Guess who's back.

Okay. My 2-week long "vacation" in Sucat was worth the loooooong wait. Kahit 2 weeks lang yun. Yeah, I never got the chance to hangout with a couple of people but really. I enjoyed. Hahaha. Got to hangout with Jay, Kuya and Jopet most of my stay there. The 4 of us are planning on Bagaberde-ing before my classes start. Yung mga Wednesday na shows.

April 17
- Day of arrival in Sucat.
- Got pissed off.
- Went to Carlo's house.
- Went to Area 6.

April 18
- Saw Jopet.
- Went to Area 6.
- Saw *ehemNgongoehem*.
- Saw Jellai.
- "Mallows", "Baby ko", "Manila's Finest".
- Hungout in Bj's place.

April 19
- Watched Jopet's game in Vitalez.
- Saw and talked to Nique about things that...Uhm...Samin na lang yun.
- Ale's "Face of the Day" title. *wink*
- They lost. Ginawa pa kaming badluck ni Nique. Hahaha.
- Badtrip na badtrip sila.

April 20
- Went to Bj's place.
- Kumain dun ng lunch.
- Matigas yung spaghetti. Hehehe. Peace out, Bj!
- Ale and Jopet: Tampururot.
- Halu-halo sa Area 6.

April 21
- Read a text message that totally freaked me out.
- Texted someone to confirm that freaky text message.
- Realizations that struck me. Yung mga "ako na nga lang talaga" realizations.
- Figured out that real friends stick to each other. Pero got totally lost kasi if it were real, why single one out?
- Finally accepted the fact that if I let it affect me AGAIN, wala paring mangyayari. Ako lang nanaman ang agrabyado.

April 22
- Intensity 9.

April 23
- Che's debut.
- Jopet accompanied me to get my X-ray in Paranaque Med.
- Breakfast at Mcdo.
- Got my picture taken. (2x2 for DLSU)
- Lunch at Jollibee.
- Kurt and Gale. Jopet said Gale wanted to see me, matagal na. ANG CUTE NI KURT FOREVER!
- Jopet's game at Vitalez.
- They lost again.
- HB si Venjie. Hahaha.
- Quick fix before going to Alabang.
- Taxi ride to Che's debut.
- Hah. Sakto lang dating namin ni Kuya sa place. 18 candles siya. Pag dating namin dun, intro pa lang ng candles. *whew*
- Met some of Kuya's Manresa friends.
- Binuko ako ni Kuya kay Al**n *es* kasi ka-table namin siya (Nique, batchmate mo yan). WALANG KWENTA!
- Jopet's paranoia.
- Kuya's speech blew me away. Hahaha.
- Che's reaction when she saw me there. Kodak moment!
- Ride home with Kuya's friend and his girl. COMEDY!

April 24
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY JOPET! Rarr. Mahal na mahal po kita.
- Sino ang na-late sa 10am mass?
- I've seen and hungout with the ORIGINAL Rockers! Yey! Pero parang ang laki na ng gap. Though I don't blame anyone. Iba-iba na rin kasi trip namin e. Hehe.
- Carlo, Chino, Jerome, Chie and Jeff went to our house to eat lunch.
- Bj and my Baby went to get me.
- Ate lunch in Jopet's ninang's house WITH THE ENTIRE RESURRECCION FAMILY. I mean, the immediate family lang. Sobrang takot ako sa dad niya. I got to breathe a little when Tito Ed went inside. I'm so much more comfortable with his mom. Kulit e.
- Kuya Francis and I discussing La Salle. Yessss. Hahaha. We talked about enrolling ng sabay then we'll eat at Chicken Chicken daw. Sounds like a date? Yeah. With Monch and Jopet. Yessss. Andami kong bodyguard! Hehehehe. Joke.
- The freaky ride to the Resurreccions. Damn. Pag gitnaan ba ako ng parents ni Jopet? Hindi naman ako makapagsalita.
- Ale, meeting the Osuna clan. Grawr. All eyes on me.
- A Resurreccion merienda to remember.
- Jopet's game in St. Martin.
- Jopet's technical foul.
- Jesse's non-stop "Meralco" hirit.
- Kuya Francis: "Best jersey, best mascot (Kurt) and best muse (me). May magagawa pa ba sila?"
- Cromwel Lasmarias, 32: MUKHANG EARLY 20'S LANG. Damn.
- They lost. HB silang lahat.
- Dinner with Jopet.
- Nakita ang kakulitan ng parents ni Jopet.
- First time I've seen Tito Ed smile. Okay, exaj. First time na nag-smile siya sakin.

April 25
- Intensity 9.

April 26
- Supposed to be game nila Kuya sa Vitalez.
- Game nila Jopet sa St. Martin.
- Dapat hindi magsscore si Kuya Francis. But in the end, siya parin highest pointer sa team.
- Bonding with the adorable Kurt. Nung una shy pa daw siya but he warmed up after a few minutes. Naubusan ako ng English! Hahaha.
- Monching's MP3 player. I LIKE!
- News that Archie broke his leg during a game in San Dionisio.

April 27
- Late si Jopet.
- Postponed na game nila Jopet sa Vitalez due to the rain.
- Still went to Vitalez to check if may game parin.
- Ang bango ng car ni Venjie, in fairness.

April 28
- Late si Jopet.
- Ate lunch at Mcdo with Jopet, Kuya and Bj.
- Big Mac and regular fries c/o Jan. Hehe.
- Kuya and Bj's cheeseburger meal, go bigtime for a hundred bucks c/o Jan. Hahaha.
- Gloria Romero and Eddie Garcia in Mcdo. Inisip namin na may taping ang Darna dun. Hahaha. Weirdness.
- Bj's katarantaduhans. "McPlay Place".
- Hungout at Bj's place.
- Kuya's game in Vitalez.
- They still lost but they totally enjoyed the game. Especially Bj. Hahaha.
- Jopet and Julius' critical freethrows.
- Nice game from everyone. NO BULL.
- Bj and Kuya's fans. "GO NUMBER 11!"
- Jopet's fan. Hahaha. Not me. Basta may girl dun. Aba'y tinarayan ko nga. Hahaha. Dapat lang. She should fuck off, lalo pag andun ako.
- Face of the day nanaman.
- Tampo kay Jopet.
- Jopet's surprise.

April 29
- Late si Jopet.
- Intensity 9.

April 30
- Jopet's surprise pt.2.
- Requests granted.
- Jopet in Tagaytay.
- Watched Can This Be Love in G4.
- Beat my dad in racing sa Timezone.
- Went back to Pasig.

**TO EVERYONE I'VE BEEN WITH DURING MY STAY IN SUCAT, THANKS FOR THE COMPANY. ANG SAYA NIYO KASAMA, MGA DUDE!**

**JOPET, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. MY 2 WEEKS IN SUCAT HAS BEEN A BLAST WITH YOU. YOU'RE THE BEST. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE ROYALTY DURING MY STAY THERE AND SORRY FOR MY BRATTINELLA MOMENTS. BASTA THANKS. LAMU NA YUN. HEHEHE. ILOVEYOUSODAMNMUCH.**

Wala akong maisip na title sa ngayon.

One fuckin' girl appeared in my dreams last night and it went from sweetdreams to fugly nightmares! Damn. Putangina talaga. Okay, I don't cuss anymore but this girl is definitely worth it. Dean, I know you fuckin' hate this Paris Hilton wanna-be so I've learned to hate her too. Damn. Maybe because I took too much time staring at her Friendster pics. It's not that she's pretty or anything. I am just bothered by the...uhm...braces I think. Or the teeth. And her attitude problem. Oh, what the fuck!? Di na kasi tinitignan yun e. Good thing I've graduated na. And di ako nag-Grade 7 'cause if I did, batchmate ko pa siya. I really hate her, don't I? Hahaha. Impluwensiya ni Katrina Imperial Dean.

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We'll be going to my Lola's place in Novaliches later. Despedida de Mangahas. Aalis na sila. They'll be staying in US. So there. But they're not leaving until next Sunday. Weirdness. But I'll see Yayen again! I miss you, Cuz! Hehehe.

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I hope that I'll be going to Sucat tomorrow. My parents...I don't think they'll allow me. Sabi nila, next week. Can't wait for another week, dagnammit. Plus, birthday na ni BabyBoyKo next Sunday. E wala lang. I just think that's a plus. Hahaha.

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My cellphone's acting so weird again. Zero doesn't work. Okay, it does work but it takes me like 7 times to punch it before it'd actually work. Good thing is, si Jopet lang ka-text ko (Boo-hoo. *tear*), sanay siya sa ganun kong text. Hehe. Damn. May sakit nanaman phone ko. But hell, di na ako papayag na mawala siya sa aking piling. Till her death do us part. I really love my 76. Attached na ako.

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You gotta watch Average Joe. Well, you've gotta watch EVERYTHING on ETC. But in Average Joe, may hottie dun, mehn! Si Jason Peoples. If you don't really watch it and just see the commercials, nako, iisipin mo ang tanga ko. Hahaha. But Jason Peoples is part of a twist nung show. Kaya yun.


Jason Peoples
Source (URL): www.realitycares.org/ aboutus3.html

And the reason I watch Entertainment Tonight?


Ryan Devlin
Source (URL): et.tv.yahoo.com/.../ 2005/01/18/etonmtvandvh1/

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Okay. This is funny. May pinopormahan si Kuya na girl. And the name? ANJ. Hahaha. What are the odds to that? *sarcastic* Hahahaha.

MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED!

I'LL BE GOING TO SUCAT! YIPEE!

Pero next week pa. BUT STILL! Hahaha. Ang dami pang mga deal chenes. Oh well. Okay lang. I'LL BE GOING THERE! Hah. Kuya filled me in na sa mga latest chika. Hahahaha. Para naman hindi ako mukhang tanga pagdating ko jan. Oh wells. I guess I'll see everyone next week! I'm psyched! =D

27 months and STILL counting. *Edited*

HAPPY 27TH ANNIVERSARY, JOPET.

Baby, thanks for everything. You've been great. Iba ka. Woeh, gusto pa e. Anyway, thanks 'cause in our 2 years and 3 months, never kang bumitaw. I know I can be really bratty at times and I can be totally unfair to you but still, anjan ka parin. I'm sorry if sometimes I give you total headaches pag lumalabas ako and I'm sorry if I abuse your kindness. E hindi naman. Basta. This journey has been really great. And I owe everything to you. I can't thank you enough, Bhe. Nga pala, thanks for being my pillar of strength. Honestly, if it weren't for you, matagal na akong nag-give up sa dami ng problema ko. O, diba? Magdrama ba? Anyway, kahit ganu pa kahaba 'tong entry ko na 'to, lahat yun magbboil down sa isang dalawang salita na 'to: MAHAL KITA.

When I heard this line in The Notebook, di ako naniwala. And the reason? You, Baby.

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

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Damn. I hope my folks would tell me kung may chance ba akong makapunta ng Sucat. Umaasa ako, mehn! Iba talaga sila. Kung medyo lalawak lang ang makikitid na utak ng mga tao, damn, masaya na ang mundo.

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Nga pala, last April 10, Dean and I got to see each other again. I got my Nyoy CD back (I missed it so damned much. Yeah. I still listen to it. Memorized ko na lahat ng kanta pati kung saan hahagod si Nyoy. Hahaha.). We watched The Pacifier and hung out in Starbucks for a couple of minutes then went home.

..Dude, I miss you. Damn, have you seen it already? Nakakahiya yun! Hahaha. Love you!

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SHOUT OUTS!

..Ran! Napanaginipan kita kagabi. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Love you!

..Kamille Loren! Sorry di ako nakapagpaalam sayo nung 10! Sorry talaga. Love you!

..Ass, oo, yan yung kay Mia sa Princess Diaries. Hehehe. Wala lang. Love you!

..Cupcake, NIRVANA TAYO! SHINDIIIIGG! Hahaha. Jologs. Rarr. Love you, Cupcake!

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I dunno why but this line from Mean Girls always makes me smile whenever I hear it.

"Irregardless, ex-boyfriends are just off limits to friends. I mean, that's just, like, the rules of feminism."

Parang hindi 'to update.

Kung bored ako dito, panu ka pa kaya jan, no, Ran? Hahaha. Balik ka na dito para masaya! Dalhin mo naman dito yung lamig ng States. Hahaha. Anyway, I miss you. Yeah, I know, lately lang tayo nagkasama and all but still. Weird ko ba? Hahaha. I'll see you in May. *hugness*

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NINAY! Sira ka talaga. May dalawa kang minail sakin na virus. Grawr. Wala lang. Napa-scan tuloy ako ng wala sa oras. Anyway, ano, kelan na? And sorry kung hindi kita nakausap nung 6th. Pero totoo, nagtampo talaga ako. Kasi nga YUN. Pero wala na yun. Got over it na. Hahaha. Ayun. Miss you dude. Love you.

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Ass, thanks at lagi mong nivivisit blog ko. And sorry kung hindi ako nakasama ng Nueva. Gustong-gusto ko talaga sumama nun. Parents ko dinedma lang ako. Anyway, bonding naman tayo one time. Labas tayo or something. I hella miss you, Ass! Love you!

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I NEED TO GO TO SUCAT. I'm hella bored here and they miss me na. WOEH, KAPAL NG MUKHA MO, ALE! Hahaha. But, God, I miss them. I miss watching their games. I miss going to mass with them every Sunday. I miss going to St. Martin pag afternoons. I miss Jesse's jokes and patamas. I miss Kuya Kiko's hirits. I miss everything about them. Even yung mga pa-sampal namin sa mukha ng mga ngongo. Hahaha. Grabe. And baka lumabas ulit ang tropa before pasukan. Okay din yun. Timezone nanaman. Hahaha. But then again, my parents are having second thoughts. Lola ko kasi masyado nang sensitive sa mga nangyayari sa pali-paligid. and yung mga groceries daw niya nauubos. Well, di ako yung umuubos. Matagal nang issue yun since that Alex dude moved in. Fuckerty. Kukutusan ko na yun e. Hai. Pero gustung-gusto ko na talaga dun. Kahit na I have to wake up to Alex's face. Putek.

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Thank God for ETC and Nickelodeon, I'm surviving this hell hole of a house. I just hope someone would visit me here. Wala lang. I'm much of a homebuddy now. Nakakatamad kasing lumabas. Pero sobrang boring dito. Kaya if you want to go here, sige na, ples? Basta yung hindi pa ako nakakapuntang Sucat ha. Kasi may 75% na chance akong makapunta dun. So, there.

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Uy, mag-comment naman kayo sa mga entries ko. I have this "Post a Comment" thing-a-ma-jig sa end ng bawat entries. Rarr. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Oti.

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Jopet was here nga pala nung 6th. He enrolled first then he went here. As usual, pagdating niya, kakagising ko lang. Hahaha.

I LOVE YOU, BHE. Thank you so much. Wala lang. Ingatan mo yang jacket ko ha. Isa lang yan. Hehehe. And I hope I'll see you again soon. Hahaha. I love you so much, BABY BOY + HUBBY ko. Hehe. *mwah*

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Damn, I still can't tag sa SARILI KONG TAGBOARD, excuse me?

Fuckin' Tagboard.

Bakit hindi ako makapag-tag sa tagboard ko, excuse me? Wala lang. Nakakairita. Woeh, epal. Anyway, mga gusto kong sabihin sa mga tao:

..Dean, what pic? Yung tayong 3 nila Kam? Send ko sayo, sige. And sorry naman kung madamot blog ko. Hehehe. Wala lang. Sorry lang. Hahahaha. Ano, kelan na? Miss you so much. Love you!

..Kamille Loren, kilala mo ba yun? Damn, sino yun? Di ko nga malaman kung bakit may mga ganun ako e. *chuckles* Anyway, love you and I miss you hella lot.

..Jellai, uhm, di ko pa kasi alam kung kelan ako makakapunta jan. As soon as possible, I guess. Hai nako. Napakadami kasing mga palusot e. Grawr. I miss you sooooo much. Love you!

..Han, di na tayo nagbobonding. And di ko na nakuha yung card sayo. Remember EDSA Shang? Hahahaha. Anyway, I miss you a lot. Love you, girl!

..Rach and Maric, thanks for dropping by.

..Milkolate, I'm okay. Bakit, para bang hindi? Hahaha.

..Ass, bummer nga dahil hindi ako nakasama sa Nueva e. Sobrang gustong-gusto ko talaga sumama. Kaso laging late umuuwi parents ko kaya di na nakakatawag si Lydia. Grawrness. I hope I could hangout with you sometime. Pasukan na namin sa May e. Grawr. Love you so much, Ass. I miss you!

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Yahoo! won't cooperate too. Kung kelan napakakailangan ko, wala. Phootek. Anubang nangyayari?

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Ran's already on her way to US. Di ako nakapag-bye. Wala lang. Shinare ko lang. Lunchtime na kasi ako nagising e. Flight niya 12pm. Hehehe. Have a nice time there, Ran! Pa-sa-lu-bong, pa-sa-lu-bong! Hahaha. Joke. See you in May!

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DAMN. I'M BORED.

Ako may gawa, walang magawa.

Hahaha. Napaka-defensive ng title ko. Hahaha. Nge, natawa na lang.

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May mga ganun din palang mga tao. Yung mga ang alam sila lang yung tao sa mundo. Diba unfair yun? Okay, I admit, minsan ganun ako. Kapakanan ko na lang yung lagi kong iniisip. "E panu naman ako?", yun lagi nasa isip ko. But now, I know better. Kasi pag pinagpatuloy ko ang kadamutan ko, mawawala yung mga taong pinakamamahal ko. I'm not saying this to bash anyone. I'm just saying this kasi I have a friend na sobrang hindi na alam yung gagawin niya. Everything she does seems wrong. When in fact, everything she's doing is right. Nagiging mali lang sa paningin niya yun kasi yun yung sinasabi sa kanya. Hai nako. If everyone would just stop thinking of his or her own self even for just one fuckin' minute, siguro magiging masaya lahat.

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May mga tao ding duwag. Yung titirahin ka pag wala ka dun. Pag alam nilang hindi ka makakaganti. I mean, that's so GRADE 7, for crying out loud. Yeah, yeah. Graduate na yung batch namin and all but I don't think that gave her the permission to bash people from our batch, especially my friends. Akala ba niya di siya mababalikan? I mean, UA&P is soooo damned near St. Paul. Kahit anong araw pwedeng pwede siyang sugurin no. Pangit naman siya. With the pink highlights? Pakshet, sana ginawa na niyang yellow, kung rebelde talaga siya.

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Fuckin' Yahoo. I can't attach a single Powerpoint file. Damn. I need to email it today. I mean, ang tagal-tagal ko nang tinetry na i-email yun, wala parin. Hai nako. Goodluck na lang. Well, I can just save in a diskette instead of me, e-mailing it to her. But then again, I don't know when we'll get to see each other again kaya I'm trying PARIN. Damn.

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The heat, man, I can't take it anymore. Kahit anong ligo/shower talaga gawin mo, wala nang pag-asa. So hot! If only I can go out every fuckin' day and go to any malls, I would. Pero pag tinamad na si Gaga, wala na.

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Uhm, does anybody know who this is? Nakita ko lang yan sa digicam ko nung day before general practices for grad ata. Yun.



E ito? Ine-mail lang sakin 'to. Di ko naman kilala.



Putek, sana hindi mga ganyang mga mukha nakikita ko! Nakakasira ng araw! *snickers*

Apple's Grad Night Part-ey.

Top (L-R): Apple, JR, Dean (Desch)
Bottom (L-R): Niko, Kaycee, Ale, Polgene

I missed Musnit's debut for Apple's grad party to see my tropa. Sorry, Musnit.

Anyway, I miss my Barx. When we saw each other, nakangiti lahat. Wala lang. Kasi huling kita namin was last year. Birthday naman ni Apple yun. Lahat halos ng occassion sa buhay ni Apple ang nagiging get-together ng tropa.

Siyempre, pag ngayon lang ulit kayo magkikita-kita, maraming kwentuhan. Kami, di rin naubusan ng kwento. Magkakasama kami from 7pm til 7am at hindi kami nauubusan ng kwento.

Everyone were bummed at first, kasi hindi kami naeentertain. Nagplan na pupunta ng Eastwood pero once magkalabitan, di na makaalis. At 'round 1am, we compromised on going to Malate. We went home at exactly 4:10am. Dito sa house namin natulog ang buong tropa except Apple. Well, actually, di rin naman kami natulog. Siyempre, kwentuhan. Sobrang na-miss ko agad yung kaguluhan namin nung umalis sila. Damn. Mushy. Hahaha.

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Alam mo ba yung feeling na tinatago mo lahat and it came to a point na hindi mo na kaya and then you just blow up? Naramdaman ko yung last night. My room's a witness. Nabasag ko pa yung glass table ko. Damn. I didn't know I can do that. Yung magdabog? Wala lang. That's so not me. Napuno lang talaga ako.

Had a one-on-one conversation with my mom and she explained everything. EVERYTHING. Damn. She rocks. I don't know what'd happen to me if she weren't there last night.

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Damn. THIS DAY'S HOT. Napansin niyo ba? I can't take the heat. Though I'm not complaining. I don't know why pero di talaga ako umaangal. Kahit di ko na kaya. Weird ko ba? Shet, kung pwede lang tumira sa CR and mag-shower all day, gagawin ko.

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Sad. Di ako nakasama sa Nueva. Grawr. Sayang. Malamang-lamang, last na yun ng Trisix. Damn.

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..Dean, alam kong nababasa mo 'tong blog ko pero di ka lang nagta-tag. Anyway, will you please tell Glen na thanks? Wala lang. Hehehe. Thanks, Dude. I miss you. Love you.

..Kam, wag ka nang masyadong mag-dwell jan sa problema mo. Yan din yung problem ko last night. Sumabog na nga ako kasi I kept everything. Di ko ginawan ng paraan. Basta, kaya mo yan. Andito lang ako if ever di mo na kaya, ok? I miss you na din. Love you.

..Ran (ito rin yung ni-tag ko sa blog mo), ma-touch ka, nilagyan ko ng comment thing-a-ma-jiggyness yung entries ko para lang sayo. Hehehe. Taft tayo ulit! Hehehe. Tuesday alis mo, right? Pasalubong ha? Hehehe. Joke!

..Pinky Cupcake, bakit mo po ginawang private yung blog mo? Grawr. Wala lang. Love you!

..Tweenie, I miss you too! Thanks sa bonding nung isang araw! Love you!

..Kays, di ma-get over yung sinabi mo. Basta. Sa Yahoo! Groups na lang natin ko ikukwento. Wala lang.

..Bhe, iba 'tong araw na 'to no? Hehehe. I love you so much. Sana makapag-bakasyon na ako jan no? Gusto na kita makasama, BABY BOY. I love you. *hmwah*

Buhay nga naman.

March 28, 2005


SHINDIG, MEHN!

We had the Dramatics' Shindig in Mcdonald's Greenhills. We totally had fun playing parlor games. At siyempre, dinumog namin yung table kung asan yung prizes. Kahit hindi nanalo may prizes. Damn, ang ingay-ingay namin! Wahoop! Feeling ko nga nairita samin yung emcee e. Hehehe.

Before we went to the Shindig nga pala, we went to see Ran and Bianca's barista in Starbucks. Hindi ko naman nakita ng maayos kasi tuwing lilingunin ko, si Crespo nakatingin na edi obvious, diba? E okay naman sabi nila e. Yung nakita ko likod lang. Hehe.

Damn. I miss them agad.

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March 29, 2005

I went to St. Paul at 'round lunchtime to get my card. It was hella hot, mehn! Nga pala, the trike I rode to the rotonda was really cranky when we got there. Aba'y bahala siya. I won't waste precious money on his rusty tricycle, dagnammit. Then the FX I rode to St. Paul, sabi pwede daw ako ibaba sa St. Paul talaga. But guess what? Sa DepEd lang ako binaba nung gago.

Anyway, when we got our report cards, Pinky, Ran (and her mom) and I took off to La Salle. We totally had fun on our way there. Lahat na lang ng mga karatula pinansin. When we saw "Nirvana" (the bar and/or restaurant in Taft), we were like, "Shindig, pare! After classes, jan tayo magkikita!" and "Maganda siguro ilaw niyan pag gabi, no?".

We got to La Salle and did what we had to do kaso only Ran got to go in nung magbabayad ng reservation fee. Nanghingi kasi ng ID. If you are or were from SPCPasig, you'd know how cruel the nuns are na kukunin nila pati ID mo. Good thing Ran had her driver's license kundi, patay na. After that, Ran and her mom had to go to DSWD (I know how you hate it there na, Ran. Hahaha.) so Pinx and I headed to Mcdo. We ate and then we got the chance to try kung panu kami makakauwi. Let me tell you. HINDI MADALI! Putek, hindi ako mapapag-commute from DLSU to Pasig/Cainta! Papatay ako. Damn.

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I'm so pissed off right now. The fact that my parents are fighting gets to me all the time. I can't take it. I mean, sige, normal lang magaway but can't they do it in private? Kailangan ba sakin talaga lalapit at sasabihin lahat? Ako pa naman, pag sinabi sakin, dinadama ko talaga. Lalo pag problems. Dinidibdib ko talaga. They know that. But still, sakin parin talaga sasabihin. A ewan.

Another thing. Ayokong may mga bagay na hindi ko alam. Kasi pag nalaman ko sa huli, sobrang nasasaktan ako. Ang malala pa, sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. Sana sa kanya na lang. But no. Ang masama, parang tinago pa talaga sakin. Kahit ayaw ko naman yung gagawin, sabihin parin, diba? Kasi mas maganda na yung magtatampo ako nung time na yun, habang nangyayari yun kesa yung ngayon ako nagpapakabaliw, iniisip kung ano talaga yung nangyari. Damn.

Ewan ko na lang kung anong mangyayari sakin.

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Tomorrow is Apple's grad thingy-chuvaness. I don't know if I'm going kasi debut ni Musnit. Sayang yung kay Apple kasi "reunion" yun ng tropa. Yung kay Musnit, sayang kasi andun yung Trisix. I'm torn. Damn.

Hallelujah!

OKAY NA PHONE KO! We had it fixed sa Semicon in Mega. We only paid, like, 150 bucks. Pina-reformat na siya and pina-update yung memory. Stupid branch in Rockwell ruined the phone and hindi man lang ni-store yung info dun sa database nila. So there. Yung binayaran lang yung releasing fee chenes. And ang tanga-tanga nung lalaki dun. Kasi nagka-pimple yung phone ko. And we were asking him kung bakit nagkaganun. He was explaining yung ginawa na pag-update sa phone ko. Stupid. I hate him. They shouldn't have let him take that place. Lahat ng umaalis dun sa releasing area nila naka-simangot. Putek. Though di na namin pinaglaban yung pimple. I was too psyched to be with my beloved 76 to care. Hahaha.

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Went to my Lola's place last...uh...Saturday. Damn. Wala na akong alam sa mga days ngayon. Everyday seems...uhm...Friday. Or Monday. Basta.

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Dramatics Shindig in 6 hours! Damn, I can't wait! =D

Sayang.

Now I'm totally inggit to those people who went to the grad ball. Damn. A lot of fuckin' undergrads (now I can call them that. Haha.) were askin' me who won as Prom Queen or what-the-hell-they-called-her was and I was, like, "Di nga ako nagpunta e". Damn. Sayang yun ha.

Oh well. No use in dwelling on that na. It was my decision, anyway. Hahaha.

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Damn. Kanina ang dami kong dapat sasabihin but no, I forgot everything. Okay.

Sabi ko nga e.

Siyempre, diba? Alam ko nangyari sayo without you, telling me... NANAMAN. E wala lang. As much as I would want to hug and comfort you and tell you that everything IS gonna be alright and manahimik kasi hindi ko nanaman alam kung anong dapat sabihin sayo dahil tanga ako sa mga advice na yan, wala. Wala talaga. Hindi ko alam kung gagawin ko 'cause you don't seem to need me anymore. Oo na, mababaw na. Oo na, madrama na. But that's everything I'm feeling right now. Wala lang. You used to tell me everything. EVERYTHING. Ewan ko kung anong nangyari but I feel so distant from you na. Malamang, sa literal na distance, magkalayo talaga tayo. Pero yung sa...uhm...I-don't-know-the-word-pero-alam-mo-na-yun, ang layo na, sobra. Alam mo bang nami-miss kita kahit magkatabi lang tayo? Simula ng pumasok 'tong year na 'to, nami-miss na kita. Gusto kong batukan ka at sabihing "Miss na kita, pare, alam mo ba yun?". Putek, I know I'm not helping. Dumadagdag pa ako sa mga pasanin mo. Hai. Sorry I'm being the selfish bitch I am. I just can't help it. Pero you know what? I'm still here. Di kita iiwan. Dito lang ako. Forever lang akong nasa backstage. Kung kailangan mo na sa stage, on cue, mehn. Lalabas ako.

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Mehn, I can really be mushy when I want to. May hang-over pa ng Daluyong sa dulo. Hahaha. Tama na nga! These stuff can really kill me. Damn.

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I was at Sammie's place yesternight. Birthday niya kahapon.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAMISIA SAN!

Sobrang tawa kami ng tawa when we watched Yano's gift to Sam. Kung Pow yung title. Sabi ni Yano yung film daw na yun is a 1970-something movie. In-edit sa Hollywood. Dinagdagan nila ng mga kagaguhan. Sobrang tawa talaga kami ng tawa. The movie is sooo serious pa naman tapos yung mga pinagsasasabi nila "Are you part of the dark-nipples club?". Naka-dub in English yung buong movie. Sabi ni Yano sa Ruins daw niya yun binili. Makahanap nga. Hahahaha.

Went home at 'round 10pm. Hahahaha. Ang mga bata, bangag na. Hehe. Pero sabi namin na by next week, mga insomniacs nanaman kami. Hehe.

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HB nga pala ako kahapon. Pano ba naman, there's this guy. He's accusing me of something that I DEFINITELY did not do. Pakshet siya, NASIRA DAW REPUTASYON NIYA. E panu na lang yung reputasyon ko? Namatay na yun akin kung nasira yung kanya. I mean, kung gwapo siya, sige. PERO HINDI E. Makakapatay ako pag may nagsabing gwapo siya. Damn. Mayabang na kung mayabang. Nung cinonfront naman, nag-sorry bigla. Ang yabang pa ng mga pinagsasasabi niya, duwag naman pala. Kalalaking tao e. Yung girlfriend pa, i-deny bang kilala kami? Puta, e siya nga 'tong text ng text e. Grrrrr! Every summer na lang. Di na nawalan ng issue. And lahat pa ng issue, AKO YUNG LUMALABAS NA MASAMA. Putek, e ni wala nga akong alam sa kanila ngayon tapos ako parin. Pakshet lang talaga.

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Grad Ball ng batch namin mamayang gabi. And am I going? NO. Sayang sa pera e. I know the once-in-a-lifetime-lang-yan lines. E yun nga e. Kaya nga sayang lang sa pera. Hehehehe. Though I'd really want to be with my batchmates ulit. Wala lang. Trip ko lang sabihin yun.

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Magpapaalam na ako sa dad ko kung pwede akong magbakasyon sa Sucat. Damn. Sana payagan.

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..Han, do what you think is right. In the long run, mare-realize mong masaya ka parin. Siguro ngayon, malungkot ka pa dahil nga ganun. Pero mag tumagal, magiging okay ka. And I'm here hanggang maging masaya ka ulit. Kahit wala siya. Love you, Han!

..Kiars, Pinx, Ran, Eka, lahat ng DLSU, sabay-sabay tayong mag-enroll ha. Heheehe. Para masaya. Uhm, sabi ni Yano May 19 na daw start ng classes. Kung hindi 19, 24. Basta mga ganun. Enrollment daw week before 19 or 24. Hehehehe. See you guys in Taft!

..SPCPasig 2005, sali kayong lahat sa Yahoo! Groups natin! Nasa side bar, tignan niyo. Meron jan. Ayun. I miss you na! Weh. Mushy. Hahaha.

..Bhe, magpapaalam na ako. Wala lang. Thanks talaga nung Sunday ha. Hehehehe. I love you. Miss you much! *mwah*

BREAKAWAY.

SENIORS 2004-2005, NOW SIGNING OFF...

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

BUKAS NAAAAA! *gasp*

Gagraduate na talaga ako! Putek. I can't fuckin' believe it. Alam kong some of my past posts say na I want to get St. Paul over with pero now na anjan na, ayoko na pala. Nakakatakot na. Grawr. And I'll miss my school. SOBRA. I mean, a lot of my happy memories happened there. Kahit ba sabihin mong 4 years lang yun. Rarr.

FRESHMAN YEAR (Waneyt)
* Na-realize ko na isang school lang pala in-apply-an ko for High school.
* I got into a Dugtong Dunong class. Yung mga matatalino?
* I met my very first St. Paul friend and one of my best friends, Sam. Sabay kasi kaming dumating sa door ng room and we were both, like, "Room 8 ba 'to?".
* CULTURE SHOCK, mehn! San ka ba naman nakakita ng mga taong puro sila lang ang iniisip? I mean, you ask them what the homework was and one would answer "Weren't you listening?". Damn.
* I cry every night kasi ayoko talaga mag-St. Paul. I've always wanted to study in Manre or Assumption or Zobel. No offense, but now, I KNOW BETTER.
* Our room won 1st place in SongFest ng Eliminations sa batch and won 2nd place, kalaban yung buong Highschool Department. "Stars will shine in heaven agaaaaiiiiin".
* I was seated next to my idol, Kat Villamin. I love her. Hahahaha.
* We were 2nd runner up in the Intrams. Natalo namin yung Sophies that time. Hahaha.
* Pinamangha ng batch namin ang Admin. Hahaha.
* Sinira yung drums ni Kae Guerrero (Sophie that time) pati yung malaki at mahabang "Freshmen" na streamer na nakalagay sa High School main building.
* Pinostpone yung Cheering and nag-rally yung mga tao sa tapat ng canteen pero nawala nung umaraw. Hahahaha.

SOPHOMORE YEAR (Tuten)
* Wala ang classroom namin sa civilization dahil dun kami kasama ng Room 9 sa floor ng First Year.
* I got to have a "barx" na medyo solid.
* One of my most memorable birthdays happened this year.
* Natuto akong mangopya. Homeworks, quizzes AND periodical exams. Thanks to Leynes.
* Namatay yung baby ng Adviser namin. As in hindi pa siya nanganganak, namatay na.
* One of the most dramatics Homeroom sessions. Nag-away away yung mga classmates ko and our adviser said "Nawalan na ako ng isang anak, I can't afford to loose 45 more".
* Napakaraming letters nung year na 'to.
* Seatmate ko si Barbie for 4 consecutive quarters. And hindi ako umaangal. Mahal ko yun e.
* Uso yung Ring nung time na yun and may dala si Sam dati na laptop and we'd watch sa room pag breaktime.
* May kumakatok dun sa door sa likod ng room na hindi namin alam kung ano ang laman and hindi nabubuksan.
* You gotta love Sir Velarde.
* 4th placer kami both in Songfest and sa Speech Choir competitions. Sa speech choir, partida, walang actions pero 4th place. Hahaha. Yabang.
* I learned to love St. Paul.
* Open Forums namin na may mga one-liners si Jec para sa certain someone na nakakagulantang.
* Naging classmate ko si Crespo and I've got to be lucky I did. I met one of the best friends I have.
* Walang intrams dahil dun sa nangyari na mga siraan nung First Year.
* Skybowl Moments.
* EK Moments and the Quackers *ehemAggieehemPeachyehemSamehemPinkyehemCrespo*
* My first roller coaster ride. Thanks, Aggie.
* Second place kami sa Laro ng Lahi. Natalo namin Juniors. Hahahaha.

THIRD YEAR (Trisix)
* I was in the best class in our batch, TRISIX!
* I've learned to love everyone in this class.
* Nung una, akala ko walang pag-asa 'tong room namin pero it turned out to be the exact opposite.
* Never did I expect A LOT of people to actually care for me the way these people did.
* Everyone had everybody's backs.
* Bonding moment everyday.
* Takot ako kina Tanya and Ingga nung una but then I learned to open up to them. And ngayon, kabiruan ko na sila.
* Don Bosco Makati moments. *ehemBheehemTans*
* You gotta love Ms. Sarenas.
* Sir Melo's after-discussion ghost stories nung 4th quarter.
* Nahuli kami ni Ms. Sarenas na may leakage sa room.
* Maraming nagbebenta and maraming kumakain pag class hours.
* Si Sir Melo bumibili ng mga paninda nila Gege and kinakain habang nagtuturo siya. Hehehe.
* Si Mrs. Gavino nag-walk out samin.
* Mga natutulog sa floor.
* Nanonood kami ng UAAP sa classroom.
* May isa kaming Computer class na wala si Ms. Bite tapos nag-open forum kaming lahat tapos ang daming umiyak. That day was the day after Jopet and I broke up. Sept. 19.
* Kopyahan ng codes para sa mga seatworks sa Computer lab.
* Yung grade ko sa Copmputer from 89 to 78 to 89 dahil mali yung sinulat ni Ms. Bite sa class record niya. Di dapat sakin yung grade na yun. Damn. I hated her for that.
* Natikman ko ang bopis nila Noe. Heaven, I tell you.
* We eat sa likod ng board na nasa likod ng table ni Mrs. Magtrayo.
* Happy Soil. *blech*
* Ingga and Noe's love story. Never kong makakalimutan.
* Ang galing namin sa Field Demo, we deserve to be number one. Pero ng kukulay ng damit ng Sophies and Seniors that time kaya sila yung nanalo. Fuckin' judges.
* Second over-all kami sa Sportsfest. Malamang champs ang Seniors.
* MAHAL KO 'TONG CLASS NA 'TO. Yun na yun e.

FOURTH YEAR (Porpito)
* Second to the worst class I had.
* We won over-all in Laro ng Lahi and Sportsfest.
* Mga nambubully sa gate and sa canteen pag breaktimes and dismissal.
* It's THE YELLOW I.D, mehn.
* I have the best seatmate, ever. Katrina Dean!
* Clinic Moments *ehem*
* Napakatanga ko nitong year na ito.
* May nainsecure sakin dahil mas maganda ako sa kanya kahit maganda hair niya.
* May inaway kaming Grade 7. *winkKamwink*
* DALUYONG IS THE BEST DRAMATICS EVER!
* Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga hirit sakin na sobrang na-HB ako.
* Retreat sa Mt. St. Paul sa Benguet.
* Field trip sa Mt. Banahaw. KALBARYO!
* Graduation practices bore the hell out of me.
* Sex Talks sa PCH pag grad practice.
* PCH Moments.
* I PASSED DLSU!

Okay. That's not EVERYTHING. Siyempre maraming mga secrets na puro kami-kami lang magka-classmates may alam. Hehehe. Hai. I'm soooo going to miss St. Paul. EVERYTHING about it. Hai nako. Everything's so sudden. Bigla na lang hindi ko na alam mangyayari. Hindi ko na alam kung makikita ko pa ulit lahat ng naging ka-close ko. Pero one thing's for sure. St. Paul has been my home for 4 years and batch 2005 has been my family. Mahal ko ang batch ko.

Okay. Update na talaga itech.

BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!

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On Leynes' Debut. (March 6, 2005)

Her theme was pajamas. I went there sporting a pink pajama with the number 18 on it. Wala lang. Wala na kasing ibang mabili. Grawr. Kailangan 18 pa e, no?

When I arrived, konti pa lang yung tao and di pa nagsisimula. The party was supposed to start at around 6-ish but it started at 8. Take not: SUNDAY YUN. May pasok the next day. Got to chat with Han, Crespo and Ms. Mara that time. Pictures and videos and more pictures.

She got an instant collection of teddybears 'cause yung isang part nung debut niya na for guys, 18 teddybears. Lucky dog. I want an instant collection of teddybears too! Di ako magde-debut so hindi ko pwedeng gawin yun. Hahaha.

I went home nung 18 roses na. I was sooo darned sleepy. That was around 11pm already. Sleeptime's 9pm, believe it or not. Hahahaha.

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On Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding. (March 10, 2005)

I didn't go to school last Thursday kasi nga kasal nila. Hahahaha. I know I promised the Sex Talkers that I'd bring them cake come Friday but then... WALANG BINIGAY! Grawr. Sorry, guys.

Anyway, I was one of the secondary sponsors. Sa candles ako. Nagkamali pa nga kami nung partner ko e. Hahahaha. Pero di naman ata napansin nung mga tao. Hahahaha.

After the ceremony, we went to Casa Milan in Fairview for the reception. Pink and green balloons were all over the place. They had this guest that sang IKAW. He was gay but had his voice changed kaya babaeng-babae na boses niya. I don't know kung pati yung kanyang ANO pinatransplant na niya. Hahahaha.

After eating, me and my cousins went on a joyride. Dapat punta pa kaming Eastwood, if we weren't wearing gowns and barongs. We were with this girl. She was an usherette. I forgot her name. I think it was something like Cherry or Cheryl. Basta ganun yung dating. All of my guy cousins were all over her like she was some kind of car or something. To tell you the truth, she wasn't pretty at all. She had big boobs and she was wearing a hot pink body-hugging, cleavage-showing dress and that was it. Okay. Bakit pa ba ako magugulat? I mean, they're GUYS. Of course they'd be all over her. Hahaha.

We dropped the girl back at the reception and we went on again. Pido wanted to drive. Turuan daw siyang mag-drive. Mikko taught him. Turned out, marunong palang mag-drive ang loko. When Mikko was instructing him that when approaching a curve, dapat magb-break and ang loko, todo break. We stop at every curve we approach. Gago talaga yun. We were laughing our butts off and being the pikon person that he is, Mikko kept silent the whole time with his face drooped like hell.

We got back at the place just in time. Tinakas kasi namin yung kotse nung bride. HAHAHAHA. Joyride na may pink flowers sa harap. Hahaha. There. Picture, picture. Siyempre. Hahahaha.

We went home at around 1am kasi may pasok pa kinabukasan. Wala lang.

Oh, curly hair pala ako nug wedding. First time, mehn. Hahaha.


Curly, very much!

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On Ingga's Debut (March 11, 2005)

I went to ride with Maggie papunta dun. We were there real early, kasabay naming dumating si Ingga sa venue. When I saw the pool, mehn, I almost killed myself for not bringing my swimsuit. Dammit, Ale, tanga mo forever.

Everyone came in their swimsuits na which made me hate myself even more. Hahahaha. Joke! But hey, kung ikaw nasa place ko and lahat ng mahal mong kaklase magsswimming, maiirita ka rin. Hehehe.

Of course, di mawawala ang pictures sa isang party so we clicked away! May it be a digicam or a camera phone. All Paulinians are camwhores, you know. Hahaha.

There were games in her party. I was forced to participate in one of them. You know what game was it? DRESS YOUR EGGPLANT UP. Each of us were given a condom and an eggplant and we should put the condom on the eggplant. Sounds gross? Yeah. The first one to finish "clothing" the eggplant wins. I lost because the moment I opened the packaging, I touched an eeewwwiee substance. Binitawan ko na. Hahahaha. Maita screamed "EW! IT'S WET! IT'S WET!". Hahaha.

After that particular game, 18 shots na. I was one of them and I've tasted the love of other people's lives. Jose Cuervo. I have a new bestfriend already! Si JC! Hahahaha. Joke.

Went home right after the 18 shots. Didn't have the chance to par-tay. Panu, makikisabay lang ako. Poor me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT, INGGA! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I'LL SOOOOOO MISS YOU!

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On Graduation practices.

Every grad practice would've been boring if it weren't for the Sex Talkers. Hindi naman lahat ng pinag-uusapan namin about sex or connected to it. Yun lang tawag namin samin. Hehehe. Wala lang. There. Kaso lagi kaming napapansin ni Ms. Fetalvero kasi kami ni Tulang lagi asa may aisle. HEhehe. But it's alright. I mean, I enjoy grad practices. Yung iba kasi bored na bored e. Wala lang. E pag katabi mo ba naman kasi mga ganun e. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Enjoy. Gusto ko tuloy pumasok lagi. Weh. Hahahaha.

Han and I get to bond more and more during grad practices. Pakshet nga e. Ngayon lang. Kung kelan patapos na lahat. Damn. Love you, Han!

Anyway, marami din palang praning ngayon, noh? Akala ko ako lang. Hahaha.

Pictures na lang muna, ples?

MARCH 6, 2005 (Princess' Debut)



1. Princess Leynes, the Debutante.
2. Top: Ms. Mara and Crespi; Bottom: Kathoy, Ayesa, Cecille
3. Princess and Aicel (18 candles)
4. Ms. Mara and Crespo
5. Princess' gorgeous nephew

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MARCH 10, 2005 (Tita O and Tito Ge's Wedding)



1. L-R: Thel, Carlo, Vane and me.
2. Serrano Cousins (Boys)
3. L-R: Me, Thel and Vane
4. L-R: Me, Mikko, Tita O (Bride), Vane and Ash
5. Serrano Cousins
6. Serrano Cousins (Girls)

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MARCH 11, 2005 (Ingga's Debut)



1. Ingga, the Debutante.
2. L-R: Noe, Dianne, Gene, me and Pinky
3. Lydia (Grey), Krista (White) and Gege (Green)
4. L-R: Ingga, Gege, Lydia, Krista
5. L-R: Jobby, Trish and me

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MARCH 7-11, 2005 (Graduation Practices)



1. L-R: Me, Pinky, Tulang. BEHLAT!
2. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky.
3. "Batch Tree" c/o Ingga.
4. Busy sa pagbuo ng "Batch Tree"
5. L-R: Michi, Krista, me, Pinky.
6. L-R: Ran, me, Pinky. I love this pic.

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Kwentos next time na lang. Antok na ko. Hahahaha.

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..Sex Talk-ers, sabi ni Pinky may inuman daw tayo? Kelan? Go ako jan! Mahal ko kayo! *ever famous Sandara wave*

..Kam, paalam ako sa Pangasinan, okay? Yung Nueva natin sa Holy Week daw. Paalam ka na! Love you! Wait, asan reply mo sa Yahoogroups sa message ko?

..Dean, may sinend ako sa inyo ni Kam na pix. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Love you.

..Ingga, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! I love you!

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BABY JOPET KO, HAPPY 26TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

This update is so darned late.

DRAMATICS CLASS OF 2005, WE SURE SHOWED THEM, DIDN'T WE?

The 3 shows of the Dramatics class last March 4 and 5 were spectacular, di sa pag mamayabang. I mean, you get two shows that's a fullhouse (standing pa ha) and 1 show na sobrang marami paring nanonood. Damn. Some people nga watched the play twice just to watch it all over again. Biruin niyo, in less than 2 weeks, we managed to put up a very wonderful show. Wala lang. Ang galing lang namin. Rarr. And lahat pa ng punchlines, na-pick up. No negative feedbacks. San ka pa?

Anyway, when we were there, doing our "shindig" nung tapos na yung buong show, sobrang sayang makita yung mga taong nanonood na nakangiti lahat 'cause WE made them happy. Ang sarap ng feeling.

Of course, we couldn't have done it without Ms. Consunji and Sir Jay and Sir Peejay and Sir Voltaire who went with us every step of the way. Wala lang. Mahal namin kayo!

Of course, everyone in class helped in this production. Okay, technically, hindi lahat. But hell! We still pulled every stunt without HER, men! Grawr!

Everything that we did in this production and the production itself is for Kryzelle. If she were still alive, she'll give her everything to this production. She's the best actress and we felt that she was there, too. Everyone had her fair share of stories to tell. Hehe.

Kanina, when we were cleaning up the Pere Chauvet Hall and everyone was there, ayoko nang bumalik sa real world. All I wanted to do was be with my elective-mates and talk to them all day. Everyone felt the same way as I did. I mean, with those 3 days I was with them (dahil yun lang inattendan ko na practice), I got to be close to almost everyone. Alam mo yun? Ganun kadaling mag-fit in sa Dramatics and it's so sad na ngayon ko lang na-realize yun, kung kelan tapos na lahat. Grawr. Sayang.

I'll miss my Dramatics class, that's for sure. So much more than I'll miss my 4-7 class, might I add.

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Five minutes before the Saturday morning show, Ms. Castilla announced that Kryzelle will be brought sa school. Iiikot sa rotonda. Everyone went out to the rotonda. When the karo finally arrived and went past the Dramatics class, we all took a bow. A bow to the most wonderful actress of our batch and followed the karo. When we were praying, I started crying. I didn't expect na iiyak ako ng ganun. I mean, we're not really close and everything. Pero ganun pala talaga yung feeling na may nauna sayong ka-batch mo at ka-classmate mo pa. Anyway, Ms. Consunji was there. She comforted me and told me that everything will be alright and Kryzelle's happy now, kung asan man siya. Right after the "procession", we all went back to the PCH. Sobrang emotional na and all we had was 5 minutes to compose ourselves dahil showtime na. Wala lang. Felt like sharing it lang.

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We're currently having our graduation practices. Damn it, sobrang boring. Nobody told me na I'm going to need a book or a jumprope pag ganun. Pero worth it din yun, kahit papano. *winks at Kam, Dean, Han and Vea*

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I suddenly want everyday to be a grad practice day. Kahit borlog. Deng. What's happening to me?

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Today's lunch break was kindov emotional. Sabi ko hindi ako magre-react. But I somehow gave my stand on the topic.

FRIEND KO, I know it's hard for you. Everyone who gets to that kind of situation, naiipit. Hindi alam kung anong gagawin. Kung tinatanong mo ako, I'd say you'd better stick to what's right. Diba nung sobrang nahihirapan din ako sa isang desisyon sa buhay ko THAT MIGHT CHANGE EVERYTHING, parang ganyan din sinabi mo sakin? Siyempre lahat tayo may gusto. Gusto natin lahat, diba? Pero hindi naman pwede yun, diba? Wala lang. I know that both of you will get over everything. Yan naman ang tama e. Masakit lang yan sa una. Pero you'll soon realize na tama yang ginawa niyo and it's the betterment of the both of you. Kaya mo yan. Dito lang ako para sayo. Kahit hindi mo sinabi man lang sakin at sa iba ko pa nalaman. Dito lang talaga ako sayo. Asa background lang lage. I love you, friend. *hug*

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SHOUT OUTS

..Dean, Dude, sorry nasampal kita kanina ng medyo solid at naligaw pa yung glasses mo. Hehehe. Okay lang yun, mahal naman kita e. Hehehehe.

..Han, promise? Gagawin mo yun for me? Thanks a bunch! The best ka talaga! Love you!

..Kam, sorry di kita nasamahan sa Consultation mo kanina. Sinabay ko na rin kasi si Eka papuntang bus e. Rarr. Hehehe. Love you.

..Bhe, mahal na mahal po kita. Miss you much. Sorry sa hassle mo nung Friday ha. Wala lang. I love you. *mwah*

DALUYONG: Day 1

Congrats, Dramatics for a job well done on the first night!
We rock, men!

Sobrang harassed.
Sobrang nakakapagod.
Sobrang nakakapraning.

YET

Sobrang nakakasaya.
Sobrang nakakagaan ng loob.
Sobrang pagbi-bring out ng best in everyone.

I love Dramatics! I mean, you gotta love it. 45 brillant students, 3 outstanding mentors and 2 astoundingly original plays. What more can you ask for? Too bad I just realized everything two nights ago.

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If you guys are still interested to watch Daluyong: Big Crunch and Pintig ng Puso, just approach any Dramatics member or go to the Pere Chauvet Hall in SPCPasig. We still have tickets for tomorrow's show.

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I gotta love Ran and Alva's scenes. Wala lang. Mulawin pa yung background music. I sooooo love their scenes. Rarr.

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I soooooo want to get out of Highschool, already. I mean, Graduation is slowly approaching. Can't we just get it over with? Wala lang. I don't seem to enjoy school anymore. Except for Daluyong and it's about to end tomorrow night. Dammit. I'm not looking forward to summer, too. Yeah, yeah, I know that that was sooooo not me. I mean, I look forward to summer every year since God knows when. Now, Jopet's the center of my summer. I'm totally not expecting much from my usual bunch. I've been hearing a lot of things, awayan at dedmahan. I won't be able to stand that. So, si Jopet lang talaga for me this summer. WHICH IS TOTALLY FINE WITH ME. Hahahaha. Wala lang. Or kung hindi man siya lang, kasama si Kuya Francis and all. Hahahha. Wala lang. Ano naman sayo, diba?

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It's 11:21pm. I have to get to bed. We have a 9am show tomorrow. Call time's 6am.

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BREAK A LEG, DRAMATICS-MATES!

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Before I forget, this Parent-Daughter Recollection will definitely get to my head tomorrow. I need to freakin' bring our uniforms tomorrow, along with the costumes and all. Hassle!

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I soooooooo can't believe this. I was with Jopet 3 times this week. Mehn. Talk about miracles. Hahahaha. I love you so much, Bhe. And I'm sorry if I got you worried sick kanina ha. Ang dami lang talagang ginagawa sa Dramatics. Ni wala ngang panahon huminga e. Sana nakakain ka na. Rarr. I love you and I'm really sorry. Thanks for bringing my jacket kaninang morning kahit na sobrang hassle and for everything. Hehehehe. I love you, Bhe. I miss you.

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I'm not a big fan of Hilary Duff and her movies but I gotta love Chad Micheal Murray.

Another ANGEL enters heaven and sits beside God.

Let's take some time from our busy, busy life to pray for the repose of the soul of Kryzelle Cruz, a student from St. Paul College, Pasig Batch 2005 who passed away yesterday, February 27, 2005. She fought a very good fight. I know most of our batchmates still can't believe it. I know I can't. I mean, she was waaaaaayy too young. But, like what my dad and Jopet said, maybe God wanted it to happen, para ma-lessen yung paghihirap niya. Hai. We lift her up to God na lang. I mean, that's probably what he wants us to do. We don't blame anybody. We're just happy that Kryzelle's been part of our batch and SPCPasig 2005 will never going to be the same without her. We'll miss you, Kryzelle. Sleep tight.