
* Nanonood kami ng UAAP sa classroom.
* May isa kaming Computer class na wala si Ms. Bite tapos nag-open forum kaming lahat tapos ang daming umiyak. That day was the day after Jopet and I broke up. Sept. 19.
* Kopyahan ng codes para sa mga seatworks sa Computer lab.
* Yung grade ko sa Copmputer from 89 to 78 to 89 dahil mali yung sinulat ni Ms. Bite sa class record niya. Di dapat sakin yung grade na yun. Damn. I hated her for that.
* Natikman ko ang bopis nila Noe. Heaven, I tell you.
* We eat sa likod ng board na nasa likod ng table ni Mrs. Magtrayo.
* Happy Soil. *blech*
* Ingga and Noe's love story. Never kong makakalimutan.
* Ang galing namin sa Field Demo, we deserve to be number one. Pero ng kukulay ng damit ng Sophies and Seniors that time kaya sila yung nanalo. Fuckin' judges.
* Second over-all kami sa Sportsfest. Malamang champs ang Seniors.
* MAHAL KO 'TONG CLASS NA 'TO. Yun na yun e.

FOURTH YEAR (Porpito)
* Second to the worst class I had.
* We won over-all in Laro ng Lahi and Sportsfest.
* Mga nambubully sa gate and sa canteen pag breaktimes and dismissal.
* It's THE YELLOW I.D, mehn.
* I have the best seatmate, ever. Katrina Dean!
* Clinic Moments *ehem*
* Napakatanga ko nitong year na ito.
* May nainsecure sakin dahil mas maganda ako sa kanya kahit maganda hair niya.
* May inaway kaming Grade 7. *winkKamwink*
* DALUYONG IS THE BEST DRAMATICS EVER!
* Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga hirit sakin na sobrang na-HB ako.
* Retreat sa Mt. St. Paul sa Benguet.
* Field trip sa Mt. Banahaw. KALBARYO!
* Graduation practices bore the hell out of me.
* Sex Talks sa PCH pag grad practice.
* PCH Moments.
* I PASSED DLSU!

Okay. That's not EVERYTHING. Siyempre maraming mga secrets na puro kami-kami lang magka-classmates may alam. Hehehe. Hai. I'm soooo going to miss St. Paul. EVERYTHING about it. Hai nako. Everything's so sudden. Bigla na lang hindi ko na alam mangyayari. Hindi ko na alam kung makikita ko pa ulit lahat ng naging ka-close ko. Pero one thing's for sure. St. Paul has been my home for 4 years and batch 2005 has been my family. Mahal ko ang batch ko.

Okay. Update na talaga itech.

BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!

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On Leynes' Debut. (March 6, 2005)

Her theme was pajamas. I went there sporting a pink pajama with the number 18 on it. Wala lang. Wala na kasing ibang mabili. Grawr. Kailangan 18 pa e, no?

When I arrived, konti pa lang yung tao and di pa nagsisimula. The party was supposed to start at around 6-ish but it started at 8. Take not: SUNDAY YUN. May pasok the next day. Got to chat with Han, Crespo and Ms. Mara that time. Pictures and videos and more pictures.

She got an instant collection of teddybears 'cause yung isang part nung debut niya na for guys, 18 teddybears. Lucky dog. I want an instant collection of teddybears too! Di ako magde-debut so hindi ko pwedeng gawin yun. Hahaha.

I went home nung 18 roses na. I was sooo darned sleepy. That was around 11pm already. Sleeptime's 9pm, believe it or not. Hahahaha.

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On Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding. (March 10, 2005)

I didn't go to school last Thursday kasi nga kasal nila. Hahahaha. I know I promised the Sex Talkers that I'd bring them cake come Friday but then... WALANG BINIGAY! Grawr. Sorry, guys.

Anyway, I was one of the secondary sponsors. Sa candles ako. Nagkamali pa nga kami nung partner ko e. Hahahaha. Pero di naman ata napansin nung mga tao. Hahahaha.

After the ceremony, we went to Casa Milan in Fairview for the reception. Pink and green balloons were all over the place. They had this guest that sang IKAW. He was gay but had his voice changed kaya babaeng-babae na boses niya. I don't know kung pati yung kanyang ANO pinatransplant na niya. Hahahaha.

After eating, me and my cousins went on a joyride. Dapat punta pa kaming Eastwood, if we weren't wearing gowns and barongs. We were with this girl. She was an usherette. I forgot her name. I think it was something like Cherry or Cheryl. Basta ganun yung dating. All of my guy cousins were all over her like she was some kind of car or something. To tell you the truth, she wasn't pretty at all. She had big boobs and she was wearing a hot pink body-hugging, cleavage-showing dress and that was it. Okay. Bakit pa ba ako magugulat? I mean, they're GUYS. Of course they'd be all over her. Hahaha.

We dropped the girl back at the reception and we went on again. Pido wanted to drive. Turuan daw siyang mag-drive. Mikko taught him. Turned out, marunong palang mag-drive ang loko. When Mikko was instructing him that when approaching a curve, dapat magb-break and ang loko, todo break. We stop at every curve we approach. Gago talaga yun. We were laughing our butts off and being the pikon person that he is, Mikko kept silent the whole time with his face drooped like hell.

We got back at the place just in time. Tinakas kasi namin yung kotse nung bride. HAHAHAHA. Joyride na may pink flowers sa harap. Hahaha. There. Picture, picture. Siyempre. Hahahaha.

We went home at around 1am kasi may pasok pa kinabukasan. Wala lang.

Oh, curly hair pala ako nug wedding. First time, mehn. Hahaha.


Curly, very much!

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On Ingga's Debut (March 11, 2005)

I went to ride with Maggie papunta dun. We were there real early, kasabay naming dumating si Ingga sa venue. When I saw the pool, mehn, I almost killed myself for not bringing my swimsuit. Dammit, Ale, tanga mo forever.

Everyone came in their swimsuits na which made me hate myself even more. Hahahaha. Joke! But hey, kung ikaw nasa place ko and lahat ng mahal mong kaklase magsswimming, maiirita ka rin. Hehehe.

Of course, di mawawala ang pictures sa isang party so we clicked away! May it be a digicam or a camera phone. All Paulinians are camwhores, you know. Hahaha.

There were games in her party. I was forced to participate in one of them. You know what game was it? DRESS YOUR EGGPLANT UP. Each of us were given a condom and an eggplant and we should put the condom on the eggplant. Sounds gross? Yeah. The first one to finish "clothing" the eggplant wins. I lost because the moment I opened the packaging, I touched an eeewwwiee substance. Binitawan ko na. Hahahaha. Maita screamed "EW! IT'S WET! IT'S WET!". Hahaha.

After that particular game, 18 shots na. I was one of them and I've tasted the love of other people's lives. Jose Cuervo. I have a new bestfriend already! Si JC! Hahahaha. Joke.

Went home right after the 18 shots. Didn't have the chance to par-tay. Panu, makikisabay lang ako. Poor me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT, INGGA! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I'LL SOOOOOO MISS YOU!

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On Graduation practices.

Every grad practice would've been boring if it weren't for the Sex Talkers. Hindi naman lahat ng pinag-uusapan namin about sex or connected to it. Yun lang tawag namin samin. Hehehe. Wala lang. There. Kaso lagi kaming napapansin ni Ms. Fetalvero kasi kami ni Tulang lagi asa may aisle. HEhehe. But it's alright. I mean, I enjoy grad practices. Yung iba kasi bored na bored e. Wala lang. E pag katabi mo ba naman kasi mga ganun e. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Enjoy. Gusto ko tuloy pumasok lagi. Weh. Hahahaha.

Han and I get to bond more and more during grad practices. Pakshet nga e. Ngayon lang. Kung kelan patapos na lahat. Damn. Love you, Han!

Anyway, marami din palang praning ngayon, noh? Akala ko ako lang. Hahaha.

Pictures na lang muna, ples?

MARCH 6, 2005 (Princess' Debut)



1. Princess Leynes, the Debutante.
2. Top: Ms. Mara and Crespi; Bottom: Kathoy, Ayesa, Cecille
3. Princess and Aicel (18 candles)
4. Ms. Mara and Crespo
5. Princess' gorgeous nephew

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MARCH 10, 2005 (Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding)



1. L-R: Thel, Carlo, Vane and me.
2. Serrano Cousins (Boys)
3. L-R: Me, Thel and Vane
4. L-R: Me, Mikko, Tita O (Bride), Vane and Ash
5. Serrano Cousins
6. Serrano Cousins (Girls)

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MARCH 11, 2005 (Ingga's Debut)



1. Ingga, the Debutante.
2. L-R: Noe, Dianne, Gene, me and Pinky
3. Lydia (Grey), Krista (White) and Gege (Green)
4. L-R: Ingga, Gege, Lydia, Krista
5. L-R: Jobby, Trish and me

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MARCH 7-11, 2005 (Graduation Practices)



1. L-R: Me, Pinky, Tulang. BEHLAT!
2. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky.
3. "Batch Tree" c/o Ingga.
4. Busy sa pagbuo ng "Batch Tree"
5. L-R: Michi, Krista, me, Pinky.
6. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky. I love this pic.

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Kwentos next time na lang. Antok na ko. Hahahaha.

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..Sex Talk-ers, sabi ni Pinky may inuman daw tayo? Kelan? Go ako jan! Mahal ko kayo! *ever famous Sandara wave*

..Kam, paalam ako sa Pangasinan, okay? Yung Nueva natin sa Holy Week daw. Paalam ka na! Love you! Wait, asan reply mo sa Yahoogroups sa message ko?

..Dean, may sinend ako sa inyo ni Kam na pix. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Love you.

..Ingga, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I love you!

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BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

This update is so darned late.

DRAMATICS CLASS OF 2005, WE SURE SHOWED THEM, DIDN'T WE?

The 3 shows of the Dramatics class last March 4 and 5 were spectacular, di sa pag mamayabang. I mean, you get two shows that's a fullhouse (standing pa ha) and 1 show na sobrang marami paring nanonood. Damn. Some people nga watched the play twice just to watch it all over again. Biruin niyo, in less than 2 weeks, we managed to put up a very wonderful show. Wala lang. Ang galing lang namin. Rarr. And lahat pa ng punchlines, na-pick up. No negative feedbacks. San ka pa?

Anyway, when we were there, doing our "shindig" nung tapos na yung buong show, sobrang sayang makita yung mga taong nanonood na nakangiti lahat 'cause WE made them happy. Ang sarap ng feeling.

Of course, we couldn't have done it without Ms. Consunji and Sir Jay and Sir Peejay and Sir Voltaire who went with us every step of the way. Wala lang. Mahal namin kayo!

Of course, everyone in class helped in this production. Okay, technically, hindi lahat. But hell! We still pulled every stunt without HER, men! Grawr!

Everything that we did in this production and the production itself is for Kryzelle. If she were still alive, she'll give her everything to this production. She's the best actress and we felt that she was there, too. Everyone had her fair share of stories to tell. Hehe.

Kanina, when we were cleaning up the Pere Chauvet Hall and everyone was there, ayoko nang bumalik sa real world. All I wanted to do was be with my elective-mates and talk to them all day. Everyone felt the same way as I did. I mean, with those 3 days I was with them (dahil yun lang inattendan ko na practice), I got to be close to almost everyone. Alam mo yun? Ganun kadaling mag-fit in sa Dramatics and it's so sad na ngayon ko lang na-realize yun, kung kelan tapos na lahat. Grawr. Sayang.

I'll miss my Dramatics class, that's for sure. So much more than I'll miss my 4-7 class, might I add.

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Five minutes before the Saturday morning show, Ms. Castilla announced that Kryzelle will be brought sa school. Iiikot sa rotonda. Everyone went out to the rotonda. When the karo finally arrived and went past the Dramatics class, we all took a bow. A bow to the most wonderful actress of our batch and followed the karo. When we were praying, I started crying. I didn't expect na iiyak ako ng ganun. I mean, we're not really close and everything. Pero ganun pala talaga yung feeling na may nauna sayong ka-batch mo at ka-classmate mo pa. Anyway, Ms. Consunji was there. She comforted me and told me that everything will be alright and Kryzelle's happy now, kung asan man siya. Right after the "procession", we all went back to the PCH. Sobrang emotional na and all we had was 5 minutes to compose ourselves dahil showtime na. Wala lang. Felt like sharing it lang.

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We're currently having our graduation practices. Damn it, sobrang boring. Nobody told me na I'm going to need a book or a jumprope pag ganun. Pero worth it din yun, kahit papano. *winks at Kam, Dean, Han and Vea*

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I suddenly want everyday to be a grad practice day. Kahit borlog. Deng. What's happening to me?

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Today's lunch break was kindov emotional. Sabi ko hindi ako magre-react. But I somehow gave my stand on the topic.

FRIEND KO, I know it's hard for you. Everyone who gets to that kind of situation, naiipit. Hindi alam kung anong gagawin. Kung tinatanong mo ako, I'd say you'd better stick to what's right. Diba nung sobrang nahihirapan din ako sa isang desisyon sa buhay ko THAT MIGHT CHANGE EVERYTHING, parang ganyan din sinabi mo sakin? Siyempre lahat tayo may gusto. Gusto natin lahat, diba? Pero hindi naman pwede yun, diba? Wala lang. I know that both of you will get over everything. Yan naman ang tama e. Masakit lang yan sa una. Pero you'll soon realize na tama yang ginawa niyo and it's the betterment of the both of you. Kaya mo yan. Dito lang ako para sayo. Kahit hindi mo sinabi man lang sakin at sa iba ko pa nalaman. Dito lang talaga ako sayo. Asa background lang lage. I love you, friend. *hug*

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SHOUT OUTS

..Dean, Dude, sorry nasampal kita kanina ng medyo solid at naligaw pa yung glasses mo. Hehehe. Okay lang yun, mahal naman kita e. Hehehehe.

..Han, promise? Gagawin mo yun for me? Thanks a bunch! The best ka talaga! Love you!

..Kam, sorry di kita nasamahan sa Consultation mo kanina. Sinabay ko na rin kasi si Eka papuntang bus e. Rarr. Hehehe. Love you.

..Bhe, mahal na mahal po kita. Miss you much. Sorry sa hassle mo nung Friday ha. Wala lang. I love you. *mwah*

DALUYONG: Day 1

Congrats, Dramatics for a job well done on the first night!
We rock, men!

Sobrang harassed.
Sobrang nakakapagod.
Sobrang nakakapraning.

YET

Sobrang nakakasaya.
Sobrang nakakagaan ng loob.
Sobrang pagbi-bring out ng best in everyone.

I love Dramatics! I mean, you gotta love it. 45 brillant students, 3 outstanding mentors and 2 astoundingly original plays. What more can you ask for? Too bad I just realized everything two nights ago.

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If you guys are still interested to watch Daluyong: Big Crunch and Pintig ng Puso, just approach any Dramatics member or go to the Pere Chauvet Hall in SPCPasig. We still have tickets for tomorrow's show.

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I gotta love Ran and Alva's scenes. Wala lang. Mulawin pa yung background music. I sooooo love their scenes. Rarr.

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I soooooo want to get out of Highschool, already. I mean, Graduation is slowly approaching. Can't we just get it over with? Wala lang. I don't seem to enjoy school anymore. Except for Daluyong and it's about to end tomorrow night. Dammit. I'm not looking forward to summer, too. Yeah, yeah, I know that that was sooooo not me. I mean, I look forward to summer every year since God knows when. Now, Jopet's the center of my summer. I'm totally not expecting much from my usual bunch. I've been hearing a lot of things, awayan at dedmahan. I won't be able to stand that. So, si Jopet lang talaga for me this summer. WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE WITH ME. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Or kung hindi man siya lang, kasama si Kuya Francis and all. Hahahha. Wala lang. Ano naman sayo, diba?

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It's 11:21pm. I have to get to bed. We have a 9am show tomorrow. Call time's 6am.

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BREAK A LEG, DRAMATICS-MATES!

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Before I forget, this Parent-Daughter Recollection will definitely get to my head tomorrow. I need to freakin' bring our uniforms tomorrow, along with the costumes and all. Hassle!

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I soooooooo can't believe this. I was with Jopet 3 times this week. Mehn. Talk about miracles. Hahahaha. I love you so much, Bhe. And I'm sorry if I got you worried sick kanina ha. Ang dami lang talagang ginagawa sa Dramatics. Ni wala ngang panahon huminga e. Sana nakakain ka na. Rarr. I love you and I'm really sorry. Thanks for bringing my jacket kaninang morning kahit na sobrang hassle and for everything. Hehehehe. I love you, Bhe. I miss you.

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I'm not a big fan of Hilary Duff and her movies but I gotta love Chad Micheal Murray.

Another ANGEL enters heaven and sits beside God.

Let's take some time from our busy, busy life to pray for the repose of the soul of Kryzelle Cruz, a student from St. Paul College, Pasig Batch 2005 who passed away yesterday, February 27, 2005. She fought a very good fight. I know most of our batchmates still can't believe it. I know I can't. I mean, she was waaaaaayy too young. But, like what my dad and Jopet said, maybe God wanted it to happen, para ma-lessen yung paghihirap niya. Hai. We lift her up to God na lang. I mean, that's probably what he wants us to do. We don't blame anybody. We're just happy that Kryzelle's been part of our batch and SPCPasig 2005 will never going to be the same without her. We'll miss you, Kryzelle. Sleep tight.

Guys, please, a minute of prayer won't hurt. *Edited*

Kryzelle Cruz is my batchmate and my classmate in Dramatics. Hindi kami close pero we talk and we say "hi" to each other. Now, she's still in Medical City. A lot of text messages said that her Lupus can't be cured anymore. Our prayers can really help. Alam kong some of you don't know her pero a minute or two of prayer is greatly appreciated. He's the only one who can save her. Alam ko namang hindi siya papabayaan ni God e. Anyway, I'm going in Medical City tomorrow to see her. Kayo din, punta kayo.

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"OhMyGod, she's having a BF!"
"What's a BF?"
"She's having a Bitch Fit!"
(Kam, paki sabi kung mali yung lines. Thanks. Love you!)

!@#$%^&*, I can't please everyone, I fuckin' know that. Isa lang ako, milyon kayo. I can't attend to everyone's needs. Kung si Supergirl lang ako, I would, but I'm not. And besides, my world does not revolve around the people around me. Siyempre, saking mundo dapat iikot yun kasi nga mundo ko 'to e, diba? Now, if not one person would accept me for being the selfish bitch that I am, wala na akong magagawa dun. I won't waste my time on desperate attempts to please those kinds of people. Why would I? Di naman sila nagaksaya ng panahon na intindihin ako, diba? I mean, if they do understand me, hindi nila iisiping "selfish bitch" ako. I have things to do, too. Hindi ako available 24/7. A ewan. All I know is my friends understand me. Kahit na sobrang unreasonable ko na at nasigaw-sigawan ko na sila, naiintindihan parin nila ako. Diba, Kam at Dean?

*end of Bitch Fit*

Hello, Ale? Exams na next week kung hindi mo napapansin.

Okay, exams na next week and what am I doing? Hindi ako nagaaral. Wala man lang akong inuwing kahit ano from my locker. Pakshet. I don't care anymore, anyway. All I want is to escape that hell hole of a school and start a brand new life in Taft. Hehehe. I'm sooooo going to La Salle.

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In addition to my not studying for the exams is I'm going out later. Hahaha. Well, I'll help my mom find the dress she'll wear for my Tita's debut. Wahoop! May kasalang magaganap!

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Okay. I know that someone out there is sooooo not happy today. To YOU: Sabi mo nga, "kung ayaw niya edi wag." Wag mo nang pilitin. Bayaan mo na. Alam kong mahirap yun. Pero I think it's the only way. Kung ayaw na niya, wala na tayong magagawa. Pero I really think he's being a butthead. Sorry ha. Sobrang napakawalang sense ng sinabi niya. Responsibilities? Like I told you, inako niya yung "responsibility" na yun when he started courting you. Dammit. Bayaan mo na lang. Easier said than done, I know pero it would be for your own sake. Marami pa namang nagmamahal sayo e, like me.

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I'm still looking for a new layout.

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Bhe, I'm so sorry last night. I just get pikon pag ganun e. Sorry very much. I love you.

It's OVER.

Hey, St. Paul Pasig friends, does this face look familiar to you? Hahaha. The text'll give it away, especially if you know me all too well. Hahahaha.

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Anyway, today was the last day of our BORING LECTURES DAYS! Yahoop! Fun, fun, fun! Though I technically was absent kanina. Was at the clinic the whole morning because of fuckin' hyperacidity. Hahaha. God, I'll miss that clinic. That clinic has been my sanctuary. Hahaha. Drama. Pero when I get bored with my classes, I go there. Marami ring memories dun. *ehem* Hahaha. Tama na.

When I got back to class mid-lunch, I learned that my English teacher won't be coming in until the last minutes of the class. Yep, that's good news for us, alright. Watched Kailangan Kita for that subject after lunch and can I just say that I really love Aga and Claudine's love scene in that movie. Call me jologs pero I've watched that movie a couple of times in the past (since Ate Ly has a copy) and I don't get tired watching it. And Aga's soooooo deyamned hot in that movie.
*Bhe, peace tayo! I love you!*

And being the lucky class that we are, hindi dumating ang aming minamahal (huh?) na English teacher. Homeroom time came and we were tasked to sandpaper our armchairs. First one to finish sandpaper-ing gets to go home.

Got the sizes for our togas and "caps". Shet. Damahin na ang pagiging Porchir! Graduation's fast approaching! Wahoop! Finals week next week! God, this feels so good! Hahaha.

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Okay, three guys are texting me, calling my "CARLO^YABANG". Fuck it. Sabi nila may nag-send daw sa kanila ng number ko na yun yung name. Right. Nakakairita na. I'm being bitchy-girly to all three just so they know I ain't a boy but they don't seem to get it. Grrr. Annoying.

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Hindi ko pa rin napa-pass yung sCRAPbook ko. CRAP! Kasi naman e. Badtrip yung mga tanong. They don't have to give projects for Ethics, I mean, it's a practical subject. And not everyone does not believe in the Supreme Being, even on a Catholic school such as St. Paul. I do believe in Him but a lot of people in my class are agnostics. And they fail or they give low marks to all those agnostic people, which causes them not to believe more. Grrrr. Anyway...

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I'm searching for a new layout. This layout's beginning to look boring. But I can't seem to find a perfect layout to fit my personality. Damn.

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CAN ANYONE IN ST. CECILIA'S CHOIR FUCKIN' GIVE ME ORVEE'S SURNAME? WALANG NAGREREPLY SAKIN E, NAKAKAIRITA NA. GRRRRR!

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*Bes, may hindi ka kinukwento sakin. Grrrr! Hehe. Miss yah!

*Bhe, I love you so damn much. Sana naman magkita na tayo, I hella miss you na e.

Dammit.

I don't know if I'm just paranoid but I think my gradeschool busmates are plotting my death. Hahaha. Bully ko kasi e. But what the heel? I'll be gone in a month, sila, still a long way to go! Hahaha. I sooooo hate one of our busmates! Buti na lang ga-graduate na ako. I don't have to deal with her anymore. Goodluck na lang sa batchmates niya.

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I got my hair relaxed and cut yesternight. Yahooray! MY HAIR'S FUCKIN' MANAGEABLE AGAIN! And... I HAVE BANGS! I'm not really into the idea of getting bangs, but hey! I think it sorta fits me. Hahaha. DEAN, PAPATAYIN KITA. HINDI AKO LALAKI, OK? Hehehe. The best thing about it, everything cost me 450 bucks, complete with the haircut and the relax treatment and hot oil. Nice deal noh? Kam's getting her hair relaxed too. The same salon. Hehe. I'll go with her. Hehehe. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang.

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Dean, Kam and I were together kaninang dismissal. We were following a bitch. Wherever she goes, we go. I pulled the sleeves of my blouse up and the two of them were shouting "Ale, sando?" or "Mainit ba, Ale?". 'Twas sorta funny. This bangkay of a tibo heard everything we were saying and she led the bitch papuntang rotonda. Haller? Akala kung sinong gwapo. Anyway, we still followed them until the bitch needed to go home. The fucking bitch made her way through the small space in between Kam and Dean nang nakayuko then went to her car. Kam was hysterical after everything kasi baka magsumbong daw siya. Ito lang masasabi ko:

BITCH, KUNG MATAPANG KA, HAHARAPIN MO KAMI. 3-ON-3 PA. TATLO KAYO, TATLO KAMI. HINDI YUNG MAGSUSUMBONG KA PA SA DADDY MO. HELLO? ANG TANDA-TANDA MO NA, DI MO PARIN KAYANG IPAGTANGGOL SARILI MO? KAHIT PA SABIHIN MONG YOU'RE WAAAAAAY YOUNGER THAN US, WALANG KASO YUN. THIS IS JUST A CONSEQUENCE OF YOUR ACTIONS. KUNG HINDI MO NAMAN GINAWA YUNG MGA YUN, WALA NAMANG GULO E. AND PAGSABIHAN MO YUNG BANGKAY NA YUN NA HINDI SIYA CUTE, OK? DAMA LANG NIYA PAGKA-TIBO NIYA. AND IF YOU THINK SHE'S CUTE, WELL, WALA KANG TASTE. BALITA KO CRUSH MO YUN E. NGA PALA, KUNG NANGANGARAP KANG MAKAPASOK NG MAC NEXT YEAR, DON'T COUNT ON IT. PINIKON MO SI DEAN E.

After that encounter, we went to the busport. It was my turn to rub everything to HER face. We went to look for Glennie, kuno just so we'd have an excuse. When we were there, I spotted my target. I flipped my hair a lot and ang taas ng kilay ko. Hehehe. Taray ng lola mo! Anyway, when we had to go, I searched my bag for my brush and started brushing my hair. Kam stroked it and said "Ale, ang ganda ng hair mo." I couldn't laugh my butt off kasi nga andun siya. Wala lang. Parang ang insulto. Hahaha. Kam said that she was looking at me the whole time. Well, SHE SHOULD! I mean, nilait-lait niya ako e. Now, she saw what's true. Ngayon siya mag-compare. Mayabang na kung mayabang, wala akong paki. Pag kayo ang nilait ng ganun, magiging mayabang talaga kayo, dammit.

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I DIDN'T PASS UP. Which is TOTALLY fine with me. I mean, if I do pass, di naman ako dun mag-aaral e. Ang yabang no? Hindi ko kasi kayang mag-maintain ng grades. At hindi ko na kayang hatakin pataas ang grades ko. No chance in passing UP talaga. Oh wells. 2-2 sa basketball, kumbaga. Hehe. Quits lang, tsong!

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An excerpt from Aves' February 19, 2005 blog entry:

"di ko talaga alam kung bakit minsan na lang ako malulungkot bigla. pero bigla na nga lang ayan matutunganga ako at bigla na lang malulungkot."

Click this to read the whole entry.

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*Kam, wag mo nang isipin yung babaeng yun. Kutusan mo na lang. Hehe. See you tomorrow. Love you!

*Patti, may utang kang kwento sakin. Rarr.

*Bhe, pagaling ka na please? Ayoko talaga pag may sakit ka e. Hai nako. Miss na miss na kita. I hope I'd see you soon. I love you so much.

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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.


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SANA MATAPOS NA ANG SCHOOLYEAR. I'M SOOOOOO OUT OF ST. PAUL.

*sob*

Damn. My 7650 needs to be reformatted. It doesn't cost much. Lang problema dun. The problem is, REFORMATTING MY PHONE WOULD COST ME MY PICTURES, CONTACTS AND MY MESSAGES!!! The pictures and contacts, totally fine with me. Messages? NOOOOOOFUCKIN'WAAAAAAYY!! I almost cried. Shet. Goodluck sakin. My tita said that kung magpapareformat ako ng phone, bumili na lang ako ng bago. Makes sense. Siyempre kung ipapaayos ko yun, magiging sirain na siya. Might as well buy a new one. Problem with that is WALA AKONG PERA! Dayammm. Mahirap talaga pag poor. Good thing I have a spare phone. Kundi, patay na.

It dawned on me. 4 days of boring lectures, 1 day of commemoration of EDSA 1, 3 exam days, 2 goddamn weeks of graduation practice and 8 weekends to go before I bid St. Paul goodbye. THANK GOD! Ayoko naman talaga dun mag-aral in the first place. I mean, I came from a coed school during my gradeschool years, what do you expect? Gusto ko nga mag-highschool sa Zobel or sa San Beda Alabang e. Rarr. Pero hindi ko naman sinabing hindi napamahal sakin 'tong school na 'to, especially my batchmates. Grabe. Wala lang. They really made my stay in St. Paul worthwile. My batch spells FUN! Kahit na walang masyadong batch spirit. Hehehe. Rarr. Goodbye St. Paul, Hello DLSU! Wahoop!

My bro got confirmed this morning. Good for him. Hehehe. Believe it or not, hindi pa ako nagpapakumpil. Loser. Fuckin' St. Paul, inalis ba naman yung confirmation pag pasok ng batch namin? Though I remember one instance na nagpa-kumpil sila. I don't remember why the hell I didn't go with the batch that got confirmed. Oh well. No use mag-regret ngayon.

OMG! Alam niyo bang napatili ako ng balitang ito kanina?

KATRINA IMPERIAL DEAN PASSED ST. LUKE'S COLLEGE OF NURSING!

I don't friggin' know why I freaked out when she texted me. I just did. Hehehe. Anyway, congrats, Dean! Sabi sayo sisiw yun para sayo e. I'm soooo dayammned happy for you. =) Love you!

I'm getting my hair relaxed tomorrow...HOPEFULLY! Ang tagal-tagal nang plano niyan e. Rarr. Sana matuloy na bukas, PARA NAMAN MA-MANAGE KO NA YUNG BUHOK KO. *ehemKAMehemDEAN*

I CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT MY PHONE NEEDS TO BE REFORMATTED. ='c

*sob*

Kahit saglit lang...

GUYS, LET'S ALL PRAY FOR THE SPEEDY RECOVERY OF KRYZZLE CRUZ OF 4-3. IT WOULD REALLY HELP IF WE'D PRAY FOR HER. A MINUTE OF INNER PEACE AND SOLITUDE AND ANOTHER COUPLE OF MINUTES OF PRAYER WON'T HURT. SHE'S IN A VERY CRITICAL STAGE RIGHT NOW. PLEASE. MALAKING BAGAY NA YUNG PRAYERS NATIN.

** The Dramatics Class 2005 of SPCPasig is willing to give her family P10,000 for the expenses ng hospital. We wish it'd be of help to her family. **

Speaking of the Dramatics Class,

YOU'RE ALL INVITED TO WATCH OUR PLAY.

DALUYONG PRODUCTION presents PINTIG NG PUSO and THE BIG CRUNCH.

When?: March 4 and 6 (pm: Gala Night)
Where?: Pere Chauvet Hall, St. Paul College, Pasig
Tickets will be out late this week. They're only for 50 bucks and they're very worth it. If you're interested to watch, please inform me. You know my cellphone number/ telephone number/ e-mail add naman e. Or mag-tag kayo. Hehe.

To bait you with hearts... chocolates... flowers...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!

*Bhe, I love you so much. Happy Valentine's Day! Kahit hindi tayo nag-date or nagkita man lang, ok lang. Pero mas okay yun kung nagkita tayo, diba? Weh. Hahaha. I love you so much, my BabyBoy. Thanks for everything. *hmwah!*

25 months and still counting...

After 2 years and 1 month, ito parin tayo, Bie. Thanks for keeping up to my brattinella-ness. I know it's been hard for you. Especially nung nag-two years tayo. I don't deserve the princess treatment anymore pero ganun parin yung ginagawa mo. Rarr. Nakakahiya na. Hai. Thanks for everything. I don't know how my life'd be na pag wala ka. Seryoso. I know I used to live my life without you. But now na andito ka na, sanay na akong andito ka. Di ko na alam kung panu pag wala ka. Hai. Enough of that. I just thank you for everything you've done for and with me. And I'm sorry for the times I've let you down. Yun. I love you so much, Baby. Happy anniversary.

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I was at Tanya's place yesterday. Konting salu-salo. Birthday niya nung Wednesday. Helped Tanya fix the place. Ayun. Ingga, Gege and Trish came from the grocery. They bought the drinks. Bonding with Trish. Whatta small world, would you believe that Trish and thatfreakin'sonovabitch were classmates in gradeschool? And thatfreakin'sonovabitch already have that minamalat voice even back in gradeschool. That'll be the saddest thing that could happen to me. Fortunately, she got her hair straightened so she doesn't have that HAIR. Agh! Nightmare!

Anyway, Krista, Pinky, Kel, Syd, Maico, Mon and Nikka arrived from the hospital.

Commercial: Please pray for Kryzelle Cruz. Critical stage na daw siya. She really needs our prayers.

Kam arrived after sometime. Kwentuhan, bondings, bukingan. Lahat na! Jec arrived when Gege, Krista, Kel, Syd, Mon and Nikka left. Hindi man lamang nagsalita si Jec. Hehehe. Anyhoo, tuloy ang kulitan until Jec had to leave. Susunduin pa niya yata sister niya. Ayun. After 1 hour, I left na rin. Sobrang bangag ko kahit hindi naman talaga ako uminom. Weird nga e. Siguro masyado lang napagod and all. Ayun. Was supposed to catch Freestyle and Iforgottheotherband in Bagaberde pero tamad na kami. Haha. There.

Sharing lang. Jopet's one of Tanya's 18 roses. O diba? Masyado silang close! Hahaha.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Mon, secret lang natin yun ha. Shet. Nahihiya talaga ako sayo. Hehe. Pinaulit-ulit ko pa e. Wala lang.

*Dean-DUDE! May ikukwento ako sayo! Masyadong maliit ang mundo! Well, kung binasa mo naman 'tong entry ko na 'to, makikita mo na jan. But still! Hehe. Wala lang. Love you!

*Bhe, nagtatampo ako sayo. I love you. Miss you much! Happy anniversary.

Kapag maganda ka nga naman...

Yep. That's my pretty Soulmate. Kaya kami Soulmates niyan kasi we have the same experiences. Even the insecure girlfriends issue. Hahaha. Would you believe that after 2 days, siya naman? Freakin' insecure people. Why won't they get a life?

Kam, don't you feel sooooooo freakin' beautiful? Insecure sayo yun. Hahaha. Wag mo nang isipin yun. Malaki ngipin niya at grade 7 lang siya. Ako nga, 3rd year e. Hahaha. Anyway, di hamak naman na mas maganda ka dun.And whoever said she was pretty must be blind. Ano ba? Wala siyang karapatang ikumpara sarili niya sayo, malaki ngipin niya e. Hehe. Love you.

Kalmado na ako ngayon.

Mga pare, sorry kung nagtaas ako ng boses. Mainit kasi ako kanina e. Nung dismissal naman, malamig na ako and I could talk ng hindi magtataas ng boses. Was supposed to approach the both of you nung bumalik kayo but then, lumabas kayo ulit agad. Plus, inatake ako ng pride ko. Sorry. Siguro yun na talaga yung naka-trigger ng lahat. Sobrang pagod ako lagi, ang dami kong ginagawa besides the usual schoolworks, pressured ako sa bahay ang a hella lot more. The whole day like that PLUS yung kanina would really eat the best of me. Isipin niyo na lang na paguwi ko, pagpipilitan sakin na hindi namin kayang mabayaran tuition ko pag nag-La Salle ako na sobrang nakakainis kasi nga dun ko talaga gusto mag-aral. My question kanina, kung naaalala niyo pa, kung mag-UST na lang ako should've given you guys the clue na hindi ako ok. Though I don't blame you kung hindi niyo naman napansin. Tapos pag dating ko pa sa school, ang dami nang ginagawa, ganun pa. Don't get me wrong, I see your point. Naiintindihan ko yun. Naintindihan kita nung ganun ka dati. Kaya nga I have no right na magalit e. Kasi ganun ako dati sayo. Hindi na nga ako nagsasalita e. Wala na lang akong kinakausap para hindi na lumaki. Kung nairita kayo sa pagdadabog ko, you should've told me. Ititigil ko naman yun kung sinabi niyong ayaw niyo e. Anyway, I'll forget the whole thing... hopefully. And kung ganun man talaga, well, gotta deal with it. Parang nung una. Nung una kasi wala lang sakin kung ganun e. Sorry, guys. Siguro, the fact na wala naman talaga akong nakakasama sa room kundi kayo tapos naiiwan ako, yun yung nagbother sakin.

Emmy, Ass, Alans, Joy and Aly, thanks for the comfort.

Alanna, I never thought I'd say this but I believed in every word you told me kanina. Thanks. Hehe.

WALANG KWENTA ANG SUN!
Sharing.

Put*ngina, walang aangal, blog ko 'to. Kung may ayaw kayo sa sasabihin ko, gumawa kayo ng blog niyo at dun kayo magbuhos ng galit. EDITED

IKAW NA MAGANDA: Excuse me? Di ko naman pinagkalatan sa mundo na maganda ako ha? Opinion lang yun nung nakakita. Mayabang na kung mayabang pero hindi naman siguro ako mukhang balahura, diba? I look presentable enough para ipakita ng boyfriend ko sa tropa niya nang hindi nahihiya. And kung hindi mo naaapreciate yung itsura ko, wala akong paki. E sino ka ba? Ni batchmates mo nga di ka kilala e. Isa pa. Kung ayaw mo sa itsura ko or sakin, for that matter, wag mo na akong siraan sa ibang tao. Mabait ako pag mabait ka sakin. Pero kung ganyan ugali mo sakin, di ako papatalo. Yellow ang ID ko at ako na ang pinaka bitchy na taong makikilala mo. KUNG MATAPANG KA, SABIHIN MO YUNG SINABI MO SA MUKHA KO. Maganda ka naman, diba? O, baka naman hindi mo kaya dahil ikaw, maski sa pictures e, *ehem*, walang ibubuga? PrettyGirl nga tawag sakin, remember? Kung insecure ka lang sakin, hah, MALAS MO. Kung iniisip mo yang ka-on mo, sus, MAGSAMA KAYO! Care ko ba? Bakit, di mo pa ba nage-getover yung fact na yun? Hahaha.=D Kawawa ka naman. Wag mo nang isama kagandahan ko dun, ok? Okay. Final words: TANGGAPIN MO NA LANG ANG KATOTOHANAN. KAHIT SA PICTURE OR SA TOTOONG BUHAY, MAS MAGANDA AKO SAYO.

** Alam kong may mga friends NIYA na nakakabasa nito. Sorry if those words are KINDOV harsh (kasi hindi pa lahat yan e). Pagsabihan niyo na lang yang kaibigan niyo. Kung mali tabas ng dila niya, mas mali tabas ng dila ko. **

The Don Bosco Technical College of Mandaluyong's JIG SHOWDOWN.

I was at Don Bosco's fair yesternight. It would've been boring except for the fact that I was with Jopet. And I totally enjoyed our MYMP-slash-Bamboo experience. Hehehe.

We got to DBTCManda at 'round 7pm and we got in line. We called Monching, an alumnus of Don Bosco and a very good friend of ours, to get us in without using our tickets. Hehe. Since Jopet did a VERY HUGE favor for him, he got us a place in front of the line. He couldn't get us to go in for free because of that priest that I swore looked like a bouncer in one of the bars in Libis. We got in into the bald football field of Don Bosco Manda. Hindi sa nangmamaliit ako pero the place could really use a little rain. Hahaha. Anyway, Art and Soul was singing when we got in. Ang lamig nung voices nung mga guys, promise. One guy looked maangas pa nga e. Kalbo + Malaking katawan + Spandex = HOT! Woot! Shet, landi, parang wala si Jopet dun ha. Hehehe. It gets better.

We (My sis, me and Jopet) went out to get something to eat when my folks arrived. I got my quality and intimate time with Jopet after. They let loose of that babysitting-during-the-concert thing. Hehe. Went back to the concert except that when we got in, fashion show ang nagaganap! Anong kalokohan 'to? Hahaha. Joke. Anyway, after that fashion show, a dance showdown was up. Hindi ako biased or anything but DLSU had quite a show. Sobrang galing. But their costume? Halloween pa ba? Black na may print na neon orange. But their routine rocked! Woot! And there was this guy. Kalbo nanaman. He's soooo maangas! Woot! Kay Jopet ko pa sinabing ang angas nung dude. Haha. Kalandian. It still gets better.

MYMP's up when we got that place near the stage, lampas nung barricades. Hehe. Monch got us that place. It was really nice. The atmosphere and all. We were seated sa field while MYMP did their thing. Mga songs pa naman nila nakakasenti. Everything felt perfect. Before the fans of Bamboo stormed in when MYMP's set was about to end. After MYMP, the hosts awarded those who won the dance showdown. While they're at it, the so-called Rockers were shouting "ILABAS NIYO NA ANG KAWAYAN!". Bastos, sobra.

When Bamboo's band was doing the usual sound check, the "rockers" were yelling "BILISAN NA YAN!". Hookay, sound check nga e, di na ba makapaghintay? When Bamboo started, everyone near us except another couple and kami ni Jopet started body slamming. Exaj talaga. The other couple and kami ni Jopet, muntik nang masiksik sa backstage. And after the body slam each other, "PEACE, PARE!". Oo na nga lang e.

The guitarist of Bamboo, Ira Cruz was hella hot! Woot! Tisoy, long hair (para sa isang guy), not my kinda guy but still! Pati si Bamboo, actually. May dating pero adik kaya nagkaganun. Hehe. Yan, kalandian nanaman!

Sayang nga I don't have pix kasi hindi namin dinala yung digicam. I also didn't get to see Bamboo up front 'cause our backstage pass was nowhere to be found. Kaya yun.

Next week, we have:
1. LSGH: Kabihasnan (A text message from Anton)
Hey, guys, please go to our fair on Friday and Saturday and please watch our concert on Saturday night for only a hundred bucks. You'd get to watch Bamboo, Kitchie Nadal and Mayonaise, just to name a few. Hope to see you there!

2. Lourdes. Still, Bamboo and Kitchie but with Spongecola.

3. St. Scho. (A Friendster Bulletin from Van)
Message: kung ikaw ay nalulumbay at
walang magawa
sa munti niyong buhay na puno ng
kapalpakan at kasagwaan....

punta kayo sa st. scho manila
feb. 12, 2005
150 pesos

mga magpeperform:
spongecola
bamboo
silent sanctuary
kitche nadal
imago
sugarfree
cambio
barbie's cradle

tickets sold sa may gate

(Wag niyo akong tanungin. Di ko din alam kung panu kakanta sila Bamboo, Kitchie at Spongecola niyan, knowing na lahat ng concerts sa 12 magaganap. Hahaha.)

4. UP-Manila (A text message from Jill)
ATTENTION: Party Peeps!;-) On the 24th of Feb, the UP Manila Fenders with DENTS (org) will have its second ANONG MERON JAM? project, an annual inter-collegiate acoustic band competition that features raw talent from promising young musicians in the metro. It would be definitely a blast! And FYI, this project is a fund-raiser for the benefit of our poor fellows in PGH. Where else can you find fun and charity rolled into one? The answer to that is at Club Sentro, Libis. Witness charity transform into something closer to our being human... F-U-N!

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kuya Kiko, sabi ni Monch pupunta daw kayo nila RL kagabi. Di naman kayo nagpunta. Hehe. Musta ang ating *ehem*? Hahaha.

*Monch, kahit alam kong walang pag-asang mabasa mo ito, thanks. If it weren't for you, we won't get to go in front of the line and of the barricades. Hahaha. Joke. Pero thanks talaga.

*Bhe, thanks for last night. Di ko na nga pala ibabalik yung jacket mo ha. Hehehe. Klepto ba masyado? Hai. Basta thanks for one helluva night. I love you so much. I hope I'd to see you real soon.

Dramahan na itech.

DUDEFUCKER KO, nagulat ako sa sinabi mo kaninang Homeroom. Wala lang. Parang hindi kasi talaga ako ganun pero yun yung sinabi mo. Yeah, I know I was there in one of you dark hours pero wala naman talaga akong sinabi e. Pero for you to say that? I'm really grateful. And honored, might I add. Grabe, Dean, I owe you so much. Hindi ko na alam kung panu pa ako magth-thank you. Basta. Thanks for everything. Our ride's been kindov rough and wild but I'll bring everything with me. Wala akong makakalimutan. Di na ako magkaka-amnesia. Hehehe. Love you, Dude!

Ang kulit ng Homeroom namin kanina. Alam kong kahit pa-joke sinabi ng iba yung mga gusto nilang sabihin, they're sincere about it. Sana nadala ko yung digicam. Kodak Moment, really. Hai. It dawned on me on that very same Homeroom na I'll be graduating in a matter of WEEKS and I can't do anything about it. With the end of my Senior and St. Paul life fast approaching, I begin to feel that feeling of abandonment. Wala lang. I'm going to miss everyone. From the weirdest teachers down to the weirdest batch/schoolmates (no offense). Kolehiyo na ito. There's no turning back now. This is real life. No more uniforms (Hahaha. At last!). No more empty libraries. No more trips to the clinic. No more weird and annoying rules from the student handbook. Wala na. Everything'll be your choice. No more limits. No more boundaries. Well, di na lang kung may mga rules parents niyo. But still. Hindi na sila ganun kahigpit. Fudge. The thoughts creep me out and excite me at the same time. Excited kasi I don't have to wear black and/or white ponytails to school and, well, 4-7's not one of the better classes I've been in kaya I can't wait to get out of school. If it weren't for Kam, Ass and Dean, I won't survive my Senior year. Thanks guys.

Tama na ang drama. Hehehe. Got my DLSU Letter of Admission yesterday. Weird na kung weird but I can't take my paws off it. Wala lang. If you'd take a peek from my card, di kayo maniniwalang tinanggap ako ng La Salle. But they did and I'm grateful. I need to do my best these remaining days. Kaya kung nakikita niyo akong nag-aaral, wag na kayong magulat. I need to pull my grades back up, for the last time. Kahit alam kong hindi na possible yun sa katamaran ko. Hai. DLSU! Shet. Weird ba? Okay, tama na.

Shet, I can't believe I didn't put the second biggest shock of my life here. I got so preoccupied by the fact na maraming tao na ang natatanga ngayon. Anyway, the second biggest shock of my life was Feb.1, during our Filipino class. A group of my classmates were reporting about a novel. They used a video to show the plot/summary of the story. Then, it happened. A classmate of mine who's not really...uhm...EVERYBODY'S KINDA PERSON started acting like she was the most appealing person on earth. On top of that, wet-look pa siya! T*nginang yan! Her role was supposed to be a rich dude. A HANDSOME, rich dude. But nooooo! Ika nga ni Kam, it gave everyone goosebumps. Hindi agad na-getover ng classmates ko, including me, yung nakita namin. Everyone was, like, "Eeeewwwww" and "Yuuuuuckk!" and "PLES?" for what seemed like 3 minutes. Potah. Nightmare! *anti-karma, the Fatima Paras way*

Ass told me something a while ago before clubtime that sent me and Dean to hysterical laughter. Though I can't post it here. It's embarrassing for that person. Pero sobrang pag narinig niyo, di na rin kayo titigil sa kakatawa. Hahahaha. I promised Ass I won't tell. So there you go. You missed 1/18 of your lives. Hahaha. JOKE! But I did promise Ass I won't tell.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kam, sayang wala ka nung Homeroom. Ang sayang malungkot na makulit. Wala lang. Love you. See you tomorrow! Balitaan mo pala ako pag tumawag ulit sayo si... Okay? Hahahaha. *peace sign to Kam*

*Ass, promise, I won't tell. "Your secrets are safe with me..." Hehehe. Love you MushyFriend! Missed hanging out with you!

*BabyBoy, I love you so damn much. I miss you so much!

*shock*

PLEASE? YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT!
Ano nang nangyayari sa mundong ito?

January 31st Celebrant.

Happy birthday, Cai! Grabe, kahit classmate parin kita ngayon, miss parin kita. Hehehe. Yung bonding siguro natin yung namimiss ko. Rarr. Ayun. Enjoy your day! Love you, Cai! *hug*

*Thoughts: Magkamukha ba kami ni Cai? Si JM kasi, pinagpipilitan last year pa na kambal kami ni Cai e. Hehehe.*

ON IYA VILLANIA:

I agree with Abi:

"Iya Villania's real name is Vanilla?? Did I hear that right? That's sad. Tsh. I have this personal vendetta against her you see. I really just hate her for the fact that she got to meet Hanson and actually got to touch and speak to and spend time with them and I didn't. And it didn't really help that that opening act of hers was crap. No stage presence, lousy singer, even lousy dancer... a putrid performance overall."

Hahaha. Galit na galit din ako sa babaeng yun. Yeah, she's pretty. That's why I hate her. Kamukha daw siya ni Angel Carriaga. PAAAAAKKSHEEEEET!! Bitter parin si Ale. Hahaha. Akala ko over na ako sa issue na yun. But nooooo! Tuwing nakikita ko si Iya, BOOM! Wala na. Rarr. I always watch MYX pa naman. Grrrr. Okay, Ale, stop. *breathe in, breathe out*

TEJADA FAMILY REUNION @ ATE SUE'S IN SINAG TALA, BF:

'Twas fun, really. Though Kuya wasn't there. I don't know why. We were all psyched up by the fact that we were all together and hindi na namin namalayan na umaga na pala. That's why I'm here in front of the PC, typing my butt away. Kasi kakagising ko lang. Hahaha. Funny thing is, I din't drink last night. Bonding lang with the Tejadas. Tapos bangag ako pag gising ko. Nahihilo and all. Hahaha. Got my dose of the Tejadas, I guess. Saya!

When Kuya Jem arrived,
Kuya Jem: Ale, kamusta na si... *grin*
Ale: *nudge Kuya Jem sa may ribcage and laughs*
Kuya Jem: *laugh*
Ate Daph: Aba, may understanding 'tong dalawang 'to ha.
Kuya Dan: Oo nga, body language lang kailangan.
Kuya Jem: Oo naman, isang tingin ko lang jan, alam na niya sinasabi ko. *wink at Ale*

And, mind you, LAHAT ng kamag-anak ko hinahanap si Jopet. Tita Day, Kuya Ian, lahat na! "Welcome to the family..." *sings* Hahaha. Lolz.

My Tito-Lolo's so sweet. Kasi the balikbayans were dancing ballroom. He and I were seated together and he kept on saying "Naaalala ko si Delilah". My Tita-Lola died waaaaayy back ing 1991. Grabe, sweet talaga. Isa pa, yung mga balikbayans mga oldies na rin. They danced Rhumba and (WARNING, THIS IS SOOOO CHEESY!) you can really see the fire of love in their eyes. The love they can see into each other's eyes. Sobrang sweet! Andun parin yung fire na nag-ignite sa kanila nung una. Hindi na nawala. Shucks! Kainggit, promise. And nagtitigan sila the whole time. Para bang sila lang yung tao sa mundo. Sweet talaga.

Hai. Tama na nga. Hehehe.

SHOUT OUTS

*BabyBoy, sorry po kaninang morning. Kasi naman e. Mejo na-piss off lang ako dun sa fact na... YON. Sorry. I love you so much. *mwahugtyt*

Denderendenden...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLAI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JELLAI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JELLAI.
*woot woot!*



Jellainne, happy birthday! I love you, Mocha! Missed hanging with you! Sana sa summer bonding ulit! Heheh. Happy birthday, ulit! Libre naman jan! Hehehe. Miss you much!

Last Na 'To, Todo Na 'To, Ang Saya-Saya Noh?: The SENIORS '05 Family Day

Okay. That was the last Family Day I'd ever attend sa St. Paul. Wahoop! I dunno if I should be happy about it. Hehe.



1. Teachers and parents like you've never seen them before... Okay, maybe not.
2. Driz Kathleen Senior, Ass, my Bro, me, Alans, my Sister, Emmy and Kam WILL SURVIVE! Hehe.
3. Videoke Queens, Alanna and Elaine.
4. Driz, Nona, Matet, Alanna, Kam, Mrs. Are, Joy, Nona's mom, My mom.
5. Joanne, Coms, Hanny, Kam, Elaine, Fatzi, Me.
6. Hataw na, Ms. Castilla!
7. Alanna: "Favorite song ko yan! *sing and dance* Hahahaha, eeeeeyyyooo, chuvachuvachuva, hahahahaha".
8. I Will Survive!

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE FAMILY DAY:


Ms. Mary Jane Castilla, dancing to Dancing Queen. WAWULBEE!!!

*Kam, bakit ka nabadtrip kanina? Wala lang. Kung ano man yun, I'm here to help, aytiee? And totoo bang nakasama natin kanina dun sa "black diamond" YON? Bakit hindi ako nagising? "Napandilatan ba ako?" Hahaha. Love you, Soulmate!

*Dean, ui! Nagtest ka sa Trinity! Wahoop! Yakang-yaka yun! Chicken panis ba? Sure ball na yan, Dude, don't worry. Missed hanging out/fooling around with you, seryoso. Love you. At teka, bago tayo magkalimutan, YUNG PINAPAPRINT KO HA, don't forget.

*Ass, oo nga, dapat magsama na tayo. La na akong masyadong alam sayo. Rarrness. Love you, MushyFriend!

*MAC Vocalists, ANG GALING-GALING NIYO! Prelude to 10 was a big success! Congrats! (Para sa concert nila kahapon.)

*Bhe, wala lang. I LOVE YOU. Gusto ko lang special mention ka dito. I LOVE YOU. Hehehe. I LOVE YOU. Ikaw ha, di ka nanaman nagpaalam. I LOVE YOU. Grrrr! I LOVE YOU. Hahaha. I LOVE YOU. Joke. I LOVE YOU. Punta pala kami kila Ate Sue tomorrow. I LOVE YOU. Punta ka din, ples? I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. (Paki bilang PLES.)

Hangin? Nah. Baka pader.

This is sooooo not my day. Actually,I've been experiencing some really annoying situations lately. First, I go to school running late for 3 consecutive days now. Second, my bag can't seem to cater my needs. Third, I got a freakin' 74 in English. Fourth, we'll be having this reporting thing in Filipino tomorrow and our FUCKIN' "leader" demands a lot of things pero siya wala mang lang ginagawa. Di pa ma-contact. Lastly, well, I'm having these "debates" inside me. Masyado akong naaapektuhan sa mga nangyayari sa paligid ko AND IT'S NOT GOOD. Dati, sobrang kaya kong mangdedma ng mga ganun. Ngayon, parang ang sensitive ko na. Pakshet. And me, being sensitive to those kinda things is soooooo not a good sight, I tell you. Fuck. I'm sooooo pissed off. But what's a girl like me to do? Di ko na kayang dedmahin e. Fuck. GOODLUCK, ALE.

JUST KEEP IT INSIDE, LEARN HOW TO HIDE YOUR FEELINGS.

Okay.

My A&D teacher got his nose done! Pakshet. Sobrang bothered at sobrang disturbing niya. Namumula pa yung dulo ng ilong niya. Sobraaaaa! Palusot pa niya may pumutok daw na pimple. Yeah, right Sir. Sa tingin mo ba bebenta yun? E ang tangos ng ilong mo pag naka-side view e. Blech. Sooooo disturbing. Di ako nakaconcentrate sa quiz namin, yan tuloy, bagsak. Pakshet. Hai. Sana hindi ko muna siya ulit makita.

Some pix nung field trip (c/o Leanne)...


The 2 teachers with us were Mrs. Villanueva and Mrs. Visaya.


On top of Kalbaryo.


Mga harag na harag na pero picture parin!

Still waiting for pics of Emmy to be uploaded. Hehehe. Wala lang.

Ang bangag ko na pero sige na lang.

Huh? Oti ng title.

Anyway, me and my Kuya Francis have been bonding these past few days. I'm glad, of course. Never in my wildest dreams would I find Kuya Kiko confiding in me. Wala lang. Ang saya lang. And if masyado na akong nagfi-feeling na Kuya na ang tawag ko sa kanya, well, hindi ako nagfi-feeling. It's part of the bonding we have. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang, bakit ba?

"Perhaps the hardest lesson to learn is not to be attached to the results of your actions." - Joan Borysenko
"Be patient. You'll know when it's time for you to wake up and move ahead." - Ross Dass

Ganda no? Wala lang. Pinost lang yan ni Noe sa YahooGroups namin.

FIELDTRIP 2005 (January 21).

- Bus trip to and from Mt. Banahaw is one helluva fun experience. Bonding with all the people I love.
- Doritos/Ruffles + Dip-na-dala-ni-Dean = HEAVEN.
- Lakbay Faci, Kuya Joel, is soooo mataray, according to him. Boring pa ng mga jokes.
- The 2 Mrs. V's not KJ at all. Hahaha.
- Petron San Pedro, Laguna stop-over: A VERY MEMORABLE PLACE. Hahaha.
- Annoying pest in Palamig, Petron who kept bossing everyone around. (Annoying na, pest pa.)
- Jeepney ride. You could see in everyone'e faces kung nakasakay na ba sila ng jeep before or hindi pa. Some won't even touch the jeepney's bar thing-a-ma-jiggy dahil marumi. Everyone panicked when I took a group pic inside the jeep dahil tumayo ako dun sa may "entrance". Hahaha. Reactions were all Kodak moments.
- The hike to the so-called "Jordan River".
- The freezing "Jordan River" and its healing powers.
- Wet-look hike to "camp site" for Lunch.
- Husgado cave. The ultimate experience.
- 2-hour Death hike to and from Kalbaryo, the foot of Mt. Banahaw.
- Bitchin' view from the top of Kalbaryo.
- Trip back to the house spelled D-U-L-A-S.
- Bihisan moments: A Struggle for SURVIVAL. Si Kuya Joel, pumasok pa e nagbibihis nga e. Hahaha.
- Trip to Manila = SILENCE AND OCCASSIONAL LAUGHTER FROM THE BACK OF THE BUS (while watching White Chicks).
- Ale and Dean's first picture together na silang dalawa lang.

Yep, that's about it. Thanks a bunch to the F*ckers and the Perfect Mates. They made the fieldtrip perfect for me.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Dean, ang daya mo. Kay Kam nag-tag ka, sakin hindi. Hmph. Hehe. Love u.

*Kam, you feeling ayt? I'm just a text away, okay? Yessss. Rhyming pa! Hahaha. Love u. I've got news for you pala. It's from a very reliable source. Hehe. On Monday.

*Bestfriend 'Nil, nagka-gf ka? Di ka nagkukwento. Hrmph. Anong name? And tiga san? Tiga dito? Mas maganda sakin? Heheheh. Wag mo nang sagutain yung last question. Miss you.

*Rach, thanks po sa pag-congratulate sakin.

*Noe, oo nga e. Ang daming Advertising satin. Gusto ko na nga dun but my mom told me between UST and DLSU, La Salle na daw ako WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE. Hahaha. Love u Noe!

*Babe, I was really worried, sorry. Mahal na mahal po kita. I'll catch you tomorrow. I love you.

My cousin arrived from London 2 hours ago. Yep. PASALUBONG GALORE! Wahoop!

We'll be going to Paranaque 7 hours from now. Gotta sleep!

University of Santo Tomas

Hello ALEIGNA LIN SERRANO TEJADA

Please refer to listed details
College First Choice: COLLEGE OF FINE ARTS AND DESIGN

Course ADVERTISING

Instruction Passed
Report dates
From 4/4/2005 to 4/5/2005

INSTRUCTION/S
APPLICANT MUST REPORT IN PERSON TO THE OFFICE OF THE DEAN (2/F BEATO ANGELICO BUILDING) FOR THE SUBMISSION OF THE GENERAL REQUIREMENTS:

A. FORM 138 (ORIGINAL COPY OF REPORT CARD)
B. 2PCS. CERTIFICATE OF GOOD MORAL CHARACTER (WITH 2 DIFFERENT SIGNATORIES EITHER THE PRINCIPAL, PARISH PRIEST, ADVISER, GUIDANCE COUNSELOR OR BARANGAY CAPTAIN)
C. 2 COPIES 2 X 2 COLORED ID PICTURES
D. ENTRANCE EXAMINATION PERMIT

YEP, I PASSED UST! =D

Kailangan ba complete name? Kasi yung umpisang part pa lang nung page, pagtingin ko, pangalan ko talaga nakalagay. Akin talaga yun e. Complete na complete. Hahaha. Anyhoo, second choice ko lang yung Comm Arts. Kapal ng mukha. Well, yan talaga gusto kong course. Sabi lang ni Kuya kumuha ako ng course na Fine Arts para madaling makapasok. Though I really like the sound of Advertising. Sabi nga lang ng ibang tao pangit daw yun. But, what the fuck? Yun din sabi ng iba sa La Salle so I don't freakin' care. Hehehe. Anyway, wait listed ako sa Comm Arts. Okay lang. Hindi lang siguro ako nakapasok sa quota. Pero I passed. Hehehe. Now, UST got me thinking. Gusto ko din dun e. Pero first choice's La Salle. Taft, here I come. Pero sayang din yung UST, no?

CHANGE TOPIC.

YOU, alam kong mahirap yung nafi-feel mo right now. The struggle and everything. Pero you really have to think it over. You need the TIME and SPACE para pag-isipan ang mga bagay-bagay. Akala ko nga matatagalan yung cool-off niyo e. If that were the case, siguro mas mapag-iisipan mo yung mga nangyayari. I think that'd be better. Wag ka magpadalus-dalos sa mga decisions mo. Kahit nahihirapan ka ngayon, hintayin mo lang. Mahal niyo pa naman isa't isa e. Like what SHE said, you can still work things out since it's still mutual. Ibang usapan na lang kung isa sa inyo bumibitaw na. About her friends, wag mong isipin yung mga kaibigan niya. Kung natatakot ka sa mga sasabihin nila, aba, andito ako. Ipagtatanggol kita sa kanila. Hindi dapat sila nakikielam, since sabi mo nga, wala naman silang alam sa mga nangyayari. I know SOME things pero not all. Kahit alam ko LAHAT, I still don't have the right to intervene. KAHIT BESTFRIEND PA KITA. Lamu yon? Hai nako. If it's about SWIMMING, kalimutan mo na yun. I know you can't but put into mind that you're just attracted to SWIMMING. You really don't love it yet. Pero sa pinapakita mo, parang konting kalabit na lang, mahuhulog ka na. Remember, the decision's still up to you. Kahit ganu kahaba pa ang sermon ko sayo, kung hindi yun ang gusto mo, wala naman magagawa, diba? Basta, whatever you're decision's going to be, andito lang ako and I'm never gonna leave you. Mushy ba masyado? *hug*

"To love something and to possess it are not the same thing. - Robert Fulghum" -> I got this from Ingga's sis, Falqi's, blog. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Kam, gusto ko nung logo na Trisix, Inuman Na sa blog mo! Pa-email po, please. Pati pic na naka-cap ka, gawa naman tayo ng pic na naka-cap tayong lahat. Yesss, angas! And, oo nga pala, kailangan KAMILLE LOREN. Hahaha. See you tomorrow. Love u.

*Research ORIGINAL groupmates, wag na kayong ma-HB. Hahaha. Nakakatuwa kayo kanina e. Hahaha.

*Beshy, yeah, La Sallista na ako! Hahaha. Sorry, dama. Kelan operation mo? Putek, I'm so happy and nervous at the same time for you. Shakatak! Balitaan mo naman na ako sa buhay mo! Ano, may gf ka na bang English? Yesssss. Oti ko. Hahaha. Grabe. And san ka nga pala magc-college? I mean, kung jan, anong name nung school. Shet. Wala lang. Miss you, man!

*Hubby ko, pagaling ka na po. Hindi ko kayang naririnig kang matamlay. Inom ka ng gamot and ng maraming water. Basta, pagaling ka na ha. I love you so very much. Yessss, so na nga, very pa! Hahaha. I love you, Baby.

MEET THE F*CKERS

Kuya Francis ko.

KUYA FRANCIS, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Hehehe. Sorry, yun talaga alam niya. Na ex mo nga yun. Hahaha. Wala lang. And balitaan mo ako kung anong mangyayari ha. Hehe. Thanks sa bonding kanina. Happy Birthday, Kuya Kiko. (Yessss. Dama!)

*Kamille Loren, wag mo nang isipin yun. P*ta siya no. Wala lang. Hahaha. Love u.

Excuse me, may isang blog akong nabasa at sinabi niyang "deserving daw sa mga medals na nakuha yung batch nila" and "wag makikinig sa sinasabi ng iba kasi sinasabi lang nila yun". Ah, f*ck it. Kami na nga yung agrabyado, kami pa yung mga sinungaling? Sobrang na-tempt akong mag-tag sa tagboard niya. Grrr. (Sorry, iba yung pagmamahal ko sa batch ko. Whatever it takes, ipagtatanggol ko sila. Hahaha.)

*Dude, may napanaginipan ako. Worst yun, mehn! Hahaha. Kwento ko na lang sayo some other time. Hahaha. Grabe, lagi na lang. Napapanaginipan kita 3 days in a row na. Hahaha. Iba na itech! *peace sign to Glen* Love u.

*Baby Boy, I love you so much. Miss na miss na kita. *mwahug*

S-E-N-I-O-R-S, Seniors!

"Pick up the beat, pick up the beat, bring in the heat, S-P-C-P!"


"S-T-P-A-U-L, say, what?"


"Hoo, hah, hoo, hahahah, Full Force!"

Yep, they performed. They sooooo rock! Hahaha. Looks nice sa pic pero iba parin yung real thing. Hehe.


Mon, our mighty, mighty BatchRep with the mighty, mighty Seniors banner.
Source:Minnie's blog


1. Batchmates, cheering for the Volleyball team.
2. Me and my B*tchmate, Kiara.
3. Me, Gege, Ass, Krista, Kam.
4. Nona, Me, Kam, Madz, Ass, Kat.
5. Maggie, Ingga, Kam, Me, Ass.
6. Kam, Tans, Me, Ass.
7. Me and Maggie.
8. Aprille, Charmie, Ass, Me, Kam.

Okay. So what really happened nung intrams? Mahirap i-explain lahat-lahat e. Ito na lang. We won gold in every sport in the intrams except Track and Field and Badminton and Volleyball. Grrrrr. Maya na ang explanation ng "Grrrrr" na yan. We won lots of silvers and bronzes in Track and Field. We got a silver medal sa Volleyball. Grrrr ulit. Sophies won the Gold in the Volleyball tournament.

Okay. Ito na yung "Grrrrr". The standing of both the Seniors and the Sophies sa volleyball is 2-1. Freshmen and Juniors, 1-2. Seniors, Freshmen and Juniors teams appealed for a rematch, since tie nga yung standings. Every team captain of the said batches signed the agreement. The Sophomores did not. Gold na kasi yun. Everyone thought it was unfair. Siyempre, kung deserving talaga sila nung gold, papayag sila ng rematch, to prove themselves. E ayun, hindi pumayag. Soooo unfair. Nung umakyat sa stage yung Sophomores team to receive their medals, the Freshmen and the Juniors joined the Seniors in chanting "Seniors". Hahaha. Kodak moment. Di namin inakala. Hahaha. Ang pinaka-Kodak moment was when our players started congratulating their team. Hahaha. Lahat ng tao shocked. Even the Sophomores. Hahaha. Kasi naman, ang unfair na, yun, ni-hug parin nila. Yesssss, batchmates talaga namin! Woooh! Hahaha.

Anyway, there was an exhibition game in volleyball between the varsity and the faculty members. Can I just say na sobrang benta ni Sir Macky? Hahaha. Wala lang. Ang oti. Everytime the balls comes his way, all his teammates turns their back on him. LITERALLY, of course. Hahaha. Kasi naman, hari ng sablay, siya, mehn! Haha. Sir Omer, the best! Ang cute maglaro! Woot! Hindi pa dumadating ang bola sa side nila, nakatalon na para mag-block. Hahaha. And lagi siyang nagso-somersault sa parquet. Akala mo swimming yung laro e. Hahaha. In all fairness, marunong maglaro si Sir Velarde. Galing! Hahaha. Kaso feeling ko nadama nila ni Sir Joel ang paglalaro dahil everyone were cheering for them. Lumaki ulo. Hahaha. Sayang, I don't have pics. Ang gulo kasi nila e. Rarr. Hehe.

I dint watch Swimming 'cause I lost hope nung andun kami ni Kam. Ayun pala, gold parin makukuha namin dun. E kasi, yung pinanood namin, sablay talaga. No names na lang. Hehe. Pero sablay talaga. And everyone were shouting at her nung malapit siya dun sa side ng Seniors na "Hoy, bilisan mo naman, natatalo na tayo!" or something like that. Hahaha. Wala lang. Sama nga e. Rarr. So there.

Badminton, I dint get to watch it too. I was watching/cheering for the volleyball team that time. Sabi ng mga sources, the Freshmen-Seniors game was 15-0, respectively. Waw. Kahiya! Hahaha. Pero okay lang. The Freshmen have this great badminton player. Pambato nila. Hehe.

Uhm, what else? Ah, yeah! Softball. Okay. Tanga ako sa game na yan, wala akong alam kung ano man yung "top" at "inning", but I really enjoy watching it. Kahit mainit. Hahaha. Team ng Seniors, mga gwapings! Hahaha. Jologs. "Gwapings". During one of the games, when Janella ( "heartthrob" sa batch, both girls and guys.) was in the 3rd base, somebody from the audience shouted "Take me home, Janella!". Putek, kahiya siya. I won't mention kung anong batch but it sure wasn't our batchmate. Walang magri-risk ng kahihiyan nila no. Kung meron man may like sa kanya, sa sarili na lang niya sasabihin yun, hindi na lantaran. (I know, I know it's immoral. All-girls e. Hahaha.) Isa pa. Na-injure si Janella, lahat ng players ng Sophies lumapit, kunwari tutulong. CHANCING! Hahaha.

Table Tennis, di ko napanood but we bagged gold. Same is true with lawn tennis and chess. Track and Field, may isang gold and maraming injured. Hahaha. Connect?

Okay. The highlight of the intrams. Nung ia-announce na yung over-all Champs. Okay. The Freshmen bagged 20 golds. And the over-all champs depends on the number of gold medals acquired of each batch. Mrs. Kupang, after a long, excruciating talk on what sportsmanship is all about, announced that the Freshmen are the 1st runners-up. Kam, Maggie, Ass, Dean and I were all tensed. Kasi naman, kung sila 1st runner-up with 20 GOLD COUNTS, sino na yung champs? Ang onti kasi nung narinig namin na gold ng Seniors. Kapit-kapit kaming lahat, si Dean niyakap pa legs ko. Hahaha. *drumroll* Mrs. Kupang said that the Champs garnered 29 GOLD COUNTS. Sino yun?

SENIORS!

I sooooo love my batch. =D

INTRAMS 2005!!!

Batchshirt namin.

"Pampadadadadam... Oooooooh
Pampadadadadam... Oooooooh
Pampadadadadam... Oooooooh
*instruments*
Seniors 2005!
Seniors gonna stay alive!
Fully loaded, here we come.
The mighty, mighty Seniors.
Brace yourselves, we are the best.
Let's hear it for the Seniors.
Fully loaded, here we come.
The mighty, mighty Seniors.
Brace yourselves, we are the best.
Let's here it for the Seniors.
Go for gold, go Seniors!"

SENIORS!

***Details and pictures will be posted tomorrow, January 14, 2005. -These are MY confessions...* Management (Hehe.)

2 YEARS AND COUNTING. =D

IT'S JOSEPH ANTHONY OSUNA RESURRECCION AND ALEIGNA LIN SERRANO TEJADA'S SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

Baby Boy, thanks for everything. Really. I know I'm not your best girlfriend, expecially now, considering what I've told you. I know you're going to have a hard time forgiving me because of that really stupid mistake I made but I would just want you to know that I love you so much and you're the best thing that happened to me. You're everything that I wanted and needed and having you in my life is enough. Secured na ako and I'm contented. I'm sooooo sorry. I know you've forgiven me na pero I really can't help it. Guilty as charged. Hai. I love you Baby and thank you so much. Happy Anniversary. =D

The Ateneo Madness. NOT for me.

Okay, pagpasok ko sa room kanina, ang hyper ng mga tao. "Pumasa ka ng Ateneo?" filled the air. Unfortunately, hindi ako pumasa. Hahaha. Though wala naman talaga akong paki. I know everyone's ranting "Ateneo". E sorry, my heart's been yelling "Animo" eversince. Hahaha.

Anyway, a lot of Dugtong-ers passed The Ateneo. Wow. I'm surprised. *sarcastic* I mean, we expect that from them. 30 out of 40 passed in one of their classes. Wala lang. Pero wala lang. Parang kawawa naman yung 10 na hindi naka-pasa. Wala lang. Nakakahiya yun sa classmates nila. Well, di na lang kung hindi talaga sila nag-test. Hahaha.

Two teachers told our class that our batch has the most number of students that passed Ateneo. Now, that's news. "Hindi tayo papagalitan ni Sister!", lahat ng tao sa room namin yan ang sinasabi.

Okay. Enough about The Ateneo. Congrats sa mga pumasa! Galing niyo! Hehe. Wala lang.

One school to go! THE state university, UP. Goodluck sa ating lahat. Okay. Count me out. I'm an Archer, hindi ko na hinihintay yun. Hahaha. Kapal. UP pa yung ginanun. Hehehe.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Fuckers, tuloy yung shirt, ha? Hehe. Pay me na lang. Ako na magpapagawa. *Fucker#2 and Fucker #3* Hehe. Mahal ko kayo.

*Baby ko, na-praning ako kagabi ha. Wala lang. I love you so much. 2 nights to go! Missing you badly. I love you. *mwah*

Huling Hirit: Nakuha na namin and batch shirt namin. SUPERMAN! Hehe. Wala lang.

Trip ko lang mag-update, bakit ba?

In the year 2005 I resolve to: Start Smoking. Get your resolution here

Ingga, pareho tayo. Hehe. Hmmmm. Bie? JOKE! Neverrrrr! Okay, minsan, naiisip ko kung anong nagugustuhan ng mga tao jan tapos naiisip kong gusto kong i-try pero the better part of me tells me not to kasi baaaaaad yun. Babaho na hininga ko, iitim pa gilagid ko. And I really don't need that to be COOL. Yung iba kasi pa-cool lang e. Feelers. NO OFFENSE SA MGA NAGYO-YOSI, alam ko hindi kayong lahat ganun pero mostly kasi ganun e. Hehe.

Happened to browse through Noe's thoughts (hindi ako psychic, dumbass) and I can say na sobrang totoo lahat ng sasabihin niya. Every panganay's problem. The di-niyo-naman-ako-naiintindihan-eh's and the kayo-na-nga-iniisip-ko-ako-pa-yung-napeperwisho's. Hehe. I don't know if every child has this problem but the eldest children in the family suffer these the worst. Wala lang. Yung gagawin mo na lahat, kahit hindi ka na masaya, ikaw parin yung mali. Kesho ito dapat o yun. If you do what they "want", mali ka. If you don't do it, mali ka parin. Pag tahimik ka pag pinapagalitan, hindi ka nakikinig. Pag sumagot ka, lumalaki ka ng paurong. San ka nga ba lulugar? Another instance. They forbid you to do things that make you happy like hangout with found-again friends and have fun. Bwisit, diba? Siyempre matagal mo na silang hindi nakikita tapos hindi ka pa papayagan, diba? Pero when THEY hangout with THEIR friends and you start giving them this "I'm bored" look, they tell you "Anak, intindihin mo lang. Ngayon ko lang nakasama 'tong mga 'to." AGH! They know how you feel pero yun din yung ginagawa nila. Hindi nila pinipigilan yung mga sarili nila. Ano yun? Para makaganti? Bakit, ano bang ginawa natin? (I'm sooooo One Tree Hill-y right now) AGGGGHHHH! Nakakainis!

Tama na ang ka-HB-han.

Took my special tests for Ethics and Eco and I'm so stupid, I forgot where 2004's Ms. World Pageant was held. Potah. How freakin' stupid can I get? Answered most questions pero there was this one question in Ethics na napatanga na lang kami ni Jian sa isa't isa. Hehe. Went back to my class Homeroom time which means hindi ako nakapag-monologue. Which is really fine with me kasi ni hindi ko man lang ulit natignan yung monologue ko kagabi kasi bangag na bangag ako plus my bro asked me to do something for him. Hehe. Talked with my committee about college and cuhrap. Ayun.

Nga pala:

JEC, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHAPON!

Hehe. Ang labo. Nakalimutan ko kasi mag-update e. Hehe.

Sa Saturday na nga pala release ng ACET results. UST, maglalabas na ng letters before January 28. UP, second week of February, if I'm not mistaken. UA&P, nagtatawag na rin for interviews. Uh, nu pa ba? Ayun lang alam ko, actually. Goodluck sa ating lahat! Sana pumasa tayo! *cross fingers*

Oceans 12 and Meet the Fockers, here we come... well, bukas pa. Hehe. Hope I'll get to watch with Crespo. Rarr.

*SHOUT OUTS*

*Noe, pagaling ka ha! Laln. Di ako sanay na ganun ka e. Hehe. Laln. Sanay ako pag bubbly ka. Ingatan mo sarili mo. Love u. Miss hanging out with you.

*KAM! SABI SAYO E. AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! Goodluck sa interview sa UA&P tomorrow! Teka, kung interview mo tomorrow, hindi ka papasok? Laln. And nagsumbong ka pa ha. Hahahaha. Laln. Love u, Soulmate!

*Dean, hinihintay din namin ang results ng UST for you! Hehe. For sure pasado ka dun no, ikaw pa e ang tali-talino mo. Hehe. Laln. Love u, Seatmate. See you in class.

*Ass, ikaw din hinihintay ko yung UST for you. Hehe. Pasado ka dun, isa ka pa e, matalino! Wuhooo! Love u, MushyFriend! I'll catch you tomorrow, too!

*Nique, Tweenie, okay lang yun. You got my brain juices flowing for a minute back then. Kung bakit ka ganun, I mean. Laln. Ayun. Love u. Am looking forward to seeing and bonding with you again.

*Li'l Sis, sorry I'm not texting you. La nanaman load yung Globe ko e. I'll text you as soon as I load my Globe account. Yessss. Parang line. Hehe.

*HoneyBaby, I love you. I miss you so much. Punta ka ha. Hehe. Pero don't expect a gift, ok? Hehe. I love you so much. *mwahugtyt*